Wednesday, April 30, 2008
[*_Strange_*]
haizhhh
olrite..
done with changing my pictures
feels like changing my blog
but somehow
i'm in love with this blog
feels like nothing exciting in this blog
shall create some random stuff
later
everything will be done later
after i'm done with my year 3 modules, fyp, portfolio, IG (mostly is school)
just a mth in school
tired me out
really dont noe why
strange thing is that
when i'm inside the bus
i will be thinking about why did i do that?
why am i doing this?
what am i doing?
i'll be telling myself that i need to work hard and will be going to be a good girl
yarh rite
but at home or at school
somehow i didnt managed to do that
*shrugs*
another strange thing that occurs to me
is why am i missing him?
how come is him that i like and i want?
when i listen to spider songs
i will always think of him
somehow they look similar
hopefully the voices are similar
so i can have my own young tam spider =)
worst,
busses always reminds me of him
i tried my best to like and try to have a crush on another guys
but failed!
why is this happening?
and i dont even like it
arrghh
i'm 20 yrs old
and i remember
i say when i'm 25 or 26 years old
i wanna get married
hell yeah
5 yrs time
where will i be?
time is fast
and another strange thing
i've been dreaming about ghost
not a nightmare ghost
just ghost
good ones and bad ones
strange strange strange
i'm soo weird
mommys birthday is coming
what shall i buy for her?
handbags? nah she have one and she will not used another one until the one she had was all torn
shoes? again she have two, one for market and shopping and the other one is for wedding or special occasion and she's totally not the type to wear a new one and mostly her shoes are those scotts shoes (might be thinking of it)
clothes? maybe...but not scarve (a lot, common and boring!)
perfumes, lotion? neh...she have it and i like hers coz it smells like her and i still want her to use so that i can smell her armpit =)
make up? again she uses one until she's done with it and she'll buy a new one
yeah..mommy and me not the same...i love to have a lot of stuffs in which i am lucky because i'm the only girl =)...but not soo lucky to have no sisters to share stuffs and opinions...so girls out there who have sisters, please dont complain!...but i wont want to trade =) somehow being the only girl is the best =)
waiting for khad's pictures to arrive...
soon i'll find myself busy doing my FYP, portfolio and studying my modules and managing my IG!...
cherios!! =p
aniwae
to those who are interested in my stripgenerator,
i've updated it
having 3 stories now
go check it out @ http://adhaloveu.stripgenerator.com =)
My Rants | 11:34 PM
[*__*]
jijjijijijijijijijijijijiji =)
and here i am
with khadijah!! =)
My Rants | 4:30 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
[*__*]
yay!!
bought meself
tube!!!
=)
from pink cart thanks to wanie and sis! =)
love it love it love it
but i think i had enough of having tubes...
its time to buy long and with sleeve dresses...
went to far east with mazzie
met georgeos ana
then went off to SMU
feeling feeling budak SMU
go and meet wanie at the flee market
and bought this tube
i'm waiting for raya money
so i can buy lot lot lot of dresses =)
btw
thnks to nad and wanie
for introducing me this video
whereby jacqueline victor falls when performing
and i was laughing like hyena!
i think she's lucky
coz i'm not there
or else
runtuh bangunan
and i wont be to able to stop myself from laughing hard and loud!
imagine me and the girls were there
damn our images surely fall
=)
aniwae here's the pixies send by april
i'm still waiting patiently for lydia's and haira's =)
missing my kuzzies...aper kate kiter meet up?
missing my twyeans...jgn tak jadi hor!!..gue da miss u all =)
missing chilling out with the girls...biler? biler?
My Rants | 4:25 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
[*_HAPPPEEYYY!!!_*]
i'm HAPPPPPEEEYYYY!!!! =P
i saw him
tmr's weekends
i finished my first report
might be going out tmr =)
i'm updating my stripgenerator
adhaloveu.stripgenerator.com
its cool
i just cant wait for next week
something's telling me everything going to be FUN!!!
