Friday, January 30, 2009
[*_First time_*]
so i thought of typing in real malay as in not the broken malay
but it is a wreck
scary at first
but as i go on it wasnt that scary
they listen
they keep quiet
but i still need my mentor to be with me
i like classes that really can interact with me
now
i have to improve on interaction skills more
but so far alhamdulilah
My Rants | 12:18 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
[*_amazingly you_*]
why am i keep falling for the wrong guy??
Ouh not people in my workforce or strangers or bus drivers,
but people whom I regard as my friend.
hell, i am not going to ruin our friendship...
though sometimes i just wish we could be more than friends
all the way home
i keep smiling and grinning like silly girl
and surprisingly its him who makes my day =)
My Rants | 8:13 PM
[*_first day_*]
wooohoo!!..
i'm BORED
i'm fine =D
so far alhamdulilah
tak selenger
just need to adapt myself to a new environment
picsssss!!
My Rants | 10:46 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
[*_from me to you_*]
here's the pics i promised =)
been going out quite a lot with uni and faisal
but the pictures is still not with me
will post later
meanwhile,
here's the pics which was taken on monday, our last year 1 sem 1 pic together
and if i went to kenneth's last class,
i might be even in the picture and eating graduation cake =(
but too bad
i have to go to a presentation with ACP in which i rejected
wednesday, i was deprived because my lappy was not with me
gone to the surgery room
hoping that it woke up soon
but, i was kept busy with my pre-briefing at the GNS school
and went for interview with the St Theresa's Convent IT HOD
with Uni and Faisal
went to town and we simply have nothing to do,
so we just chilled
and had a makeover me again
but as usual me likey likey =)
at home,
i realised i am stupid
stupid to not ask
if you are...
Guess...
makeover me
thursday
was in school
but was late
suke suke hati nyer case
my favorite faci which i will miss
treat us pizza
and have a chit chat time
and honestly i am soo gonna miss that class
becuase of my favorite chill faci and my beautiful, yet crazy classmates who never seems to fail in entertaining me, rite syidah?
where's my pictures?
and i get my lappy back
friday
was in school
again was late
and worst
still need to reformat
hate the module
but faci gives us face
bought ice cream
and i stayed throughout until i've done my presentation
and again if i had stayed or if the class end early,
i might even take pictures with them
and my last day in school
was spend with my very very close friends
overall,
i LOVE RP
because of RP system of changing class every semester
in which some of us actually hate it,
but as a matter of fact,
it helps me in making new friends cherished old friends and best still adopting well to new environment
in which i needed.
and also because of quite a lot of presentation,
RP helps me in preparing and overcome the nervous system, although there is still some anxiousness inside me
but to all my classmates
thank you for being my classmates
shall cherished my close classmates
and to my close friends in RP from sem 1 till now
thank you for being part of my life for 3 years
we shall have dating sessions aite =)
pray hard for my new working life
and to maz
dont worie aite
together we shall solve the problem
if not dont worie abt the money
dont even have to pay back =)
too my moks
can we go out soon??
my hand itch to camwhore with u pple!! =)
My Rants | 11:30 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
[*_All's well_*]
Forget about my pre-nervous breakdown post syndrome =)
Alhamdulilah
I get the post as IT Trainer at St Theresa Convent and will be starting on 28th Jan
Guess I need the money badly
The school was fine, but the students?
My 2nd FYP pass =)
Still hoping that my 1st FYP also pass
Hoping that all my other modules are B
At least I still remain 3.0 GPA =)
Today's my last lesson
My last meal in Republic Poly
My last lepaking with the gilers at E3
My last problem statement
My last worksheet
My last RJ
My last quiz
Everything is gonna be the last
Becuase its my last day of school in Republic Poly
Not going to look back on my past three years in RP
Not going to regret =)
Will use all my skils and knowledge to apply for my work
Cherios!!
