Life of having a baby

This should be and emotional post. Teheee

Lately, I've been writing about life as a mother je kan. Hope you don't get bored. 70% of my life is around me and my baby. My time basically divided into two, work and him. I feel that so many thing have changed. My life totally changed and my time is all truly yours, Seth. 

We have to sacrifice something to get something. It's like if you wanna have a child, you have to sacrifice your time, money and so many more. Mama tak kisah langsung, as long you are growing as a healthy baby. Seth is growing and showing tantrum. He threw my iPad and it crack so bad. Making mess. But Mama has to be extra patient. I reflected to my life. My parents must be this patient with me too.   

It makes me think about my parents. How much my parents have sacrificed for me and my siblings. Having kid makes you reflect about life a lot. It's true that people say when you have kid, you appreciate your parents even more. Ya Allah, masuk kan lah ibu bapa ku kedalam syurga mu tanpa hisab. 

                                 

                         Seth, mama loves you to the moon and back. And even more than that. 

Juggling between work and motherhood

Assalamualaikum.

I miss blogging so much. Boleh la kot nak menulis 3 bulan sekali. LOls. Everyday is a busy day. I cannot find any moment in a day that I could steal to write. Very busy. Amboi busy nor kau kalau orang dengar kan. Macam la ko sorang kerja kan. Truth to be told, there  were so many times I feel like quiting my job. Too tired that I can't handle working and being a mother and being a wife. Extremely exhausted. Tak boleh imagine kalau ada anak tiga nanti. Fuhh. Semoga Allah bagi kekuatan untuk kita. Semoga Allah pelihara kesihatan kita. Semoga Allah pelihara perkahwinan kita. Insyaallah. 

Seth is a week to 9 month. Very active boy. Panjat sana sini. Mama nak fengsan. Letih tau. But knowing that active baby is a healthy baby and insyaallah intelligent one day, I sacrifice what I love. One of them is sleeping. I'm having sleep deprivation for almost 9 months too. huhu. No more time to read novelssss. HUUU. Maybe people think that I don't manage my time wisely. Like orang lain ada nak juga, tapi boleh je buat wht they like. Everyone is different. Support fro partner is very important here. 

Above all, I'm truly bless for having a healthy son. Walaupun penat nak layan because he's very clingy to mama only, at least I have a kid to look up when I'm sad, bored and when I need someone to hug. Balik rumah is just time for him. No more work. That's why I used my time to the fullest at school so I don't have to bring work home. Memang tak akan buat. Tak boleh nak buat. Suami haruslah memahmi situasi isteri yang bekerja dan pada masa jaga anak. Memang nampak macam biasa-biasa je. Tapi orang yag ada anak kecik je tahu betapa penatnya. You cannot handle it alone. Nak ja ga rumah tangga lagi kan? Nasib la husband memahami dan I do what I'm capable of only.

Salute all working mothers out there. Happy mother's Day.

                                   

                                  Seth: Sorry mama. I'm too energetic. Happy Mother's Day mama

Of having baby

Hello aunties, 

Seth is 6 months now. He's an active baby and loveeeee to eat so much. He started solid food at 5months ++ because he was still crying even after breastfeeding and looked so hungry. He enjoys food so much. Eating time would be the most happy time for him. Menurun dari sape tuuuuuu? 

Many things have changed when I have him. I realised that I have developed ultimate patience and I never imagine that I could have that much patience. I become so patience handling his tantrum. I become so patience when  I have to wake up 6-7 times at night just to breastfeed him. I become so tough waking up early to prepare fresh milk for him because he doesn't want frozen milk. At tea time, I will send so more milk to the baby sitter. I prepare porridge for him every day. Thinking of those sometimes make so feel extremely tired. But I don't want to miss any second seeing him growing up. Biar aku letih, asalkan aku dapat lihat semua tu. I set my mind I do it because I of love. I want the best for my son. I don't feel tired but I'm happy. In fact, I miss him. Balik kerja terus pergi ambik. Takde nak rehat-rehat dulu.

Sekarang dah takde dah nak tidur lepas balik kerja. kalau dulu wajib terbongkang tidur petang. Sekarang no no no. I have to entertain him. Even sometimes he sleeps in the evening, I can't sleep either because my schedule has changed. Now, no more bringing work to home. Wajib tak sentuh sebab kesian Seth menangis sebab takde orang nak main dengan dia. So, I use time at school to the fullest. My time at home is 90 % with him. I think he's clingy.... or actually he needs attention.