RaChEw: October 2006

Monday, October 30, 2006

monday bluesss.... seldom have monday blues. realli seldom.. haiz...now in lec. damn sian.. kns. not in a very good mood. cant slp last nite. oso donno y. siao lang. but was glad tt gay got back into action. he came back n play audi with mi n jas. so surprised la. then immediately called jas to join us. LOL. upcomin week wont b a good one.. damn it...... jus no mood for anythin. donno wat i thinkin oso la. damn sian. jus feel so damn low. arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!! *screams*

Saturday, October 28, 2006

fuckin low mood

jus reached home from town. damn pissed with my internet connection. fucked up starhub with that fucked up service. im damn vulgur here. hahahaa. went tonnin at my aunt's place last nite cos my internet cannot use. damn pissed la. but ok la. was fun. slp like 5.20am in the mornin i woke up at 9am in the morning. reached home n slp again til 1pm when jas called. LOL. woke mi up to niao niao again. damn evil la she. went town to meet her. sorrie for lettin u wait aimlessly at town for like 30 mins odd? haha. psps. i don like lettin ppl wait esp at such places. hahaha. her mood was like damn low. til like infinite low. tried cheering her up but failed to do so. my lame jokes failed. went to paragon slack. today was the slackest day of all i ever went to town. lol. then my mood started to change. aiyah. don ask y. think liao i oso damn sian. went dinner at tis place. i forgt the name. haha. bestiie brought mi there. food not bad then talk there. suddenly drea called n said things happened. then she came n joined us with bett. haha. nice catchin up with u drea! both of u look so doll doll now! *winks* next time when i am not so tight up then i meet u kkz? He’s jus a jerk! The other is so so so petty! But I jus don like the way they treat u 2. furthermore, one is my bestiie, the other is my goodie fren! Omg. Y r there such persons on earth!! Sorrie to the 2 gals. Very harsh here! went home after tt. on my way home ask my mom check internet status. still cant use. now on n off can use. damn the stupid starhub. then think of my assigements, I AM DAMN SIAN! now say liao double sian. no mood to blog liao.. bb.. overall its not a good day~

Friday, October 27, 2006

stomach pain~

STOMACH PAIN FOR CONSECTIVE 2 DAYS! am dyin soon la. stupid stomach. pain on n off!! kns!! haha. my tag board is flooded by my dearest gf! LOL! lame alot la. ya la. almost everyday see her sia! but we straight! bestiie ma. meet will die meh? LOL! but some ppl out there greedy la. she wans both! LOL! -_-" later i end up in SGH cos kana beaten by all her suitors. LOL. nth much ytd but the best thing was i slp at 1am last nite. the earliest of all i can ever think i slp for the past 2.5 months! HAHA! wanted to rush OSH pro. but kinda lazy. no motivation n discipline to start doin! haha. nvm la. shall rush durin tis weekend.

today last min met up with bestiie again. we kinda always have last min meet ups. LOL! her fren couldnt make it for dinner then asked if she wanna meet cos if nv meet, some ppl go home empty stomach. then kana gastric, then shall c an idiot laughin at her! LOL. went cwp makan n walked around. hahaha. then came home. nth much la. guess some good news comin up soon! wish u luck bestiie =) yay!! tml goanna be a super short day. kinda lame la. go back for 4 hrs. haha. endin at 1pm. finally i have at least one day which ends so early. been sucha long time man! the last time i ever had such time table was like yr 1 sem 1 lo! donno how mani donkey years back! HAHA!

anw there r super duper loads of project n assigements to be completed. mani of us are damn lazy. we jus feel so lazy. don feel like startin. omg. we will die if we continue to be like tis! n amos told mi he realised tt i slp for straight 2 hrs in IAQ for 2 weeks! cannot liao! cannot slp! cos tt module jus sux! damn it! btw nice catch up with u drea on thus evenin. haha. free call mi lo. u always so busy! hhaa. they are a bunch of bastards! haha. guess u muz b laughin! LOL!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

WHATS HAPPENING

currently not in a very good mood. aiya. think my blog sucks to the max la. every entry oso bad mood. kao eh. i donno y. i jus feel so fustrated inside!! its like for no reason? i donno! i tot i was the onli one but saw lk's blog. she's oso feeling the same. sorrie nana n jas. nv told u 2 abt it. i oso donno how to say. jus feel very pek chek lo. kns. its like i can jus explode anytime de lo. i feel like screamin. i feel like bittin ppl! i feel like cryin. but i wont cos im pikachew! i feel like throwing things! OMG! i hate such things la! wat's the fuckin hell with mi! ALAMAK! im mad la. fuck la! its 100% not pms! i seldom have mood swings. i tried to look normal but i exploded to nana last nite. i din like wat she said n i immediately went offline. an extremely rude action. very sorrie. at times, i realli feel like goin mia. jus don feel like contacting anyone. but tt's impossible. n i hope i wont do tis. cos i realli hate it when ppl does tt to mi. arghhhhhhhhhhhh~

