Saturday, September 29, 2007
[*_Breaking fast_*]
Breaking fast wif my besties and close frenz are the best!!!!
thursday, break fast with uni n faisal...at far east!. eat laksa!!..yummy!!...den we talk, survey shops, eat dis bread pretzels and dip it wif choc cost me abt 3.10...but it was damn nice n i'm damn full...den we went to mc cafe n chill n took pictures!!!...loving it!!...n FRIDAY MY FRENS!!dont forget yarh!!...SEOL GARDEN!!..dont worie...no need to blanja me larh!!..i'm joking!!..
friday, break fasst with one my de devils, maz and 2 of my frenz, khad n sha!!...went breaking fast at beach rd!...happily skip 6p!...idiots!!...but somehow i was damn tired...den all i can do is laugh at wad dey r talking...true, suddenly i dont feel like talking...sometimes my mind wonders to bed...lucky me khad got maz...so maz layankanlarh si khad tu...den met sha at beach rd...ate satay n nasi goreng n best part!!...chocalate shake!!...weee!!...nicey nice!!...after eating, i'm back...my mind is fresh!!...chit chat a bit...my eyes itched...found my contat lense out of my eyes...decided to put back n let maz see whether it is directly at my black eyes...but the contact lense flew out of fingers happily n we screamed!...eyes on us...feel damn paisey...dont want to wear n feel blur...half eyes not dat great to go out wif...mabok tau!!...den after de idiotic incident, we walk towards esplanade...damn far larh!!...tired, sweaty, smelly!!..but wen reaching, it was nice!!...saw a full red moon which is damn low...i was thinking...ehy since when singapore can see moon like that...get scared...but it was beautiful!!...sooo unfortunately half of my eyes can see clearly...den go n search for de moon...half de way, my toe bone got misplaced...fucking pain!!..its always like dat...but i didnt noe that my toe bone can got misplaced when i walk...it usually wen i'm strettching...have to stop...but inisist on walking...go mac, buy drinks, den walk back again..dis time round, the moon was quite high, but i sat on bird drop!...shit head!!...in the end...i was damn tired and feel so suay...i donnoe whether i'm enjoying myself...but i know is i enjoyed being wif them...even though it was a suay day for me...but i enjoyed being with them...
this year, my health is not good...worst!...i'm putting more weight, i get sick 2 times in a mth!...n my couth doesnt even stop!...i'm kinda scared now...haiz...shouldnt be thinking abt this...
btw!!...PP OVER!!..havent approved larh!!...but OVER!!...
n i want the PICTURES!!!
My Rants | 4:09 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
[*_my grades_*]
RJ Question: Below are my grades.Compare and contrast.Analyse it. =)
haha!!...the =) after every RJ questions reminds me of LI YAN!! my fav data comm faci!! miss him A LOT! including bumblebee!!!!
My Rants | 10:14 PM
[*_life_*]
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am
You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And know I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
qoated in you are the music in melife has been tough
but now i realise
that even though how tough my life is
i still have my love ones with me
my family, my cuzzins, my frenz
true
everyday i keep on complaining that i'm bored
but now after this incident
i realise i shouldnt be
i should be thankful to ALLAH Subhanallah ta-alla
he gives me eyes to see and observe and cry when my loves ones hurt
brains to think and not follow the wrong doings of others
ears to listen to my loves whining, music and azan berkumandang
mouth to tell the truth and say something which cheers my love ones and to bace Al-Quran
nose to smell something horrible
feelings to feel my loves ones hurtness
i admit
i cant see pple crying
i cant watch and read something sad and touching
i cant hear emo songs coz i'll go all moody
howver, i realise
all these stuffs lead me to create my own imagination in which it can become a story
now that i realise that i could actually start to do something
yeah
i know its crazy
its impossible
its dumb
but i want to tell someone to write a story of my imagination
true
my languages are not As or Bs or even Cs
but my imagination is running wild wanting to tell a story
but i need someone to write for me
n i want it to be in movies, especially in suria
coz not a lot of good shows
n i bet mine is good
except i need someone to write it for me
n i need someone to support me with what i'm doing
i dont want to b famous
but i want my ideas to run
rite now
i'm planning on how to write my ideas
n the thing i hate most now
is seeing my loved ones cry and getting hurt
sometimes i just wished i could do something
but i cant
i could only hope for the best
sometimes i just wished that i could say something soothing
but i cant
no words could come out
n i hate pple blaming my frenz(not the teasing blame)
even though i noe its thier fault
but i think its partly our fault becuase you didnt do anithing to stop it
n i'm glad that i have my sisters around me
thnks girls!
