guess wat??

i cant slp again! wth~

my body clock is seriously screwed up... how now brown cow?? haiz~

time to realli start work on my AGM? ting n dar muz be pengz-ing if they read tis. i've been saying tat i wanna start work on my AGM when i was still in e states, but till now i've done nth. haha~

but AGM is boring mahz... lemme update bigapple 1st lahz. =P

class of 2006

proud parents! hohoho~

actually i din notice e pride they have in their eyes on tat day tho, thx sissy for pointing it out.

aiya of cuz proud lahz, im such a gd daughter. they nv did worry abt my studies for my whole student life lorz. haha~

proud grandfather! he specially chged to a nicer pair of trousers to match my robe. so farnie lahz. haha~

my ex-classmates frm BP! their business faculty graduation ceremony was in the morning n mine was in e afternoon, but i arrived earlier to take photo with em. wasnt even dressed in my robe yet.

wearing tat robe is such a chore lahz. e sash has 2b placed nicely n pinned, motarboard has 2b straight n pinned, blahblah. super troublesome. heng im oni gonna wear it once.

oh thx rong n gen for helping me get dressed in e robe, n thx hong for helping me collect e robe while i was in e states! muackz~

inside e auditorium, convocation ceremony in progress.

e whole ceremony was boring lahz, i was among e 1st 20 to be called up, n after my 3 seconds of glory i rotted at my seat while e remaining 500 accountancy fresh graduates took turns to bask in their 3 seconds of glory.

e layout of e stage, e program schedule, even e way e professors entered e audi is e same as yul's convocation ceremony at queensland uni lorz. guess every convo's e same then. hehz~

oh sorry yul for not informing u abt my convo. aiya i was nonchalant abt my convo oso lahz, juz another event tat i muz go thru in my life. nth exciting.

hong said she took 200+ photos on convo day, tink i oni took 20+ shots lorz. got so bored after awhile tat i juz went home instead of going to other places to take photo.

my fyp mates! we got an A for our final year project lorz, thx to our fyp tutor who favours us so much. wahahahaha~

project groupmates! had many different sets of proj grpmates throughout my NTU life, but i muz say tis set is one of e nicer n better ones. weiting nv failed to make me laugh n ah shan nv failed to make me "very scared". LoL~

my personal lap-dancer in NBS! haha~

donno since when we started joking around n he became my personal lap-dancer. damn cok. one of e few close guy frens i have in NBS. yes, e accountancy faculty is v deprived of guyz.

mag1 reunited! hohoho~

pam has a professional photographer (aka pam's sis) following her around sia, so cool~ haha~

tis fella... played a huge role in my NBS life. without him, my NBS life wld have been so boring, cuz there'll be nobody to squabble with me all day long. LoL~

my potentially lifelong feud with him began when he bloody told me i look like a comrade frm china stime ago. wth~

but he was exceptionally nice to me during convo day, super not used to it. mr goh, pls don treat me so nice, i get v uncomfortable. wahahahaha~

my dearest sistas! thx so much for being my personal photographers during convo day lahz. hee~

my buddies in NBS! alwayz stuck tog, took e bulk of e photos with em on convo day n NBS ball nite. prob cuz basically i donno much other ppl in NBS lahz, not v onz NBS.

like e above photo v much, nicest photo i've taken on convo day. all of us look like veri happy graduates.

let me end off tis post with a cheesy but must-have convo photo...

wahahaha~

e wind blew my robe up n blocked my face totally tho (im e one on e extreme left). -_-

anywayz, congrats to me n everybody in e class of 2006!

epidemic frm e states

it's 440am now n i cant slp, again. my goodness.

tis insomnia has persisted since im back frm e states. once i lie on my bed, i start thinking of my days in e states. then i tink my body got confused n switched to the US time clock, n i start to feel energetic. my goodness.

n it din help tat these few days polar bear n his other 2 musketeers have been grumbling to me abt how much they wish they were still in e states. it's like epidemic, everybody's suffering frm e same withdrawal syndrome. my goodness.

saw e sweet email reply frm my beloved latin-american fren who's still in wildwood when i decided to switch on my laptop after tossing on my bed for an hr. he finally replied me, he took so long tat i tot he forgot abt us le.

guess e email's a reward for my insomnia. i wonder how long i'll recover frm e withdrawal syndrome man. my goodness.

e quest 2b e fairest of em all

typical reaction of those who finally saw me after 2.5mths...

