Monday, February 29, 2016

Of having baby

Hello aunties, 
Seth is 6 months now. He's an active baby and loveeeee to eat so much. He started solid food at 5months ++ because he was still crying even after breastfeeding and looked so hungry. He enjoys food so much. Eating time would be the most happy time for him. Menurun dari sape tuuuuuu? 

Many things have changed when I have him. I realised that I have developed ultimate patience and I never imagine that I could have that much patience. I become so patience handling his tantrum. I become so patience when  I have to wake up 6-7 times at night just to breastfeed him. I become so tough waking up early to prepare fresh milk for him because he doesn't want frozen milk. At tea time, I will send so more milk to the baby sitter. I prepare porridge for him every day. Thinking of those sometimes make so feel extremely tired. But I don't want to miss any second seeing him growing up. Biar aku letih, asalkan aku dapat lihat semua tu. I set my mind I do it because I of love. I want the best for my son. I don't feel tired but I'm happy. In fact, I miss him. Balik kerja terus pergi ambik. Takde nak rehat-rehat dulu.

Sekarang dah takde dah nak tidur lepas balik kerja. kalau dulu wajib terbongkang tidur petang. Sekarang no no no. I have to entertain him. Even sometimes he sleeps in the evening, I can't sleep either because my schedule has changed. Now, no more bringing work to home. Wajib tak sentuh sebab kesian Seth menangis sebab takde orang nak main dengan dia. So, I use time at school to the fullest. My time at home is 90 % with him. I think he's clingy.... or actually he needs attention.