Its been a long time

Yeah its been a long long time. Well maybe 2mths to some is a short time. But frankly, staying at home doing household chores and panicking that you wont find a job is not such a relaxing thing to do. 1) You're afraid that you'll get lazy, 2) no $ to spare & to save. It had been freaking 3 weeks since application and 3 weeks since 1st interview and yet another 3 weeks coming now from 2nd interview! Sometimes i seriously don't know what these company wants? Hello.. Its not like i am applying to be a CEO or President ya? And i am not asking for a sky high salary. Why can't you just get back to me ?

Gosh... I am collapsing soon! With my health deteriorating...my throat my lungs and ucles on my mouth. Sometimes i really dread everything in life! I feel like staying in my shell forever and ignoring everything! Why do we have to work to eat and eat to live? Can someone pls enlighten me and tell me what to do? Where should i go from here? I am stucked... so stucked! I am so dreading my life now.. I have nothing to look forward to.. i can't move forward? I hate everything now and i have no one to turn to... =~(

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Long time no update ler...

Heya all that previously followed by blog.
Been busy lately with my wedding and house preparations. In the midst of it
but had to postpone till further discussion due to some issues. Kinda sad,
coz thought that next year could have a better time due staying somewhere else,
now that i had to postpone it when i forward so much to it!

Anyway, the photo shoot experience was really good although there were hiccups everywhere.
Bad comments on forums and personal experience with the people...
We ended up purchasing all the pics.. omg! Really cost a bomb.... happy & sad at the same time, coz the pics turned up beautifully. It was really a tough decision! The weather that day was terrible as it was raining in the morning and my make up artist told me that the photographer had fever for several days. So might have to postpone the shots... we especially took leave from work smmore...

Then we went to a short trip to indonesia to have fun! Boy! We really enjoyed ourself much... Now looking forward to our temporary home being ready, my graduation in Sept , and photos to be ready in July.

Love ya lots!

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The kitty

This kitty always come to us for food.... =Ppp

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double rainbow

We saw a double rainbow last Thursday. It was lovely, and it reminded me of the good old times.
The day when he asked me to be his gf. So fast now... years had past. We've all aged. Cherish the good times and appreciate the bad. Especially in recession now, learn to save and not splurge unnecessarily.

Feeling so blissful recently. Yes! I too hope that life could be simpler. Nothing luxurious, just happiness is what i wish for.

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Another week had come & Gone . . .

Hi all, its been sometime since I've blogged. Wonder when my training will begin. Am so excited coz i am gonna finally be able to select my flat this coming Sunday. Been wanting this house for so long so long, and we've finally have a love nest of our own. Bad news is... we still have to wait. Good news is... meanwhile we can slowly save for our new home. Go travelling and enjoy ourself! Happy job hunting for both of us too. Haha!

Weekends is coming, any suggestions on any places of interest? Wondering what to do this weekend. The weather is so humid these few days...Gosh! Hope that the heat will subside soon!
Else gonna get more migraines... Till then take cares!

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Its only Wednesday!

OMG! Its only Wednesday lohz... Haiis... this week time seems to pass by so slowly. Today saw that the QSM Indian lady was having training with my TL. Wanted to ask my TM about it, but i decided to scrap the idea. Maybe it's not time yet. So i tell myself to endure! endure! endure!

Recently got not much appettie to eat coz of the freaking weird weather. One moment, it can really be very warm. Very sians and no mood to work also. Everytime hear caller complain.... piangs... really sians manz. Can't wait to get out of this job. Haiiz... my passion is dying again! But seriously hunt for a job after March. Somethings on hand needs to be cleared first lor.

I'm not a high profile person, hence decided to keep my life simple!
Hope can take on the new assignment soon =)

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Catch Up!

Spent last weekend @ ECP... was fun but there was no wind, so kinda still and yah... not so good coz i wanted the sea breeze. Drew on the sand and had a good laugh over it. There's this angmor who walked past, looked @ my drawing and giggled. Saw alot of doggies around that day too... so cute to see them playing water.