My Rants | 11:58 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
[*_shittos_*]
pictures will be uploaded soon
untill i'm calm
i feel so worried
so anxious
so nervous
so confused
i had to let this out
i feel so stupid
why did'nt i ask them
i feel so naive
as i cant even use my initiative
and my work needs a lot of initiative
everything went wrong
nothing seems right
from the signing of contracts to the starting to the working
and a day left
i missed some part of the school system
and
i am damn confused
i might even had a nervous breakdown
i do not know
honestly
i do not know what is going on
and i do not want to find out
i still want to be a student
i do not want to grow up
yes, i know its stupid to think this way
but...
everything is soo confused
and i', soo stuck with the feeling of confused, nervous, anxious
and now i'm asking myself
what the hell am i doing?
My Rants | 6:15 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
[*_Lappy is in workshop_*]
been long time since i update
lately been going out with uni, my mom
repairing my laptop and i have no laptop now
which is killing me
i hate sharing
well
two more days
and i shall step out from my poly years
ouh yeash
and that's when i'm broke
well been thinking a lot lately
i am now trying to find jobs that are i wanted
and i am/will have it soon
and if i go to uni
its either i take up NIE or Art,Media and Design courses or Information and Media course in NTU
or
multimedia in SIM
its either i work or study...but it must be related to media
so peeps
wish me luck aite
and pix will be uploaded soon after my lappy is back
i miss my lapppyyy!!! =(
My Rants | 10:27 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
[*_Pics_*]
this is the day that i've been waiting for...
pictures!!
Webloggers goes on outing =)...thanks izzy n fai for planning!! =)
FYP presentation on the 7th January 2009. It was fine.
anyways
been skipping half way for class lately
cant be bothered at all
but hoping that my GPA still remains 3.0 and above =)
i'm going to service my laptop tomorrow morning
then will be meeting uni and visit our TWSS moments =)
then will be having another IT trainer job interview
then on monday will be reformating my lappy back to Windows XP =)
and the reason why i say another IT trainer job is because
i'm going to have a second job interview for IT Trainer at CHIJ Saint Theresa's Convent next wdnesday...wish me luck guys!!
somehow, upon hearing the school name, i was quite terrified, a good school and me??
but thinking about training them all the video stuffs and IT stuffs, is interesting
well we shall see how it goes...
wish me luck peeps! =)
My Rants | 8:54 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
[*_SAVE GAZA_*]
Booooo!!!
ammm BACKKK!!
been busy although FYP is over
but life continues
been preparing my portfolio
been going out
been budgeting
been finding jobs
been finding Uni courses
been finding suitable makeup
olrite
enough of been...
You know what?
I think its time for us
to stand up as part of the world
to SAVE GAZA
Its cruelty
seeing people trying to survive and we doing nothing
they are suffering
we are enjoying
shouldnt we help them?
Its cruelty
seeing people killing other people who are much weaker than them
killing all those who are innocent
without any mercy
are you human?
Its devastating to hear there's war going on
And nobody is trying to stop
All we can do is hope for the best for both
Because its the innocent people who are suffering
My Rants | 11:37 AM
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
[*_FYP PRESENTATION_*]
DECLARE - "SERAMMMMM!!!"
TRANSLATION - "SCARRYYY!!!!"
dont worie...no ghost or spirit or soul...
but TOMORROW is FYP PRESENTATION!!
gosh...
i dont have nice formal shoes!!!
and later...
i am going to have interview!!!
double SERAMMMMM...
but...
am going to chill with uni =D
and was irritated because I did not get the opportunity to take GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT!!
da melawa, pakai kasut yang da ketat, buat HALOBA pulak..
biskut betol!...
wells
anyhow
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING EVALUATION TOMORROW!!
ouh
and
RP OPEN HOUSE (come down!)
but I WONT BE THERE! =p
wait...
not yet...
list of the things i need to buy and must have:
1) $50 -> GRADUATION NIGHT
2) MISSHA POWDER or well a good coverage compact powder for my skin
3) DRESSES or tops or skirts
4) $20 -> KAROAKE GALA =P
5) Formal Black Color Heels
6) Shiseido facial wash
list of things to do:
1) REFORMAT AND SERVICING MY LAPTOP
2) SAVE MONEY =p
My Rants | 10:29 PM
Friday, January 02, 2009
[*_Week Events_*]
Since I'm quite free
Let me update you people
Beware of heavy pictures =P
First and for most, my FYP2 is finally over.
