Sunday, October 03, 2010
i sincerely hope that the person who stole my wallet can at least return my important documents. replacement of IC is so expensive :'(!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
havent been blogging for centuries. i should be really amazed if anyone is still popping by.
well anyway i've entered uni, im in RE which stands for Real Estate. and i would say that life is pretty good as of now. so much have happened in the last few months!
im now 3weeks into uni and most of my tutorials are going to officially begin next week. ohgosh. after hearing stories about all the uni tutors, im really keeping my fingers crossed.
shall start keeping track of my days starting from today!
super busy and hectic day which was three-quarters good and one-quarter bad. gymed with mich and atas-ryl at atas-ryl's place. cant believe i fell asleep in the living room when i actually meant to go bathe. HAHA. woops. now everyone knows that i'm such a dirty girl *sobs* and as a result i woke up late. whats new. i should seriously sincerely truly try to stop being late. it has been haunting me all my life. sigh. anyway bus trips with mich are always super nonsensical.. that babyyy.
gym was good. running with 4 pairs of eyes staring lol. atas-ryl's dog is so super cute with coolshyt haircut and accessories like barbie. makes me want to own a dog myself!
and after that it was rushing all over singapore. tamp to kallang for tuition. kallang to orchard to help charles collect stuff. and orchard to angmokio to meet charles. then back home. and home to bedok to help charles make a transaction. and bedok to siglap! PHEW. what a day se-rious-ly. but it ended well i guess supper was damn good had so much fun catching up with the og peeps.
knowing how to drive is so super convenient. no worries about last bus. i should really shake out of my lazy bones and start doing something about driving lessons. e.g sign up for basic theory test LOL. what a lazy me.
29th aug is vivien shiao's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL. we have virtually lost contact and i doubt u'll ever see this but take care and enjoy ur 20th birthday! :D
need to study before the work starts piling up. need to exercise more before i cant get out of my front door. need to catch up with friends before we turn into complete strangers. and i so need to stop spending money.
take care all !
Monday, June 01, 2009
im gonna accept NUS - Real Estate. hope i'm not making a wrong choice here.
life has been alright! work is hectic! the whole world is fast becoming strangers and i feel like i'm just floating around!! IS TT BAD?!??!
well. whole of last week has been super random! from now on: tuesdays n thursdays got to be set aside for tuition. and i must wake at 6.30am every morning so that i can reach work on time (8.30am) cos its at freakin Dover! ARH. well at least work's not boring and ive got colleagues of my age around! goood goood. :) i guess it's one of the less boring admin jobs i can ever hope to get so i shant complain. in fact, i kinda enjoy the work environment - just please take away all the food alll around!!! im growing horizontally at an appalling rate. i think charles will get the greatest shock of his life when he comes back!
random meetings all through the week! The KKs or issit KKKs karenkhorkianyong - slovakias with the F-language which drove me crazy but nice romantic jap restaurant and late night ice cream supper was gooooood and i totalleh enjoyed myself taking photographs at every red light :D
wednesday was a two hour horrifying meeting with mich whereby we spooked ourselves out watching horror movie while bingeing on my faaav chips and then got horrified by all the fats on me *sobs* but i did enjoy screaming into michelle's ears and causing her to jump sky high :) cheap thrills haha.
friday was dinner with bettypoop, moksa and sa's friend. twas good! those people were gone for centuries and now they are back again.. to eat thai express haha! moksa and friend left early so it was romantic datezz at esplanade whereby rab got cut off 23929 times by bettypoop. had a great time talkin to her abt AllThingsInLife. well.. so much to think about! what a bother :( bonvoyage t sa happy hongkong trip and betty i'm around whenever you need me !
and saturday and sunday. i just felt totally lazy and tired and headachey after the whole week of insufficient sleep! woke early on saturday to visit the doc's. long story. aft i got home i napped all the way till night. tts how tired i was. sorries four-fifth codedz. uniqlo shirts are with yimean and and we cant seem to find time t meet up. sorry meaaan-not-so for makin u bring all e shirts down on saturday!!!
