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Wednesday, November 21, 2007


::. + My 21st Birthday Party! + .::

Hey!! Sorry i took such a long time to come up with my birthday update.. Too busy.. no time~ Anyway, kinda excited to update about my birthday celebration! Here it goes..

Tuesday, 6 November 2007
After dear and me ended work, he drove me to the chalet. So excited. When we went inside, i was kinda surprised to see how huge the bungalow was! Took a few minutes to take a good look at the surroundings. Let's take a look at the photos. =]

First, we stepped into the living room.


Then the KTV room,


Dining area,


The kitchen..


File too big la.. cannot upload all.. haha.. Still trying to upload the photos in my photo album.. will let you all see it after i have upload all.

Wednesday, 7th November 2007
In the early morning, my dear fetched my brother and me to the chalet. We had to move lots of things into his car. Bags of clothings, boxes containing all my decorations, bbq food.. etc. We almost couldn't put everything into his car. Along the way, we took some photos of the scenery. Hehe.. Do you notice the scenery when you are travelling on the road? It is nice, isn't it?

It was around 3pm when we reach the bugalow. Soon, the three of us helped to bring things into the bungalow. The bungalow was so big that i had forgotten where i put my things for several times. Hahaha.. Oh ya. you know something?? Cuz i didn't want people to wear shoes in the house, and didn't want anyone to feel the floor dirty, I mopped the whole bungalow just in case the housekeeper didn't mop the floor!! Lolz.. Come to think of it, i was so silly to do that!! dotdotdot.. Dear helped me to mop part of it too. Occassionally going back to the KTV room to play PS3 with my brother. Guys are like that!! First things they do once they reach chalet is to seek enjoyment first!!! Only rare guys would help out in housechores like boiling water, tidying up the house when they reach the chalet. I am sure girls do notice that. :p

After mopping the floor, i began pumping balloons to beautify the house. Was abit angry cuz the guys was still playing PS3 while i was in the living room pumping and tying the balloons. They still said that they wanted to reach early to help out with the decorations but what the..? I controlled my temper cuz didn't want to spoil the holiday mood. Threw them outside the living room to continue pumping balloons and decorate the wall while i play PS3 in the KTV room. Hmmpx.! Haha.. =p Soon, we all were decorating the wall with the 'Happy Birthday' sign. Paste the decorations here and there until 7pm++. Went to fetch my cousin and her family to the chalet. So hungry by the time we went back to the chalet.

We ate bee hoon for dinner cooked by my aunt. Yong Kang ate with us as he reached the chalet before we came back with my aunt and family. While eating, Yong Kang went to set up bbq fire which took him a long time cuz of the cheap charcoals we bought. I didn't know what was cheap. wahahahz.. Anyway, the fire was set up. We began eating while pumping balloons. Wendy and Joyce arrived at the chalet soon. Around 11.45pm, my parents, sister, her bf and Guo Quan reached the chalet. They then began to munch the foodie.. =D** Soon after, the youngsters went into the KTV room to sing. Then came my mom and my aunt. I didn't know my aunt sang that well! It was whoa!! haha.. The microphone was dominated by my aunt after that. Some of us went into the mahjong room. Wanted to learn how to play.. but then, it wasn't that fun as i thought would be. I didn't felt sleepy until when i was learning how to play mahjong.. zzzz... Went to the bedroom to prepare for sleeping time. Left the 4 guys and my cousin in the mahjong room.

Wednesday, 8th November 2007
4.00am++: Began to get wash up and sleep to rest my eyes to prepare for my big day hours later. Shared the room with Joyce and Wendy. The aircon was darn cold~~~ I wore my jacket, and covered myself with 3 blankets! Lolx.. Managed to sleep at around 5am.

10.20am+: Woke up le! Happy 21st Birthday to myself! =D The girls and guys were still sleeping when i woke up. Hahaha~ My mom made breakfast for us. We ate some breakfast cereals, a little bit of noodles as we didn't have enough to eat. Soon, everyone woke up.

