Tuesday, August 28, 2007
[*_ZOOOOOOO!!_*]
ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!!..went to zoo with khad, may, (surprisingly) cheryl, (khad's friends) alice and sha...
it was fun. even though it rains.
reach zoo at abt 12.
rains,
wait at KFC.
while waiting,
eat.
rain does not stop.
decide to go ang mo kio hub
took 138 (i think)
reached at about 35 mins (i think)
walk around
by the time
rain subsidies
called the zoo place
said its not raining
happy
go back
saw a lot lot lot animals
excited when it comes to white tiger, rabbit place, watch seal and penguins perform. and in the end
watch my FAVOURITE!!
POLAR BEARS!!!yea!!
However, when i look at the polar bear, he seems to be lonely and i can feel that he's worrying, he wants something, he kept pacing at the back wanting his keeper, but there's no one. i dont like it at all. he's not happy!!...i feel so bad!!...i wanna be a zookeeper but i wanna take care of polar bear!!...if i take care of the polar bears, i will not leave them alone. i will definately play with them. haiz. if only someone can tell me how to be a zookeeper.
poor polar bears, especially the one at the singapore zoo. he's not enjoying himself!!...he looks sad...yeah, i can feel him!...haha
i was wondering is that the bear who boo me when i was younger?. if he was, then i wanna hug him, hold him and sae that everything is going to be okay. haiz, that was the saddest one.
wen back at 6.00. its quite tiring and i smell like one of the animals who shit! pictures will be uploaded soon...
now, abt tmr...haiz, i'm scarred. what if its disorganisable?. the only thing that i'm scared is the laptops (how many of them will remember to bring), whether the timing is okay, whether the tasks i gave is okay and whether the room is open. that's what i'm scarred of. heh!...i'm a worrier!...
My Rants | 8:25 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
[*__*]
i think its time for me to say this.
i had enough of you acting that you are one big higher ranking person, because you are NOT and you will NEVER BE!!
you had already lose my RESPECT!
i am NOT impressed with your attitude AND your emails!
READ BETWEEN THE LINES!!
if you know this, then you better
BACK OFF!!
or
FUCK OFF!!
argggh!!!
you know what, now that i think of this, its better for me to be in a group of close friends who are mixture - chinese, malay, indian, etc
for ex: my W14D class - we are close, no matter how different we are, we tolerate and understand each other feelings and races. NOT much conflicts occur. We will always go down as a class and from there on, we are as close as the days past by. There's no bad influenced, its always a good influence.
and then, when i think about my secondary times, when i was once a NETBALLER, there are a lot of chinese players. yes, they are good, however, they do not like to mix with us (the malay gurls - they are the group of malay girls, my friends) and sometimes, we could feel that they does not like us. So, i ended up getting closer to the malay girls (in which i am closer to them and being influenced). When they never come, i planned to absent, however, it is difficult for me, wells they knew it. However, the motivations of attending the practice are 1 to a 100. see, when you are with malays (ur close friends, you tend to do things with them and you like it), however, when you are alone with non of your close friends, but a group of students whom are different than you, you might feel so left-out and the chances of you getting excited and play well is 0.01%.
however, when i get to RP, be a WeBlog member, with a lot of malay students inside, i realize its the worst. Some BIG-HEADED students will simply just stepped on your head and some idiots students will simply ignore what high-ranking students are talking. ONE thing is because of jealousy. They simply wanted to be in high position. If they dont get it, and you are the same race as them, then they will definately stepp on your head.
See, the difference. When you are in a community of a lot of your same race, you tend to get jealous and think that you are better. Jealousy and rumors are easily spread.
However, when you are in a commmunity whereby you are the only different race, you tend to find yourself lost, left-out.
So, now, i'm proud to be a SINGAPOREAN, apart from the beauty, cleaniness and education. Its the way they teach us to mixed with different races. From here, i learnt that being friends with different races are much better than being friends with same races.
But of course, i always treasure my friends. i LoVE my friends (esp my 3 twss bestie, my 2 RP bestie, my 1 RP fav fren, my 4 RP close friends).
SO THIS IS TO YOU.
KAU JANGAN NAK PIKIR KAU MANER NYER BESAR NAK KASI EMAIL TU
KAU TAKDER HAK NAK KASI EMAIL TU
MENTANG MENTANG AKU KASI MUKE KAT KAU
KAU PIJAK PULAK MUKE AKU
SKARANG KAU BOLEH BERAMBOS ARH!