well next week. another hectic week. but i really wanna make full use of my time and just meet and catch up with friends. i hope justine doesnt pangseh cos I HAVENT SEEN HER IN AGES TOO. shiggy's birthday coming oh-oh another hole in my pocket HAHA dont worry i'll set aside a day for ur present shopping. andddddd! i really hope i'll stop losing contact with people cos it kinda saddens me to think of what had been. rah i dont know what im rattling away now i just know i'll be tired tmr cos im still awake now goshhh i'll only be gettin 3 hrs of sleep dammit.
charles is gna come back on saturday. WHEE. wish sam would hurry back soon even though shes evidently having an adventure on the ship *jealous*
and since ive applied for NUS i got to start worrying abt the QETs lol dammit why on earth did i screw GP up. time to get out of my lil bubble and start being aware of whats gng on in the world (outside my world) ahhhh get a life rab ok tts all.
hope everyone else is getting on fabulous-ly. loves. till next time ! :)
Monday, May 18, 2009
Hi to my dear friend samantha quek who is going off in less than 24 hours... heres your 'dedication post' as promised !! HAHA. sorry had wanted to write a letter and pass it to you today when we met up but lazy rab took over and i ended up falling asleep instead! so here's to make up for the letter and although you can't take this with you to read while on board the ship but i hope tt you'll be able to take the loveeeee with you!! hahaa! this sounds corny.. but here goes!
samantha quek jiayan... i'll always remember you as the ex-randomweirdstranger who accompanied me to buy dark chocolate m&ms and walked me to bedok interchange when i barely knew her. LOL! that was classic man. but you know i'm so glad that we had that coincidental meeting outside the school gate and i asked you to accompany me out of politeness and you agreed much to my surprise HAHA because our friendship kind of blossomed from there. :) yeahyeah i know it's an old story but it never ceases to amuse me heh.
i guess we have been through pretty lotsa things throughout the past 2 years of friendship. in the beginning of the first year when we werent as involved in the class i remember going to the airport to study with you and the talk we had on the train and this was the photo we took: 
haha somehow i remember it so clearly i think im weird. =P well i'll like to thank you for putting up with this lousy friend(me) i remember abandoning you many a times during the 1st year n i guess 2nd year too just cos i was too lazy to get my lazy bum out of bed in the morning and ended up skipping school! nevertheless you were always there for me and never ever got pissed off with me. always kept my homework and updated me about school stuff somemore!!! heh. thanks lots samsam.
and then we made friends with two crazy friends michelle and wynne and had loadsss of fun plus studying sessions together. still remember the morning PE sessions where we used to sit two by two and chit chat while i kept on peeling the rubber thing on the track LOL. just some random memory! although we didnt really get to interact as much as i would like to cos of our different timetables but we always tried to have our meals during the same periods. and i'm so glad to have known the three of you genuinely niceee-beyond-words friends despite the fact that i always feel like i'm the devil of the group! HAHA. even though michelle is virtually on some 'murder Rab campaign' the whole time but she'll be like 'yay your chocolate ice cream fell on your blouse' and the next moment 'do you need tissue?'. haha. will never forget the after school studying sessions we had staying till the school closed and those overnight studying sessions at mich's house where we buried out faces in round biscuits :) LOVE YOU GUYS!!! 
haha will always remember you as a crazy camwhore forever pulling the whole world to take photos with you whether they liked it anot (mich is an evident victim here) and also a girl who enjoys sending other girls home (i should have guessed this from the m&m saga!) plus take good care of her friends. thanks for always going on the extra mile to make others feel so uber special your orange plate, your jewellery box, your cupcakes and rosti(was tt rosti? haha!) etc. thanks for being so genuinely concerned about everything and anything. i'll always remember the time we played catching up and down the escalator on bugis when you tried to force-feed me some korean chicken cutlet after u knew that i had no dinner at home.
and.... i got to tell you that i think you really make others feel comfortable with you cos to me you are such a real person. you are always so open about your feelings and even your embarrassing thoughts HAHA and you are never afraid to announce your 'flaws' (even imaginary ones) to the world. i love you for you!!!!! and i love michelle and wynne too! thanks for being my friends haha tis another corny statement but i mean it =P although i havent been exactly the best of friends and i'm always late for our meetings (woops) but being around you guys make me wanna at least try being nice even if i'm still a monster deep down.