went for my hair treatment today. the treatment was superb. halfway doin it, my mood changed again. then i jus smiled smiled to ah may. din even have the mood to stay there n slack. jas said aloy will b meetin her til late. so deicided to head home. reached home put down my stuffs n she called. lol. in the end she was on her way home. shock la then went to meet her to slack. went sunplaza. went coffee bean to have our cakes. cheap la. then went to look for nana. saw my 3 bestiies n my mood changed for the better. but was still very very pissed off. but still, i looked normal. haha. im cold blooded ok! i don show it out. haha. i donno wat am i pissed off la. jus hate such things. been such a long time since i ever experience tis! aiya! fuck la! hope this goes away soon! i donno if i should go to jamilah's house tml. haiz.. i wanna go.. but i have mani things to do. fri i needa submit my damn report. it's drivin mi crazy la. recently not in the mood to do anythin. sometimes i don even feel like chattin online! WAT'S HAPPENIN! anw meetin bestiie jas tis weekend for shoppin. donno which day yet. meetin bestiies jas, nana, moo n ah mee on tue for movie at vivo. n sat meetin same ppl for steamboat for my dearest ah mee's bdae! after tt all ton wan? haha. come my house ton! not enough beds but can talk all nite if u guys don mind =). u guys are still my best out of the best frenz.. without u guys, i'll go crazy! haha. thanks nana for the msn msg b4 u left. i donno wat to say but sry abt ytd.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

wake up niao niao. evil bestiies i have~

22 Oct 2006 (Sun)
haha. my dates for the entries abit off la. cannot blame. cos i blog durin midnite. jus like wat im doin now. haha. well. sun was jus another borin day. tis is wat i took from jas's blog. haha "went hm den slack awhile. talk to rachel on fone awhile. cuz i bomb her cal her wake up niao niao liao. cuz she slept for too long whereas i din slept mahx. so i jealous. cannot let her slp so long. lalalalala~ lolx. den went to bath den went off to my piggy land!! woohoo~ shiok. slept for 5hrs. den woke up by rachel call. lolx." LOL. seldom have ppl call mi wake up niao niao lo. n yet some bestiies of mine did it for 2 consective days! omg. next time she slp longer then mi, i'll do the same thing too! HAHA! gamed for like 2hrs plus then went into my dream land. too tired la. 2 consective days wake up niao niao not enough slp. then slp for another 2.5hr then bomb jas up to acc mi out for dinner. *taken my revenge* haha. brought her her notes. damn thick can? LOL. slack at mos burger again! seems like its one of our fav hang out place. haha. argued with the sup there cos she don wan give mi the milk i wanted for the milk tea. LOL! shoot her back. *im evil* reached home n chatted on the phone for damn long. been hoggin on the phone for many hrs but its fun la. crap n had serious talks like siao langs. hahaha. slp ard 4 plus lo! gg rite?

23 Oct 2006 (Mon)
OVERSLEPT! jas bombed mi twice or trice i think. haha. actualli woke up liao. but super tired la. slp so late the previous nite. lol. mrs lee lee jong's lesson was fun. though was damn sleepy, i din fall asleep. was secretly sms-in. haha. scared she realli confiscate i sure cry. haha. went to beauty world durin lunch break. was too tired n as usual fell asleep but bestiie called mi. think she wan ask mi wake up niao niao again! LOL. slp durin IBS lesson. i realli hate tt lec man! stupid ****** lec. go back ur hometown la. u teach us = fail! grp with the couple. thanks for groupin with mi. heeZ=) actualli sch's realli short. jus tt the break times are long. haha. mrs lee's lesson ended early. went atrium to look for jas cos had things to update. lol. her frenn acc til i come then i acc her til her meetin start. lol. lamed quite alot. haha. reached home n got to know aloy. lol. he's lame la. keep shootin mi. jas, y u got such a fren man? can die u know? lol. go game kana pwn by u 2. sad case la. but anw had fun crappin with u 2. enjoy ur day out tml ar n meet mi for dinner! LOL! most prob goin salon do my hair treatment. been such a long time since i last saw dee. haha. well. think goanna try research for my info. i wanna watch so mani movies! OMG! kana influence to watch movie liao. LMAO~ o ya. was extremely shocked to received a good fren(G1) sms today updatin mi abt another good fren of mine (G2). mani ppl suspected (G2) but i choose not to believe. now guess i will believe le bahx since (G1) saw with his/her eyes. i hope (G2) will know wat he/she is doin. last but not least, I HATE CHUA FU LIN! TO HELL SHE MAY GO! MOTHER FUCKER BITCH! I HOPE U DIE SOON! FUCK OFF! lol. anw huey jin, im not in a bad mood. haha. its jus a random comend. later u say i bad mood again. haha. lol. anw to my JL dearies, i miss u guys man!!!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

cutiie faking during audi time. hahaha!

time for updates!! haha. ytd was still quite a ok day ba. sch routine is always the same. never changes n the thing i dislike most is that every mon, wed n fri for odd weeks, i have 3 hrs of breaks. but now wed change to 2 hr of breaks. haha. if not i realli wanna cry liao. projects n assigements comin up. hope can cope ba. very lazy to start on it but will try. no motivation la. haha. a big sorrie to my sch clique. suddenly walk off on fri evenin cos the lobby was too noisy n i was on the phone. quite pek chek la n i din wanna go for the thank you tea. lesson was boring. practically i was sleepin all along for thus n fri lesson. i tried to open my eyes but i failed to do so. will try not to do so le bahx. n gab had a special way of wakin mi up. he used my head as a basketball! n debb used the tail of some toy to tickle mi up! OMG. i have evil frenz.. lol. wanted to go down to cwp but last min py say i no need go down le. cos she knows wat i wanna buy. bot xmas gift for my 2 bestiies le. haha. still early but now gt money muz faster buy. im sure they will like it. lol. sian. suddenly ppl ask mi how am i goanna celebrate xmas tis yr. like so early rite? LOL! don ask mi tt man. beggarsect has dispersed. i oso donno tis yr xmas n new yr celebrate with who? mayb like wat andy did last yr. stay at home watch tv. LOL. think joyce u gt wat i mean. haha!! then took bus home. on the way to the sec busstop, my dad called n said he's comin to fetch mi. haha. so happi. so i no need solo go home. hate to go home solo la. LOL. did something super evil last nite in audi. o ya. on thus nite drea updated mi some thngs. lol. internal secrets! HAHA! update mi more things with bett ger~

