Adha In love with Liverpool
Orlando Bloom
Fernando Torrez
Likes Linkin Park
Harry Potter
Pirates of the Carribean
to dream
do multimedia
eat =)
Hates People who hates other people
People who think and act smart
People who are hypocrites
Fears Allah
Losing my LOVED ones
Being alone
DOB 29121988
PORTFOLIO
Under Construction =)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
[*_HOLIDAYS_*]
wohkie wohkie so i say i'm gonna note down all the events i did so far been going out with all my fav peeps, except for my w14d babes
went out to eat to celebrate my mommy poko's birthday me and my dad's treat.
went out with Angah, and i totally miss the moments we used to have during our secondary life going out to town, take neoprints, gossip about boys, boys and boys! will post the neoprints soon! =)
on mothers' day, was a busy, tiring, but fun. me and my cuzzies organized the mothers' day event thanks to Farah for bringing out the interesting ideas met with farah and furqan to buy satay at west coast and talk about work, school stuffs with furqan and talk about other stuffs with farah! ;p after which, me and farah went off to IMM to buy secret recipe cake and massages stuffs then off to Mr Teh Tarik to buy dinner and of all food, we forgot about tom yum soup...
we started off with doa selamat by our grandfather then the cutting of the birthday cake the millions speech made by different mommy pokos and finally we get to eat our dinner at 9, we have a special massage for our mommy pokos while they are having a massage, we gave them special awards to reward them for their effort and their uniqueness that make us feel special and end the event by playing games =) pictures and videos will be uploaded soon! =)
one of the fridays, met with khad, maz and yatie to celebrate yatie's belated bday and also to catch up we had dinner and shiesha i like the interior and the atmosphere again pictures and videos will be uploaded soon! =)
out around town with uni met with yul for a while went to NYP for comics competition with the students went to TP to send the students for 3D competition
and i cant wait for HOLIDAYS =)
My Rants | 1:07 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
[*_I LOVE ME_*]
i'm relieved, happy and sad relieved because i've told him happy because i'm single sad because i've disappointed him
uni, you are right i know you know i just dont want to accept the fact
and yes, eika, you are right too! i need time and i miss you muks seh =( i remember the time we went to your house to watch ghost stories! and i missed that moments =)
yes. i didnt fall in love with him that easily because i am not physically attracted to him. yes. i am not comfortable with him. yes. i like him as a friend. yes. i hurt him. yes. he's fine now. yes. we are friends. yes. i am not ready for relationship. yes. i want to be friends first. yes. i'm choosy. yes. i want people who are smart and intelligent. yes. i will fall for guy who is both physically and mentally attractive. yes. i have high standards. and yes. with my high expectations, i am going to die of old virgin, without kids. PATHETIC.
and no. i HATE the thoughts.
BUTTTT everyone wants to be physically and mentally attractive. love will never blossom if its not for both. RIGHTTTTTTTT
I KNOW i have too high expectations, choosy i am not ready to settle for one i dont even want to think of getting married for now
because that's not my style till i find a new one i'll tell you
oh by the way i miss being me i'll upload all the pics and i'll update all my events!
I LOVE ME =)
anyway i wanted to thank all my lovely people i know you know thanks for the advice!
My Rants | 10:44 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
[*_SINGLE is what i want_*]
i wished i did not land myself in this situation i cant help hating every single messages the messages meant nothing at all to me i cant help getting infuriated over every single messages the messages are replication of the old dull messages
i like you, but i dont love you
i like to talk to you because you are wise i like to go out with you because you show care and concern towards me
but i cant love you because i'm not in love with you no matter how hard i try to tell myself you are nice, you are the one
but its just me, i am not committed to you i am not sincere about our love as a matter of fact i am actually pretending to love you
but i know its still early to tell for now, i'll just go with the flow if you read this, i'm sorry.
this blog is here for a reason it is killing me now, i realize i rather be single and mingle than having a lover whom i did not even love.
i dont want to hurt any parties but i just cant tell the other party the truth truth hurts, but lies...worst.
i want to travel if possible alone to see the wonders and the beautiful creation of Allah to meet new friends to cherish my old friends to forget my old flame(s)
honestly i am not ready to have a BF and i think i have one and yes i'm in deep trouble and yes i want to end because i cant stand the "report-strength" i cant stand the "what you doing", "where you going", "i miss you", "i love you", "have you eaten", "meet my parents"...blah blah blah because to me once a day you text me this, i'm fine but a replication of all this dull messages? i know all of you will be saying because he trully loves me and blah blah blah but as a matter of fact, i hate them! i want something interesting and exciting and something intelligent all i can say is i'm sorry
My Rants | 8:38 PM
Friday, May 08, 2009
[*_RUN_*]
RUN - Snow Patrol & Leona Lewis
I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done
And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Away from here
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly do
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower Slower We don't have time for that All i want is to find an easier way To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if it's just for a few days Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
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on the other hand, i cant wait for tmr's event, amcm FARAH??... =)
*************************************** i'm missing my poly mates badly i wanna laugh i wanna my happy go lucky back badly i wanna be a student badly i dont even wanna be involved i'm SORRY i'm running away running away from the depressing me
