Friday, March 28, 2008
[*_blank_*]
a week left to school reopen
at first was excited
but....
when my timetable - include the class and classmates
there's something hold my excitement back
not really excited and not really sad
since most of my classmates and classes
since i have 3 different classes and 2 different blocks
are familiar to me
but my close friends were not even in the same class as me
and i'm totally scared
we might not be able to see each other or even hang around becuase of the different classes and FYP!
i totally feel so different!!!
now i really dont wish for school to starts
coz this means
its the start of graduating years
its the start where you need to think where to go
its the start of your future
haish
tak abes abes arh kau worried
the line part will be my classes
and the rectangular box will be my fav modules!!!
My Rants | 8:58 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
[*_Torn Between Two_*]
low low low
step up 2 was the best!
finally watched step up 2!!!
ouh yeah
love love love
their style of dancing!!!!
wish i could do that!!
and i love love love the song lowwwwwww!!
aha
watched with my w14d darls!!
been long time never see them
if only there's no jam at causeway, i'm sure april could make it!
miss them very much
until i could not recognise lydia!
was late for an hr!!
jeez
coz in the morning
went to acer
to check on any burning hardware
lucky for me
i've got a malay guy who explained to me and my mom about the situation
he gave me free new adapter and new board (i do not know how to describe it actually)
nearly late
but lucky us the show starts 10 mins after the actual timing
walked around at far east
of coz
camwhore here and there
bought make-up sponge and one hair pin
and ate at KFC
in which i felt like slapping the guy working at the counter
what's his problem
maybe PMS
and worst
my zinger does not cooked larh seh
they've told me to change
but i lost my appetite
thanks to that fucker up guy
but but
flora and shu rin bought shoes at this shoe shop
i forgot the name
but i do not forgot the salesguy
i was observing him all the time
while he was attending to his customer
which is the two girls
he looks cute
and my mind was trying to guess whether he's a malay or chinese
coz he looks both
and i was wondering how come the girls are not excited
but all questions have answers
unfortunately he was chinese
and the gurls are actually talking about him
but
well
the way he speaks just turn me off
and speaking of guys
i just realise
i've met a lot of good guys - as in guys who really does pray and not those notty kinda of type and who is independent
but somehow
i'm just not attracted to them
i know i know
who am i to say like that
coz i'm not like the prettiest girl or dead georgeous kind
but like i say
its hard for me to fall in love
and i'm a girl
who will always avoid guys from falling for me
coz hey
i dont like playing with hearts
and dont like to get their hopes high
that's what i think
so i'll always run
but seriously
out of my 20 years of my life
i've fell in love twice
but
there's always a magnetic wall between us
that will always make us repelled
the feeling of love was strong enough
till it hurts
but destiny wasnt met
both are pleasant looking
both are friendly
both smiles just make my day
both have a strong charisma that makes me fell madly in love
but both came from different background and age
guess
i'll have to wait then
but here's the question
how do you know that someone is your Mr Right/Mrs Right?
tag me =)
pictures will be uploaded
and and
i realise DAVID ARCHULETA's DOB IS 28/12/1990
and MINE's DOB iis 29/12/1988
SEE THE SIMILARITIES???
i was soooo excited and i squealed with delight knowing he's next to me!!!
muahaha!!!
and and and
i want to watch Step up 2 AGAIN
and and and and
i want to go wild wild west wet
and and and and and
i want HIM(actually i forgot what i wanted) =)!!!
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low
My Rants | 10:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
[*__*]
Firstly thanks to Khad, Maz n Wanie for accompanying me reformating my laptop although i do not think they reformat because there are still files that are in my computer...*shrugs* but on the bright side, i have my new VISTA!!!!...it really took like 4hrs, we start around 11am ended around 5pm just to change my OS and i got this feeling it does not reformat my computer...wonderful!
Secondly I want to apologise to Uni for not making it because at first i thought i might be late since i need to renew my warranty as it ends tomorrow and last night theres a burning smell came from my computer
So, it was a bit of chaos with my mom panicking scared that my laptop will burned the house down and scared to pay thus she told me to quickly renew my warranty before tomorrow since my old warranty expired tomorrow...
Well
Still its irritating... =(
My Rants | 7:40 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
[*__*]
i'm soooo enraged with benitez!!!
rooooooaaarrrrrrrrrr!!!
wtf is he thinking when he was using players like Aurelio (the weakest link for defender), Skrtel (new and inexperienced boy for defender) and Kuyt (the most suckiest striker!)
when they, liverpool had a great defender, Hypia and Riise and he can put them on the bench
and there's even benayoun, a great forward player!!!
i'm sooo pissed with Benitez for putting dump players!!!...