did nothin much today. haha. suddenly felt like doin some cross stitch but din go n buy cos i know i don have the motivation to complete it. LOL. did one halfway which was supposed to give my old bestiie as a present but in the end, its with lala n its not half done at all. kana woken up by jas to wake up n niao niao. omg. its her revenge cos i always does tt to her n nana. LOL. o ya. it reminds mi tt i have not done tt to nana for such a long time. will do so soon gal! HAHA! *evil laughs*. went out for dinner. crab was alright onli. been such a long time since i went out with the whole family. though i treat them cold, but i love to go out as a big family but not of a family of 4. cos its like so quiet? HAHA! while havin dinner, told my aunt i cant go to taxes on feb for 2 months le. cos im havin attachment. kinda sad la but its ok. cos if i go n then come back to spore, sure have alot of things tt change. i totally have no faith in frenships liao.. lol. whenever i c bear, it reminds mi of mani mani ppl n many many lost contact frenships. those who chipped in money.

anw chengze suddenly come tok to mi lo. first thing he ask was how r u? of cos i replied fine. i cant possibly say bad or he will start askin. that's y i hate it when ppl ask how r u. i know im rude. my mood isnt very good now. so pardon mi. cant he c my replies were damn cold? i don like it when ppl pretend to come n ask how r u then shoot the motive out. wth. keep beatin ard the bush then in the end he came n tok to mi with onli a motive. which was to help him sell some club events. he asked if i club n i said no. then he shoot mi say u tis kinda ppl don club de meh? wth la. onli ppl who donno mi will say i club. lol. mr long n my pri sch mates all say i club de lo. wth -_-". i hate the smell of ciggars! i think tis society jus sux la. ppl love to judge the book by its cover. sometimes ppl say they cant imagine tt i don do things which they expect i will do. they say i look lian. i don deny. n many more la. think liao i oso sian. i hate it when ppl come n find mi onli when they need my help. jus today, i already got 2 ppl doin tt to mi. the other person i don wish to mention her. she called n ask mi for a no then she hung up. replied her sms n she din reply. wat's tis man? sometimes i jus wonder y i ever trust ppl so easily n treat them as one of my bestiies then i got all tis shit. kns. i think i should stop being so nice to ppl liao. haha. i think nana n jas hear i say tis phrase til sian liao la. lol.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

conflict with gay

am still pondering if i should blog abt tis post. currently my mood sux. it totally sux. yes. i know i always accumulate all those things tt i tolerated n then explode it all at once. n i don show it immediately. i can accumulate til 5 yrs later then i explode. scary i know. drea always advise mi to say things that im unhappy with immediately but i jus cant do it to most of my frenz. don ask mi y. mayb i have the mentality that if i sort things out, it will end up in a fight. i hate it when i treasure a fren(A) n yet the person(A) tells another person(B) sayin its onli ___ yrs of frenz. wha kao. wat is tis man! realli hate it lo. but im grateful that person(B) told mi. if not i would be kept in the dark. i donno if i'll get (B) into trouble but im very sorrie. i hope u don feel guilty like how debb felt when tellin mi about certain things few weeks back. i swear i'll nv let my bestiies list grow anymore!

anw i onli attended CT2 lesson today. onli an hr of lecture. then i skipped sch. partly was tempted la. so mani of my frenz wed no need sch then jas's lesson cancelled. double tempted cos i can have kakkie to hang out. then last min i called n ask if she wanna meet mi. LOL. went to her mom's place for lunch. haha.thanks ger~ LOL. then went to watch movie again. the silk. not bad la the show. haha. after tt went home le cos kinda tired then gamed. kinda addicted to game but it depends on my mood too. ok, i shall try to get some slp now.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

long entry

sry for not updatin! HAHA! been kinda lazy n addicted to audi la! LOL. anw tis will b a super long entry so u can choose not to read. but hor, jas n nana muz read arhx! cos nana always always mi blog. then jas sure read la. i know her. LOL.

9 oct (MONDAY)
slackin all day at home. guess i was gamin n chattin all day bahx.

10 oct (TUESDAY)
slack all day at home. wanted to meet up for ice cream at cwp but was laZy. haze was super bad. peiye last min din meet mi cos she cant get her off. jas n i was too nua to come out. then din go for son & debb's chalet. sorrie! guess i was gamin n chattin all day bahx.