After breakfast, some began to help me out with the balloons. Dear droved my parents and the guys out to buy nasi lemak for our lunch. Everyone was back at the round table having lunch when they were back. So light hearted seeing all of us sitting down together to have lunch together. =]

A group photo after lunch... so much warmth isn't it? ^_^


We went back to work at the deco after lunch. Luckily, we were in time to put finish the decorations.


The 'Happy Birthday' deco~


View from the entrance


View from the second storey



Welcome!!
Welcome the buffet!! Haha.. The food was nice.. that was what my friends commented. The setting looks nice too..

arhhh~~ the file is too big to upload it here~ :p

Huimin was the first person to reach the chalet. Followed by Brandon and Wilson, Wanlu, Ming Wei and Alan, my uncle, ZY kor, ah gong and Chin Yee and then Karen and her bf. I lost count after that. Wahahaa~ So excited when i went out to the gate to welcome them. Hehehe! I went up to get change. When i was all done, suddenly dear came into the room and handed me a bouquet of flowers! =D Was surprised and touched. =]

Down the staircase i went. Entertained and welcomed friends. I got more and more excited as more and more friends reach the chalet. However, I didn't pay attention to who gave me what for my birthday present cuz i was busy to notice it. Haha..

Birthday Song!
Everyone reached!! The cake was out, everyone gathered, lights were dimmed. There came my birthday song! From right to left stood all of my friends and family members singing birthday song to me. So touched especially when everybody sing the song just for me!! =`] Didn't want to cry but i couldn't control myself the moment i look at them singing song to me. sniffs.. Tears of happiness still flowed when the song ended. My brother videoed it. Haha..

Photo taking ceremony!
This was the best part i like =] Began to call groups of groups of friends to take photos with me. =] After that, everybody present gathered together and took group photo! =D After that, i cut my tiramisu cake~ =D****

After my friends had finished eating their slice of cake, they went home. That was the part i didn't like. Haha... but am still happy some stayed til late. =] Only King Leong and Vernon stayed in the chalet as well as those who were present the first night. Ate my fill and then proceeded to KTV room again. Then, my aunt, mom and sister pestered me to open up all my present cuz they wanted to see.. Hhhahaa and so, i went up to the room..

Opening of present ceremony!
I really forgot who gave which for my present. Had to think very hard. Haha... While i was opening present, i had to let everyone in the room see what my present was. My family and the rest in the chalet all sat in front watching me opening my presents. o_o I fancy all the presents i like! Really like the bags my gal friends gave me.. cuz they are so like me! It's the 'Shiya's style/pattern' :p

I also had ang bow money $$$ which was more than enough to pay for my chalet and also the food.. almost everything! Then i was wondering, was this the benefit gohonzon gave me? It is doubled!! First, i got the good fortune to celebrate my birthday in the bungalow unit, which is very difficult to get. Second, it cost only $75 for 4 days 3 nights as my uncle holds a senior position in his company. Third, my ang bow money is more than enough to pay for the expenses inccurred for my celebration. So it is like i don't need to pay for anything! Haha :P

Thursday, 9th November 2007
Time to check out. Everyone who stayed in the chalet including me can't bear to leave the bungalow~~ It was like awwwwwww~~ When can we stay in this big bungalow again?? Everyone was so happy in there.. Haha~ Nevertheless, we moved our barangs and my bags and bags of presents into dear's car. Almost couldn't squeeze inside but we managed to. lolx..

Goodbye bungalow! We will come back again!



When we reached home, it was then i realised how small my house is! Only a rectangle.. hahaha.~ Everyone went back to sleep after that.

I wanna thanks everybody who attended my party and the 'backstage helpers' for making it a great success! Especially to the 'backstage helpers.' hhaha

My dear - Sern Da for driving me to see the bungalow before my birthday. Driving up and down to fetching my family members, to take my birthday cake and so many more!

My papa and mama - who supported me all along when i was planning my celebration.

My jiejie - for being the photographer and also decorations.

My sis's bf - For attending though he has got some work to do.

My didi - for helping out with the decorations.

My aunt, uncle and cousin - Uncle for booking the bungalow for me =] My aunt for making bee hoon for us.. and my cousin.. just her presence around make me happy =]

My relatives - for making en effort to attend although they stayed for awhile. =]

Now let me start with friends whom i know since young til now. haha.. they are..