!@#$%!!!!!!!!!!
no wonder liverpool lost!!!
and i totally dont care anymore!!!
i want benitez to be out!!
i wonder what's excuses he made!!
i dont even want liverpool to win anything coz they dont deserve those tropies
seriously!
playing dump pple when it is really an important and challenging match and now everton are able to catch them up!!!
GOSHHH!!!
but i'm telling you, if steven gerrard and torrez were to be out to join another club, then i'll change club! =p
seriously last nite was damn irritating!!!
and i dont even feel like watching!!!
aniwae
had a great time with my powerpuff aunts and cuzzie
went JB
finally!!
a lot of cars make it jam
but otherwise it was ohkay...
but then the food place we used to eat was under renovation
so we changed to another food place
not that nice
and worst
i had cramps!!!
great!!!
bought nothing, just a small perfume and chocolates
and tmr
gonna meet my ladies!!!!
wwwhhooopppiieeess!!!
finally!!
get to see them!!!
yippeee!!!
cant wait cant wait!!!
and gonna clear my laptop from viruses and change it to VISTA!!!
yay!!!
yeap yeap!!
haha
at least a change and somemore its free
soooo
why not?
going to be my last year!!!
GOSH!!
2 more weeks to school reopen!!!!
excited + nervous + joyful!!!
i love the song bleeding love and low!!!
My Rants | 9:07 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
[*_HOME SWEET HOME_*]
i need a fresh air
i am drowning in my own home
where it always says HOME SWEET HOME
nothing is ever sweet now
with all the insults that was being hurled
like you are a stranger
nothing i do
will ever make them pleased
and i guess
i had enough trying my best
just to please them
in the end
i'm the one who hurts
i just need a space
from them
My Rants | 9:20 PM
[*_Updated Blog skins_*]
yay!!!!
DONE!!!
clear up bloggers who have no blog
love the background
love the design!!
made by me!!! =)
some of it though!!
color wise is super duper nice!!!
satisfied
but next stop will be putting images to link other bloggers =)
know the pseduo codes
and know the codes =)
going to change my friendster and myspace layout!!
mualas!!!
My Rants | 3:15 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
[*_my thoughts my opinions_*]
i'm in LOVEEEEE!!!
ask me ask mee!!!!!
with
DAVID ARCHULETA!!!!!!!
*SCREAMED AND JUMP*
i know i know
a lot of you also like david archuleta
he's just soooooo adorable!!!!!
oh how i wish he was my brother
or maybe i should kidnapped him and replaced my brothers *evil grins*
his smile, his face really can make someone day
love love love adore his baby baby face!!!!
LOL!
left 2++ more weeks to school!!!
cant wait actually for school to start
its time where i am learning multimedia stuff
still unsure whether i'd make a right decision about opting for multimedia specialization
but i took IT Security as my minor specialization
guess its safer that way
but still i dont feel right about it
no
actually i dont feel right choosing RP as my second choice
why i chose it
i had no idea
i has no idea that RP is PBL
in someway
PBL is useful for some modules
and one whole day of one learning just one mudule, one topic isnt really a good thing
becuase after 3 years of learning in RP
you only learnt 30 modules
and out of 30 modules u learnt,
6-8 modules are not relevant at all
its just a waste of time and effort
but then again
it really helps us to wake up that it is time for us to be independent
and i think coming to RP
does actually make you be independent
i believe that punishment and enforcing something isn't a way to master discipline
its just how we discipline ourselves
and
how matured we are since we are already considered as young adults
no longer can we lean on our parents when we've reached this age
its time where our parents will let go of us
but they will never let go of the support and loved
i felt that in my year 3, i should've studied more advanced modules
rather than touching the basics one =(
finally FYP is out
what i am supposed to do is to create a website for old folks home and quite a lot add-ons
its all about CODES!
but i'm okay with codes
i rather deal with codes than some wireless or security thingy
but next semester
i'm going to deal with some flash or animation or audio and video
or maybe create another website
i'm hoping that i'll be able to score As in my class
so who knows
i can feel safe
thought of entering Uni
but hey there's low chances of poly students getting a place in local U
but whatever it is
if not local Uni
then maybe open U or private U
or work
gain experienced
and study
no matter what
i'm going to study and get a degree even if it takes me 10 years to finish
coz in singapore its life long learning =)
its predicatable that 963 will be loaded with RP students for the first week of school
to make matter worst
the school are not giving us any more chances of being late
late for 1s
means downgraded
that's what i heard
hopefully they do not implement it
because they already implement absent for 3 days in a week
letter from RP to parents
but still i think its doesn't work *shrugged*
the thought of waking early just to catch the bus
is sooooooooooooo discouraging
for two months
been sleeping late
and been waking up late
its going to be a painful moment for me
but it will be for a while
i hope that i'm in same class with vengs, wanie, april
i counted there's at least 97 multimedia students
god knows
there can be more
4 classes of multimedia students
not sure whether its high chance
but there'll be a higher chances that i'll know someone =)
but still i cant wait
i love being busy
it just stop me from thinking about unsuitable stuff that make me stress
and it just makes me feel useful
i wont be bored
i wont think about food and keep eating
wells
guess i'm still free
free to play games
free to go out!!!!
