RaChEw

why am i wasting my time?
i promised best i will forget about her.
not let her affect my life, my studies..
but the more i see her pic, the more i think about her, the more pissed i am.

i don wanna make things so ugly.
don wanna make things tough for my dearest.
but i cant seem to control.
she jus got the fucked up face which i really want to slap.

such an attention seeker.
fuckin dulan.
i donno why am i wastin time?
i trust best the most.
trust our friendship. but y am i still thinkin so much?

im really sorry.
sorry for adding burden onto you.
esp at these few days where tml is the most critical day.
but u r forever so patient towards me.
i really appreciate it alot.
i really do..
no words can describe how thankful i have u as my best and how sorry i am towards u for all the pressures.

i never once apologise in front of people.
but im goanna apologise to u in person.
very sorry my dearest fren.
be strong and fight for it ok?
im always here with u!

must be those many setbacks which happened before.
can someone pls guide me?
i alrd broke down many times..
and im tired...
im really sorry bestie...
and thanks big eric for always being there for the both of us..

sakae on wed..
then mayb i'll tok more to u.
hopefully no changes.
pls show me some light.

posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, April 07, 2009 0 Comments

following post dedicated to bestie, gisela seow.

thanks best for everythin you did.
the late night talk esp the one downstairs my block.
i know i made things ugly, but i promise to try.
thanks for being so patient with me, tolerating all my nonsense and guiding me personally.
u know wat i mean..
sorry for taking those setbacks as a bench mark.
i shouldn't have done so cos u r totally different from them.

they, who will never wan to solve things.
they, who always want things to solve by its own which i think is ultimately stupid and useless.
they, who will never sacrifice their sleep jus for me.
really thanks alot.
you are a total opposite of them, which made us the best of the best!
but im sorry for the bad tone and attitude last night.
esp for not answering you..
forgive me bff!

i did not regret joinin and will continue fighting hard together with u for all our dreams together.
so many on the list to be done by the end of the yr..
but can i achieve it? haha..
i know u can! LOL!
maybe study sessions after tue at macs and i wanna go lacasa! HAHAA
really thanks alot my dearest best fren, gisela seow.
muacks!

Labels: thanks for everything you did bestie

posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, April 05, 2009 0 Comments