Wednesday, August 30, 2006
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Hah...finally i completed de class video...i dont noe whether its nice...but i noe dat its really memorable...i cried wen i watch de video...but i cant post it on my blog coz i cant upload de video aniwhere coz de file is big...its at least 14 mins...haha!!..yesh too much photo taking n too much video taking...i really wish i can upload it so dat u all can see my masterpiece!!!..wakaka!!!...no lar...its on behalf of all my darlings classmates...!!...
well now i'm thinking of making me n my twss frenz video...its dedicated to my 3 besties...yul, ed n uni...yeah!!...its for dem!!...den it will b as a memories!!..tmr is de tchers dae...we plan to go back to twss n visit our tchers n took our cert...den we planned to go town!!!...cant wait!!!!!...yipppee!!!...but yul told me she cant come...she got other plan...oh wells...mayb nex time...yarh!..aniwae gurls..dont forget our date!!!
My Rants | 2:07 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
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oh hey...so long nvr post...well let juz sae i m proud to post dis one wonderful class...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAE UNI!!!! Moga-mogahan tuhan panjangkan ur umur!!...
De Birthdae girl...my bestie...Uni... 
We had loads of fun at de chalet...i really miss talking n really actually sitting down n talk...we can talk abt almost everyting under de sun...
so i met yul at phoenix lrt at abt 2...i thought i wanna buy birthdae cake at teck whye market...but since de birthdae girl is soooo choosy don wanna sponge cake, so we end up getting her cake at swensen...cost me abt $30...but its olrite by me...we were late...we were supposed to b there at least by 4...but we ended up arriving at 5...wakaka!...its my fault actually...n also de bus fault...we took 925 bus to woodlands...n it goes round n round de kranji industrial estate...n i fuming a bit...coz i didnt expect dis ting to happen, den wen we arrived at woodlands, we took 969...it was more faster den 168 n arrived at tampiness...dere we bought de swensen cake...den took mrt to pasir ris n took de downtown east bus..dere were lots of pple...n a group of indians kiddos were soo fucking immatured dat i feel like slapping dem n torture dem to keep quiet...dey r really getting on my nerves!...damn dem!!...so we r able to find dem...yeahyeah..i'm really happy to see her...wen we arrived at de chalet, i thought dere might b many pple, but onli 4 or 5 of dem...i alreadi forget...in which i dont really care...n most of dem r ite simei floorball players!...wakaka...so we hang around wif her..took pictures...
my other bestie...yul....
since we r soo bored to death...dey decided to makeover me...as always...n i miss it...so i let dem...n it turn out like dis...
den we talk abt almost everyting..yul had to go early n i need to go at abt 8.30...so we were chatting n eating n so we were surprised to see how time flies by soo quickly...so i had to rushed home n was home at 11.45...wow!...i took bus dats why i was late...wen i reached home, my youngest aunty and her family were dere...dey overnite at my house...
den todae (it is supposed to b sundae)...dey went home to have a good sleep n rest n in de afternoon..another family come to my house...we watch movie...house of wax which is damn disgusting, cheaper by dozen 2 which was supposed to be de first one...but i get mixed up...n de taxi...its cool n funny...both stories...n we juz chill in my room...we had a fun time...cant wait to meet again on sundae!...weeehee!!...
ps: to W14D darlings, Uni n Yul...gonna mish u guys...if u guys wanna de photos..go visit dis website...http://freakachoc.multiply.com...save all de pixies dat u want!...bye!