free to change my blogger and myspace layout
and i'm still finding who used myspace so i can add
its soooo pathetic with only 2 real friends
and the rest are artists or celebs
some are random people who wants to be friend
i want real friends so they can comment and i can show my comments instead of hiding it =(
and if i know how to change the WeBlog@RP codes
i think i can easily modify here and there
FOP coming soon
school is starting
SLA fiesta coming soon
and the best part i loike and cant wait is
SUMMER CAMP 3!!!
gonna bring all my secondary school cuzzins =)
ouh
and i forgot
my FYP meetings meetings meetings
My Rants | 8:36 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
[*__*]
and i'm still not satisfied
something is definately not right
my mind is all on
politics
(the ones that i understand and still not satisfied with it)
environment
(march - rainy season?no. water levels are raising.)
people
(great...hate or love him?)
education
(where shall i go next? work? will i even work in IT company? study? will i even get into Uni or U never study is possible arh, i dont even sign up for o-level english)
the world
is getting sick
people are fighting with each other
same races and religions are fighting against each other becuase of power and misunderstanding
unfair treatment for different races
and promises made by the particular races who control a particular country are all empty
global warming rise
water levels rising
more men are marrying with their own gender
and if you realise
this are one of the symptoms of the end of the world
there are many women than men
and i dont even see myself in the future
suddenly i feel empty
My Rants | 4:37 PM
[*__*]
something was definately not right
i'm not comfortable at all
and i cant even point a finger at anything
too many things i'm worried for
too many things are on my mind
too many answers are not yet answered
haish
nothing to look forward except maybe tmr
going out with my mom or
going out with haira
geezzz
cant even go malaysia
scared of jams
geezzz
cant even study
coz my brain stops thinking
ever since the start of holidays
left 3 weeks to school
not sure whether to be excited or not
will be the last and final year
and then what next?
geezzz
cant even go out
coz of rainy season
all day
every day
even if its shiny
where shall i go?
small island
the same place over and over again
geezz
and it makes my mind wonder
i lived on a small island
my home
my childhood place
but will it be my future place?
lots of people
not local
but foreigners
and they reasoned
cheap labours
S.O.B
then why make us study?
why make nursery a must for all Singaporeans children?
why make us study and study and study
and trying to tell us to be educated and get at least a degree
but in the end
the non-educated and non-local get jobs easily?
because of cheap labours?
why cant they think?
damn
those foreigners who work in singapore
thye will be rich at their home town because when they convert the singapore currency to thier country currency, they'll get even more and they'll probably even be able to survive there
but what about us?
the locals
we cant even convert any currency and every thing here is raising
everything is sooo competitive
and i'm sooo migrating to other countries
will i even love my own country?
and i dont think there'll even be four races here in the future
since they love the foreigners so much
we might even have bangladesh, filipines as one of the races!!!
freak!!!
geeezzzz
now i realise its time for me to wake up
coz i've been living in fantasies
My Rants | 4:14 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
[*_Seoul Garden with ma ladiesss!!_*]
yesterday was FUN FUN FUN!!!
shall we do it maladies???
YES WE SHALL!!!!
whoooppiieeesss!!
next stop FONDUE!!!
went siol seoul garden with ma 2 ladies!!
mazzielazzie and waniesleng
had a great time cooking, eating, laughing, chatting
and in the end too full to eat ice cream
and mazzielazzie and waniesleng played with the left over foods
nilarh katekan
kecik-kecik tak pernah main masak-masak
darh besar
ambek kau
we were there for two hours
laugh like there's no tmr!
it was all fun and laughter
but when i'm going back home
i realised that my clothes stink
and i was really desperate for a perfume larh kan
but then
it will stinks like shit if i spray a perfume on a already stink clothes.
and i cant wait for the holiday trip!!!
siang siang darh plan ehy
biler nak gi?
this yr ke next yr?
nyehahaha!!!
pictures will be uploaded soon!!
and and
pssssst wanie maz
aku tak mengingau ayam larh seh!!!
My Rants | 1:36 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
[*_Leap Years_*]
initially
the plan was to meet the interested W15ls to have dinner together
since it's been so long we've talk and meet
dates keep changing
as we keep on thinking when is the best for everyone
in the end
we ended up on the 8th march
which is on saturday
severals can but most cant
but we have to proceed
because there'll not be much time
since we only have a mth to school re-open!!!
yay!!!