My primary school friend - Huimin

Secondary - Wendy, Melissa, ycy, ah gong, zy kor, Yan Lee, Chu Ai, Grace, Weisong

Poly Yr 2 - Yvonne, Jane, Peggy, Lee Min, Jeff and Junda

Poly friends - Brandon, Wilson, Wee Nie, Wen Ping, King Leong

SPSD - Karen, Joanne, Wan Lu, Wanling, May Ann, Liling, Tin Lay, Letitia, Shi Lei, Kinda, Kenji, Yong Seng, Desman, Gerald, Ming Wei, Vernon, Zhao Yang, Alan, Jia Li

JL ex-colleague - Agnes

My god family - god pa, god ma, god sis, god kor, god di. haha

My Chapter - Joyce and Qiu Hua

Coaxillent - Soo Ling, Eng Ping, Chris

My mom's friend - Auntie, Uncle and wei wei. haha

DD - Ting Chien and his girlfriend, Jun Ting

The last group i don't know what to name.. haha..
- Yong Jie annd her bf ( i forgot his name. oops.. lao da? haha) Yong Kang, Yue Yin, Terry, Guo Quan and Yue Yin's brother.. suddenly forgot his name. haha

Hope i didn't miss out anyone :p

And also my absentees!!
1) Si Jia (How cud U!! :P)
2) Ru Ting didi! Too bad cuz needa go report army =[
3) Eugena mei mei.. having her dance prac.
4) Kris.. Ah mei concert more important..
5) Daven.. need to report army too
6) Yi Wei.. another ns guy :p
7) Vitya.. celebrating deepavali! lol..
8) Katherine.. studying for her exams
9) Kester.. couldn't make it
10) Wei Nian - Going out with family
11) Yvonne - Working
12) Christ - Ns guy too
13) Serena - Company's dinner

Once again, Thank you everyone!!!

Rainlite wishhed*
10:37 PM



::. + If a girl cries for you + .::

Found this in my friendster's bulletin board.. I find it true.

If a girl cries in front of you, it
means that she couldn't take it
anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except in
front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of
your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you, Look into
her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried wif pure
sincerity, Infront of you, And becoz of
you?

She cry not because she is weak, She
cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...

Guys, Think about it...

If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And
all because of you, Its time to look
back on wat u have done, Only you will
know the answer to it.

Do consider it. Coz one day....

It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your
life. Maybe in your life, she's the
only one that love YOU the most.

Rainlite wishhed*
11:39 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007


::. + Back + .::

Hi, i am back with more updates.

TS, the chalet was so-so only la.. nothing much to update. Only met up with the people.. went foodcourt eat.. watch tv and play cards in the chalet. haha.. The funiest part was when lisa, wendy and i was on our way to the chalet, they kept on thinking dirty and we all laugh and laugh la~!!! hurhur.. see, they grow up then become like that liao.. must kai dao them ok? haha

My braces.. have them with me for almost 1 month.. going for second appointment this sat. Don't know what colour to put.. i will have them on during my birthday, taking alot of pictures! Don't want to look =/ on my big day's photos! =p Shall i put colourful? White?? Don't know lehz.. Oh ya.. now i can eat rice already! No more porridge for me! =] I was so happy when i started to eat rice!!! =D I still can't bite hard food though.. i fear hunger no more! Master u can't laugh at me anymore :P

Work.. so far so good. Some of the 6months trainees went back to their country already. They were my first batch since i started work. They made me realised that i have worked for half a year already. I feel quite sad that they are going back to their country cuz i won't be able to see them again. Mixture of feelings..

My 21st birthday is coming soon! I have email invitation to my friends to attend my birthday celebration. Need their reply through the survey but so far only 26 replied me out of 90++. This is worrying! Haha.. cuz i don't know if they check their email... gonna sms if email doesn't work.

That's all about it.

