Wow the year is about to end in just a couple of hours more. There’s so much uncertainty, hesitation, and doubts of what lies in the coming year for me. Study loads are getting heavier each day, responsibilities are immense, high expectations are in demand and pressure is constantly on the rise. Phewww….. But I guess everything is possible with God’s grace. So to those out there worrying about what the future holds for you here’s some word of comfort.

John 14:1

“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God and in me.”

Proverbs 3:5 and 6

Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your part straight.

Jeremiah 29:11

“for I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future “

I guess apart from some of the minor struggles that I’ve faced this whole year, I can proudly say that my 2009 had been a blast. I enjoyed every day of it both good and bad, it is a shame it’s coming to an end already. I guess this is the last post of the year. Haha I’m so excited not knowing what lays in the future yet a little contempt that this great year must come to an end…..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!!

Xoxo,

Royal OUT!!!!!

my blog is officially dead!!! tons happened but i just can't put it into words.... till then


xoxo
royal OUT!!!!!

Spaghetti...............

For several years, a rich man had been having an affair with an Italian woman. One night, she confided to him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go back to Italy to secretly have the child. Also, if she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would provide child support until the child turned 18.

She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born.
To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and
write 'Spaghetti' on the back when the child was born.
He would then arrange for the Child Support Payments to begin.

One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife.
'Honey,' she said, 'You received a very strange post card today.'
'Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later,' he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted.

On the card was written:
Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti.
Three with meatballs, two without.
Send extra sauce


hahaha funny!!!!

xoxo,
royal out!!!

Torn Between Two Worlds

In one skyscrapers define the horizon
In the other peaks jut out of thick morning fog
In one paved roads snake through the busy city
In the other gravel crunches under my shoes

I've change long ago
Leaving one world behind for another
I set foot in strange soil
Tears still stained my face

I've change long ago
Ambitious and ready to see the new world
Contented to leave that old world
Excited to discover a new one

I am from both worlds
I am from bold and silent mountains
I am still a part of both worlds
I am torn between two lifes

Torn between two worlds
Torn between two very different worlds
Two worlds close to me
Two worlds a part of me

© Regina Yip

I’ve finally came up with a dissertation title which was approved last week. and I’ve also completed my proposal (free for now) wooooooohooooooo... Hopefully, the UKians of UOG will accept it *fingers cross*. By the way I just realized driving is not that easy and i'm seriously a bad driver currently hahahahaha

lol this is so random!!!

anyway off to reading business journals again

xoxo,
royal out!!!

i'm confused
where do i stand?
i need to know first hand
will this feeling end?

what's going on?
what happened?
is something wrong?
what's bothering me?


xoxo,
confused

TITLES TO BE CONSIDERED FOR DISSERTATION

1. The effects on consumer of the increasing taxi fare rates
2. Adoption of online booking in Hilton Hotel from a consumer’s perspective
3. The effects on Burger King’s production base from consumer’s awareness of obesity
4. The effectiveness of Digi’s “I will follow you” advertisement from a consumer’s viewpoint
5. Customer satisfactory towards hospital customer services in hospital Kuala Lumpur
6. The efficiency of Air Asia customer service from a consumer’s perspective
7. The effects of a 24 hour fast on the productivity rate in an organization
8. Impact of advertising on Malaysian adolescents
9. Adoption of online booking facility by KL Hilton Hotel
10. Customer satisfactory towards Kuala Lumpur Hilton Hotel customer service quality.

xoxo,
royal OUT!!!!