=)
My Rants | 1:35 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
[*_missing pieces_*]
"now your gone
i realize my love for you is strong
i miss you here now your gone
is this the way its meant to be
only dreaming that your missing me
im waiting here at home
i go crazy now your gone
theres an empty place in my heart
without my yana it will break apart
it wont heel then fades away
i will think about you everyday"
this song, Now You're Gone - Basshunter is one of the best techno sound ever!
and it really relates to how i've felt for past two weeks
darn it!! =(
My Rants | 9:22 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
[*__*]
had animation yesterday
was fun having to explore the flash and the wacom tablet
where you have to draw on it
and now
i want my mommy to buy me wacom and macbook
i realise my class are not bad
fun to be with
and hard to be challenged
it'll going to be one challenging year for me
i want to excel
and i am not going to slack
suddenly there's a lot of stuff i had to do
FYP reports
portfolio
modules
FYP so far only 2 meet ups
wth
dont feel like working with them anymore next sem
i might be building up my portfolio
even if we meet
we didnt discuss
no matter how many time i ask
gasak korang
weblog
no more will i be the excos
but of coz
i wont abandon weblog
a lot of year 1s are coming in
and i hope they stay through out
modules
need to build up my portfolio
by going into every mulitimedia competetion RP have
need to recall back all my previous lessons
and last
had a great time laughing and talking
with my w14d darlings
at Seoul Garden
we were sooo hungry
that all of us were quiet
eating
but what i love about Seoul Garden
was thier Char Siew Chicken, Sushi and soup.
pictures will be post ltr
since nobody send me one =(
My Rants | 11:35 AM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
[*_PISSED_*]
ouh btw
to add things
this is what i just realised after i read eika's blog
that we singaporeans are living like a zombie
for the day we are born
to the day we are buried
our life is
everyday from 6am-6pm working or schooling
and 6pm-10pm watching tv, surf the net, read or homework
and 10pm-6am sleep
my point is
i have NO LIFE!!!
and i'm BORED and PISSED with myself and government
how CONTRADICTING government are when they say save the earth save the trees
when they've been cutting down trees for new buildings?
and a small island, now, we have 4 millions pple - which everywhere is packed
and the government still wants to have 6 millions pple on the island?
tell me what are they thinking?
i'm soo gonna migrate...mayb to malaysia...not really the best, but the safest
at least there's some excitement in life over there
with real mountains, forrest and waterfall =)
My Rants | 10:19 PM
[*_agitated_*]
you know what
this is the reason
why i do not like
to talk on the phone
deaf and awkward
heres the senario
me: helloooo?
him: helloooo...
me: huh?...saper ni?[translation: who's this?]
him: faaaaaaaddddddd...
me: huh?...saper seh ni?[translation: who's this seh?]
him: ...(in my mind: siolarh not him...nono...cannot be)
me: huh?...saper sak?[translation: who sak?]
him: faaaadd la
me: ouh fad???
(in my mind: fad maner siol...maner aku ader kawan name fad?)[translation: which fad siol...where do i have a friend name fad?]
him: fad bukit batok (in my mind: fad bukit batok?...saper sak[translation: who sak])
was about to ask him how the hell did he get my no.?..coz this is my new number and i never give strangers my new number but he put down the phone...and he's number is private...shit ass...
wanie, maz and khad noes =)
that's why i hate talking on the phone
i'll tend to huh?huh?huh?
esp when pple are talking softly =) and people who i think am mumbling which i think they are actually talking softly =)
or mayb i'm just plain deaf...
ouH man
this is the result of music blast
and and
because of this incident
i dont really like giving out my numbers to strangers or to people whom i just know
and my frenz
can u tell me who fad is?
who knows u guys remember or know him
coz lately i'm being absent-minded
and i'm not looking forward to tmr =(
ouh and u noe what
this is what i hate
call me or talk to me when there's a problem
but when there's nothing i can do or help
u just ignore me
and i HATE this kind of person
ouh and please dont blame me for being busy with my poly mates and not being there for you and thought that i've forgotten about you
infact here's the thing
i've been ur listening ear for u for years
but
you were totally not there when i needed you
sorry
i put a stop to it =)
ouh and to pple who doesnt noe me that well
here's the thing
when i'm quiet i'm angry or upset
but i dont want pple to know it
i rather keep it to myself
when i'm too cheerful
i'm not really looking forward to it
and lied to myself that it is going to be fun
when someone forced me to do things
or blame me when i didnt do stuff
then u are in deep trouble =)
bottom line
dont pissed me off =)
and 2 weeks in a row
pple kept pissing me off =)
and i'm soo glad weekends arrived
coz its the time where i just put all my anger aside for my calming side to arrive
My Rants | 9:14 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
[*__*]
something missing =(
My Rants | 2:30 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
[*__*]
i'm sooo exhausted
exhausted with school
FYP, SLA, Classes, Food, students
i'm sooo pissed
pissed with 963 smrt bus
pissed with school organizers
pissed with the world
what a second week to start school
first day of second week make my blood boil
because my favourite module turn out to be a disaster module
not only will i get C for my module
i didnt enjoy the whole of my module because i couldnt touch and explore the cameras =(
and the whole time they were talking in chi
second day was fun
but was stressed with FYP
bleargh =(
and prepared for SLA
until 10pm
and me n izzy saw a queu no. saying "Free Shuttle Bus to Ngee Ann Poly"
frock!!!