Rainlite wishhed*
9:15 AM

Saturday, September 15, 2007


::. + I fear hungry =[ + .::

I plucked 4 teeth in total. Did braces for my teeth last week. Today is my second day le. It's not pain but i have got ulcers in my mouth.. very pain.. I can't eat solid food now.. only liquid food for me.. sobsobs.. Eversince i started this, i have never felt full~~ boohoooo.................. so torturing for me especially i eat alot!!!! =[ =[ =[ I fear hunger now cuz i only can eat/swallow congee... Been eating congee for the past two weeks.... boohooo~~ very sad...... =[ =[ These two days worser cuz i can't eat anything even vegetables.. Only plain congee.. white rice with soup.. omgz.. I will become slimer in few dayss =[ =[

I can't find back my smile~~~ cuz of the braces which is interrupting the movement of my mouth~~ so ugly~

Going audition for Sunflower tomorrow. Wish me good luck! =]

Rainlite wishhed*
11:32 PM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007


::. + Another one + .::

Feel so bored.. Wanna find friends to talk online but everyone is in busy mode. So sianz.. feeling so sianz.. nt sleeping yet.. gotta chant later for my dental visit later..

The more i listen to Huo Yuan Jie, the more i feel like dancing and the more i feel like joining Sunflower group. Dilema in choosing NDP over Sunflower and vice versa. If join this, i cannot join that.. How? Btw, Sunflower group is a dance club in SSA where young working women join to perform dance de. Anybody wanna join me??? Audition coming soon!

So bored!!!!! I wanna buy the Yahoo game, Miss Management!! Anybody saw this game selling outside before? Must let mi know!!!

Rainlite wishhed*
11:28 PM



::. + Hello~ + .::

Heys i am back. I only got two person tagging me~~ sobbssxx..

How have i been? There's lots of ups and downs. NDP is over. By right i should have all the time in the world (after work). But it seems that i am as busy as before leh~ Every morning finding seats in the mrt to work to 'resume' my sleep. 40 min of resuming sleep not bad le.. Add up i can sleep for 7 to 8 hours like that. lolx.. but then i still feel tired and sleepy that i begin to get lazy to go out party after work le.. not that hyper anymore!! =[ I feel that i am getting old!!!! =[ Bo energy liao.. boo hoos.. or maybe i need more sleep!! Haaaas~~

Back to work, my ex colleage, Siti has left the company already. So sad.. I miss her~~~ Now left with Yvonne to work hand in hand with me. Really wish they emply another person to work with us. Or else if Yvonne or i go on leave, one of us will feel bored in the office. So sad and pathetic ritez..?

Korean trainees giving me problems. Really have to be strict and firm with them. This, i really need to learn. But i feel that i am getting evil.. why? influence by boss! lolx.. I will resign and find a better paying HR job after i gain 1 year experience from this company..

Tomorrow, finally, me going to do something with my teeth le.. been wanting to do braces after ndp but drag until now.. cuz v busy~ tomorrow offsetting my hours so i can go dental with my mom~ Hope they won't pluck so teeth! Scare :S :S :S

Rainlite wishhed*
10:52 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007


::. + Struggling + .::

Just updated my age in my profile. Haha.. didn't realise i still put my age as 19 years old until Peggy reminded me. Also, i just realised that i have been putting Alex Toh - Don't go mp3 in this blog for sooo many months already. But then i didn't hear it when i view my blog. Does it exist still?? I gonna revamp my blog sometime soon....

Just wanna vent my feelings here regarding my work. I am still struggling with my work. Tolerating the man for his forgetfulneses, the woman for her nagginess.. (Oh no.. i shouldn't complain.. but i just wanna vent it over here.. plz bear with me >_<), tolerating the complaints of my clients; complaining me to my boss that i never do my job properly, never bring my trainees back to home from their establishments, never show them how to go to clinics for their medical checkup.. what else...?? Maybe there is more but i don't know yet.

Boss repeatedly told my colleagues and i not to treat these foreign trainees as idiots; fetching them from their home to office and etc. Just need to draw a map and they will know cuz there are UNIVERSITY students. Okay, so i listened to his instructions. I printed out maps of every accomodation, indicated where the bustops were nearby their house and what buses they can take to their work place. However, i got scoldings instead saying that what for give them a number of buses and making it looked so messy. I feel that he is criticising they way i do my work. That is my style, i did all these for the sake of these trainees. Showed them every details so that they won't get lost. What if they don't know the way to work when they are going to work from other places? Forget about asking me cuz i don't know the roads in Singapore and i don't even drive. Nevermind about the criticising. At least this made me want to improve more on my maps.