i know i never confese these to u guys
but rite now i have to
thank you for being there for me when i needed you girls the most
thank you for annoying, irritating, teasing and scolding me,
laughing with me and entertain me
yes!
its you girls that i'm referring to
from my cuzzins to my sec school 3 besties to my 3 close W14D frenz to my 3 close W15L frenz and to my 2 close W65Q frenz
my life has nvr been better after meeting and knowing you girls
that's why i thank god for giving me this pple
you might not know this
but i feel like you are like my very own sisters!!
in which i'm longing for one!!
lurpe u gurls!!
My Rants | 9:34 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
[*_Dream_*]
i do not know how i got here
but i am with haira
i say "Haira! This is the shop!"
Haira replied something in which i did not hear
i was staring at the door
trying to peep whether there is anyone inside
there isn't,
the lights are off,
the chains are being locked at the door handle
i find myself being left alone.
i went to a coffeeshop
saw this aunty
ask her whether the shop has already closed down
she shook her head and pointed at the shop.
i was at the shop now
there are lights
only 3 people are busily typing and looking at their computers
there's an old, tall, crooked man
bald on his sharp head.
he come to me
asked me why i came
i tell him i want to interview him.
with a sigh
he saes, "the problem is...."
knowing that he did not want to be interviewed
he sits down at his desk
look at me
and with a face of disgust
he signed a paper which is attached to my hands
suddenly a girl come and ask for his autograph
he sign it with insincerity and
tell me to scuttle along.
suddenly i was on my bed
eyes open wide,
thinking of what i've dreamed
make me want to tell my friends
and learning that i've been stressed with my PP!!
haha!!
funny isn't it??...
you just read my dream!!...i remember. it was soooo real and horrible. haiz.
now i'm in national library. trying to finish my PP. the only real problem i have here is that my interviewer havent yet replied me!
ARGGGHHH!!!
now you know why i dreamed of it!.
hah!
c ya!
1 mth and 1 week
My Rants | 7:27 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
[*__*]
oUhkay...this are my expectations from BOYS
1) Fingernails and Toenails must be short and clean. No such thing as long fingernail. I tend to judge you did not pray. No yellowish nails, coz i tend to judge you are smoker.
2) Refrain saying any vulgar language whether you like it or not.
3) Do not honked or whistle or wink. I think you are whimp ass who are afraid to ask girls out.
4) No-no hair dyieng. Islam doesn't allow it, whether its halal or not.
5) No-no wearing tote bags, coz i think you are GAY! even some thinks it looks cool
6) Never ever show off your bodies - whether you are bones, packs or fats
7) No-no bitching!I know a lot of guys BITCHED about people!
8) NO smoking! Thank you!
9) Pray 5 times a day including friday prayers and 'terawih'. Even though I know I'm not perfect.
10) Do not try to show off with your god-damn bikes. Coz its irritating!. Not jealous, i'm scared of riding on bikes!
11) RESPECT THE LADIES AND ORANG-ORANG TUA!
12) Loves me for who I am; make me feel pampered!
13) No forces!
Yeah. That's my expectations. It's just someone i saw. Disgusted me. All i did was stare and stare at his nails. I dont think i will married guys opposite race of me. It just turn me off to married guys opposite of my race. Sorry! But it's the fact.
Wells, next is my expectations after fasting month.
1) Slim down a bit. Flabby are everywhere surrounding me.
2) Do a bit of housework with sincerity. Well, it's unfair coz i got boys!
3) No vulgar language and bitching during the fasting month.
4) Pray five times a day.
5) Focus on my four modules.
6) Finish up my pp module.
7) Bond well with my new classmates (W64C)
8) Break fast with all my friends
9) Go jalan-jalan hari raya
10) Do something about WeBlog attendance.
haha!!...this is just some random thoughts.
class now improving. they are noisy, but its just that they talk with one another. it's like they know people already. except for me. but my two of my teammates are talking to me. GOOD INDICATION. I like them too!. A malay girl, two chinese girls alreadi smiling at me! good start!. but i wander where is the other malay girl?. somehow i could not talk to her yet. but i think i got this feeling that we will gonna be ohkay. we'll be like W14D. but not that much!. of all three sems, i love my class!. i'm still contacting and loving all my classmates from three different classes. see, that's the best thing in RP.
april was surprised to see my quiet. see. how bad!. luckily i got maz, wanie, april and khad for the company. or else.
i will die if i got no friends!. i cant be alone. i hate being alone. i feel lonely.