11 oct (WEDNESDAY)
HAHA! jas chalet 'camp' started. LOL. was a very funni one la. LOL. late nights gaming, lamin n talks with her. easier to do it in person. haha. she had her 3D 2N camp! LOL. my mom actualli asked mi to invite her stay til sat. cos she know last week of holiday le ma. but she cannot la. if not sure die. LOL. we woke up kinda early. but slacked at home n gamed til shiok shiok then she came over to my house. haha. left my house ard 6pm to bugis. kinda late la. but nvm. we got nth to do so jus went out to chill. haha. had mos burger for dinner. first record of 15 milks! nice!! yummy~ combed the whole og bugis village. tried tonnes of clothes n i spend tonnes of money. haha. earings, bags, a top n a bottom. LOL. had my coconut drink. cheap n kinda sweet la. but din drink much cos recently stomach not too good. then headed to cafe cartel n have our cakes. haha. slacked there n the service was so slow! cannot stand them! cake haven come ask mi pay first. then kinda told them off. LOL. reached home ard 12.30am. gamed, lamed n chit chatted. slp at 6am! LOL! some internal jokes! LOL! i wont forgt tt man jas! LOL

12 oct (THUSDAY)
haha. slp in my bro room. so can acc bestiie slp on the floor. my bro room bigger. LOL! then kana woken up by a stupid bank call. 11am onli! din expect to wake up so early! haha. so din wanna go back n slp. gamed awhile then i went to bath while jas continued gamin. haha. fun la! heard my pika song. LOL. left house ard 2pm. had. BK for lunch. damn full but nice la! HAHA. headed to icon to shop. kinda disappointing la. nothin much. onli saw 1 item which is nice there. o ya. the sandle is damn comfortable but like abit too lose not lose? LOL. contridicting i know! LOL. left icon after awhile n went back to bugis village again! went to bugis for 2 straight evenings. LOL. collected our bags then off we went to suntech. nth much. had dinner at kopitiam n i tell u, the food cannot make it la! SO NOT NICE! LOL. then slacked there n watch tv til 10pm then left. on our way home, saw my kindergarden cher. then was missin my godmom. been such a long time since i last catch up with her. hope she's doin well bahx. reached home n gamed. jas did her nails too. was supposed to b similar to the old color. donno y suddenly under the sun become purple. LOL! paisae gal! slp again at 6.30am. tis time no internal joke. LOL. but my mom caught mi not sleepin yet. LOL. lucky nv scold mi cos gt fren. HENG arhx!

13 oct (FRIDAY)
both of us OVERSLEPT! haha. mayb cos we too long nv had a proper n long slp. din even hear jas alarm n we onli woke up at 2pm. so jas cant go for her meeting. haha. so we jus slacked at home n gamed again! haha. i was so nua tt day lo! but after that in the evenin i high liao. oso donno y. decided to acc her to cwp to collect her books. but she had to go home to collect hers too. so acc her home first then to meet her frenz to exchange then acc mi for dinner. thanks gal~ LOL. haha. peiye wasn't workin. went to look for her but she called n say she not workin. sad case lahx. then went to mos burger for dinner. YES! again its mos burger! becomin mad liao. keep eatin mos burger. HAHA! but its nice ok! tis time we had 13 packets of milk onli. the person ngiao la! don wan give more! wanted to arcard for awhile but close le so went home. gamed n late nite chats again! very standard one. LOL

14 oct (SATURDAY)
wha! tis day was the most borin day of all! no bestiies to acc mi. my 2 best kakkies all went out. sad case man. woke up at 1030am n was surprised to read a sms tt jas sent. the content in it. so coincidental la. she in same grp as one of my fren. but my fren suddenly keep askin for her no. started to feel very irritated. i don like it when she keep askin mi about some things. guess onli jas, gab n debb knows bahx. irritatin rite?! cannot stand her man! LOL. was supposed to meet her for dinner but was later cancelled. haha. she went to sentosa while dearest nana went vivo city without mi! SAD CASE LAHX! hate u man nana! gamed alot n know a new audi fren. another crapper. LOL. nothing much abt tt day cos my mood wasnt too good.

15 oct (SUNDAY)
woke up ard 4pm. woke jas up cos i needed to buy my slippers. gamed with her n moo for awhile. LOL. in the end onli managed to meet her ard 6pm. LOL. went to tis jap 'kopitiam'. LOL. food not nice la. cannot make it. LOL. but its cheap n gt mani ppl sia. walked around amk central. wanted to have our cakes again but no near by cafe cartel. so off we went home. haha. din game much i think. or rather nv game. cant rem le. n o yes! i cant slp at all lo. onli managed to slp at 4 plus am! LOL!!!! thanks son for the mornin calls. hahaa, anw mani things happened la. i blocked that someone online in my msn list. sorrie kiat for the sms. wasnt in the good mood but then i jus don like the way he does things. he always spoils ppl mood. not onli mi lo. so pissed off. til now im still very pissed. onli called him today cos we tot he signed into iinfinity's account. so checked with him n i hung up. i donno wat to do la. but very pissed la. nana sorrie abt my temper tt nite. jas too. but nana, i donno how to start tellin u abt it la. its all accumulated de. but all i can say is, i've nv been so pissed for such a long time.