at woodlands and its free
and as for RP students we have to pay 90 cents just for two bus stops away! =(
third day was SLA
at least people came and asked us about our IG
and some sign up
though its not a lot
but its a reassurance for us
today
IT Security
since when is IT Security happening?
but
somehow today
i'm soo totally off no mood to do things
i'm just looking forward to weekends! =)
u noe
there is actually something that i wanted to blog about
somehow
my busyness
make my memory fly away
dear god
please guide me through the long and winding road.
My Rants | 10:24 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
[*__*]
so now
i'm going to post pictures!!!
i know i know
it's sooo old
photo blog!! =)
starting from...
Seol Garden Outing with mazzie n wanie =P
followed by
W14D outing =)
shopping with Khad =)
spot the similarities
hershey pie?
webloggers FOP
WeBlog Excos...=)
Outing with maz...0_o
bad gurl n clown =)
Second Day Of School... =)
start their gilas...
My Rants | 7:48 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
[*_Happy Birthday April_*]
Happy 20th Birthday to
April Ella Ella Ehy Ehy
I love you!!!
lot lot lot!!
I miss you!!!
lot lot lot!!
i know it doesnt ryhme =)
had IT security
regret taking it
buttttt
today is the best
as usual met these wanted pple including nad(sorie nad takder gambar =))...
chief setan (mazzielazzie)
mak setan (waniebelo)
anak setan (adhavadey)
tsk tsk
*shake head*
but i love love them!!
during the second break
met up with haira
surprisingly she was soo free
to come my class
and i asked her to accompany me to print April's photo
then met Shu Rin with her friend
have a look at April's birthday present
and it was damn nice!!
jealous sia!!
bought her a small cake at cafe esplanade
and meet up with her =)
she was all paisey and shy
and i'm soo happy to see that she loves her prezy =)
then me and april went down to grab something to eat
and finally we get to talk like long time we never talk like this before!!
and flora came to join us =)
and April this if for you =)
My Rants | 2:05 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
[*_wednesday FYP_*]
here i am
on wednesday
spending my life and time in school
doing what?
basically nothing
went out early in the morning
not really early
but too early consider that wednesday is not a school day for me
to meet my FYP team to go to Woodlands Old Folks Home
since we are doing on some inventory systems
more of like a database system and websites
for the Old Folks Home
and guessed what?
i have no idea what in the world they are talking about =(
worst still
my teammates never discuss about it =(
but when i came back to school
me, my teammates, maz and others
went to watch thai musical performance at TRCC
it was fun, exciting and interesting to watch
different culture performing =)
then we were told to try on the anglong instrument
and it was easy!
they have different kinds of anglong
which produced different types of sound
i was mesmerized by their performance
thier style of dancing and their difference musical instrument
i will watch other culture performance to learn the differences and to appreciate music =)
i sound like i'm in year 1 when i study culture module =(
went to eat ayam penyet at school with maz
was too hungry and bless us
the food was damn delicious!
for the first time
w1 foodcourt have some delicious meal for malay students!! =)
meeting my advisor later
talk to you all later
i want him
i want to travel around the world to know thier history and culture and absorb the different scenaries and help the poor people
i want to lose weight and fats
then i'll be the happiest girl ever!! =)
My Rants | 3:24 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
[*_school_*]
i had enough of "enter the codes here"
FREAK!!!
i had to enter several times and i gave up
i just dont know what letters they want
i type in the letters according to what they show us
but it keep saying invalid code
frock!!
