I think it's human nature to be desirable and appealing to other humans. We dun stop seeking for the other half until we found one. Tonight, I was reminded of him. I didnt know why the tears came out... but it came anyway. Probably I haven completely let go previously. It's stupid not to let go. He totally doesnt worth the tears... but we had pretty memories afterall.

I didnt expect that I would one day share this secret with anybody. But I did today.... in exchange for another secret. I really did feel shameful after sharing. But honestly, it makes me feel better... to make up for not having anyone to talk to at that point of time. Like a little girl wishing upon the stars, I wish my right one to appear right now and fill in the empty hole in my heart. I thought I can live happily alone like this. But at this moment, I really wish someone could make me feel that im belonged...

To the me who has no job, no romance, no money,

I will live better to fill up all these conventional needs. I am sure someone out there is waiting patiently to embrace me in his arms. One day when I am reminded of him again, I will hold no grudge or hatred but think of him as a floating cloud that once entered my life to bring me temporary joys.


Have never been so thankful that I have my family and friends' love with me all the time.