你还好吗？

我不好。

放开手的那天之后，我才发现你在我生命里扮演的角色。

难怪你常说我很像小孩子。

说你觉得你比较像我的爸爸还是妈妈。

放开手后我才领悟到。。原来我是这么差劲的一个人。

爸妈没给我的，你通通都塞给我。。

为什么会这样。。

posted by qiumqium | 7:46 PM | 0 comments

Went to West Coast Park with mum and dad last night..

Haven't been out with both of them for some time and I must say I didn't really want to tag along and end up being a lightbulb =P

Dad is one weird guy. As it was quite dark, he actually brought a torch light with him just to see the flowers' details clearly. -_- Yes, he wlll shine at the flowers like a burglar looking for gold and announce the name of the plant.

Both my parents are not highly educated. Mum studied up to Sec 1 while Dad pri 6. But then again.. they can go around peering at the plants and tell me all about the plants. Sometimes I feel that I am the one who's uneducated. =P

The 3 of us also played see saw, with mum and me on one side, dad alone on the other. Mum asked dad about his weight. He gave a very vague answer, " 70 plus lor".

OH PLEASE LAH... Brother is like 70plus... now you claimed that you are also 70 plus with your bulging stomach.. =P

I think he weighs 80 plus, judging from the inclination of the see saw. =P

We walked around the huge park, and I noticed the longing in my parents' eyes when they saw kids swinging along the flying fox-like swing.

"Zhen de shi lao le.." I heard my dad muttered.

For me, I missed outdoor life badly when I walked around the huge field and saw ppl pitching tents, bbqing and chatting. How I wish I can lead a carefree life and just lie down on the grass, with the stars and the sky upon me. Thank goodness I was in ODAC before.

Had a lot of mixed feelings recently. About graduation. Jobs. Friends. BGR. Life. Family.

I do not think that whatever choice I'm going make will be correct. Or perhaps there's no such thing as right or wrong. It's just a matter of what an individual wants at the end of the day yeah..

posted by qiumqium | 10:01 AM | 0 comments

突然很希望自己的表达能力及方式是具有影响力的。

那天去了趟国大，采访了 NUS CAC VOICES 过后，心情有点沉重。可能是因为我很久很久都没写华文文章报导还是什么的。。可能是因为我不怎么有信心。。更加担心写出来的东西， 一点影响力都没有。而且又是帮好友写的。

这些想法，我当然没跟那位朋友说。

后来，就在那天，这位好友发了则短讯给我，说对我的表达能力有信心。

虽然我不是很确定你真的那么认为。。不过。。我倒是找到了我需要的信心。

谢了。 =)

oh yeah... 如果你和我一样，喜欢中文流行歌曲，和我一样，喜欢看舞台剧。。。

3月25日， 星期天，有空吗？

NUS CAC VOICES ，Emerge 2007，《爱。恨》等着你！

详情，请看 www.aihen2007.blogspot.com

posted by qiumqium | 9:43 PM | 0 comments

I'm finally blogging again..

Just want to thank the each and every of you who remembered my birthday, esp Meishi whom I haven't seen for the past ten years! It's really heart warming to receive the greetings from you all =) Thank you.

To those who took time off to spend it on me, just to let you know that I'm really happy.. Yeah. =) being with me is good enough..

posted by qiumqium | 8:15 PM | 0 comments

good news =)

got a positive comment from prof when I showed him what I've done for my fyp so far... wee..

bad news =(

-got an eye styl. damn damn sianz.
-got to do some research for jobs. And the worst is I don't really know what I want to do. Haiz.

posted by qiumqium | 8:58 AM | 0 comments

sorry.. I love you.

physical damage = anywhere on the body
mental hurt = everywhere and every corner of the heart

Starting to fear my own bedroom. Everywhere I go. Esp. when I'm alone.

posted by qiumqium | 9:42 PM | 0 comments

finally.

something happy to blog about.

I PASSED!!!! I passed my final year examinations, which makes me a half graduate. Ho ho.. Had a tough time during the exam period and I think the effort really paid off =D thought I will have flung my viro and immuno.. must be the countless prayings taking effect.

Wee. =)

Now I can really focus just on my FYP and languages le.

and there's something else that I need to settle............ gambate.

posted by qiumqium | 9:27 PM | 0 comments