Yes! Boss said she will put me on project terms to try out my new position & if i am comfortable with it, she will let me go ahead and pull me out of the team. Away from calls !!!! HAHA! But dearie says then when one climbs high, people tends to pull me down and stuff lidat. Anyway yah, don't care about it lor. Gonna be a busy bee in the next coming months again.

Catch up with Derline on facebook today... had a good chat. But a pity my company connection is really horrible... nice talking to her. Miss those good old days =)

Will be out of town next week... till then... see ya!

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Its Home day on Saturday...

Guess its been happening more frequently...sometimes, its really hard to trust again. Chinese New Year is coming, and i haven't shopped for any new year clothes yet. Haiiz. I just hope that he'll be more sensitive of my feelings. Boss ask me if i was still going to Thailand as she mentioned that it is so unsafe there now. Haiiz. I just can confirm i won't be in Singapore.

Well had appraisal on Friday! Wow! Big Boss rated me 3.4/5. Boss say that's considered very good and high point. Coz she said no one got 5 and she don't think anyone got 4 either. LOLx. I got a new proposition for her , will try to ask for promotion...Gimmie Luck!

Stay tuned if you'll like to find out more! Btw... I've got quite a good queue ticket for my flat. Hope can get a good unit! Wish me luck! Hehe... mummy say this year everything will go shun shun for me... so i should grab my chances =)

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Of Mixed Feelings

Just some updates of things happening in the weekend ... went to the temple to offer prayers on saturday, but becos it was the 15th of the mth, was really packed.. cldnt really made my way in. Wasnt really in a good mood too... and the signs i got from god mum was "scald on the hand" and droplets of rain drops...

We then went to eat Laksa @ Bugis... everyone wasnt enjoying their food... haiiz..
Later went on to ChinaTown to walk walk See see..... then met my ex collegues and chatted awhile, before heading back home.. wasnt in good mood for the whole day.. but happy that the new year Zhuan Yun Zhu and Ying Liew.. made me happier... =) Had a chat with darling after dinner too, then both of us felt better.... Well waiting for the release of the BTO results.. wish us luck!

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Happiness

Happiness fills me again...
yup.. i secretly logged into my school's website...
and yes! I've cleared my degree course!!!! ^^

Yes... no words can express how i am feeling right now..
as its a 2 years torturing course.. as i had to fork out the school fees..
see myself thru this course as i started working... =.=

At last... its all worth it!
And i've got the card from my dearie... thanks darling!!!

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Huh, not again...

Think its becos lack of sleep and too much things that's running through my head.
I didnt sleep much on Monday nite, hence since dearie also never really slp.. we went to see
doctor together.. the clinc really charged sky high... imagine one migraine pill cost $3 omg...
we were really lost for words man...actually alot of things could have been avoided.. but i guess somehow it might be a test from above...

Chinese new year is coming soon.. in like 2 weeks time, seeing so many people doing last minute of spring cleaning. Luckily i had mine done with the help of my dearie and mummy. Dearie said he wanted to clean his house too lar... but i was thinking dunno when.. haha... and he doesnt really seems to care also lo...So nvm.. how time flies..

Tmr have to head back to work again. Hate it man...i am starting to loathe work here, hope that i can persue my own passion and really get something that i want!

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~ A day of Fun and Excitement~

Yesterday me and dardar went to Suntec City Wedding & Travel show...Not to sure were we excited or disappointing or what leh? Coz there were quite a few vendors and a lot of couples yet there seems to be "missing stuff" the advertisement really was over-done already wor.

Anyway then, we proceed to the booths and maybe cos we were in our couple t-shirts we were soon being "aimed" by the vendors... one after another, asking us to give chance to them. It was really alarming...they flock to you like bees...

Luckily we did not sit down at the very first booth.. we just walked around until my dar saw this very nicely done album and wanted to have a look. wow... so eye-catching and captivating..
We then sat down and.... guess what? It turned out to be about 1-2hrs ++ haha. The lady took time to explain and she had really good sales talk... hope that she do not over promise and under deliver lor... anyway... i hope for the best for everything and that we did not make any mistakes in our choices. .. who doesnt anyway... everyone wants it to be perfect!

Its January le... hope that the BTO results will soon be released and we'll be informed of our queue number soon haha... it'll be anytime soon... oh! we are so excited about it..