16 oct (MONDAY)
sch started. met the usual clique in canteen 1. had out first lesson with mrs lee lee jong. she's a joker man! damn funni la. then went to bukit timah plaza n jas was there with her clique there too. so passed her her things. then went to pool with the guys. i din play. i don play with them cos i seldom play. LOL. then donno y suddenly i fell asleep. was damn tired la. cos normally tt time i was still sleepin lo. o yes. n sorrie jas, made u go up to third level. sorrie! wrong info man! walked back to sch n again i saw bestiie. so coincidental la. from far can hear ppl callin mi siao char bo -_-". sad case rite? LOL. then had lec. ok la. kinda dry n was crappin online with jas, huey jin, reb n nana. o ya. ah bing came to tok to mi too. haha. lee lee jong's tutorial was a waste of time but very funni la. those things she say. cannot tahan. LOL. then met jas to go home tgt. decided to hang out n not go home so early so i suggested to go bishan area. in the end, last min i say alight at thomson plaza. then kana con cos i tot inside alot of things to shop. in the end is nth at all lo! in the end is i con jas. haha paisae gal! then took 52 back to j8. n tis time round i saw huey jin! so surprised la can? HAA! missed her n the whole clique so much! we shall catch up real soon man! had mos burger for dinner. yes! its mos burger again! i was kinda addicted la but muz stop. if not will grow super fat liao. LOL tis time round, i think we had 18 or 20 packets of milk. kept increasin. funni la. walked ard n received a call from her. spoilt my mood. i donno y she keep wanna know my fren. i have a feelin she wanna snatch all my frenz like wat tt bitchy rain did to us! LOL. but too bad la. my frenz don wanna know her at all. haha! im evil to blog abt tis. while walkin to the station to head home, last min decision to have our cakes at cartel. so we went in. LOL. eat eat eat~ die liao! then reached home ard 11pm. gamed n chatted again~ standard rite?

17 oct (TUESDAY)
woke up late. sorrie huey jin. totally cant rem u called mi man! guess i was too tired bahx. haha. but thanks for ur call ger~ very much appreciated. heeZ. rushed out n met hj at sch busstop to pass her a book. she needs it for her lec. haha. sorrie to keep u waitin. haha. jap class was fun la. but was kinda sleepy la. so to keep mysel awake, i colored my book. LOL. lame rite? HAHA! waited for jas to end her lesson. thanks debb n son for acc-ing mi. haha! went down to ikea cos wanted to check out prices for some glasses. haha. din spend any money there but i wanna go back n buy tis nice n cheap blue lamp n put on my bedside. so i wont have to wake up n on my room light. haha. then went back to jurong entertainment centre for movie. roob hood. donno how to spell la. the baby show la. damn nice. we had free tickets. thanks jas!! was a cuperb movie. haha. funni, exciting n touchiin bahx. but i no feelin de la. haha. LOL! after tt went back to sun plaza n jas bot her straws. we wanted to look for the muffin stall but no more liao. sad lahx. then saw coffee bean has 50% off for cakes. went in n have our cakes n drink. eh ok la. i think i still prefer cartel one. mayb too used to there le bahx. haha. counted the straws n discussed abt certain things then went home. reached home ard 845pm n after my show, went in to game for awhile. sorrie moo. wanted to bath de but then last min hand itchy. pm u but u nv reply. not at desk? HAHA! n pls lo. when u guys c i put auditioning or any other status other then online, can u guys pls stop nudgin? it makes my lappy so lag. so pissed off during game. but after tt change to desktop ok liao. haha. ok goanna slp now. will upload photos soon. tonnes to upload!!!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

sian FULL

updated! so im not lazy! not as lazy as u nana! but tis will b a short post. abt the past few days, i'll blog again. not now. cos gay make mi super sian. all he knows is to say bye. knn. very shiok izzit? forever makin ppl so sian with all his byes. spoilt my mood! shitter!

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

fuck off man!

am in a super super bad mood! kns! my whole day was a super good one lo. ifYOU tis coward never called, my mood wont b so bad! is this the way u should react? can u pls face the prob n sort things out with her? she drink n drink and all u know is to hide! u don even know how to ans our calls! for god sake. she's all alone outside! if anythin happens, u will get it from mI! n to jas, sorrie gal. i tot smt happened then i kept 'oi' non stop. don take it to heart ok? cos u suddenly diam diam. i tot smt happened.. cos u seldom so quiet in game, if u r offended, then im so so so sorrie gal. fcuk. u made mi quit my game jus to settle things with u all when i haven settle things in my game. wtf. i am jus so pissed off. as if everythin my fault. ask u u don wan say. then we call u u oso don wan and. kao. then come say i should go out to look for her n to stop her from drinkin. wat is tis man! we don even know the story n yet u say its my fault? to hell u may go la. n o yes! i jus realised that the fucker andy deleted us from our msn list! go, go n fool around with more thai gals n get some disease back pls! then u shall c us sittin down and make u the laughin stock! fcuk off! am not in the mood for anythin! n now my blog looks fuckin ugly! pissed off la!

Monday, October 09, 2006

update!

yep, so here is my back dated entry. haha. been lazy to blog but think blog it out better so can keep track. haha. will b a long one arhx. but i know my bestties will read. hahaa~

5th oct:
haha. went to jas house ton 3 days 2 nites. yes. a fun one. haha. woke up kinda late by an hour. both of us din keep track of time n slp til damn shiok. haha. so reached her house like 4pm. left my things n off we went to jurong entertainment center. haha. she had free movie tickets for john tucker. a nice n funni show. haha. laughed at the stupid scenes. but thanks gal for the tickets. hahaa. while waitin for the movie to start, i saw this necklance. tot of buyin it after the movie but i think i forgotten abt it. kinda regret but nvm. save my money! HAHA. then we went to jurong point. haha. she wanted to buy straws but so sad la. gift land closed down. walked around til most of the shops closed. but i don feel like goin back. haha. so i suggested to go to IMM there. wanted to go daiso cos its been such a long time since i last stepped in. both a few items but din have enough time to shop cos they wanted to close shop. sad case la. i'll go down to the ps branch. haha. cos drea said its good. HAHA! took some stupid shots on our way back. jus did the special treatment n my face was peelin. so ugly so had to hide my left side of face when takin pics. haha. jas concluded that we combed the whole of jurong in one evening. LOL!