KAU JANGAN INGAT AKU TAK BERANI NAK REPLY!
KAU SALARH ARH!
INGAT KALAU KAU BUAT LAGI
MUKE KAU TU AKU PECAHKAN!!
CEBAI!
aku tahu korang mesti shocked bace "puisi" atas ni. nilarh balasannyer orang yg melampau kat aku.
Sorie pple, its malay. since the person that i loathed is malay. not that i care whether his friends know that i'm talking about him. i dont care. he needs to know.
My Rants | 11:42 PM
[*_uni's birthday_*]
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY UNI!!!
haha!!..went to meet and treat uni, faisal and uyul for pizza. yeah...my budget was $30, but of course, sure enough its $50. but, i dont mind, coz i'm not that broke, only i'm broke on that day larh. coz i brought $50 only. yeah. one day finished!...
it was fun meeting them and talking to them. unfortunately uyul can't meet us, she's meeting us at a later time. we ate without her. we camwhore, but the pictures in faisal's hp...n i WANT THAT HP!!..its cool!!!...so unfortunate i cant bluetooth it!...idiot!! my phone, or else i'll alreadi upload it and let u all see the wonders of the O2 camera!...
while walking towards heeran and met yul, my slippers break. ouh yeah!!...it was soooooooooooo freaking embarrased larh!!..n dey of coz laugh at my misery!!...haha!!...but lucky they got friend there working and asked for safety pin. faisal, the rescuer pin it up for me. while he was pining up my slippers and uni was talking to her friend, yul saw dis bag. it was cute!!..n it costs 2 for $10!!...i love it!!..thanks uyul!!...haha!!..
aniwae, UNI sorry for making u upset. i donnoe why you are upset though, maybe we dont talk to you much. not blaming anyone though, but i blame myself. somehow the atmosphere changed during night. uni's upset over something and found uyul's dirty secret. oh wells. i hope you had a great evening aite!.
me n de birthdae gurl...
this is the bag uyul bought for me...
My Rants | 12:27 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
[*_OUTING!!!_*]
ITS TIME!!!...for PICTURES!!!
they said pictures paint a thousand words. I'm lazy to type my feelings and my happiness and my enjoyment!. If want to know more read my previous post. So, accio pictures!
FIREWORKS!!!
With May, Khad, Sha...
UPWORDS or UPLOAD??
our everyday lessons...(Famous Words)
Pizza
celebrate Wanie's Birthday...
Gelare
random outing...
Gelare
HUNGRY GURLS FESTIVALS...
My Rants | 12:44 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
[*__*]
Its TIME!!
TODAY:
1 more day to the last and final UT for Sem 1
1 more class to the last and final UT for Sem 1 (Nolarh, actually 3 more classes, but i prefer to skip, since my grades are all well-what-can-you-say much better than last sem, NO KIDDING)
2 more times to meet my SETANS!! (Gonna miss them badly seh!!. Are we still going to eat PIZZAAAA?? and Happy Birthday WANIE!!!)
9 more days to my bestie birthdae (gonna treat her PIZZAAA)
11 more days to my fav fren birthdae (celebrating on 1st Sept)
11 more days to photoshop workshop for SAS faci (in which i'm patiently waiting for her reply)
14 more days to go out wit MAY, KHAD, NETTY, CHERYL to eat out (hint:celebration)
23 more days to Adverka!Flash IT! (Spend at School for 3 days)
26 more days to Fasting Month (In which i havent pay yet)
29 more days to new SEM (hope my SETANS are same class as me)
47 more days to Hari Ray (MONEY!!)
47 more days to my bestie birthdae (forgot who)
62 more days to someone's special day (related to the above point)
Haiz...so you see how bored am I? Keep Counting down the days (Donnoe why) SO let me update you guys about what's going on...