^^

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Its Saturday!!!

Plans for today...

Today its Saturday... its a day to go out and have fun! WoHoo... I'll be heading out with dearest later on... thou our "carrot cake" is half completed hahaz... Although we cheated.. i feel its still quite tough to complete. Anyway, hope that today's trip will be a fruitful one. And that my terrible cramps will not act up.

Randomness...

Health - Hope that no pains in my muscles, no wind in my tummy, no gastric or whatsoever to bug me this year... hope that i can be a healthy and happy gal...

Work - Hope to move up the career ladder... seriously i don't mind starting from bottom if i am taking on a junior role...

Play - Hope to travel to a new country (where I've yet to go before). Wishing for a brand new experience =P

Love - As i was msn-ing KW ...realized that there was one of this person who had always been there for me... fetching me nights after nights after classes... he would try his very best to be there for me every night and that was the only thing he could do... coz i need to work and study.. how nice.... but it was also him whom had made me wanna go study.. as that time i thought that
we would never be together, because he showed signs that he would like to retreat from his feelings, although i was already quite fond of him then... (thanks my dearest)

Of course not forgetting my mummy...I wrote my time-tables got a planner so she could track when i was studying and when i wasn't so then she can prepare dinner and she could prepare some light snacks for me to bring to school or work... and of course she borrowed me (she wanna sponsor half de) her savings so that i could continue with this course.... I love my mummy so much... shes the best....ever...

Hope that i will not disappoint the 2 of this most important persons in my life by having good grades for my course as i really worked hard for the last semester... going internet for research.. going library first thing in the morning to find articles and books etc... i really worked very hard for this...

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Happy 2009 to all my friends!!!!

Say good bye to year 2008!!!! Coz 2009 is here already, and guess what? I was fixing a puzzle on 1Jan09...planned to go out de.. budden not feeling very well, so ended up fixing puzzle with dearie at home... but it was fun.. just see how we cheated lolx...

Mum wants me to watch tv with her.. hahaz...so i just blog maybe laters.... ciaoz...

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~~~~ Review 2009~~~~

What Will BE Your New Year Resolutions?
Sounds like an easy question to answer to?

09 Jan 08
That would be to clear my year 1 semester 3's results..
hope to achieve at least B grade for both modules.

28 Jan 08
Hope to pass my driving test at the 1st attempt.
(got it in 2nd attempt)

07 Feb & 08 Feb 08
Hope to celebrate Chinese New year with the special one,
and my family.
(i did)

09~27 Feb 08
Getting ready for exams on 22 & 27 Feb 08. Feb/March is indeed a busy month.

14 Feb 08
Hope to have the most romantic Valentine's Day celebration ever.
I want something memorable, that i can remember for the rest of my life.
(Mos Burger.. that i remembered, but the sentosa chalet was the more memorable one)

Feb - March 08
Go for a short holiday with my dearest, enjoy and relax myself
before the new school term starts.
Increase my D.I.Y earring collection and probably start some sales...
Will post photos for reference soon =)
(went to Thailand/BKK)

March 08 -Pending for opportunity
Go Job Hunting with dearest.
Hope to find a marketing related job and start from somewhere,
hopefully in a tourism related industry, or at least marketing something that
i am comfortable with. Hopefully on corporate side.
Also considering starting out my own little business... perhaps selling
accessories, tuition services, business services, promotions and events or related.
(got into same job in august/sep)

14 April 08
Hope to have a great 1 year anniversary celebration with my dearest.
Something special, a memory that is for the both of us to keep.
(my driving licence? haha)

10~23May08
Prepare for exam papers on 20&23May.

Jun/Jul 08
Hopefully start yoga lessons, keep fit and stay healthy.
(Provided i have enough spare cash by then)
no spare cash.....

August 08
Celebrate National Day!!!
and also prepare for the last coming semester, before ending all my
degree pains =x

Oct/Nov 08
Hope to clear my studies and aiming for at least a 2nd class
upper with honors degree.

Dec/08
Clear all my debts, return borrowings to Mummy dearest.
Not yet...2 more times....

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