![]() "I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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I've changed. I can't tell what to believe or not anymore. It just seems like the world is coming to an end. I see why.
Is sickening to know the same person is stalking you over and over again.
Wonder why I'm up so early even after my last paper?
Thanks to TP's CDS selection! In order to get into the choices of yours, you have to be like one typical aunty, early in the market searching for fishes. So that explains why:) Still, is loading and for 15mins. I guess pretty much I can only log in after 11am. Sigh! There goes my sleep, wasted! Well, pretty much things lined up for me today. Aunty place for baking and dinner with my 4E's!! Hehe. That bitch of mine is picking me up today like husband and wife, LOLOLOLOLOL! Can't wait to hop into her car, like a boss. Then, nothing would be lining up for me until Monday:) ICE SKATING WITH MY LOVELY CLIQUE! Muahahahahaha~ Excited muchmuch^^ And damn, the server allows me to do whatever I want and left with submit, and the server is down again! GOSH! Playing hard to get uh? I'm logging out now.
So many thoughts on my mind.
I don't know how to express them. Is so tiring to handle nonsense which were not even true. Perhaps it would be good if you're able to reflect upon yourself. Instead of blaming on others first before anything else. You won't learn in that case. People see for themselves, not from the things you told them. Having MST right now and I'm so glad that we've finished one paper today. 2 more heavy paper to go and I can't wait for Friday to end, .. then go out din din with Natty:) I've so much to tell her and I really miss them.. Well, I enjoy being in my current class too. Everyone is so cheerful, lively and even funky:) Sometimes, I don't have to show to tell. Because some things are meant to feel. Telling over it means nothing at times, and I hope you sees it. It will only shows what you fear. And I'm not wrong. Oh yes, I'm ready for submition for my CDS(20th century)! Finally after half of the semester, I saw my work coming to light. Hahas. Not trying to exaggerate things but the fulfillment you gain from achieving something and I hope you see what I mean! Well, I hope all these happy things would cover away the unhappiness. Been upset for quite some time over nothing. Time to regain my joy^^ & I forget, my favourite boy opens up his twitter like finally. At least I get to know what he's doing more often and I wished (badly) that he would be rooting for me for my MST. Oh well, .. Go ahead and say Dream on Sandy! I know right! Still, can't help to daydream abit:) Ok, so much for now. Back to studies! Good luck and all the best guys:)
I won't believe you and I never will.
The reason is simple, you made it that way. & hope you see that you're not the reason I'm living. So in short, I don't care about you.
I'm here to show off! HAHAHAHAS~
Kidding kidding^^
Swatch(PINK♥) and a flora dress, given by the guys for my belated birthday present!!
Was surprised when Phebe hand it over to me today!
Feeling happy yet bad. Still, I wanna say a Big thank you to all of them♥
Is not just today but sometimes, I really felt that I'm blessed with the friends and people around me. They tend to shower me with lots of care and concern. Not because of the presents today made me feel that way but little things in life(in the past, present, or maybe even future) which they had done for me made me really appreciate them. I feel appreciated and recognized as a friend too. I did not use money or any external factor to lure them into my friends but I've got friends who truly care for me.
We may not be contacting with one another but I know somewhere, I fall a place in their mind. Not because when they are bored they look up for me but because they miss me. Is always this kind of things that makes me really happy. At least I know that my life isn't just black and white after experiencing so much.
Well, I'm a happy girl tonight!
HEH HEH!LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS:)!
I'm just the way I am which you can never imitate,
and that is what made you a failure.
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