My evaluation date is on 7th January 2009, Wednesday, 11am at W65 something.
My evaluators are Tee Lip - My Audio And Video Faci, and Sassi - My Web Games.
Honestly, they will have a lot of questions, and if they do not like it, it is reflected on their face.
Two more days until my school starts. Am going to find jobs (related to multimedia). Going to be positive.
Anyways going to meet my classmates, my friends, my facilitators.
Point is: I MISS YOU PEOPLE =)
On the 26,27,28th December had a KASSIM FAMILY CHALET =)
And yes! It was FUN, ENJOYMENT, TIRING...
But straight to the point, my cousins are all grown up and independent, and the bond between different ages are tight. Like what Along say, Am Proud To Be Kassim Family =) And yes cuzzies...i was quite surprised of the December birthday celebration =) Shall we have the next round?
Since my parents decided NOT to go MALAYSIA, which is SAD, On 29th December, I woke up in the morning, found my mom reading newspaper and was searching high and low for my dad. Found out he's working. Felt sad, but it was over way sooner because daddy wants us to go out!!! First stop, went to Parkway Parade to eat. After which, headed over to Changi Airport. Surprisingly, daddy agreed to eat at swensen Changi Airport. Another meal plus ice-cream each. =D
On 30th December, went around singapore searching high and low for Aeroplane A380, the largest aeroplane, but failed.
On 31st December, went to Yatie's Sister Engagement Ceremony. Had to leave early, because dad wants to have a feast at Johor. But, as always, we had to cancel. But, I was not sad, because we went to watch FIREWORKS at the stroke of 12. I MEAN WITH MY FAMILY!!! Point is: My Family rather go somewhere than watch fireworks at a crowded place, but together as a family, we watched as the year 2008 leaves us and we welcomed the new year, 2009.
Yesterday, still going out, to these places.
Today, play MAPLE STORY and went to school to meet my ADVISOR and to finish up my FYP (which is over) =D
Tomorrow events will be on another post =)
To my friends and cousins - go to http://nutsabtme.multiply.com/ to view and take my pictures...i'll definately upload all and you people are free to take =D
My Rants | 9:48 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
[*_2009_*]
Sooo
Hello 2009, Goodbye 2008...
time flies by pretty fast isnt it?
SCARRY because...
1) It could mean the end of the world is near, only ALLAH knows when
2) FYP end
3) Evaluation time
4) Results Period
5) Graduation Period
6) I have no idea what to do next...
Honestly, I have no idea...yeah...some might tell me to find work...but what kind?...oh I AM CHOOSY, i do not like working in sales, customer service, telemarketing or hotels industry...maybe office thingy I am fine...but what i really want is working under media industry...but I totally have no confident in working under it because a lot of creativity are needed...and me, creativity is never my talent or part of me...i will get DIPLOMA IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY...and seriously, my IT skills sucks...so where does it lead me to??
PRECISELY NOWHERE...
so maybe for once, do not ask me what i'm going to do next. my answer will be simple, sit at home, waiting for prince to marry me...and i'll be living like a fairytale...NOT!
but on the other hand, lately been going out, testing my bro's driving experience, surprise birthday treat and watching fireworks with my loved one and chalet with the kassim family...
i hope the year 2009 is a good year...
oh by the way, this is the month of Awal Muharram or known as Islam New Year. It falls on the 28th December 2008 and Chinese New Year, will fall on 26th January 2009...My point is this three different cultures new year falls almost near to each other...coincidence much?
PICS WILL BE POSTED SOON.... =P
My Rants | 10:24 PM