I got scolding from him saying that i didn't bring my 2 particular trainees to some particular medical group for check up. I printed out a map and ask them to report the following morning. Didn't showed them they way cuz i followed his instructions not to treat them like idiots. However, these trainees overslept and didn't manage to go for check up. I was like .. what the hell... why scold me when they themselves haven't even went for check up?? So the next week, i bought them personally for check up. After this, the clinic would send their medical report to this particular establishment which would take about 3 working days. I don't know for what reason, this particular establishment only received the report after 7 or 8 working days! That left me only the last day of the deadline to process their work permit. Before the deadline, i never ceased to follow up with them whether they received the report or not. However, this particular HR exec (who i think she complaint about me) tipped me off by saying that i should have requested from the clinic to send this report to my company instead of them. I did asked the other branch of the clinic before and they said they can't send this to my company but to the establishment. Later, when i asked my colleague about this, she said actually they can send to us. I think the staff of that clinic had given me the wrong information which landed me up in this state. Now, i learnt that every little thing counts. I must now pay attention to every single detail.

Ok, so the 2 trainees are done. Now with the other 2 foreign trainees. My collegue had told S that she will safekeep her disembarkation card which we called white card. My boss also kept the white card for H but i don't know whether he had told her. Previously, i liase with T regarding trainees matter. But then, she was on leave and told me to contact either O or C. So i contaced O regarding work permit (WP) for these 2 trainees. However, she did nothing when i emailed her details of these 2 trainees so as to process their work permit. Later, i was told by my boss to email scan H's passport and white card to this C to process WP. Some days later, S called me to say her white card lost but she had forgotten that we are safekeeping it for them. C then called up my company to say that her white card lost. I don't know how they communicate. Was it S's fault that she never update C??? So, i forwarded the email to O to C. The forward was in purpose to let C know that i had emailed to O regarading the WP but nothing was done. Whose mistake was that?? Why didn't they liase with each other? Why didn't O tell C that the WP details are with her? In the end, i was to blame for

1) Not telling my trainees we safekeep their white card.
2) Not requesting the clinic to send medical report to my company.

Whose fault is it? S's fault for forgetting? O's fault? C was not willing to fax back my feedback form cuz she didn't want to comment. My fault?? Previously, i had to wait for 1 hour after my work ended for them to only scan and fax document to me. I personally feel that the establishment is NOT EFFICIENT AT ALL in HR matters.

I have finished ranting on this particular establishment. Three days ago, at 9.30am, boss asked me to go fetch 3 trainees from their accomodation to their workplace. That was a last minute decision. I admit that it was my fault that i didn't listen carefully, to report them at 10.30am. I thought i heard to fetch them at 10.30am. But as i said that was very last minute, i couldn't possibly ask the trainees to wash up and get dressed neatly by let's say 20 minutes ba? Furthermore, I still have work on hand. It was already 10.10am when i finished the work on hand. I asked boss again to confirm if report them at 10.30am or what. He said i still have time to report them at 10.30am.. just nice.. That was what he said. He must have thought i drive too but HELLO?!!?!? Wake up!! I take public transport. Please take into consideration the waiting time, the time wait for passengers to alight and board, the traffic, the walking distance... By the time i report them to establishment, it was already 11.00am. Luckily i asked my colleague to call up the establishment to say i would arrive at 11am with the trainees.

So much struggles and sh.ts to take in but nobody in the company understands as much. However, i am not going to be defeated. Just like Sensei says that we must win in life everyday. I must gain victory before i leave this company 6 more months. Gonna gain 1 year experience before i move on to a bigger company. (I hope)

Complaints and all these sh.ts, at least i gain experience, how the society is like, why aunties like to complain and make the lives of the people who have just graduate difficult. Are they seeking revenge or just want us to taste what they have experienced before which i am sure they experienced alot of sh.ts during their youth. Maybe i would like to thank them for making our lives difficult. Cuz I am sure i can encourage my future ywds based on what i am experiencing.

