sorry

worst mothers day ever~ im at fault anyways.. first the workload of FYp and i lost my recette book~ fucking shit! i cook for them dinner ~ all i wanted was other to serve the rice and stuff ~ miscommunication here and there.. i got furious i lost my head stomp to my room since the kitchen is hot~ went out of my room to continue my project they were waiting for me ~ i raise my voice *which was not neccesery at all.. =_='' i guess all lost thier appetite to eat.. im sorry mum i cant be the daugther you dream off~ im not perfect .. sorry sis i m dick recently ~

last few months was hard for me~i lost my close friend ,i tresure them alot* will not elebrate on it*  lots of projects skool work group work.. i never thought i would crack. there is nothing happy to report about my life since the new years. im tired ~! very tired ~ sleep deprive ~ end up bottling up my emotion, my anger became worst, sensitive bitch~ god i hate what i have become~ hate it.. not to mention i have nightmare these dayz.. its scary i never have dreams i rarely have them ..My head is mess up , very mess up ~ hidding in the closet from the society .. no time for cosplay ..  i don care if anyone is reading this.. i just need to let it out my heart is not strong enough ~ i need anger management class.. its sfor my own good ..

PS
IM SORRY MUM

wazzup~

been awhile, Life been tough with skool and family.. school been consuming 95% of my time and i don remember that i studied so hard in my life.. but sad to say i don enough credit .. i need to make up for extra credit lost. had 6 month attachment in 9jan to 9 july.. my third attachment wad great learn alot from my mentor at pamplemousse~ i never thought i like cooking ..but im still persue PAStry. im having hard time rite now adjusting with my current life ~ no time for hobbies.no time for anything ..

till another time ~

update

Hello!!

i've been so dead in here,current life is sucking the life out of me !!. i left my company since April and started skool. 7 month have pass since ! omg so fast !! Today i had supper with my ex colleague, watch real steel then we go karaoke ! wow look at the time 4.33am just reach home. After 2 months we had another gatherin ~ it was crazy ~!

they give useful advice .. gave me motivation to move forward ~ also i shoulder the burden of their expectation on me ~ i don want to disappoint them ~ they taught me alot~

LULU!! learn alot from her !

Elise !! i love her skill!!

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Master Edina from france!! we go work there 1 day!

Opps! i forgot to take pic with twop other guys!! Grandmaster !! XD

skool havent been so great ~ nah not my result but maybe i m tired ~

UPDATE 2011

OKIES im a pig i havent updated this blog properly ~ ever since i started my Attachment,9months ago.. now im a student of IPB(instistut Paul Bocuse) Culinary art and restaurant management

Wine module

now i have alot of homework,project,R&D duh im no longer nitec student ~ OMG french lesson is giving me hard time ~ DAMN!!! rolls every day go home super late~ macam work power ar ~ but no complain la i choose this ~ havent seen our step father i heard he is having class~ even he go study ~ i got CHEESE test TMR .. i can still update this power!!! i must be CRAZY!!!

TODAY is our 1 month Anniversary stated by Aidah ~

more french classical dishes coming up~ i must brase myself~

Licence 2 play coming up~ and COSFEST baby!!

bored

Je Suiss Etudiant Institut Paul Bucous !!!

Mod's swing 2011

upcoming event held at Home Club on 1 May 2011 !!

7pm to late morning!!

dress up people!!

will cover this event!

yo ~~ is been 8 months since i started working at four season hotel ~

it was an awesome experience !! hrm time to say good bye to them since im starting school again ~ T^T met really good chef or chef to be there !.eddy, eric, ling ling, edina and lulu!! my sempai!! im staying as part timer for weekend function~ $$$ i haven't had time for cosplay or anything ! =_= but i find other ways to entertain myself .. but being away from cosplay makes me feel like im no longer interested in it ~ thou im trying to cosplay again, cant seem to find a char that i like. hrm i don blame the current anime or game, maybe its just me that lost interest .. sigh (whack myself)

found my first white hair~!~ HAHhaha lols MUST BE THE LACK OF SLEEP~ XD when im not working i receive cake orders.. not sure if i lost weight or gain.. =_=''

i have change my hotmail.. my previous one i cant seem to sign in to it~

new hotmail= DMsasaki@hotmail.sg
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