Thursday, November 29, 2007
[*_1 mth_*]
ohkay kawan-kawan ku dan keluarga-keluarga yang ku sayang or my deares frenz and family
1 more mth pple!!!...
just 1 more mth!!!...
i've got a task for u all - my dearies
no need to find any presents...
but i give u 1 mth
to bring/drag/kidnapped
IZWAN PILUS!!!
yes yes...
i WANT IZWAN PILUS!!
I dont care
die die
I WANT IZWAN PILUS!!!!!
My Rants | 3:55 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
[*_yackedy yack_*]
i've not been updating for a while
coz nothing much is happening
see,
the problem lies within me
eveyting in this blog is about me
me me me
got it?
i suddenly found that i'm in no mood to do anything or whatsoever
but oh wells...
let me jotted down what i want
$60 4GB Zen V plus
A Big wallet - so i can bring it anywhere
i want to go malaysia or travel around the world
i want to teach multimedia
i want to learnt driving lesson
i want to have my own car
i want someone special to be mine
i want IZWAN PILUS (he's hot n how i wish he's mine...no touchy-touchy!)
what i have to do:
study for my upcoming UTs
aiming for As in daily grade
pay my library fines
divide my time to go out wif my mom to johore and meet uni at orchard on the same day
and
waiting patiently for my brithday=)
pictures of random will be uploaded soon!!
and oh yeah
my twss gurls, hizamy is going to organise a chalet on 15 dec...hopefully u girls can!!...me muacks u gurls so much!!
and i want izwan pilus for my birthday!!...badly!!...very bad!!... he's cute n hot!!...
My Rants | 8:40 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
[*_HAPPPEEEEEYYY!!!_*]
first...
my parents bought me new mp4!!!
(half sponsored by my parents, half paid by me)
and it was worth it...
Name: Heart
DOB: 17.11.07
Size: 4 GB
Functions: MP3, movies, photos, voice recorder, charger, setup, calender
Creator: Taiwan - Oreint
Features: Fake Hot Pink IPOD
Cost Price: $89.00
Selling Price: $80.00
and they also bought my new K630i Sony Ericsson (fully sponsored by my parents)
my very first line!
since they are having promotion for M1 users -
those using M1 line can have another line with 6 mths subsribtion free
and guess what
i was complaining to my parents about using prepaid and how desperate i am in search of new and good quality handphone
in the end, after hours and hours of persuading and begging,
i got it. =).
with one condition
i am not allowed to chat too much on the phone
in which i am not afraid
coz i am not used to talk and hang on the phone for hours and hours
so, i got a new phone, with 6 mths subsribtion free plus student line which comes in with free campus and incoming call!!!!
Name: Lilzieard
DOB: 17.11.07
Memory: 256 MB
Functions: MP3, 2.0 MP Camera, Videos, Video Conferrence, etc (not going to say more)
Creator: Sony Ericsson
Brand: K630i
Features: Havana Gold
Price: Unsure - not i pay marh
i'm sorry, but i need someone to replace you =)
i know you want me to be happy and entertained =)
but she cant replaced you =)
coz you are not that complicated compared to Heart =)
i'm sorry too to replace you =)
sudden replace isn't it =)
i'm sorry to abandon you =)
but you are useless =)
of coz i will never forget your usefullness =)
never will i make u not feel appreciated =)
but becuase of your creator =)
you are nothing compared to lilzieard =)
but i'm going to miss both of you =)
both of you have been serving me =)
so this is my last appreciative word to you =)
i'll miss you very much! =)
and yes. i'll surely miss my pink mp3 creative and also my LG flip handphone =(
second...
finally,
gotten my raya pictures from MAZ
thank you MAZZIELAZZIE!!
i'll upload tmr...
...
i feel like there's something i need to sae,
but i forgot
ouh wells
...
My Rants | 10:04 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
[*__*]
lets see if you are able to find the processess... =)
this is what happen when four ladies are bored
ps:
i'm still waiting for someone's hari raya pictures!!!....psssssttt!!when?.....until we graduate???...hehehe!!
My Rants | 2:31 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
[*__*]
why?
why oh why?
must you pass away?
why did you die on me?
dont you love me?
dont you like me?
dont you??...
why?
why oh why?
must you leave me alone?
why cant you wait for me to find a new you?
who can i find to replace you babe
who?
tell me who!!??
because of you!
I'm soo depressed
why now?
why?
babe,
you are mine and always be mine.
Wherever I went,
you are always there.
Whenever i'm lonely,
you are always there to entertain me
babe,
Why must you leave?
Why cant you wait for me to replace you?
Cant you just at least give me a signal that you are going to pass away?
Where shall i buried you?
Where shall i get the money to buy another you?
babe,
you are all i have
to entertain me when i'm bored,
you are always there to cheer me up
hen i'm lonely.
babe,
I treasure you a lot
I'm going to miss you babe.
Because of you
I'd never fail to lighten up!
babe,
I hope you heard me
I love you a lot
I'm gonna miss using u.
