its just started! 

and i've fallen at the start!

but fear not, cos' im picking up well!

and im gonna finish this race!

watch me cos' im gonna declare!

this year gonna be great great great great GREAT!

AMEN! (:

2012, Page 2 of 366.

my pretty first post of the year. and im not going to write something nice. because im thinking tooo much now (: prolly just a little bit too much, and i do not know what i want in my mind.. felt a little left out, a little alone, a little sad, a little weird... but still glad, i've found the love of my life. i want to chase back all those that i had, but im a little tired to do that.. its gonna be hard, and its not gonna be the same anymore.. you were once my best friend, the one whom i always hanging out with. but i guess, those days will never come back again.. but still, thank you for being there during that moment, when i really needed.. happy belated birthday, here wishing you all the best in 2012 (: have a fuitful ending with 'bulb' (:

Sometimes we pray and pray and pray but yet we didnt come up with any actions.
& faith without actions is nothing.
how many times i prayed and did nothing, but God still answered me? :P

im in the middle of my internship now~
& there is like 3 more weeeeks to go :D
its gonna end sooon! & i kind of scared to enter the future workforce.
im afraid that i would make more mistakes, and i would be too scared to do anything more than what i can imagine..

this coming holiday, i have a few choices to make.
i wonder what is my choices...

this is my once in a blue moon post!

popping by just to say hi~
im living my life as well as it could be, still sticking my hands together with His and his <3
gonna work hard for my internship, and for my results.
everything is in His hands.

Amen.

somethings which has past, will never come back.

somethings which has past, will still return

but i think i got a little tired of this.

i know that i would regret.

but let me continue walking..

because life still has to keep going no matter what happens, isnt it?

i just want to share....

even if the whole world thinks that you are wrong,
even if no one supports you,
even if everyone disapprove,
but your conscience is clear,
you know what you are doing,
you are on the right side,
then go for it.

no one can control your decision,
because what you made is your choice.
you have to bear the consequences,
or eat the fruits.

there is this someone who will make me bear my own consequences.
i cried, i laughed, i smiled.
each choice i made gave me different taste of the fruit.
so which one do i chose?

its been sooo long since i've updated this place..
i guess sooner or later its gonna rot and leave it as it is :P

got so many things happening to me recently..
and i dont even know whats happening why is it happening or what.
but i just choose to ignore it and live as it is.
until the problem resurface again then i will chose to face it..

GOD is good. and he is going to be good to me (:

yeahs SUNDOWN MARATHON!

the first marathon event that i've joined, if not for the events module.

i quite enjoyed this event, though i cant sleep through the night.

and i like to be in the registration area :D

i guess im going to find more events to join.

i think i will be in the events company just like my teacher if i cant find any job.

and now.

i think i would like to op for the tourism SIP instead of HR now.

thank God both of the electives are something that i have interest in in the real world.

things are on His hands.

i want my year 3 to be more fun, more exciting and more interesting.

cos' this is my last year, as a full- time student in my life (:

you made me feel like that happiest girl on earth(:

'Would you be willing to follow me through the storms, have faith in me, and walk with me in your whole life?'

life has been up and down up and down for me.
if i followed one of my friend's advise to do up a chart on my own happiness and sadness for one whole month, the flactuation would be more greater...

life.
who even know whats life.
sometimes we just live our life blindly that we always know that there is a tomorrow waiting for us.
but what if one day, there isnt tomorrow for us.
what would you feel.
i think i will just feel damn remorseful, filled with regrets and crying my heart out.
but when im alive, its another different story.

life.
you chose either the world or the kingdom.
i heard of this story.
there is this person who died and saw God.
so God said, you have to go heaven and hell for one day, then you chose which one you prefer.
but the man said no, i will chose heaven. let me go heaven.
God said, nope. i'll bring you to hell first. come follow me.
then God brought this man down to hell.
he saw all his friends having parties, his wife and children all calling out for him.
with the big bungalows and big place and wealth that he can have.
and when the time is up to go heaven, he couldnt bear to leave.
then God brought him up to heaven.
he saw angels singing and playing harps, people wandering around happily without worries, beautiful quiet garden and lakes.
so God ask, what is your decision.
the man replied, i think i would like to go to hell.
and God bring him to hell to spend his eternal life there.
when he reached back to hell, all the things have changed.
he looked around.
his friends are doing waste things. his wife and children are crying for help.
no more parties, but only suffering.

people like me, always see things that are visible to my eyes and yet i forget about those that are invisible, intangible.
yet these invisible and intangible things are what we are going to bring along with us when we die.
God says, seek his kingdom first and everything would be added onto us.
and he also say, blessed are those who did not see me yet have believed.
sometimes men has to refocus their mind and thoughts, point it to Jesus.
but things often get harder and people start to fumble and fall and start to doubt Him.
but in the story of the storm, Jesus did not fumble and panic when the big storm was arriving.
instead he continued sleeping in the boat peacefully.
one lesson that will always keep us in mind is that.
we just always have to cling on to God whenever we are facing difficulties or walking through the dark stormy storm.
because i can assure you, that God is always there, and he is always always there.
though i have my fear, i have my doubt, i have my distrust..
but there is no one for me to trust in, except God- the one who has brought me through numourous storms.