8th march come
and
suddenly some people have to cancel because of emergency
lead us to cancelling our dinner
in the end
its me and khad outting
another plan was also being made between me and my cuzzin
the plan was to accompany her after her match until her npcc starts
but in the end
i had to cancel it
because my father wants to visit his sister in bedok
but again
it was canceled
due to the laziness of my father
but luckily khad was free
or else i'll be screaming and stamping stomping my feet
we planned to watch jumper or step up
but ended up watching the 9.20pm Leap Years at Marina Square
but before we even arrived at Marina Square
a lot of confusions along the journey
because both of us have no plans or anything
and both of us are fickle minded
this is what happen when people have no where to go
nothing to do
but want to go out
slengers =)
leap years was the best
local movie ever
its really romantic, touching
and sad
a 2 hrs movie
but the story is really really good
and even the way they speak is not totally annoying unlike some other local movies
which have singlish and speaking like macam-nak-kene-sepak speaking
and jeremy was HOT!!!!
you all should watch it!!!
in the end
we ended up going home late
and was scolded by my dad
luckily he's watching soccer
hmmm
but i think
12.30 is stil ohkay what
its not like i arrived home at 2 or 3
and somemore
they have to be lucky to have their daughter listen to them
went told to go home
i go home
went told to reach home before 12
well
i got home
but it'll sometimes reached 10 or 15 mins after 12
but still
they are lucky
becuase i'm not the person to really stay really out at night and come back at the wee hours
nopes i'm not
well
i still have 2 more events to look forward
tmr
meeting my webloggers and advisors
then later went out to have another dinner with wanie, maz, khad
but i'll be making myself sure that i'll be back before 11 =)
then wednesday
going out with haira
not sure whether its still on
haira?
then i think it is time to start focused my attention to school stuff
sometimes i wished i could see my future
My Rants | 3:59 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
[*__*]
first time in European Champions League
AC Milan was out at the first knock-out round
surprised surprised!!!
they usually was out at least at finals or semi-finals
and considered to be one of the giants club in Europe
and now
we left 3 giants - excluding chelsea whom i still think is not considered as giants yet
seeing that they have not yet won any UEFA cup
and liverpool or inter milan coz they have not yet play the game against each other
HOOORRAAAYY!!!!
so one of the biggest fear club was out!
i'm hoping arsenal and liverpool to meet at the finals
at least if they won
no grudges =)
till next time!!!
My Rants | 4:03 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
[*_pixiesssss_*]
here are the bbq pictures!!
make it into a collage
since there's a lot of it =)
My Rants | 7:43 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
[*__*]
bbq wasnt what i had in mind
but still
i had a fun time
thanks to maz's friends
even though i feel quite awkward
i rarely talk to them
i guess i need time
but the funny thing was
we were the ones who planned the bbq
so we were supposed to wear red
but the ones to start up the fire was maz's friends
lucky us
just imagine if there were no maz's friends
i'm sure it'll going to be hilarious and chaos
with us having no clue how to arrange the charcoals and all
and you know usually the host will leave after everyone left rite?
well
first to leave was sha
followed by wanie
followed by nad
then me and khad
with some invitees around
i mean if u r the invitees and suddenly the host leave early
when i leave i feel awkward
when i'm there i feel awkward
we had a lot of camwhore going on
and i just realised we should also take with maz's friends and yatie's friends
but what's done was done
photos will be uploaded soon
as soon as i'm done with the collage =)
we should have another outing =)
fyp blm lagi kluar ehy?
aku worried larh sak
My Rants | 11:09 AM
Monday, March 03, 2008
[*__*]
i just realise something that made me hate myself
its hard for me to fall in love with
but when i do
i fall hard
and it hurts
when i love someone
i mean it
i will hold them tightly
never wanting to let them go
coz the thought of losing them
is almost unbearable
coz deep down inside
i know that i'll be the one hurting the most
even though i may not show it
now
i keep thinking of my future
and somehow i'm not looking forward to look at the future
coz i see nothing
but i know deep down inside
i'm scared
scared of losing my love ones
coz i already lost one
and its really a heart ache to lost another one
and i pray hard to Allah
to let my love ones lived long enough for me to be with them
to share our laughter, tears and happiness
coz i'm a timid person
i wanna buy hadi mirza's album and taufiq batisah's new album
i love love his new song
usah lepaskan...
Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan
taken from Usah Lepaskan - Taufiq Batisah
Wajahmu kerap kumimpi
Wajahmu sering kupuja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belumpun kupunya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam
taken from Bila Nak Saksi - Spider
both songs are on my mind now
love the melody
love the person singing
love thier voices
coz their voices alone
stand out from the crowds
well
people might be thinking
are you in love wardha?
maybe
maybe not
till now
i just follow my heart
SHOPPING SHOPPING PPLE!!!
My Rants | 9:40 PM