R.I.P
Name: Pinky Babe Zen Creative Nano Plus
D.O.B: March 2006
Place: Singapore, Creative Pte Ltd
Size: 512MB
My Rants | 8:32 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
[*_You will always be in my heart no matter what_*]
14th November 2003 is the day where we, Kassim family last celebrated our late grandmother's birthday. Today, I could not help but think of her. I know, she is in heaven, being well-taken off. She's my heart, my soul. Apart from my mommy of course. With the death, she left me only memories of me and her. A huge hole in heart could not be mend, becuase no one can replaced her. She's the only grandmother I had and experienced having. She's the worlds best amazing, caring and beautiful grandmother I ever had and I ever know. I'll always treasure her sincere lovingness and she'll always be in my heart no matter what.
To end this, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my elder brother and bismillah hirahmanirrahim to my late grandmother. =)
After the meet up, he only called me once. Irritating, annoying and I'm not guilty of lying to him. Too bad. I do not have any symphaty on him. =) And I'm going to count how many times he's calling me. While, I am hoping against hope he did not call me.
My Rants | 8:24 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
[*_Bicara_*]
Assalamualaikum kepada semua umat islam di merata dunia yang mengenali diri saya and juga ingin mengenali diri ini.
Harap anda semua bahagia di mana anda berada. Mahupun jauh atau dekat. Ingin saya menyampaikan pembicaraan tentang faktor-faktor kehidupan saya yang tidak seberapa hebatnya.
Faktor nombor satu:
- Paling saya benci dan jijik ialah umat-umat melayu yang diberanakkan ISLAM, dibesarkan ISLAM, tetapi akhirnya mendustakan agama ISLAM dengan berjudi, minum minuman yang telah diharamkan, makan makanan yang tidak dihalalkan, bercumbu-cumbuan sedangkan mereka bukan suami isteri
Faktor nombor dua:
- Tidak suka melihat anak-anak melayu membazir masa lapang dengan ^melepak atau membuat benda-benda haram seperti menghisap dadah
Faktor nombor tiga:
- Tidak suka berkawan dengan orang-orang yang *stepping cool
Faktor nombor empat:
- Tidak suka membazirkan masa
Faktor nombor lima:
- Suka membaca buku dan menulis apabila ada masa lapang
Faktor nombor enam:
- Suka mendengar lagu Linkin Park dan Spider kerana ia sangat *calm
Faktor nombor tujoh:
- Suka berkawan dan suka menyakat orang
Faktor nombor lapan:
- Kalau hendak sesuatu ^memang senang dapat
Faktor nombor sembilan:
- Suka berjalan-jalan, melencong dan melancong ke negeri orang
Faktor nombor sepuluh dan terakhir sekali:
- Suka bersenyum kerana senyuman yang manis adalah di sukai oleh Allah Subhanallah Taala.
Sekian. Terima Kasih kerana sudi membacanya dan mendengar perbicaraan ini.
Waalaikumsalam Warahmatullah.
***chey...look at my malay...it took me about an hour plus plus to complete this whateva it is. I've been wrecking my head thinking what the hell is the word in malay. I think in english, but i wrote in malay. Pardon me for the malay vocab. If you had the words or sentences that I need, feel free to correct it. =)
For instance, I was wrecking my brain, how in the world did i say calm in malay. like as in i feel calm when listening to the music. The other example will be kalau hendak sesuatu memang senang dapat. It is correct, but it sounds informal, like as if in a dialogue.
Another issue would be the difference spelling, or in malay imbohan or imbuhan. Ohkay, i forgot the spelling, but it does not matter. For example, per and pem.
So, all of you who do not understand what I'm talking about, wells, it's just a random stuff. I feel like talking in malay, but then, it's really hard for me to talk or write in a formal malay, compared to english. Do not ask me why. Seriously, even numbers, I had to think in English, then translate it to malay. It took me a minute to say sembilan tiga empat sembilan lapan tujoh enam satu. meaning nine three four nine eight seven six one. And it took me seconds to type it in english. See, how bad my malay is.
My Rants | 9:06 PM
[*__*]
HE's BACK!!!!!
yay!!!
i'm happy for now!!!
miang, gatal kau wardha!!
for your info peeps
its other pple i'm referring to...
happy to see him!!
after being in the depressed mood with wanie aka vanie
i'm sooo glad that he's still there
at least i've got something to look forward...
haha...
so
now you guys must be thinking
why am i blogging early in the morning?
coz guess what
three of my bus are early
920, 963, 902
=)
weee...
so i'm early!!
and wanie
my stomach sleeping
so he didnt make any sound
and i want it to be he (boy)!!
haha!!
c ya!!
i'm happy!!
My Rants | 8:13 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
[*__*]
you know
sometimes
when you need someone to love you
someone of the opposite attract
you want it so badly
you'll go for whateva it takes
you get desperate
fuck
i feel so naive
i feel so desperate
and in the end i dissappointed myself
first time meetting a friend of mine from friendster
thought he is sweet from all the messags that he gave me
but then
he aint no sweet
first of all
he did'nt say hi
second of all
he scolds me for being late
third of all
he acts COOL when he's not
fourth of all
he is JERK ASS
all sweet messages were all faked
in the end getting to meet the face-to-face with the person
end up feeling disappointed
luckily my hopes are not high
he's hideous...no seriously
ohkay
got to admit
he's so not COOL, no looks at all, none of my imagination
and worst
he act COOL, act tough!