6th oct:
haha. we slept at around 5am in the mornin with the intention of wakin up at 9am for breakfast. cos jas say she super long time nv eat breakfast le. however the funniest joke was we onli woke up at 11.30am. so we cant have our breakfast. how to wake up so early when we are so used to 'owl' lide? HAHA! slacked around n off we go to sun plaza. had mos burger for blunch. yum yum~ broke my record. had my fav milk tea n guess how mani packets of milk i put? 10 packets! haha. i know tt's bett's fav too~ haha. then went back to her house to slack til like 7.30pm then we went out. wanted to head to bugis to collect our bags but was too lazy. ms nana last min nv meet us. sad la. she say she wan go watch movie. haiz but kinda expected it le! haha. cos made her wait so long. LOL. we had no idea where to go for dinner. din wan to go too far n so we stopped at bishan. walked around n then decided to have argisan for dinner. haha. i donno how to spell! had my volcanno spicy noodle. nice but not spicy enough. i know i should cut down on my chilli. tryin hard ok! went to arcard n sent some greetings to some closer frenz. haha. missed playin candles tis yr cos the haze was terrible. after that we went back to her place. yep. chit chat n looked at some photos. haha. good thing is watever comes to our mind we jus tok. talked about mani things. had heart to heart talk. haha. sometimes i do that with nana too! but she always don wan tok!

7th oct:
woke up damn early. slp for onli like 4 hrs? cos jas need to go back sch for her cca event. haha. at last we managed to wake up for breakfast. nice one. had burger king breakfast. think the last time i had BK breakfast was when i was in sec 4. when bing, lala n i would pon lesson to have our breakfast. yes. memories is all i can say. each havin their own life now. but am glad i still have my bestties like beggarsect n jas around. haha. thay always make my day! haha. reached homw n bath then slept for like 4 hrs. jas called n wanted to meet mi for dinner. hehe. went back to cwp for dinner. she looked damn tired cos she onli slp 3hrs. haha. im evil. at least i get to slp more! LOL! gal, i hope at least i did manage to cheer u up for tt nite. hehe. we r bestties. so don hide anythin ok? anythin muz find mi arhx.. went home n slacked...

9th oct:
haha. am so happy. nana, jas n huey jin should know y. HAHA. last min decision to meet nana cos i was far too bored at home. jas din wanna come down to slack with mi. sad case lahx. haha. so went to mac n slack n tried lookin for my shorts. but i still cant find! met kiat n gay for awhile. they like playin us out la. wan whack them liao. meet le tell mi they wan go home. i was like wtf. so went back to mac to slack cos wanted to wait for my aunt to fetch mi. haha. she wanted to borrow my bag n my bro's hp. dee, guess where is she goin? she's goin to korea la! damn jealous. she travel so often! i wont forgt the korea n bangkok days with u n all~ shall stop here n watch my show!

jus wanna say bestties i wanna meet up with u guys more often!!! LOL

Sunday, October 08, 2006

wha lao eh. am super sian la. sian til my mood had a 180 degrees change. i c so mani ppl online, but am not chattin with any. moo suddenly offline. nana go slp. jas bath til mia. wha seh. damn bored la. hate the sian feeling. been such a long time since i have such feeling. OMG! who can save mi!

special post

a very special post dedicated to special frenz of my life. yes yes. i have tonnes of things to update but will not do so now cos am havin a terrible headach.

To Jas: gal, no need thank mi. i jus hope i did managed to at least cheer u up abit more today. don think abt all those things le. as wat ur nick said, let nature takes its course. i'll do my best to help u ok? don sian sian anymore. u still have mi.. we shall go harvok more often ok? don ka jiao mi arhx. if not i whack u make u pek chek n buy tt strikin bikini for u then u know! LOL. rem anythin die die first thin muz find mi ok? don keep to urself. i don wan u to suffocate urself.

To Nana: yes. i settled things n sort things out with ah bing le. things are fine n ur hard work are finally paid off. will keep u updated yeah? thanks for always listenin to my rantings n acc mi to game when im super bored. one of my besttie for life yeah??

To Ah Mee: thanks for all ur constant prayers. very much appreciated n i'll try to make it one of the sat for u ok? i donno if i can get used to the place but yep, will try. hehe. don worrie too much abt ur course la. im sure u can do it de! rem to keep mi updated about wat u wrote in ur blog ok? i wont laugh at u de la. so don worrie.

To Ah Bing: finally everythin is cleared. yes. i know sometimes watever i said might be too harsh n hurt u alot. from wat nana said, i know u must be super disappointed in mi. so im sayin sorrie here to u. take care n i;ve updated! HAHA

To Drea & Bett: so sorrie for my shoutings today. but im realli pissed off. since she wans it tis way, i'll nv give in. n drea, i believe u know my temper. u know when i say i wont means i wont. i've deleted all her pics n contacts. n bett, sorrie. have not been updatin u. will do so one day or u can ask drea? hehe. u 2 take care. miss u guys plenty..