"wah! why so dark?"
"wah! u wanna be fatimah ahz??"
"wat happened to u?? been coalmining in USA ahz??"
"omg u look like shit, shit-coloured"
"gotten so dark n lost weight, like banglah lehz"

-_-

sick of all these comments, i went watson's todae in an attempt to "lighten" myself...

whitening face masks, whitening body milk, whitening face cream, body scrub n face scrub. cost me $40 in total sia, they better work. nv buy any big brands at all n yet it amounted to so much, wah liew.

n they better work fast, i don wanna be fatimah/coalminer/banglah at e convo ball. hehZ~

cute lil weird monster

he's so irresistible! it was realli love at 1st sight. haha~

but ting din share my sentiments, cuz she said tis to me, "u'r realli a weird person, even e soft toy u like is a weird monster". baH~

i bought him for oni US$3.99 (multiply by 1.6 to convert to S$) at woodbury disney store. damn cheap love. LoL~

e rose was frm my sweet sister fling, as a convocation gift. thanks so much!~ *muackz*

convo post coming up, stay tuned!

withdrawal syndrome

im back. but im not elated tat im back.

actually i've nv missed home for e past 2.5mths, oni missed e food at home. i was so occupied during my days in e states tat i din have time to miss home. plus, those days had been much more fun n enjoyable.

a typical conversation wif my mum over e long-distance phonecalls...
mum: miss home?
me: no.
mum: ...................

haha~

i cant slp last nite. not cuz of jetlag, but more cuz there's too much things running thru my mind. was replaying my 70 days in e states repeatedly in my head, n suddenly i felt tat it was all so surreal.

everything seems like a dream, a sweet sugarlicious dream. fearing tat those 70 days were realli juz a dream, i actually climbed outta my bed n switched on my laptop to look at all e photos i've took while in e states. juz to make sure it's real. yeah.

recalling e last words my darling pato said to me b4 parting...
"pls don forget me, cuz i'll nv forget u."

n he said it like he tinks tat i'll definitely forget him. ahhh he's such a bloody tearjerker. but yet it's impossible not to love him for being so sweet. irritating.

but mayb he's right. 50 yrs later, when im realliii old n senile, i wld prob juz completely forget abt these 2.5mths. or worse, juz a few mths later, after i started working, i'll get so busy i'll totally forget abt everything. how sad.

so, touching down at changi airport was like a jolt back to reality. n i din like it, i wanna immerse in e dream longer. but i guess tats realli juz part n parcel of life huh.

i'll get over it.

a life tat wun stay

suddenly i felt like i wanna lead this current life forever. no worries, no stress. everyday at work was fun, and on off days we just go sightseeing. there's just so much to see and do here.

e ppl here are great. they shower me with sincere hugs and kisses, they say they miss me like they realli mean it. they always seem so nice and happy to me.

weather here now is better than singapore too, not too hot and not too cold. i like it that i seldom perspire here.

during our 1st mth here, polar bear was telling me he dont mind leading this kinda life forever, and i tot he was crazy. now im crazy too. hehz~

haiz~

gdbye wildwood, gdbye new jersey, gdbye morey's piers, gdbye to those ppl who love me sincerely. i'll realli realli miss everything n everyone!

sobz~

=(

my bloody laptop kena virus recently, n tho i've cured it, it was never like b4 ever since.

alwayz cant detect network, cant use internet! sooooo angry!! i need e net! now 3 of us gotta share dar's laptop. i have soooo much to blog but soooo little time! wth~

anywayz, im left with oni a few days left at the pier, im sooooo gonna miss e ppl here man. haiz~

e taiwanese (e oni asians in my pier, besides us) juz arrived, n dey are such nice n interesting ppl.
n we'r now so close n having so much fun with ppl frm e other ctries too (u noe, sporeans warm up to others slower). work was so much fun now. it's like united nations here btw.
n summer is just starting, e weather is juz beginning to warm up too (like us sporeans).
n...
n...
n...

i don wan all these to end so fast lehz. it's kinda sad to realise tat i'll never see e ppl here ever again, for e rest of my life. but oh well, tats life.

was tokin my new taiwanese partner on e skyride a few days ago...

me: 50 yrs down e road, when im realli old with some terminal illness. with oni some days left. i'll probably come back here to tis small town, reminiscing e wonderful 2mths i've spent here.
partner: tat reminds me of a joke!
me: wat joke?
partner: xiaoming's teacher asked where they wld wanna be at if they oni had a day left to live. and xiaoming said he wanted to stay in e classroom, cuz it made a day felt like ages.

-_-

see wat i mean when i said e taiwanese are interesting ppl?? haha~

r we tat poor??

1) we gave up buying mushrooms at superfresh cuz it's 20c more ex than shop 'n stop.

2) we buy lousy bread tats too thin to even toast cuz it's cheap, 99c per loaf i think.

3) we often visit e 99c pizza shop for bloody cheap but not very tasty 99c pizzas and burgers.

4) we buy 2 gallons of milk which tastes like plain water cuz it's juz US$1+.

and finally...

5) we "took" tons of free salt/pepper/sugar frm e various restaurants n frm thai air cuz we din wanna spend $$ buying em.

wahahahaha~

made us seem so pathetic here.

okay actually we'r not tat poor, it's probably juz e stingy acctants at work ba. LoL~