So I’ve finally started uni two days ago. And the pressure is already beginning to rise above my head. There’s so much to cover within a year time. Sigh… and guess what I have to prepare myself for another thesis (independent project). First day of uni was a little weird for me as I somewhat forgot what is it like to go to a place where I don’t know anyone and vice versa. But well I met a few new people sadly they converse in mandarin and cantonese so I’m a little bit dimwitted hanging out with them other than that I’m cool :P I have a really cool Strategic Management (SM) lecturer who’s a real joker. One can never be sleepy in his class as he has so many insane stories yet applicable examples. So far 2 out of my 3 lecturer are really good. I’m yet to meet the 4th one tomorrow. Till then cheers…

Xoxo,
royal OUT!!!!

p/s: i pass my undang!!!! yay!!!! driving soon :)

Nastiest Haircut

Gosh... I have the nastiest haircut someone could ever have on earth right now. My hairstylist and I decided to have a change on how I usually have my hair cut. So she came up with this brilliant idea to let me have fringe. Can u imagine me with fringe?? And desolately I was dumb enough to trust her when she said that it would suit me. And hence this is how I look now

I need my cool and fringe back.

p/s: Sam Lau I guess Regi had finally lost her hotness LOL


xoxo
royal OUT!!!!!!!

I was lethargic half of the day because I didn’t get to sleep properly last night because of the darn allergies… Darn it… They’re back. I don’t exactly know what caused these, especially these ones present in my skin now. I can only presume that these were brought by my intoxicated bloodstream.Honestly, two kinds of allergies pester my skin perennially (I mean, there’s a trend). Aside from these itchy, tiny, “prickly heat”-like rashes, I also occasionally experience having those large red blotches on my skin, which was diagnosed by the dermatologist as Prurigo. But I’d rather experience the small ones ’cause they don’t leave visible marks on my skin. I was ultimately unproductive during the day…

freaking irritated.... i need a hug.........

xoxo,
royal out!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Build Muscles & Updates

For all guys out there who wanna be as BIG as my little (not that little) couzie brother here. Feel free to drop by his body building blog to see what he’s into to have such enormously huge body.

http://wongprogress.blogspot.com/

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After a long intermission guess what I think I’m back. At least for now. Well heaps of stuff had been happening but I just can’t find myself writing and blogging about it. Motivation of blogging is running really dry lately.

After months and years of persuasion my dad had finally given me permission to get my driving license. Good riddance. So far I had already completed the 6 hours long KPP class. So I’ll most likely be going for my Undang test next week. Weeee… I can’t wait to get my license. It’s been delayed for too long.
My convo for my ad-diploma would be on the 13th of July. Coincidently that’s my first day of class in uni if there are no further last minute changes. So I’m still considering which is more important. LOL apparently one wise leader told me that I should skip the convo and check out the guys in uni first. As he said the future awaits. Anyway that’s what tons of people said and most importantly I guess the convo isn’t that important to me as long as I get my cert… :) So we'll see. That's all fer now...

xoxo,

royal OUT!!!

Blondes...

I found some really hilarious blonde jokes while surfing the net the other day. Here’s some of my favourite. Enjoy....

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A Blondie goes into a nearby store and asks a clerk if she can buy the TV in the corner.The clerk looks at her and says that he doesn't serve blondes, so she goes back home and dyes her hair black.The next day she returns to the store and asks the same thing, and again, the clerk said he doesn't serve blondes.Frustrated, the blonde goes home and dyes her hair yet again, to a shade of red.Sure that a clerk would sell her the TV this time, she returns and asks a different clerk this time.To her astonishment, this clerk also says that she doesn't serve blondes.The blonde asks the clerk, "How in the world do you know I am a blonde?"The clerk looks at her disgustedly and says,

"That's not a TV -- it's a microwave!"

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One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck.The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car.He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle.Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires.The blonde started laughing.This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield.This time the blonde laughed even harder.Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car.The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny.The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"

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Q: A blond going to London on a plane, how can you steal her window seat?
A: Tell her the seats that are going to London are all in the middle row.

