Moved again :)

I've switched over to wordpress :)
I know i'm being absolutely wierd by switching here and there.. but just bear with me yeah? :)

http://rabbitersrevelations.wordpress.com/

I know I know
i'm supposed to be sleeping now aren't i? Math homework undone.. still in the process of doing. my flu has started coming back in. Tmr in e morning is math tuition then.. when everyone is having cg.. I'm outside in the world spending the time with my dearest family.. Not saying that its a bad thing but i would pretty much love to spend it with God's people especially when i feel so broken

2 things i found out about myself.

1.I've just started becoming a bookworm.. reading books during school time when teacher's arent teaching or there's plain nothing to do.. I found out that by reading a book i keep my mind in a semi-relaxed state which brings me back to the studying mood once i need to return back to study which in turns.. helps alot but.. haha there are the downsides too. My improved eyesight seems to be deproving all of a sudden haha..

2. My body is sure to breakdown really soon. I've been sick these few days each day with no signs of recovery.

I really wish to be posting the post on my revelation on the animals that resemble the different spirits, but i finally came to a conclusion- Whats the point of posting all these revelations when i myself am feeling unsatisfied with myself and feeling so disappointed and down. Only when i'm feeling at my very best then only will i post them up.


Moving back to wordpress.

My conclusion- Repeated

A repeated post because i promised myself to read and post this up whenever i'm down:

I’ve came to a conclusion. And i’m going to make sure that it is a reminder to me. I’m going to post this whenever i forget and whenever i lose hope. Because my God is a God who saves and my God is a God who gives and takes away I am not going to grief the Holy spirit anymore, no matter how i’m feeling. Whether is it being defeated, disappointed. Rick Warren said:”It is faith and not feeling that pleases God” I’m going to make sure that the Holy spirit inside of me really has a secured nest and He will make his nest over here, in Ruiyuan’s heart I have come to a conclusion that whatever season i am going through in my life, whether is it in dryness or a time of parental objections, persecution and the all looked forward harvest season. I want my God to be glorified in every season, and no matter what circumstances and adversities i face, my God is high and lifted up on that throne and nothing is going to shake him or move him from His holy throne. This is really the cry of my heart. The world can take away my possessions, my titles, or even the people closest to my heart. But never ever will i allow them to take away the altar that i have with my God

I had always knew
But i had never put it into practice. Sometimes all it takes is for someone to tell u to remind yourself. During physics tuition ken taught me setting goals with a dateline instead of a timetable is usually more effective for maximum output. Knowing yourself well as your capacity gives u the upper hand of the battle. Then it's just the battle of determination to face and then the rewards come in. Results.

Starting date: 15 August, Saturday

Ending date: 21 August, Friday

Revision:

Physics- Cover Dynamics (chapter 4) and turning effects of forces (chapter 5)

E math- Congruency and similarity, Radian measure

A math- Trigonometry functions

Social Studies- Inference, usefulness, reliability

Biology- Respiration

Literature- Act two, cover at least 3 chapters.

Gotta focus more

nothing much to blog about.. i'm falling sick and i gotta get focused...

Sent out a sms today
Mark:

Mark, its time to shine.
Catherine wong agreed.
We'll need a worship team on next week's chapel,
u in to serve? :)


Fire fall down

you know what?

Shut up devil. just shut up and get your bloody hell ass out of my life and stop using the people i care most against me because u are just a loser that knows i've been through alot and u just want to add on to the list. you freaking idiot how many times must i tell u in your face i might be shaken by things in this world, but i will never give up. so do yourself a favour and get the hell out.

stop nagging, stop repeating, stop thinking i don't know, stop thinking that i'm not living in reality And would you just..
just show that you love your son,
instead of his studies.
cuz,
studies does not equal to ruiyuan.
Ruiyuan is loving God and helping people

Things just happen

I enjoyed today very very much :) Great svc, great fellowship, great bonding, great signs God has showed abt my connect group.. Who do i owe it all to? None other than God :)

Yes i'm very tired haha, i'm going to pray and sleep after i finish blogging. I have chemistry tuition on tuesday, gosh.. Yi xuan's tutor. Changed her B4 to a A2. If she can help yi xuan.. She can certainly help me too!

Today wasnt a very pleasant day fr me..
Parents were really angry because i spend so much time out. Papa just came into the room and tried talking some sense into me. But i just looked straight at the facebook computer screen, i don't want to do it at all but why do they keep telling me to give up something they know i will never ever give up in my life? My ministry, my commitment to this church. I want them to know that i didn't sign up for a membership at the international social club, i want them to know that i'm part of a crusade that is going to impact lives out there.

How do i talk to them? How will they come to realise church is so important to me.. I don't know, frankly speaking, i really dont know. But things just happen. Things just happen when we pray.

I don't just want to be a prayer warrior, i wanna be a thankful prayer warrior. Thanking God in every situation of my life :) Let things happen God. Let them happen the way You want it to be! Not our will, but Yours be done!