FUCK!
i already told you i hate people who acts COOL
No wonder he got 4 exes.
I began to think all of them are like me
stupid and foolish
but
i'm not the bad kind who stop befriending him
so, since he wants to befreind me,
i shall be his friend only
not more than friend
and i'm lucky
becuase some part of my brain and my heart co-operate well
telling me not to put high hopes on
and now
i'm soo not looking for tmr
coz
tmr is JAVA
he's not there animore - starting to miss him (gawd wardha)
i feel like my life is dull, its not even exciting even if its unpredictable
shits
so what am i supposed to do?
mayb
i should start doing something
for instance
reduce my weight and food intake
becuase i've been vomitting!
nono...i'm not pregnant larh seh
and also i can wear any clothes i want
gear up my studies
aiming for top 5% esp when i am in multimedia specialization
hope against hope that my pp pass
then i'll kiss the three of them
finished yr 2 sem 2 coz it sux - left 8 more weeks
go out wif my best buddies
missing them
hope against hope he did not transfer or quit his job
missing him badly
finally
be myself
think twice
My Rants | 8:38 PM
[*_Future_*]
Now that i think about it
I am not sure whether I am ready for it
Its not easy
To erase
What i've been thinking and feeling
Even though I am with my friends
The feelings went away for a while
Yes
I am scared
Scared of what my future would look like
Scared of what I am going to be
Scared that in the end it's me who hurt the most
Scared that I end up being a useless old brat
i am AFRAID
i am afraid of everything that might happen to me
because my life is sooo unpredictable
My Rants | 2:35 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
[*_Sentosa Outing_*]
My Rants | 11:49 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
[*__*]
gawd!!!!!....
i just screwed up my future!!...
damn it!..damn me!!
why...why should you know about that company that i'm doing profilling on?...
aarrrggghhh!!!
yes. i screwed up my professional profilling!!. its a module in my RP, where we should pass in order to graduate!...damn it!...and i screwed it!...gawd!!...i can cry at that point of time!.
and now i'm waiting for my result!...its hell of time!
i have 3 accessor. one of them are my advisor, the other twos are the other advisors. so, there's this advisor, he knows the company that i profilling on, coz he'd been working there for i donnoe how long!...i panicked. becuase i only used my common sense to write something for the company!. aarggh!!.
and went i see my comment, it's bad!...real bad!...here's the comment, and tell me...
but its fun going sentosa with my dearies and going shopping with my sayangs. they just make my day, make me forget about my pp!
went sentosa with the W14Ds mate. was late to meet them as i had pp. so i went with haira to pahlawan beach. my outfit was soo unsuitable. even the swimming suit. coz i thought of swimming there, but the thought of the seaweed, rocks, stagnant water, makes me drew back. so, we play ball, cam whoring here and there. den after which, met uni n faisal, went town shopping!
me bought 1 black cardigan at $27, long doll dress at $22, tube dress at $13. since everything is sale, i'm loving every seconds. i also bought face powder, de same shade. it really has my skin color!!!...i bought it at $15. n it smelled nice!!...
den we went to coffee bean, buy ice-cream. it was fun!...and a $100 bucks gone! just like that. my clothes and make up - only cost me $80..de rest spend on food from morning till night.
it was fun! i wanna go again!!
pictures will be uploaded soon!!
My Rants | 11:48 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
[*__*]
i'm not in love
i've yet to find a true love
someone who dares to open my heart
and touch my soul
but till now
i'm all alone
wondering in the midst of light
searching for my other soul
i dont belong here nor there
that's when i realised i'm confused
i confused myself between reality
i confused myself between fantasy
but i prefer to be in fantasy
where everything i did is right
where i am the center of attention
where i can do anything beyond my reality
if only my english or malay is damn powerful
i could do anything i want
i could write anything i want
i want to be a writer
i want to be a producer
i want to be a teacher
and
i want someone special to love me for who i am.
My Rants | 9:44 PM
[*_Busy Body_*]
Been busy...
with pp poster, pp presentation, outings with my dearies. meeting my cuzzies.
finally, now i'm free. free to study, that is.
need lots and lots of effort to study, i have a week left. but of course, in a week, i have pp presentation on wednesday, going out with W14Ds on Wednesday, going out with Uni on Wednesday! and the rest of the day, i'm free.
poster done!. =)
pictures of raya from iqa has arrived, but i'm waiting for maz's pictures!
waiting...
My Rants | 11:02 AM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
[*_Eika Engagement Ceremony_*]
hey ho
This is the pictures that I promise of Eika's Engagement Ceremony!.
The bride (Eika)
The friendship that was build in 2001 and up till now are strong
The loves between us
Members since 2001 - 2005
and i'm alreadi missing you all. =(
My Rants | 11:40 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
[*_izwan pilus vs zed zaidi_*]
tell me who's hot and who's not.
it took me one whole third meeting to do this.
My Rants | 9:27 AM
