Long time

OMG, I didnt even realise that my last post was in Dec 2011...

Well, that shows how busy I am lah. :>

My life is so busy, 24/7 with the kids and I hardly have any me time anymore..boo hoo.
First I had the worries after my confinement lady left, of how am I gonna deal with 3 kids during the school holiday break.

Then I had the worries of how am I gonna send 2 kids to school with an infant in tow. If I can cope with a crying baby in the car and still being sane on the road?

Then now, I have to face Ryker's first sickness of his life, the dreadful runny nose and cough, that he cannot take any medication due to his age for now.

And it doesnt help that I am falling sick yet again and I am holding back all medication for the worries of passing it onto Ryker.

So many worries...

I hardly have my precious afternoon naps now since by the time I reach home with the kids and settle them, it's almost time to prepare dinner. At times, I have a precious 15mins rest if Rie allows me too. I've been neglecting R n R and I feel soooo bad that I dont have the time to coach rie on her studies. Been neglecting Reyes too and we hardly have our bedtime talk as well. As usual, he would still wait up for me in bed no matter how tired he is. Sometimes I get so frustrated, coz he refuses to go to bed when I'm still feeding Ryker or craddling him. Feel so terribly bad.

Ryker's been a good boy so far, cross fingers. Sometimes he's a little cranky in the car. But he's been quite a good boy, falling asleep on his own sometimes after feed. He's so loved by everyone in the family, probably coz he's the youngest and all the other kids are already grown up and now we have a newborn, something fresh from the oven.

I must admit hb and myself are really adoring him and treasuring him every moment. No more chance to carry any newborn or to look after one until probably our own grandchild arrives.....I now understands Jan when the whole family love their latest addition when he was born....