Thursday, October 05, 2006

towning, bugis & facial

3rd oct:

went out with besttie jas. haha. cos at last i had my freedom from work. though no longer workin, i still miss my jl dearies. the bond is always there. haha. intended to slp til like 1.30pm BUT someone sms mi n i woke up! LOL! then cant slp back! haha. my dearest nana is sick n yet she still wan go taste of thailand. i wan give her taste of rachew thunderbolt! LOL. so went out ard 2.45pm. jas was late n i went to find besttie peiye. been such a long time since i last catch up with her. haha. am thinkin of meetin her on tue. haha. she asked mi out. LOL. we meet like onli twice or thrice a yr. pathetic. haha.

so met jas ard 3.30pm n we went to gelare. haha. yummy~ after finishin rushed down to town. haha. cos needa reach before 4.45pm as jamilah goin off early. haha. yes. took photo again cos the day before rebakah wasn't in. submitted punch card n paid my money for the things i bot n went to taka square. kiat resigned but he was in town too. so while waitin for his gf, he joined us. haha. thanks bud for the ice cream! nice nice! HAHA! after tt we went to look for the strawberry yourget ice cream from marotte hotel. nana rem the mooncake? haha. but so sad. no more le. cant find any nice mooncakes n so we left for bugis. haha

jas continued her mooncake hunting but still cant find. so went to bugis village le. HAHA. sky was super threatening. was so afriad that it would pour. lucky god bless. it din rain! lol. went to look for my new sch bag. haha. reserved 2 from vernice. haha. she's super nice la. still rem mi n let mi try everythin i wan. unlike some sales gal. ppl try too mani n nv buy they make noise. haha. chatted with her awhile n she lent mi the cafe card. had 15% discount from total bill. food was nice. i love their pasta. haha. good recommendations drea! HAHA. by the time we finished our food, it was already 9pm. reason being, we were takin pics non stopped. haha. went to return vernice the card n rushed off to collect the durian mooncake n went home. if not the mooncake spoil then gg liao. lamed alot on the way home. yes. n we saw a REAL les couple. haha. li ying, u should realli c. c le u sure laugh! HAHA! sad la. i donno how to do the photobucket stamp. cant upload. will try tml. huey jin pls teach mi!!! i wan upload our jl pics n my other pics! LOL

4th oct:

woke up like 12.15pm. haha. yes, i was late for facial. its been ages since i last had my last session ok! cos of my work la! tt explains y my face like shit liao. sad case lahx. ok. i din do the normal one today cos i cant stand the scars so i told them to do the special threatment for mi. whahahaha. yes! i scolded the receptionest again! HAHA! sometimes i jus cant stand their work. asked for eye cream, they gave mi eye gel. asked for soft gel, they give caplets. haha. while doin facial, they were playin some clarinats with flutes n piano songs. suddenly flashbacks of band n handbells came back. esp band. donno y. i don miss band sessions but i jus miss those times when we stay back in sch til 10pm for practise jus for the sake of syf. i miss my no 78 clarinat. i miss those quantity time spent with my bestie qing n all. i miss my 'nieces' callin mi ah yi from far. i miss the times when we slacked in the canteen n the times when we were havin sectional practice. all these i still rem super clearly. i miss seeing the saliva dripping from out clarinats n other instruments. *disgusting*. but is super funny. haha. i miss after band hang out with pet n qing.

as for my handbells n handchimes, yes i do still miss them! miss them tonnes. the hardwork we all put in n gettin a silver award. though we were super disappointed but we were glad we got a silver. cos we onli gt our handbells n chimes 3 months before syf. i rem the scoldings from mr fong n ms angs n the conflict i had with him. haha. the pizza celebration n all. suddenly i jus miss all those old times. donno y. recently been missing loads of things. sometimes i do miss my lost-old-buddies whom i quarrelled n broke frenship with. but not tt bitch. yep. suddenly i jus find it so stupid to quarrell over a bottle of hootch thing. i donno y. but am glad i c her doin better n changing for the better after all these years. though i din get to c the letter, but i know u had the heart to write it n tried to get my add. but qing din wan to c mi havin another conflict n din give it to u. but if one day i c u on the streets, i'll shout ur name out. tink i should stop bloggin abt old frenships. though i miss most of it, its over. jus hoppin u guys will do fine.

but sometimes i'm afraid of makin new frenz. i don wan to lose anymore frenships. esp frenships with my besties. to think of it, i realli lost quite afew. whenever i think of such things, i jus feel so down. that explains y i don feel like talkin things out with her. sometimes i do feel that she don like mi being in the clique. that's y i ever told her afew times i wanna come out of the clique. some bestties i lose is due to their busy sechdule. some due to conflicts. at times, i realli hate it when my mom ask where is my old bestties like xue ying n naga. i donno how to ans her. i will jus say, they are busy n fake her tt i do meet them. i oso don like it when other ppl come n ask mi how is my bestties when im already no longer close to them. yes. i do miss my pri sch one n onli besttie. though no more contact, sometimes we do chat on msn. i don have anymore faith in gettin anymore new bestties. i guess my current few is enough. though sometimes we might not have time for each other, we will nv forgt each other.