Well i guess i'm gonna end off here. Take care on your trip sam quek quek lotsa love! i'll wait to speak to accented sam after 2 months HAHA. Bon voyage! :)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
feels like i'm living life anew.
all that is familiar is now lost.
take it away.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
been sleeping at unearthly hours and waking up at lunch time. gosh! again i have no idea what i've been busy with!!!! i think it's nothing.. yet i dont feel like i'm just lazing around. i guess im suddenly good at finding things to do! im in a super dilemma now. raaaaah. job woes. plspls i really want money to rain down from the sky so i won't be bothered by shyt like having not enough money to spend :( :( although charles is raining money for me already HAHA but i think i should save for SUNNY days. wooops ! it's enough tt i'm depleting my own reserves.. now i'm depleting his. gosh. get a life rab.
with charles its 24-7 food these days. he's feeding me till i white white tender tender (bai2 bai2 nen4 nen4). sigh! i havent been exercising since... A-Levels?!?!? hey u didnt hear wrongly. i think i'm super unhealthy now and my body's choked up with fats and all i'm doing is wobbling about and eating more and more and accumulating more fats. i neeed to exercise~~~!!!! i need karen to ask me to go blading!!!
so i'm intending to take up 3 jobs and soon i'll be too busy to meet anyone at all. miserable life. comfort is.. shiyun is taking up the same night job as me so i guess i'll have one friend in my life. i wish and wish tt shiyun won't quit! but right now im in quite a rut. cos i'm thinking of taking up this job which pays a miserly 480 a month though its only 11-5. and 7-10 its telemarketing. and on thursdays sundays it'll be tuition. hmm day job and telemarketing is at payar lebar so i can probably go stalk karen when im free HEH. great plan. but arghhh i'm gonna slog to death to earn 900+ a month! tell me if its worth it sacrificing all my free time!! there's still many many many things i wanna do!! but but.. if i quit telemarketing then it'll be 600+ and im positive tt i'll just die with 600+ a month. :( i'll prolly just take up these 3 jobs for now and immense myself into the friend-less love-less adult world sighhh.
And it's so weird when i have to answer to tt dreaded question now.
'What's your age?'
TWENTY, DAMMIT. :( :(!
our anniversay's coming!!!! it calls for a huuuuge huuuuuge celebration!! WHEEHEE.
and tomorrow i've got 1001 errands to run. i'm gonna get a new phone! our brilliant m1 conspiracy. HOHO. and when charles books out this weekend i'm gonna get my nintendo dslite wheeeeeeeee im super excited and charles is gonna get his psp!! at least then i'll have someth to do from 5-7pm everyday. ohgosh my sadshyt life SOBS.
bye adult rab is logging off now!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
these days, i feel like im just floating around!!!!
seriously. time just fly past and at the end of the day i find that i havent really accomplished anything. gah.
right now im busying myself with nothing.. haha.. but im finally sensing the urgency to get a job due to my depleting funds. ARGH. how i wish i can have unlimited supply of money so i can spend all day doing the things i really want instead of having to spend time working. complaints from a lazy bum. HAH.