School
missing my SETANS!!...i actually dont care about changing class, as long as the SETANS are with me and i'm fine with it!...and of coz some of them which i prefer!...but the one that i wished can go and die is YOU!!...NO!not you readers!!...someone!!..start with S!!..dimwitted, fucked, SOAB, shit, idiot, moron, NUMBSKULL S!!..yes you!!...you can just fucked yourself!!...i suggest idea to change our presentation class to only the library...BUT NOOOO!!!!...you talk like SHIT!!..like AN ASS-HOLE!!...n u noe what?...i can actually screamed at you!!!...but i dont want my fav faci to look trouble, so i just shut-up...if not i'll scream and cut you and kill you!!..i HOPE YOU ARE DEAD!!!...in which i'm HAPPY!!..you are not welcome in our CLASS ANYMORE!!..fucking ass-hole!!..ouh yeah!!..i'm mad!!...pissed!!n i'm glad you are not in my team!!..coz YOU ARE NOT WELCOME!!!...fucked!!...YES!i'm PISSED!!
aniwae i'm gonna miss my fav faci!!!...actually my sem class not bad except for SOME OF YOU!!...but the facis are being loved, except for ONE!!...all the modules are also being loved!!..haha!!..gonna missed it!!
Loved Life
CURIOUS??? well, i'm still single mingle as always...but talking abt this makes me guilty!..yes! i've alreadi get over with my crush!! (STUPID ANYWAE) but somehow there's this someone whom i cant get over it, whom i cant decide to like or not, see he's OLDER, YES OLDER than me for like how many years..how do i noe this?..lets just say i judge him through his job!..haha!!...yea!!..i feel so guilty!!...i dont noe whether to like him or not...when he's not there, i missed him, but when he's there, i'm irritated..yeah!..nvr felt like that b4!...haiz...that's the love story of my life!!...so tell me what's that supposed to mean...
my life
i'm SICK!!..yes i'm SICK becuase of yesterday event, watch fireworks = crowds = fever...yea...n i'm typing as slow as my mind are and my head felt soo heavy!..urgghh i hate flu...its always like that...when my nose start to itch and i cant sneeze when there's a feeling of sneezing, that means i'm gonna be sick...true to the words, i end up with a heavy and spinning head, running nose and sore throat!...
n i'm SICK!!becuase you kept you can do work even though you are fasting!!...like HELOO!!!...fasting and sick, i prefer FASTING!!...i can type, my brain is clear!!...i'm soooo SICK of you!!...you loved to boast your ELDEST SON!!about being hardworkinG!!!...FUCKED LARH!!...do you even noe how pain it is for me??...i did all the chores and when i nvr did, you kept saying i'm lazy pig!!..but when your eldest son nvr do anything, you nvr say a THING!!..n now when i'm sick, you expect me to go down and buy something when you have two fucking children in the house, healthyly???...EVERYTHING IS ME!!...its always come to that part, when i didnt do anything, i'm always to be blamed, but when i get the glory, you want to be part of it, but when the others didnt do anything you were quiet!!...n of coz u get the glory!!...see, that's who you are...you keep saying that i'm your heart, but sometimes i just dont understand why you like to treat me badly...n lucky u, i'm sick, therefore i've got no energy to shout back!...you are TERRIBLE!!...
YEsteday when to watch FIREWORKS!!...it was nice, waiting for the pictures...i dont want to update coz i'm sooo lazy and tired...
Played upwords/upload with my SETANS!! n all the words come up...try to play malay words, but nothing come up...see how bad our malays are
i think i just ask my frens to upload all the pictures and i'll talk abt it in one day!
NOW I"M TIRED AND DROWSY!!
My Rants | 5:12 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
[*__*]
ARRGGGHGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i juz dont understand why
why are my hands so "itchy" that they want to touch something foreign???
why are my brains are always full of curiosity when it already knows what it's gonna be??
why don't i think first before i act???
why can't i stop eating what i should avoid (chocs)???
why can't i stop bitting my nails???
why am i stupid as to do all these things??
WHY???
DAMN!!
because of my curiosity, stupidity and itchyness, i open this msn photo file, in which i guessed it must be a virus, but then, i thought it's from my friend and they way they text it is like wad my friend always did "DO YOU THINK I SHOULD PUT THIS KIND OF PICTURES IN MY DP?" i am soo convinced that he asked me...I KNOW, yet, i accept it, i ask him, didn't reply, and without waiting for him to reply back, double click on that file...and PUFF!!!...all my contacts received the photo thingy!!!...
all THANKS to MY CURIOSITY,STUPIDITY and ITCHYNESS!!!
shit!!...i am soo gonna invend a new virus...in which it can detect the msn virus as fast as possible, remove it completely and not only that, detect the person who did this, and i'm soooo gonna sue him 1 trillion US DOLLAR!!..yarh!!...n think abt it..i deserve this money coz u need to programme the software...and if u need to programme the software, u need to be a programmer...and if you are a programmer, u need to know how to apply the exact codes and see where the codes belongs...in simple terms, they have to deal with JAVA, C++ and that means, i have to go through all these nightmares!!!... soo not me!!