RP isnt that bad. mayb for first timers, you feel like you dont like it because everyday you come 8.30, read problem statement, do FMT, do research, discuss amg ur teammates, do ppt. n ends at 4.00. class changing every semester. some modules are hard. its all your luck larh!.
but for me, now, i know how to study myself. i'm trying hard to disipline myself. i'm more open. more talkative. more friends. learn that there are some crazy and wild nice pple, friendly, funny, lame!. you get to adapt yourself to situation like this, especially if your working requires projects.
so come to RP! PBL system (easy, happening, fun)...nothing to be stress about. show your hard working and effort, then you are on the way to graduation!
My Rants | 7:46 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
[*_PP_*]
ohkay...
i'm doing PP.
have to start.
cannot wait any longer.
must pass and finish it within this year.
now, i'm still waiting for the interview and then i'm done.
lets hope so.
my report now is half way done.
i'm not really a disipline child where i really focus on my stuff.
there are always something that distract me.
there are always something that i am distracted.
see the difference?
oh wells, this is my goal(like as if i can totally focus my goal):
- 1 week to do my interview
- 1 week to do my report
- at least 1 week to do my poster
- and i am done.
- not yet
- i forgot that i need to maintain my 3.0 GPA and get more
- so after pp can talk abt my modules.
My Rants | 1:00 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
[*_Updated Adverka! Flash It_*]
ohkay ohkay...i forgot to update the camp!.
Overall, it was fun!!...esp when the campers gone wild!
2nd day:
we were to do filming and editing. sorie azree, but somehow i dont think my mind and soul is not there. i'm not focused. i dont feel like i belong to the group. i donnoe why. but the best part that i like was playing the games. they were to play caterpillar games and break the line. it was hilariously funny!!...i was laughing very hard until i feel like peeing. actually, it was supposed to be a race, but since there were little participants, we decided to just mixed and challenge. n our last game for the secind day was shipmates. in these two games, there are at least 3 teams. 2 teams are made up of outsource team leaders and participants. the one team are made up of webloggers.
3rd day:
final day - presentation - water games - prize presentation
i couldnt catch the presentation, i only saw maz's team video. it was damn funny too!!...got logic there...den after the presentation, we had water games. the participants including the outsource team leaders were to play. we blindfold each and everyone of them and made them sit in one straight line. after which we left them, looking like a complete idiot!...wahaha!!...but then, we sympathize them. so, we let the IC, syahira to direct them...we, the webloggers, bomb them with our water bomb. they are soaking wet!!!...
n then, that's when the campers gone wild. they break lose and took out their blindfold and took the pail and one by one all webloggers are being dumped with water!...haha!!...but it was fun!!...i didnt want to wet my pants, but then thnks to KHADIJAH, she hit me with the plastic bomb, right in front of *tooooo*...i was soaking wet. every webloggers are wet!...
n finally we celebrated syahira's birthday. at first with birthday cake, then with flour!...haha!!..reminds me of the time we saboo may with flour!...
n to all the muslim out there!. happy fasting month/selamat berpuasa!...yes. today is the first day of fasting month.
so let just say...
4 days to my new sem
a mth to eika's birthday and hari raya
a mth to finish up my pp (VIT)
1 mth and 15 days to someone special day!
My Rants | 2:38 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
[*_Adverka! Flash It!_*]
Day 1:
My IG/CCA WeBlog@RP organise a recruitment camp for the year 1s to join us. We are thinking of making them learn and understand flash and movie making. At first, the response were good!. There were at least 44 RP students want to join us. So, we planned this for 1 mth. Confusions are everywhere, lateness are present.
My role was to present flash. I know the basic. Luckily we had Shiekh, the pro of the flash. While we are having a meeting about lacking of manpower, I thought maybe we could outsource team leaders. My mind was on my classmates who wants CE pts. In the end, we get the approval.
Everything then went right. Until, today. Out of 44 students, only 8 responsible students came. It was so frustrating!. We had already gone through so much trouble, but in the end, 8 came. At least, if half of them come, still it's quite good.