birthday was greaaaat!!! different this year, but still greaaaaaaaaat!!!! although i got upset about certain things but i guess all in all it really was a good birthday. made me realise many things. finally hit the big two.. IM TWENTY!!!!!! argh. i spent two decades on gawd-knows-what hopefully i'll learn to spend my time more wisely the next few decades to come. and right now, i feel kind of contented with life. i used to keep myself busy from morning till night, wanting no intermission in between. i used to find it loser-ish to stay at home on a friday night instead of hanging out till the early morn. hahaaaa. but upon looking back i find that i really dont know what ive gained by hanging out with people whom i barely knew/who barely knew me. sure, ive made some superficial friends.. but at the end of the day i find that those who really stick around are often those whom ive taken for granted. and this year i realise how dumb i was for failing to treasure many of the friendships i've forged through the course of the last two decades cos i was too busy wasting my life away.
thank you x99999999 to:
SAMANTHA, MICHELLE, WYNNE for surprise and squeaky and charlespanzee and newyorknewyork and one night of fun+laughter and sweet messages in your blog posts (yes i read them!). SAMANTHA thanks for your wonderfully baked cake with the wonderful birthAY wish. 10 eggs is alot and im sort of finishing the cake by myself. although its attempt 283238 to make me fat and probably die of high cholesterol in the process but i see and taste your sincerity :P really thanks sam for taking time out of your busy schedule what with work and black sat.. to bake a special cake just for me! yay! and wynne, mich i know yall are busy with work and rich metro men too... thanks for taking the time off!!!!! many loves to you girls.. never fail to make me feel so loved and not-so-totally-redundant-afterall on my birthday. still remember the scrapbook yall did last yr. you guy have helped me gotten through the rough patches in life and provided a listening ear every time. thanks a whole bunch i really hope tt all the birthday wishes ive made will come true. :) see the three of you at NUS k!!
PEIYEN for squeaky tooo! and for the warning i so much needed :P fellow gamer who is 232 times more hardcore than me and there to listen to my rants at times. calls me auntie(wth). whatever it is.. THANKS! :D
KAREN, KIANYONG for the 'birthday outing' hahahahahaha which i forced on yall right? *winks* anyway yall dont have to look so tormented when yall go out with me luh cos i know tt yall are actually enjoying yourselves superly alot just tt yall refuse to show it. haha. anyway the two of you are perhaps one of the few people whom i can go 'so are you gonna celebrate my birthday?' to and not feel ashamed cos i know tt yall care!!! kianyong i dont know la... but karen... my old flame.... you care!!!! yes, you. cmon dont be shy already. hahaahha! anyway karen i know tt i'm forever dissing you but this time im gng to say someth nice: karen khor thanks for being one person who truly cares. you really have an unlimited amount of care and concern towards your friends and i guess i should let you know that you are very very much appreciated!!! i know that i can always count on you to be there for me on a sad lonely night even though we may not have contacted each other for the last three months. and you make me crazy -- not over you, but with you. damn u should stop doing that.. cos a twenty year old like me should behave like one. HAHA. hope tt we'll have a looooong lasting friendship. dont worry i'll save u from your ahem predicament. rab's ur perfect matchmaker!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D
XIANGLONG although your calendar spoil (ahem ahem) but you've totally atoned your sins haha! thanks for the birthday treat!!!! weird friend i knew from i have no idea when and where.. to sum it all up it's a totally weird friendship with you popping up at weird times. haha!! thanks alot okaaaaay! you were here last year and still here this year. amazing! dont worry with my notebook around i'll remember ur birthday this year too :)
SHIHUI i bet PUIYEE too (cos the both of u are always organising stuff!! :P) and LOVABLE SQUIDS thanks for wanting to celebrate my birthday with me even after my 2492932 AWOLs. haha! you know i was so touched when shihui asked!!!! sorry i couldnt make it but really the thought of yall even thinking of celebrating it for me makes me happy enough. :) and SHIHUI thanks for your blog post i really find it meaningful. hope tt i can be a 'friend' to yall too.. although ive been missing out on so much but let's hope tt it's not too late to catch up! :D
SHIYUN for her imaginary fireworks!! such friends are really hard to come by... friends with such ultra active imagination.. HAHAHA okay la just kidding!! i mean such friends who appear like some wild girl but is secretly conservative and loyal towards her friends! thanks for remembering my birthday!! you are one funny person like seriously seriously hilarious and zi high i have no idea what to do with you at times hahaha but you know im really glad that we're still in contact!! until now im still very amazed by the way our friendship turned out from that sadshyt orientation HAHAHAHA! thanks for being there for me to pour my heart out to during the late night phone calls *wink*wink* sounds kinky but seriously i think we shared a whole lot of memories in these short 2 plus years despite never being classmates before and having all the different timetable!! esp tt very memorable job communicating with your fav group of people HAHA. i damn damn damn long never seee you although i keep hearing your voice but pls know tt its not enough!!! ohyahor i think i'm gonna see you later and i hope the present you promised is not another bout of imaginary fireworks, or a wrapped up shiyun for that matter. please continue to suffocate me with your lameness i think there's plenty of chances since ive taken up the same part time job as u. GG to me hahaa ok la just kidding!