BUT!!..of coz, being a smart alex, i uninstall my msn and install a new one...scanning all my viruses and remove it...in which i'm not too sure whether it's removed...so...lets wait and see untill tmr...
ok...
so in the end, i have to watch fireworks on the TV!!...yeah!!..pathetic isn't it...yup...two groups of pple asked me out, in the end (well-not-blaming-you-guys-of-coz) i went out for a while wif my fam to BP, bought a new bag!!!..haha!!..its a common leather brown bag, cost my dad $40 bucks...so its supposed to be me paying, but act innocent, pretend that i really want it badly, n i get it!!!..soo, mayb gonna wear it on monday!..of coz not everyday...i got loads of bags!!..haha!!..from sling pink bag to tote yellow and pink bag to big tote white bag to the latest one brown bag...and now moving on to my wardrobe...in which, i'm soooo gonna lose weight...been gaining a lot of weight seh!!..haiz!!...
well i got 2 more UTs to go, datacomm and java...yea...so NOT-COOL
1 week 6 days to hoildays and the end of my yr2 sem1...gonna miss de setans-setans!! hur (BOOK ME IF YOU WANNA DATE ME!!!, BOOKING OPEN NOW!!)
2 weeks 2 days to my bestie(twss) birthday...i remember u ohkay!!..if u read this, called me!!..missed ya soo much!!...cant contact u!!
2 weeks 4 days to my fav fren birthday!!...and also SAS faci (in which i havent done the proposal and asked her about the logistics stuff)
4 weeks and 3 days to Recruitment CAMP WeBlog@RP!!
4 weeks and 6 days to Fasting month (in which i havent pay yet)
5 weeks and 1 day to YR2 SEM2 (not looking forward though)
and last but not least (my fav)
8 weeks to hari raya!!...money money!!...(MATA-DUITAN)...
for this two weeks of school, i've planned to
pon:
17th August-JAva prob16
20th August-Database prob16, but mayb come meet my setans-setans coz got UT!!...URGHHH!!...
chiong early:
13 August- database prob 15
23rd August-Datacomm prob 16, last day of school!!!
YAYYYYY!!!!!!!
so far...
i've chiong for java prob 15, just now (evil grin) and database prob 14 (went to 2nd meeting) so yeah...n also my grades are mostly A and B and i'm not really that interested in those, so the percentage of me poning school is 101%...
but multimedia and datacomm is a MUST COME!!...both not really bad and not really that good, sooo, DIEDIE i have to come...but then the percentage of me not poning the school for these two modules are 101%!!
CHEY!!...
LONG ENTRY EHY!!
HAHA!! enjoy reading!!
My Rants | 11:45 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
[*__*]
she used to be quiet and reserved
she used to be dumb and stupid
who cant even absorb maths and science
yeah...she's stupid...too stupid
to be influenced
she's naive
but she's young
she don't like her childhood that much
but she treasure her love ones and what she did that time
was all lame and childish
but not to be blame
she's still young
but she remember and treasure her friends
however,
some of her friends who used to be in same school as her didn't even acknowledged it
maybe she'd changed
only god knows what's going through inside his mind
one special boy was in her heart
and still do
but now...
she's grown up
grown up to know what's good for her
to know and understand what's going on
not as dumb as she used to be
in fact,
she's on her way to climb the mount everest and reached the summit
she's talkative, joker, loves pple around her
but she still treasure her friends and love ones
she knows how to stand for her rights
she's learning how to be independent
she's involved in so many things
she's friendly
she's smiling
her face lit when she's with her friends
but it'll slowly washed away when she's alone
she doesn't like to be alone
she wont get to smile
she wont get to joke
all she get was her past dreadful memories that filled her eyes
she has a heart
in which at least three guys hurt her
but she's strong enough to let go
because she's surrounded with her group of friends
she has a heart
in which there's a hole big enough for someone to fill in
but that someone will not be able to match the one she missed badly
she fights with her parents most of the time
in which within a week,
they will get along well
she gets what she wants
sometimes she didn't appreciate it
she was sometimes treated badly
she was her mother's heart
and her heart was her mother
she loves her parents so much
that sometimes it can resort into quarreling
and she lost
but she didn't mind
because deep down
she knows she need her parents more than she need her friends
she's growing up too quickly
but she learn her mistakes
but sometimes mistakes can be repeated over again
like a habit
she began to think twice and wisely
about doing something which are against her religions
and she still believed in her god
the she now and the she past is quite different...
but both of them are ME.