So, while waiting, I get to know that the new class are out. I was so excited. Used firdaus's laptop. Found out that I'm in W64C. Bad. The class have no windows!!. I can't study at a place where there is no window!!. Worst still, I did not even know anyone in my class. Double HAIZ!!
Back to the camp.
In the end, there are 3 teams. Have opening speech, quite disappointed with the turn up. While they are having their ice breakers, I prepare for my presentation with Sheikh. I do not know how it went. But i really cant stand looking at Azree's smirking face!. It really distracts me. Then, when come to the practical, I'm useless. I forgot almost everything larh!. SHIT!. NOT PREPARED! Lucky we have two pros in flash!.
Eat at canteen using our own money. TOO BAD!. Then, I was to replace Adib as he is one of the judges. Same group with Azree. Do task for the team. I like the game part. The end of it. I was having a FUN TIME watching them fooling around, making mistake!. but not the part where i was being SABOO to dance with MR AZREE!!. thanks arh!. i was so happily laughing at people misery!. Overall, the game was not bad!. Get to laugh out loud, until my throat sore. My favourite is laughing out loud. Cannot be help!.
Now, I can't actually wait for tommorrow. Let's hope they come!.
Now, dont disturb me. My throat are sore, my lips are painful and i've yet to do the flash thingy.
My Rants | 9:52 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
[*__*]
bulls eyes!!..
haha!...ohkay...so now are u glad that i've been updating regularly?. realize that?. isnt it good??...haha!..coz i've got something interesting happens in my life everyday for this week. maybe next week, i wont be updating. will be thinking most about the camp and my PP!!..sheesshhh...
wells, i've done reading HARRY POTTER BOOK!!!..the last book!...it was really touching, scarry and yet romance are there!...haha!!...wells, four good ones area dead...one of them are one of the red-headed family!...haha!!...n finally he really actually say that he really love him, after how he treated him...coz he loves his mother really well!!...the two of them are finally realizing their love...and the one who deserves to die are all dead!!..serve them right!!..but some who didnt deserve are dead...its a sad story...even though the story is thrilling and all, but its quite sad. imagine if you were to be like him and one by one his loved ones suffered and died. first his parents, then his godfather, then his fav, closer, intelligent, good headteacher, then he's fav, closer teacher too and last his best fren's bro...all of them died...yeah...imagine he had to suffer...
well, the ones who read the story will know what i'll be talking abt...the rest of you, go and read!!...
n now, after finishing, i'm planning to buy the books, esp de last 2 books.
clear all my data in my c drive. somehow donnoe why, it was getting lesser. planning to buy hard disk.
n finally!. i'm doing the flash ppt!..yeah!.finally, after abt how many days, weeks and mths!! haha!..aiming to finish it tmr, so i can give sheikh to edit and look thru. after all, i'm only the intermediate teaching the beginner.
My Rants | 4:47 PM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
[*__*]
yay!!...first of all...
29th August 2007:
HAPPY BELATED 19th 2 days BIRTHDAY SITI KHADIJAH RAHMAN!!!...weeee!!
Isnt it fast?...my friends have all reached 19, and i've yet to reached 19. it will be in 4 mnths time?...yea...so plan!!...haha
have SAS/SEG Facilitator Photoshop Workshop...n guess who's the incharge?...ME...dats right. ME. Me. It was ohkay larh due to the first time experiencing. no mess. except some of my members thought have only 12 facis. SOrry guys for confusing u all!. The laptop was there, mouse and adapter was there. The class was open, so it's a relieved to me. However, sorry guys once again!. i'm late!. haha!. cant be help!. i was sooo damn tired larh!. yeah n i know i wrote on the meeting requests 8.30am SHARP!. my mistake!.but all my worries have gone. they also bring their laptops. then facis started coming in. de excos were outside waiting and guiding the facis. at abt 9.30, it was onli 10 or 9 facis. we waited. i asked the facis whether mdm rooma, the one that is incharge of the photoshop workshop, found out that she's sick and unable to come.so, we started at 9.45. n i was to give a welcome speech, in which i'm soo totally not ready. and i've got problem with the title SAS/SEG Facilitator Photoshop Workshop. it was like toungue twister. esp when you are nervous. my words are all jumbled up. yeah. then, finally the presentation starts. the presentation was quite ohkay due to the fact that we have no rehearsal and also no two projectors and the speakers are new to it, so not blaming them, i'm congratulating them for their effort, esp when they added in some extra info. in the end, the event ends at 12.45 and some of the facis had to leave. overall, it was quite ohkay larh. not much things to plan. but the classroom was quite squeezzy. esp with some webloggers who keep on talking at the back and doesnt even care to help. they are even late. den have a brief meeting abt the next event which is coming up. i have no comments. i just hope it went well, n i think i'm going to help. n i've yet to do my flash ppt. in which i timed myself to end it on latest by tuesday, so i could give sheikh to edit. haizzzz
30th august 2007:
when to SENTOSA with my darlings!!!..weeeee!!...went out abt 9.45 and reached harbour front abt 10.31. was very early, n haira n april are late!!!..haha!!..haira late!!..yay!!..i beat U for the first time!!...hehe!but very very late!!..haha!!..but dont worie haira. i'm not angry!...lucky u!...hehe..n dont feel guilty april, coz i'm happy that we took a lot of pictures!!!..haha!!...ouh yeah, we camwhore starting from waiting for haira until the end of our journey. i thought to play at the beach, but somehow it was raining, so ended up going to fort siloso. camwhoring there!!...have a lot of shouts, giggling and laughter. shurin was sooo into ang mos.!!..haha!!...it was a fun ride larh!!...
