"hidup susah mati pon susah!" - taken from P Ramlee, Madu Tiga
direct translation living is hard dying is also hard
yesterday me and the gurls when to watch P Ramlee's Madu Tiga(3 Wives) at the National Museum... totally had FUN!! especially with the buying of the FOODs like there is no tommorow and getting ourselves lost =) (best!) and making noise while trying to settle down and best part was camwhoring!! =p best best best!! i was really watching the show but somehow i could not help myself to catch the mistake they make while making the video that's why gurls i was focusing =) i CANT WAIT FOR our next outing!! =)
and guess what? i reached home at 11.15 and totally went straight to watch narnia in TV3 since my mom was watching it and at 11.50 i realise something was missing and it was my RJ yeah.. ouh yeah! =) totally forgot about RJ!! so rushed to set up my lappy and well my lappy being like me had to make trouble and did not want to open explorer! i rushed madly to type in my notepad, (lucky me i still remember what the question was) as i was waiting for my explorer to open and when its open, it was 11.58 and the question was different and i have 1 minit to finish in the end i did not get to finish it (shrugs) but i send thru email asap =) ahehehe =)
lesson learnt "never leave RJ unattended if you have somewhere to go" =) but i know i'll never learnt!
fuck you very much for your words you have to rub in didnt you you always think you are right then fuck you very much!
My Rants | 12:29 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
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There's something disturbing about this picture =( Yet people are saying HAPPY FAMILY... HMMMM... What do you think?
Fuck you, fuck you Very, very much for coming to my world i'm so sick and tired to see you so please dont stay and disturb Fuck you, fuck you Very, very much
applause to Lily Allen - Fuck You Very Much
haish... totally no mood to just penned down my feelings and fears everything just crumpled whatever fears i had in the past had come out with the awful truth it hurts inside and thanked god i have people who loved me and i've decided to a new life after my poly years shall forget all the horrible moments i had and shall cherish all the love moments i had
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
My Rants | 8:59 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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you know its really frustrating to guess what is going on in someone's else world... especially when you are trying to help your loved ones but they does not seem to be co-operative? or when you like that someone and that someone secretly likes you back but does not tell you or is it me who does not understand?
i hate to be the one left guessing i hate to be the one left clueless becuase in the end i left with wondering and guessing ended up in me being confused and hurt
FREAK! how can i even live my life like this??
i wish we could confide our feelings, troubles, fears with one another so no party would ended up guessing but no matter how knowing and observing the other party well is the best solution ever
and i wish you never come back i thought u are gone gone for good but today, yesterday and tomorrow you'll be there, same place, same timing. Everywhere i look your face will always be haunting me and i just wish there is never you in my world
and for your entertainment
One selenger was stoning at the bus stop, while listening to her MP3 and waiting for her bus. Along came a stranger asking her, "Where is 181?" And becuase she just come out from stoning, she was partly deaf, she was blur, but she heard 181.
Selenger: (confident) 181? Nono. There is no 181 here. Is it 171 or 180? Stranger: Huh?. Its 181. Selenger: (confident) Ouh. I think it must be 171 or 180. Stranger: (confused) But they say its around here. Selenger: ouh nono. its 180. (pause) ouh wait...you are asking for block number arh? not bus number arh?
ouh wells anyone get it? that's the end =) try and guess whose this soo selenger =)
My Rants | 9:18 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
[*_Father's Day_*]
so here's how i look like with my fringe...
and before that HAPPY 77th BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDFATHER!! and HAPPY 55th BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY!!! and HAPPY FATHER's DAY!! =)
Celebrated Father's Day cum Grandfather's birthday today at Clementi Road Sakura! Quite ohkay larh the food but compared to Seoul Garden, Seoul Garden is nicer! =) but overall, it was FUN FUN and endless of FUN!! all the HAJI KASSIM family are all there except for my dad (working) and Along (Boston)
the best part was camwhoring where our 5 Little Women even are sporty to camwhore! that's why i LOVE them =) get to talk to kaklong for a short while, coz i do not really like talking on the phone....we SHALL SKYPE too!!..but the problem, i no lappy cam =(
I LOVE MY FAMILY!! this is the best!! and i thanked ALLAH to give me such wonderful people!! =) and also because of their strict bring-ups we are sane =)
Girls
BOYS
5 Little Women
MY BEAUTIFUL FAMILY =)
My Rants | 8:36 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
[*_itchy itchy go away_*]
I SIMPLY HAD ENOUGH OF THE PURE TORTURE OF HAVING TO SCRATCH MY ITCHY BODY!!!!
GODDDD!!!
my whole body now its itchy soo itchy that if the skin touches anything, it will start the itch!!!
anddddd
because of theseeeee
i cant do my UT well (a lot of questions i cannot do) i cant go to watch movie with my cuzzies!!!! and i cant even enjoy surfing the NET!!
anyway gotta be quick i'll pay anyone million dollars to scratch me!!!
My Rants | 10:02 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
[*_Us against the world_*]
i'm in love with this song!! somehow it relates to what i'm feeling right now so confused with the world its us the against the world you and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall
and i really miss westlife you guys should listen to this RECOMMENDED =)
[Nicky:] Us against the world Against the world Us against the world Against the world
[Shane:] You and I, we’ve been at it so long I still got the strongest fire You and I, we still know how to talk Know how to walk that wire
[Mark:] Sometimes I feel like The world is against me The sound of your voice, baby That's what saves me When we're together I feel so invincible
[Shane:] Cause it's us against the world You and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall Cause it's us against the world tonight
[Nicky:] Us against the world Against the world
[Mark:] There’ll be days We’ll be on different sides but That doesn’t last too long We find ways to get it on track And know how to turn back on
[Shane:] Sometimes I feel I can’t keep it together Then you hold me close And you make it better When I’m with you I can feel so unbreakable
[Mark:] Cause it's us against the world You and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall Cause it's us against the world tonight
We’re not gonna break Cause we both still believe We know what we’ve got And we’ve got what we need alright We’re doing something right...