Strength is the source of happiness. We mustn't shy away from life's challenges. We mustn't be defeated. Refusing to be defeated equals victory. A person who perseveres to the end is a winner. In the course of promoting our movement, the Soka Gakkai has never pulled back in the face of any hindrance. We have kept moving forward. And that is the key to our success. Never to retreat a single step, no matter what-that is the Soka Gakkai spirit. Those who embrace this spirit can achieve unlimited victory. - Daisaku Ikeda

Rainlite wishhed*
10:27 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007


::. + I AM BACK!!!! + .::

Hey people! I am back to blog!!!! Hahaha.. so excited! Don't know why. Maybe too long never blog and i have alot of updates for you to reaaaaad.

Regarding my work, i have already been confirmed. For those who still don't know what i am doing now, i am a permanent staff in my company now, not part time work. I am not planning to further my studies for now. If wanna further, i have no idea where i want to further on. And, I like my job. =]

From the first day of work til now and future (I hope), i feel so fortunate that i can sit in my office as a fulltimer in a company. There's people relying on me as well as my colleagues to work. The bosses are sometimes good sometimes bad. They treat us lunch at restaurants, those expensive ones. Good as in they won't lose temper, won't scold staff unless we do serious wrong stuff (i think). Unlike other companies, i heard some bosses are mean and nasty to their staff.

The bad side of my bosses: The woman nags. She is a super nagger. She nags til so serious that one can have side effect. lolx.. I ever gotten headache cuz of her nagging. Her nagging can stay in my mind even after i end work. Another thing is that she doesn't trust her staff. She spies on our computer, whether we are using the internet for leisure purposes instead of working. Really cannot tahan once she nags. omgz..

The man, sometimes has got his period too. :x lol.. He is forgetful smoetimes, and as a result, we got blame for the fault instead of his own. He is nasty sometimes. His favourite phrase are, "don't let the trainees SHIT on you", "bloody "heaven"", bloody here bloody there. My colleagues and i could hear this every single day and we even laugh at his silliness. He is like a kid and look so silly sometimes. lolx.. The man also maligned me for overpaying my trainees $1000++ without checking. Siao.. Luckily, wisdom came to me and told me to do a thorough check regarding the pay. In the end, i proved him wrong! He just said, "i agree with you", but didn't apologise for maliging me. Nevertheless, i don't mind about this. I don't care what he thinks about me as long as i do my best! He said i am timid but i am going to prove him wrong again! I must win everyday in work! hmmpx! :p

In conclusion, i still think that i am fortunate to work with them. Every bosses have their bad points. I think mine is considered better than others. Have to give and take ba. When they start their bad points, i just have to bear with it while thinking that the bosses outside in the society are more mean than mine, I am already fortunate enough to meet them le..

Enough about that.. my 21st birthday is coming soon! Very soon! 4 more months to go. Very soon one rite? Haha.. have to book chalet already. I am thinking of having a grand one by inviting all my 90+ treasured friends and of course you la :P U U U.. don't say i never invite you. hahaha.. and also my relatives. Nov 8 is deepavali which means a public holiday on Thursday. Friday i wanna apply leave so i can enjoy myself til Sunday! Wahaa~ But then it's super peak period.. gonna spend alot leh. Any idea which chalet to hold my 21st??

Ok. enough for now. omg so late le. Continue other days. Later gonna go my fav JL to shop! Going XLJL! kekeke

Rainlite wishhed*
12:22 AM

Thursday, May 31, 2007


::. + ?? + .::

Glad that my friends know that i am in a low life condition right now. Just because i'm not myself recently when blogging ba.

What is the difference between plain crying and crying cuz of being too emotional? Does crying means weak?? I am a emotional person. I cry to release my emotions.. crying doesn't mean weak. What for i hold back my emotions and tears.. hmmm...

Really think my faith drop although i do my daily gongyo.. for now, i duno how to pray already.. there's so many problems in my mind.. til i don't know which one to prioritise.. I need people to home visit me.. =[

Rainlite wishhed*
12:54 PM

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