we went to take the monorail from vivo costs us $3 to and fro. cool rite, but it was confusing. we acted like we are the tourists, coz they keep welcoming us. it was quite confusing coz we didnt noe where to alight. finally after one round. we alight at imbiah (i think), then we was lost, didnt noe how to go to fort siloso and asked the workers there. they told us to take the blue line. that's when i noe.
"hey!!.this is not confusing as i thought it would be!!!. now i can take anyone i knew!!!"
haha!!..cool rite!!..we also realized we could take red line. the tickets to go inside the fort siloso was $8. quite cheap compared to the rest and quite worth it. we got the tram, we got the guide only until the top of the hill, den we went on our own guide. it was fantastic. the last time i was hear, when i was K1?. yeah wif my sailor outfit. haha!..n it was quite different hear...wave at all the guides there. went to a dark passage and we are all soo scared. going to the tunnel. and guess what this actually reminds me of a show that i watched.
a thailand horror movie, where it is a game show to see who is the last person to stand at this particular island. this particular island is an island whereby pple and soldiers are being tortured. it's very scarry and haunted. n then the one who tortured it, tortured the person at this particular time and date. then, the time and the date reached, and those who are at the island were being killed. n left no one. i've forgot quite a lot of details larh, coz half the time i was closing my eyes.
so, going there reminds me of this. however, i dont talk abt it wif them. incase they are scared. then, finally, without realizing the time, it was 3.00pm and april had to go. so we decided to go to our last beach, which is pahlawan beach. quite a lot of pple there, when its still not school hols. but it was great larh. the water was quite dirty, not as dirty as at ecp or pasir ris. we took pictures, then took the tram and the monorail back home. such a pleasant journey!!...pictures will be uploaded tmr!!...
31st august 2007:
when to meet khad, netty, may!!!!...wee!!!..was early again...supposedly meet netty at 2 to buy khad's present, but khad was early to for she accompany her mom to arab street. n my prepaid was low. so no communication. and i was left waiting at the bus stop until 2.45, when i saw khad. walk wif her and finally the other two shows up. thought of watching dead silent. i was scared, but since, two of them one to watch, so i have to let it go, but bugis doesnt have that show or hairspray too. so we went to eat nasi ayam penyet near bugis there. it was ex, but, it was damn delicious. nvr had i taste like this before. n i'm soooo going to bring my parents there. the drinks was delicious too!!..it costs me abt 8 bucks!...but its worth!!..i'm satisfied. full, bloated and delicious!!...yumyum!..
den we went to shaw towers, thought of watching the movie there. we were lost at first. went to the bollywood theatre. so damn confident saying this is the theather!..ahha!!..finally we found it, but the show that i wanna watch are all there. but donnoe why, we decided to go suntec and watch there. we cannot watch hairspray coz when we reached, the hairspray was abt to start. dead silent only at 1.00 and in the end we watched ratatoooilee.. donnoe how to spell, but it was worth it larh. the seat was great, the food was great!!...the show was soo funny and soo good!..i give it 4/5 coz when there are a lot of rats!..its disgusting to look at!!...eeeyyyyeeewww!!..den walk around and wen home. tired larh, but satisfied!!...
pictures will be uploaded tmr larh!!..
i'm tired alreadi.
My Rants | 11:50 PM
