Wednesday, February 21, 2007
[*_chinese new year_*]
haiz...guess its better for me to update ehy...screw maple story...i cant even play!..its rare to see me online larh arh, coz my wireless for my lappy gone haywire...n i cant really frequently used my home pc coz my brothers are all fighting to play..CHET!...so here we go...
its really late larh...but i wanna wish all my chinese friends Happy Chinese New Year...and its the year of the pig!...oink oink!...it was a long holidae, starting from saturday until tuesday...let me brief you what i did..
saturday, i was home all day, without no internet...lucky for me, i got games inside my lappy, so i played the whole day and getting sick of it...flip newspaper to find any available good jobs for the unexpereinced, but none of my interest are there...
sunday, at last!...i went out...out to johor, geylang patah...we want to eat there, but its in the afternoon, n took bus, so it resulted in no food, n even if there's one...its YUCK!...went to Larkin, since nothing interesting to see, took bus which past all the kampong's house n first time experience a bit of floods, which resulted in traffic jams...n saw a lot A LOT! of foreigners at Angsana and Larkin...almost half of the malaysians!..comprises of banglangs, indon, myanmar!...making me disgusted with them...truth to be told, i hate them!...TOTALLY LOATHE THEM...they make me sick, polluted the fresh air that i breathe and there's not a lot of malaysians there...they make it look like i was in India and Indonesia...with lots of people, CHET!..i wish the government do something!...i think ever since the start of the budget airline, many of them are able to afford and work there and even in singapore...like hello!...you came here not only you polluted the air, but making the country more worst...treat the country like its yours...!...CHET!...in singapore, town areas are polluted with them, boon lay, bus 67...CHET!...i really wish the government do something!...just becuase they are cheap, does not mean you can empluy them!..there are thousands of people here unemployed...why?..becuase of too much foreigners...why?..their pay is cheap...n why in the first place you make us (the kids), study untill u get a degree?...even getting a degree is useless...now, O levels are nothing...almost all singaporeans children have o levels in thier hands...n PSLE are already nothing...i can sense that in the future, degree will be nothing...so what is something?...CHET!...we went to eat at backlane near city sqaure to eat their seafood...its quite dirty there, but the food there are all nice and cheap!...and we met my aunt and have fun together...
monday, i took care of the lrt shop near my house and saw eika n her guy!...i'm soo happy to meet her!...unfortunately, i was taking care of the shop!...i got $20 for working 5 hrs...can larh actually...coz i'm inexperinced, den in the afternoon, i went to may's house for chinese new year with khad!...it was soo fun larh!..i'm sooo gonna miss them larh...n our last walk together was walking back from school to woodlands interchange of monday night...we went there to see the view and took pictures there and have fun, but only spent there for a while, becuase its late at night...and i could not go home late animore ever since my class chalet..aha!..i tell u abt the class chalet later on...
tuesday, we went to tanjong pagar railway station to eat and also took pictures there becuase sooner or later, it is going to be demolished and make it to a new one...i heard its 100 years old!...way back to the british colony...the architecture of the building was very like the british style, wood, castle-type..but inside, look like malaysia kind of building!..nyehaha!..den we went to visit my uncle who had eye problem...untill 9.30, n we are off
today, the class are going to have another outing, watching movies at vivo city...cool!...so i'll be off by 5...so this are the pictures...the class chalet and also the time where i went to may's house...
chalet...
half the class of the W15L - the enthus!
netty, me, khad, may, cheryl and atiqah
me&khad
me & cheryl
me & may
our pictures in school on monday night, after going to may's house
may,me,khad
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
[*__*]
yesterdae was fun fun fun!!...went to bbq for my weblog cca...arrived there at 3 with serra, fairuz n heira...n help to prepare..it was bloody hell hot!...n there r so many foreigners there...pitching there like nobody business...donnoe whether they are illegal, but it looks like it...and they are, if i'm not wrong, Indon...but oh-wells...take real care of our valuable properties...actually not much preparation to do...so we chilled out...dip our feet into the cold, nice sea water...since its hot n pose for de pixies n playing with the water...it was fun!...so unfortunate i didnt bring extra clothes...if not...bamn!...i'll b changing n charging de water...n de water looks nice to swim under de hot sun...n at abt 4, we started our bbq...ate not quite a lot of food coz i was enjoying listening to ghost stories!...nyehaha!..so many larh...we had games, n of coz i'm always wanna b in...we went off at abt 7 coz serra, fairuz n heira had to leave early...