and because of this
i give up signing in to stripgenerator
aah
dont think its porno or what hor
its actually a blog
where we can do our own comics
and since i'm a multimedia students
so i had to do one evey week
and now i cant do it
because of the freaking codes!!!
frock!!
is my english getting better?
but somehow i didnt sign up for english o level
knuckle head
school
ohkay,
not bad,
not that good,
enjoy too,
but tiring too!!
my wednesday are being filled with projects
my weekday nights are being filled with RJs, studying
my weekend are being filled with nothing
so basically i'm free during weekends
should be arh
must book
first come first serve =)
monday
met khad, ju, sha, her friend and maz at woodlands
was a bit late
because the train delayed because of some dumb suicider
i didnt really know how to feel towards these people
sometimes they are too stressed
sometimes they protest about something
haish
these people really need to send to other countries
especially poor countries
and see how much stress they all are =(
tsk tsk
had audio and video module at E64B
LOVE the room
because it was cool where in a room it has 5 other small rooms
but its hard for us to know our classmates =(
since its like separated
but the idea of having a room to oneself and your team is kinda happening! =)
its actually a dry lap
it was fun
but for the first time
i find it hard to go down during lunch
mostly because wanie and maz are on the other blog
and khad surely be busy
lucky me i had vengs at the next door class
its only E64A and E64B that will be used by multimedia students
and lucky me today and yesterday
i was at E6
i like the faci
and i find my classmate ohkaylarh
not gonna judge soon
but i hoped we can get well
got a lot of good students in my class
a lot of dominant but love to help students in my class
so i'm quite ohkay with that larh
but then
i had this feeling
its going to be soo hard for me to get good grades =(
today had animation
same class with april =)
unfortunately not in the same team
and i beginning to get to talk with some of my classmates
and beginning to hate my faci
stuck up =(
two days
and i'm soo tired!
pervets should be in jail
fuck him
son of a bitch!
go to hell
My Rants | 9:01 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
[*__*]
counting down the days
tmr schools
you know what
in my life
i just wished that there is something that i can do to help the needy around the world
nah, there's nothing to praise me about
i just feel like helping them out of sympathy
i'm not promising myself or what
i just hope that in the future
i am able to help them
no matter what and how it takes
i wanted to learnt piano and drum
but i think i can forget about the drumming part =)
i wanted to travel
coz my interests lies on the culture of different countries
and last i wanted someone who could actually be there for me forever
till death do us a part
went out with mazziee
supposedly khad n wanie are following us
but khad went out with her parents
and wanie went out to see meow meow
and me i'm not looking forward to tmr!!
sadded
My Rants | 11:01 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
[*__*]
so i woke up freaking early in the morning
for FOP amazing race
but in the end
we ended up not doing anything
just sit around and slack
cant wait to play piano with izzy n venge =D
and i think i might be hibernating for two weekends
since monday school's starting!!
My Rants | 3:17 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
[*__*]
spending my last week of my truly holidays out
to school for Dry Run on Monday in the morning
and i learnt how to play piano in 30 mins thanks to izzy n venge =)
and supposedly was to meet khad and may at bugis and chilling out at merlion walk
but in the end khad couldn't make it
and i was late to meet may
but of coz when we meet up, our voice will never be low =p
then went to meet izzy, venge and shake at PS on tuesday
and irritatingly he's late AGAIN for more than hr
but we get what we wanted
the access to weblog =)
and i saw a look-a-like mawi
and he's much better and hotter than mawi! =D
then on wednesday
met up with Khad to shop
bought ripples flip flops at $10
and wanted to buy dorothy perkins top at $16, but no available size and i'm a fickle minded
from far east to marina square
but we reached home surprisingly early
because of my dad's warning
*shrugged*
khad bought something too!! and it cost *ahem* =D
i think i would be buying that top khad =D
then today
went JB with mom
never bought anything
but we found the nicest food!!
and surprisingly we were home at 4pm
ouh wells
tmr
will be the first time ever
i'll be waking up like 6 in the morning for school
great =(
for FOP!!
but i cant wait to see the freshbies faces!!
My Rants | 7:51 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
[*__*]
shittttt
why must he be hot?
and
why is he still not mine?
My Rants | 10:49 PM