moo, nana n qing is the best example. esp moo. she seldom meet us but yes, we still considered her as our clique n one of my besttie. qing is one very special fren of mine. we seldom meet but we keep each other updated whenever we r free. as for nana, i still rem the big fight we had at my doorstep but we patched things out n became bestties. though not the best out of the best, but she's always there whenever i need her. though i don find her, she can sense things is wrong. sorrie for not sharing thngs with u but sometimes i jus don feel like sayin. am glad whenever i'm down my bestties are always there. am so glad tt jas, debb n son were there for mi the other day! thanks lots. if u guys werent online i think i will die! as for jas, u sure will know. haha. u know y. haha

haha. after so long, i realli gamed le. but so sad la. my FM all cannot do. too long never play no more skill le lahx. haiz! realli gek sim lo. tried my luck for liscense n i got it on the 2nd attempt. guess it was by luck. at the very last moment, i got my last perfect n i almost cant clear the points cos i missed my FM! sad la!!! wan cry liao. nana left so early from the game cos she was sick. pls take care la! if not sat no need play candles le. moo n ah mee wan come? we all go play. after quittin game, i spoke to ah mee on msn. thanks ah mee for the prayers! very much appreciated. hahaa. when im free next sat, i'll acc u go ok? been such a long time since i last saw u! HAHA!

o ya. most importantly, do u guys c the diff in my blog? haha. thanks loads jas for doin it for mi. haha. she purposly put big big thanks to jas. LOL. i c le i wan laugh. but is realli thank you la. hahahaa. am thinkin of changin my skin. as in the pics. wanna take some old pics out n put some in. n i realise its been some time since i last took new pics with peiye, ah mee, drea, bett, my son n daughter in law n the whole clique!!! haha. anw sorrie drea, whole holiday too packed le. but will try to meet up with u n bett soon ok? hehe. well, as for my blog attack, im still not in the mood to do so. don wanna spoil my mood but am thinkin if i should do so. haha!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

i'll miss those timess

ytd was officially my last day of work. kinda bu she de. though there were bad times, im sure everyone had superbly tonnes of fun. my les mates, i'll miss u guys. i know u all will be readin. we shall meet up soon oka? li ying la. diff sch from us. if not all np liao. haha. i'll miss the crappings, the chattings, the lamings, the tryin of clothes in fitting room, the tryin of shades, the long Qs during sales, the photo taking sessions, the secretly sitting down and taking pics session, the times when we were super hungry, the times when both sup were not in except for jamilah n we went into the managers office to slack n eat sweets, the 1 hr breaks with mina, mida, sha sha. huey jin, li ying n rebakah and the decision on where to makan.

i'll jus miss those time tonnes n the ppl there. realli wanna thank mina n jamila for helpin mi to charge things. we all felt so pai sae. cos mina abt to give birth le wanna buy things, then jamilah oso need to buy her hari raya things but still they charged for us. both are nice nice people. jamilah asked if i wanted to extend contract. rejected her cos my upcomin 2 weeks are fully booked. will be goin back to jl later to submit my punch card n then mayb take a few more pics with my dearies n les mates! HAHA! ytd's work was damn slack. din work much but did tonnes of shopping. ok. i spend alot! LOL! die la. haha. cos both sup not in except for jamilah. that explains y huey jin, li ying n i were so high! HAHA!

meetin jas later. she wanna get her mooncakes. the strawberry yougert one? LOL! then mayb we shall pop by at kiat's booth. moo n nana, shall we all meet up for candles tis sat? sorrie moo, tml cant meet u. so sorrie. but we shall meet up soon ok? ur timin n mine always clash la! SAD CASE! ok. drea, i'll do my blog attack soon! very soon. since she declared war in her blog, i shall do mine! LOL. but not now or my mood will b gone for life! H

Sunday, October 01, 2006

last day of work

YES! one more last day of work tml then here comes my freedom. my upcomin week is kinda packed! jus read huey jin's blog. yes. i really wonder how we tahan FULL SHIFT for the whole of last week. though tiring, but definitely its fun. HAHA! i love crappin with my les mates. i donno how mani do i have. LOL! i realised i have nv partnered huey jin for the past 14 days! HAHA! not even once. onli today for less then 1hr? pathetic rite? i partner everyone except her. photo session tml. haha. i will definitely miss workin but i jus cant wait for tml to end.

was thinkin who to jio out for dinner tonite. called nana n she din wan to come out. jas said she most likely cannot make it cos her mom might be cookin. but last min she called mi n asked mi out for dinner! HAHA! actualli i wanted to go j8 makan but she don wan! LOL! so sad! met up with her at cwp for pizza. been such a long time since i last ate pizza! the last one i had was with bett at jp. pizza was nice. but someone out there din let mi put alot of chilli. haha. my bestties are always not lettin mi eat chilli. sad case la!

both of us were actualli very tired b4 meetin but when we met up, we were hyper. crapped alot n did some catch up. haha. actualli not catch ups la. we always do catch ups. hahaha. walked ard for awhile. as usual. cwp is boring! left cwo ard 10.15pm. suddenly the both of us felt so sleepy. donno y. jus sudden change of mood. so funni lo. anyway drea called mi ytd. haha. yes. chatted for like an hour plus? updated mi on certain things n chatted abt some issues. i oso donno wat to do. seriously, i donno how to face ____. somehow i feel like my no of frenz are decreasing day by day. everyone is so busy. well. i should stop here b4 i think too much. haha. shall get to game. been sucha long time since i last game. jas, let u pwn mi la! hahahaa. nana, wanna meet up for candles nite?

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