Q: How do you amuse a blonde for hours?
A: Write 'Please turn over' on both sides of a piece of paper

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xoxo,
royal OUT!!!!

oNoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Adam Lambert lost??????? how can Kris Allen win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sobs*

xoxo,
i'm out

The sky is dark,
The darkness overcome me,
I trust in nothing,
A glint of hope is a fake,

One more is a fake,
It is better to be alone,
As time goes by,
Nothing is better,

I hope on nothing,
But only a little care,

It is better to have one,
But one is a fake for me,
I hope no more,
It is for you and me...


xoxo,
royal out!!!

sleeping well

PAROIMIA had finally come to an end. Just got home from the last play and fisted on some really fatty food there. Sigh… now that is over I’m really gonna miss doing make up for my RED people I miss the mistakes I made on their faces, the drawing, the painting and most of all the companionship. Actually the list goes on. It’s been crazy, wild and hectic but it all pays off well in the end of the day. Anyway, bottom line I had lots of fun and glad I was a part of it.

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I got a call from SEGi yesterday morning; guess what I qualified for the UK advance degree thingy from the University of Greenwich. Yup here I come!!! UK degree holder in 1 year time woooohooooo. But is going to be tough lar.. As I’ll be jumping straight into my final year… swt.. Saw my course outline freaking tough subjects man. But well at last I have the peace in my mind. Seeing that is what I want and also God’s will so haha bubyebubye UCSI (glad I’m not going there)

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Drank some chamomile tea and now I’m feeling a little drowsy. So apparently it does work or am I drain out due to the long day I had today. Anyway I’m gonna hit the sack already. Btw will be posting really wacky behind the scene pictures soon hopefully. Nightzzz people. I can finally sleep WELL!!!


xoxo,
royal OUT

Adam Lambert rocks man.. I have been so in love with his hypnotic voice even more after he sang Mad World. It’s hauntingly beautiful like they said. He is such a versatile singer. I was a fan of Danny Gokey at first no doubt he’s a good singer as well and I’m kinda touch by his life (the passing away of his wife). Sad… but then came Adam Lambert LOL woot.. woot… his voice is just so hypnotic as I said. Haha I’ve been captivated and am addicted to his voice.. I hope he wins... aaahhh I'm so addicted to Mad World been listening to it every single day over and over again.

check out Born to be Wild to Black and White one of my favourite too by him

randomnezzz in Starbucks,

royal OUT!!!

Just restless
The head on the moon
Feet dangling in the abyss
The trunk in the vacuum
Just like that
Restless


xoxo,
royal OUT

Gosh I think UCSI might the wrong choice after all. I called SEGi this morning, and I was told that they have this advance express degree by the Uni of Albertay Dundee UK where you’ll skip the first and second year of your degree and jumped straight into your final year. This means I would get my degree in 1 year time. BUT they have to see if I'm qualified for it anot lar… So well I’m sending them my full transcript so that they can process it and send it over to UK to see whether I’m qualified. I really really hope so. *fingers cross*

Updates…

Officially finished my diploma

Finally got my results (not bad I’m pleased with it)

Went for two interviews but ended up not working due to my dad although I got the job. tsk.. tsk…

Been reading some really good books (The 10 Commandments of Dating, Bless You etc.)

Watched lots of old and new movies

Been listening to loads of Christian music by various artists. It really helped me reflect on tons of stuff that had been going on lately

Manage to catch up with quite a number of people this few weeks.

Been overspending lately (shopping) quite broke too :(

Registered myself into UCSI for B.A in Business Administration

(still wondering if it’s the right choice)

Starting my degree soon…. Wonder is it something that I should be happy about LOL

Been busy with PAROIMIA on the weekends

white make up

Good and bad

the boy with girl's lips

the "king"

picture of a picture taken of Jon few years back

that's all for now

xoxo

royal out!!!!

The day light breaks again

Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.

My body is weary

My mind overworked.

I lie awake thinking

But what I am unsure.

I need to break free from the cycle I endure.

Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.

I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide

Unable to break free from the everyday flow.

This is not me I need to change, before time takes over

And I am unable to change.

I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary

And become that person I have always longed for.

Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.

Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way

And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

xoxo,
royal OUT!!!