My Rants | 9:17 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
[*__*]
YESSSS...i REGRET IT!!!..totally REGRET IT...
wanna noe y?
coz die die i have to back out from my interview for the medan INTERNSHIP!!!..coz i've got something else going on, which is my WeBlog IG...n i feel bad to leave them handling the events, worst, not many of them are committed and worst of all we got less manpower...so that's why we need pple from RP to help us...de more de better...i feel sad larh to back out...
i felt like i juz washed away the golden opportunity for me and my future...n i do not really feel good at all...i keep thinking about it...n really, i cant stop...
dis internship is for almost all students larh...dey have 2 vacancies for SIT students...n i was sooo damn excited larh...somemore,it's Medan and its a resort and you get to work with other people and study at the same time!!...n i think its cheaper larh...coz de school fund us...n dey sae its better if you can speak malay...n here i am, am able to speak malay, interested in the position, interested in all those kinda of things, that i didnt realise it was for the 3 weeks holidays...
So, i sign up happily n hoping dat i could be shortlisted...but in the end, i was shortlisted n i saw de ugly sentences - "3 weeks holidays"...i was depressed!!...soo depressed!!...dat i cant think about whether should i email to the interviewer or not...i keep deleting the msg...coz i really want it badly, but on the other hand, i hav my IG to mend first...i noe IG is not really that important compared to this golden opportunity...but somehow, i cant, dey had alreadi tiredly went through all this n suddenly i cant go...i feel BAD...BAD...n i hate to feel this...
if only i have de necklace that hermione have to turn back the time, i'll surely be happy to do that...but wake-up WARDHA...u r in reality...i think its a challenge for me from god about where i'll choose...but i'm telling u...even if i go to internship, i dont think i'll feel good too about leaving my IG members...yea...
c...i'm a happy-go-lucky person, but wen dis happens, when you had to be in the middle, i'll surely broke down n get confused n cant forget to think abt it...
tell me my frenz...did i make a right move?...
by going to my IG for de important event *noted: i'm one of the EXCOs for the IG*...
and ditching my golden opportunity??...tell me tell me..so all my fears can be subsidised...
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPP!!
My Rants | 9:25 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
[*__*]
YESTERDAY WAS FUN FUN FUN!!!
DOUBLE DOUBLE YAY YAY!!
yest, RP have a party and celebration...my IG/CCA took part in welcoming party...which is welcome our dearly PM to RP...
we've got our shirts...supposedly we should take SIT shirt, orange color, but then, red are much nicer! but i'm SIT loyal...i ask vengs to take it for me...so i got 2!!..but den the color run down!!...de shirt was HOT!!...as in weather...but de shirt is not bad at all actually...it was really noisy n quite happening wif de clappers going on, mascot running here n dere, flag of different schools waving, students cheer loudly as they could...even though de PM have not yet reached...my IG was being interviewed by straits times...dey r sooo excited!!...haha...dere a lot of cameras here and there, reporters here and there...n serra keep beating us wif her clappers!!..i felt like NATIONAL DAY...haha!!...
he's tall!!...n lots of bodyguards surround me n cameras are all clicking wildly!!...sometimes its fun to be him wif everyone's eyes on u n cameras clicking here n dere, big big money!!!...which i can buy a lot of things!!...but den think abt it...i dont think dey ever had any privacy...i also think that they r stressed in looking good in the public...everything muz be good...its stressful for them...n i'm glad i'm born normal...wif normal family...may not be rich, but de LOVE is there!!...
den at 8.30, party starts...mostly its rock bands...it was okaylarh..quite happening too...but den it was hot, so me, haira n izzatee went to chilling lounge to chill...coz outside was loud and i'm tired of standing dere...but at least i enjoyed a bit...i thought dey have rnb...but it was after wen i went home, dey have RnB...thnks arh!!...i went home nearly at abt 10 wif haira and izzatee, since de rest want to stay...
but oh-wells...it was fun overall!!..i think MAZ should come coz dere's got dance dat u'll like!!...
ok..dis r a few pictures u can gaze at...
My Rants | 3:58 PM