CHERYL for wanting to meet up with me haha best friends for centuries ive lost count now tt im two decades old but i know ive known you more than half my life! wowweees! from cozynights to brownies to weirddespophonecallsbeforebrownies to yoyo to campingatmyhouse to visitingyourmumsshop to arcade to numerousphonecalls. really come to think of it we've shared countless countless memories together and you are a proud participant of many of Rab's Life Events!!! congrats!!! hahaha! i dont think ive kept any secrets from you. although im aware tt we're two very different entities LOL but to me you'll always be someone whom i can trust my deepest darkest secrets with and not feel like im being judged. thanks for being there when im all lost about things. you know, at times i get worried about you but i trust tt you are still that same sensible cheryl i knew since P3 who is always able to offer me sound advices! i hope tt you can stop lalaala-ing(ask me if you dont know what im referring to). dont worry i still love you :)
FAMILY no one reads my blog hahahaha but thanks for the angpaos yayyy! everyone in my family gave me angpaos this year... what the!! my brother gave me a huge one. yayy!
last but definitely not least... CHARLES. :) i think i've already told you what i wanted to tell you in person... but i ought to put someth here cos u celebrated such a huge huge HUGE part of my birthday for me and i know u'll read my blog. haha! thanks so much for putting so much of your very limited time and effort into making my birthday celebration such a special one for me. :) i know tt it's difficult to get anyth planned in ns so you had to ask around like crazee and dig out information from your ns friends. thanks for sacrificing everything else for me. i know im all the way up there on your priorities list and im really grateful for it, and so so thankful that i've found you! :D i know tt you planned hard for saturday though we couldnt carry out the plans due to last minute changes but im aware of all the effort uve put in! sorry i got a bit sulky on sat night after meeting you. i know how tired you were after such a long long day rushing all over the place just for my sake and even pressed on to meet me with what energy you've got left. thanks for being so patient with me. thanks for wanting to bake a cake for me and the 'best cake in the charles' world' that you fought to reserve for me in the end :P i know that you are always giving me the best!! yay. i really had a fab fab time with you counting down to my birthday i'll always remember it and also the dimsum buffet treat plus kbox the next day!! i know the only reason why you'll even step into kbox is cos i said that i wanted to try singing with you. hahaha! now that's one big sacrifice! =P but we had great fun too right?? i thought that 2 people singing would be awkward but aft this experience it really confirmed the fact tt i can never feel awkward around you!!! dear charles, please stop thinking that you are not doing enough for me cos to me you've done alot more than you ought to. love the present alot you sly guy i cant believe u bought it when i was there without me noticing. looking forward to rabs birthday celebration part III this sat! love you a whole lot! :)
and thanks for those who wished me on msn, sms or facebook!!! i think that every birthday wish seriously went a long way in making me feel loved! whether you wished me at 12 midnight exact(moksa, puiyee, shiyun, sam, shihui) or the last(justinechuimtalkingabtyouandyourstupidtradition) or even belated, thank you so much! :D