since its early, lucky me uni miscalled me, so i called dem back...fortunately dey r at town n i'm at kembangan, so i decided to meet them up...miss them - de them is uni n faisal - the couple, but its fun hanging out wif dem!...talk rubbish, talk logic...can talk to them openly even under de sun...while we are talking abt courses and working life...i found myself useless...y?..coz i do not seriously do not know what i want in life...i'm not satisfied wif wad i've got, but i cant find wad the missing piece is...dats why now i know...for long, i dont really feel satisfied, esp after my o levels...i did not really know what to do...n I AM IN TROUBLE...i hate science, engineering stuffs, sales thingy, i'm not good in fashion designing, i dont like nursing...it turns me off, i dont wanna be tcher coz my language are bad...i kinda like IT, but i donnoe what to do...so?...wad...wad shld i do?...SHIT!...i'm useless gurl!...i feel like a nobody now, just a good daughter following mommy and daddy's instructions and fulfill wadeva dey want from me, get money from them, love from them...bamn!...i donnoe...n i have 2++ freaking mths hols!!..n i still donnoe wad work to do!...someone shoot me ending my confused life!...great!...blurgh!...its soooo am irritating ohkay!...haiz...but i'm soo looking forward to my class bbq!!..woohoo!!...any help guys msg me!...nyehaha!
My Rants | 9:34 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
[*_life as wardha_*]
i'm happy...ask me why!...
readers: "why?"
wardha/adha: "wahaha!!...donnoe...nyehaha!!"
okok...i know I'm crapping!...i'm just happy..let me lists down:
1) school is going to end...(countdown: 1 more day)!!...i planned not to come on friday because i hate the faci...just dont like it... n it marks the end of my year 1!!...wee!!...I would not get to study all the redundant stuffs...like problem solving, science, culture & communication, enterprise...but think again, i think i find it quite useful too. It helps me a lot when I'm going to work and at least I know some basic stuff before getting ready to face the world and getting ready for year 2 and year 3...yups...it'll be more challenging n hard...just had to work hard..i'll be also meeting new friends, friends from the same school as me, which is SIT and get to learn all teh IT stuffs...however, i'm sooo gonna miss my yr 1 sem 1 n 2 classmates...dey are the best that i can find!...thanks guys!...i wish you all luck!...
2) my CE pts which RP students have to diedie finish...de total ce pts will be 40 n i had 35..so left me abt 5 more which I'm not going to worry about, because my IG will be having so many events and i definately want to particapate!...my active points, total:30, i left 1 more...n i fulfil my diploma related points which total is 10 n i had 14...so yup...good news!...woohoo!!...i planned to finish my CE pts in yr 1, so I wont be gan chong in year 2 or 3...
3) i'm having 2 bbqs...one is my IG and the other is my class...i definately am coming!...
n that's about it...even though there are happiness in me, but i was really really am freakingly embarrased in the morning, after my breakfast...
me n netty went to eat breakfast at cafe galilea...we talk and laugh as per usual...wen going back, traveling through the lift which takes us to level 5, my classroom, we saw this guy, who is in my IG n my friends always wonder about him...whether he put makeup on...n co-incidently, i saw dis gurl wearing netty's jacket..it looks exactly like hers, only she didnt realise that...i was smiling at her...n i guess she was wondering why in the world i was smiling...actually NETTY, i was smiling at you, thaught taht yuu have a clue...and i'm not smiling because of that guy...
so the lift opens at level 3 n in came herds of people...and all of this people, i saw this guy, who i think is hot and well i always see him...he's HOT ok KHAD!...hotter when he's sweaty!!..nyehaha...i wanted to stop smiling, but i guess i cant...n de doors open at level 4 n guess wad i confidently come out without knowing that...n well NETTY can call me back asking "Wardha, where are you going?"...n to my shocked i realised that it was level 4...i was sooooooo damn embarrased, worst, there are soo many people inside, i really cant meet anyone eyes...warh!..de feeling was sooooo embarrased...i can die...my face was burning..n now i'm soo gona avoid him, which obviously hard to avoid him!...oh gosh!..i was embarrased that i can cry larh n wish i can dissapear!...n netty was laughing like mad...that was such a freaking memory larh that i cant erase!...woah!!...i cant feel de embarrasement still!...
haiz...gonna miss all de laughter!...n just now we went to SEG FYP, n suddenly i was scared...i look at them, all wearing smart clothes and all are showcasing their projects...i was wondering what will mine be...i can feel that things are gonna change when i step into my year 2 class...haiz...wish that i'm still in secondary school...where i can still play around, do easy work, do exams, wear uniforms...now everything is feed yourself..oh wells...
you think i should change my blog??...i feel like changing, but hesitated. coz i love orlando bloom n dis kinda blog...guess i have to find it!...
My Rants | 5:11 PM