PAROIMIA

the big mega huge production PAROIMIA (the tale of colours). anyway I'm helping out with the make up. uber cool artistic kind of make up. we were trying it out for the very first time for the evaluation thingy last Saturday where all the elders and pastors came to share their piece of mind.. it's an awesome production i really enjoy it (a MUST see production). here are some pictures....

The black people make up sketches

The red people make up sketches (we used the second sketch only)

Me at work

My work of art (he looks a little HORNY though)

Prisc looking scary

Cla n me

BFF gone bad

GRRRR.....

my BFF had gone to the dark side

that's about it i guess. btw sorry Clar i had to steal some picz from you... hehe

here's the PAROIMIA promo video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zveVMXDLrpM

go check it out k

xoxoxo,

royal OUT

yippeeee kayaeeee... interview this Wednesday!!!!!

While I was clearing some old letters and cards I found something today. I found an essay written about me by a person who obviously doesn’t have the aptitude of writing yet had chose to trash me in an English essay paper. Most of the stuff in there is so F.O.S. nevertheless my teacher actually liked it and commented that it’s interesting!! Can you believe that??!! Incidentally this someone is in fact a close friend of mine (great friend) but we both have really mixed up bones. Anyway, so he decided to write this preposterous essay. Here it is enjoy… btw the grammar and handwriting is hideous so bare with it... LOL

P/s: most of the things written about me are fabricated

xoxo,

royal OUT!!

Part 2

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?

I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

-THE END-

Part 1

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.


to be continued....

yada yada yada... been idling for a week already. still looking for a part time job (which lol i'm not really looking) anyway, life's great man being aimless sometimes. sleeping till noon, eat only once a day, shopping etc. freedom freedom!!!!!! wooohoooooooooooo





xoxo,
royal OUT!!!!

How long can we wait here
To say goodbye?
The words once they're spoken
Are words that we can't take

Back to where we were, before
Things got in the way
Life gets so confusing
When you know what you're losing

*CHORUS
You
Me
Why can't we see that there's
More to love than we'll ever know
Sometimes you're closer when you're
Letting go
I wish the best for you
I wish the best for you

We'll both regret the hurting
That we will do
You'll learn to forget me
And I'll tryI'll try to forget...

*CHORUS

If you ever need a place that you can run to
I'll be here, I'll be here

*CHORUS

nice song.. do check it out
Royal OUT!!!

Valentine’s Day was a little bit different this year. No roses, no rings, no chocolates, no cards and no gifts. I was supposed to spend the whole day out with some people but because I had to go to Genting for the ex-form 5 orientation thing so I had to call off my so call date. I woke up at 7 am as I had to follow my mom to work so that I don’t need a cab ride to FGA. Reach church at about 8.45 am or so waited till like 10 am. Finally those people arrived so yup we were in Genting. And we did something out of the ordinary. A bunch of us girls including the ex-form 5’s decided to ride the “Flying Coaster” (excluding the guys who chicken out last minute). For those who haven’t been there before the flying coaster is very much like a roller coaster. BUT unlike the roller coaster, the flying coaster requires the passenger to stand in it. Hence, that caught our attention especially Miss Lee so well all of us bought our tickets. And gosh Priscilla’s reaction before and after the ride was extremely hilarious. Here are some pictures of the trip....

Groupie pic..

the guys

the girls in front of the Flying Coaster

flying coaster

The Flying Coaster's track

Miss Lee & me

Nat, Pastor Jeremy, (forgot his name) and Chee Liang

posers

groupiezzz

Miss Lee and me

we were playing mafia from like 10 pm till 4 am

I've learn something through the few rounds of game whether am I a mafia or not people love voting me out for no reasons

it was Nat's birthday on the 15th so we got him a cake...

as pretty as the cake may look it had a flaw. check out the baby roach on it. yup poor Nat his cake wasn't edible as it had been defiled by the roach.. swt..


royal OUT!!!!