[Shane & Mark:] Cause it's us against the world You and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall Cause it's us against the world tonight
Us against the world You and me against them all If you listen to these words Know that we are standing tall I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall Us against the world Yeah it’s Us against the world, baby Us against the world Tonight
[Nicky:] Us against the world Against the world Us against the world
My Rants | 9:00 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
[*_happy ending_*]
itsssss
SCHOOOLLL TIMEE!!!
bluekkkkkk!! =p
soooo
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN MY FELLOW CLOSE FRIENDS and MY LOVELIES LOVERS
i have already officially start my another 8 weeks of school!! yay school!!
NOT!
wells apart from waking up early, getting soaked with sweat early in the morning and late in the afternoon, FYPs, modules and eat unhealthy food, (wow a lot of negativity) i still love my school coz i still have my JOKERS around me =) and HOLIDAYS!! =)
this time round, i think i might be busy busy with my school stuffs modules, FYPs, career coaching
my sem 1 will be ending on 12th august my last UT ends 1st august in which its time to *ahem ahem* =) my fyp will be 14 july giving me 27 days to complete my evaluation will be around august giving me another month to prepare
oh wells wake up time
hehe
anyway guess what just did happen i drop something valuable inside the dustbin!!! opppsss i drop it =) selenger tak abes =) nasib baik ader maz who come to my rescue at least aku tak feel maner nyer minah kutip sampah =)
haisssshhh...
sometimes getting rid of the person is the best to forget that he/she even exist but no matter how much you tried, how much you avoid, that person that you loved and love will always come back to you in one way or the other because loving someone is a habit where its hard for you to get rid off unless you have someone whom you truly loved and lived happily
just like making a mistake u make a mistake once u'll say u learnt from it but sometimes in reality u'll never really learnt from it and we are human beings god didnt make us to be perfect and there you go again making the same mistake twice and again u'll still never learnt a mistake is like a habit unless you put enough effort to get rid of it
but in real life no matter how happy you think you are there is never a happy ending unless you put in effort to achieve it
that's just my opinion
My Rants | 8:32 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
[*_HOLIDAYS!!!!_*]
HOME SWEET HOME!!!!
NOTTTT!!!
within a week(7 days) i've travelled two countries and 4 states =)
after done with my film and my fyp and my school stuffs at 11pm off we went to my second auntie house to see my cuzzie, Along(elder sister) off to BOSTON we were out from their house at 1am and convoy to Changi Airport there we waited and waited until 4am but while waiting of coz we cuzzies loves camera =)
before convoy
five cuzzies
hungry like a wolf
before departing =)
then from Singapore off to Negeri Sembilan, Seremban for my relatives wedding for one day then off to Perlis, for three days where we cover the whole of Perlis =) eat all the stuffs that i'm craving for saw one cute malaysian guy cooking mee goreng that my mother bought and it was damn delicious but too bad he could not speak proper malay the thing is different states have a different kind of accent, though they speak malay, but their accent makes us hard to understand them and within these three days we went to Thailand, Padang Besar to shop till we drop just for a day we dare not sleep there but i bought a lot!! =) after three days, we went to Perak, Tambun Water Park for two days it was ohkay larh for me not really that exciting but we get the whole slide to ourself!! =) and i became darker =) but sadly we were separated from two families to one family so before we drove back to singapore, we drop by at Kuala Lumpur to visit my auntie beside my dad and of course not going to miss out the ride of the eye of malaysia =)
oh wells we still have next time heard we are going to go genting cuzzies!!!
aniwaes all this malaysia trip just make me forget about school stuffs which is the BESSSTTTTT!!!
ouh wells cant wait for the next school holidays so i can go out and have FUN!!
ouh btw i'm in loveeeee =)
love with these =)
cherios!! =)
My Rants | 7:48 PM
Friday, June 06, 2008
[*__*]
in less than 24 hrs i'm OFF!!
woohoo!! =)
ouh babes...dont miss me!! =)
will upload the pixies =)
buttttt
i'm done with my shooting!!! =) like finally!! its soo exhausting!! and later at 11 pm going to see my cuzzin off to BOSTON dont forget my DAVID ARCHULETA or any mat salleh u know kay aLong! then gonna rest for a while and off to Malaysia!!
btw girls my mom say i can go MALAYSIA with u all!! =) happy kot!! maybe after semester 1 end, we all shall all go malaysia, JB, nearby to chill, watch movies and go play at waterfall anyone? =)
anyway i trim my hair but this time round with fringe =)(but it doesnt work out) disappointed but i'm waiting for it to grow longer =)
GOODBYE EVERYONE!! C U ALL IN MY DREAMS!! NOT!!
My Rants | 8:05 PM
Monday, June 02, 2008
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prince caspian - ben barnes
king peter - willian moseley
king edward - Skandar Keynes
i LOVE prince CASPIAN and king PETER anddddddddd .... =) to bad ... he's a MALAYSIAN =) i kinda find king edward is cute though but not my league =)
i want prince CASPIAN to swept me off my feet and i want king PETER to be my HOT BROTHER!!
donnoe what i'm talking about? go check out NARNIA! =)
sometimes i wish i lived in fantasy almost all my crushes are impossible