My Rants | 11:18 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
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yesterdae was a memorable dae for me...i really had had a fun time hanging out and chilling out wif my classmates...n...everyone was there...except april n meme...yeah dey miss all de fun, but most of us miss dem veri much...yeah...it was veri exciting n funny...we took a lot of pixies, ride 3 hrs bike...n have a barbeque n watch singapore idol result show...n shame on the voters who vote joakim who doesn't have de voice...n now ever since he is still in show n not matilda..he doesnt look attractive to me...he looks veri irritating n annoying monkey...blurgh!...i ate abt 5 or 7 pieces of banana n chocolate made by my veri own bear...melvin...it was damn nice...n de chicken was also nice...unfortunately there was no stingray...b4 we went home, i let dem watch de class video n i realised dat it was a different one...not de new one coz i was in hurry...i was so late until i met haira at abt 1.15...n worst, we took 168 to Bedok n reached dere at abt 2.15...n we took another bus 17...where we reached pasir ris at 3.15...hah!...we were supposed to b there by 2.30...but thnkz to my brain...we were late...den we took another bus 403...but kenneth n aneh told us dat it will b an hr waiting...so we took de taxi...but lydia had to take her money, so we had to wait for her...until kenneth was soo impatient n could not tahan de heat....so he, aneh n pasti went off first...we wait for lydia de all...
de place was like a big bangalow...unfortunately i am unable to sleep there...it was a PAP chalet...so it was cheap n big...cool rite?...
so after dey watch de movie...i'm really am glad dat dey sae it was good...but i need to make changes...keke...den it was time to go home...onli me, lydia n angeline...n we took de last class pictures taken by pasti's guy...n we had de last hug...n i cried coz i was damn happy to b wif dem...dey r all nice, friendly n fun!...cant believe i cried n i look weird...yesh...dats de reason i dont like to cry...n i remember de dae b4 dat...i told dem not to cry coz i noe i will cry...
i took 969 from tampiness n took me abt 40 mins to reach woodlands...dere i took 963 back home...i reached my house at abt 11.45...eventhough i was tired...but i was happy n satisfied coz everyting was fine...but final sentences for my class...
Thank you for everything...Gonna miss you all...My very own darlings...Take care!
My Rants | 11:42 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
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finally de countdown is over n wad we did for de first semester had become memories...all de things we did together...its sad to see wen u hav already get along soooo well...den suddenly...u hav to b seperated..i really hope dat my nex semester will b gonna b a good one...where my classmates are as united as W14D...watching de video i made by myself made me cry...too much happy memories...de video for W14D is over...but its not final...coz i'm taking de tmr chalet...which i can wait..where it will gonna b de last of us having fun n having a gathering together...its like u were graduating eh...haha...well wad can u do if ur class is really one united class, wacky, funny n can get along together...i read cynner's blog...its cool...its funny...she sae dat i am fat, adorable n sweet...dats sweet of her...n actually i dont mind dat she wrote dat i am fat...as i am...haha!!..speaking of fat...thnkz for reminding me cyn...coz i need a lot of exercising to do in one mth hols...yeah...i'm getting fatter!!...coz always eat, no exercising...actually...i really like being fat...i mean my frenz will always love to lie on my arms...coz...well u noe...got sooo many fats which makes dem comfortable...which makes me feel happy wen dey r comfotable...butttttt....onli one prob...its juz dat its hard for me to buy dress, pants...need to find a shop which sells xxtra large shirts n pants!..ahaha!!...
todae atleast deres 2 table wif 6 pple each attend classes..which is not bad compared to yesterdae where u can actually count by ur fngers...7 pple came...n i am one of dem coz i'm a hardworking girl!!...haha...aniwae todae was de first time ever i wear specs...i look really weird...n since i'm not used to it, i always hold it...like its irritating...so i can conclude dat nex time i will not wear specs animore for a whole dae...coz it was dizzy...we did another video...but dis one is abt educating our target audiences on verbal language...so since i had de equipment...so it was oklar...we make it like a documentary n pasti was to b de one deliver de msg...me, yehying,flora,lydia n hui hua juz act like we r in de typical team discussion where we show our different expressions...dere was laughter n many many cuts..it was quite nice lar...but den someting wrong wif my video making software which holds de class back...but i was lucky dat i had download a changing format software which helps...so i can used it on windows movie maker...which is a success...it was funny one...n documentary...but overall i think its quite good for u noe...beginners?...ahakz...
so u noe wad start from nex wk, i decided to stay healthy n keep fit by running every dae...den by de time de semester start...i'm gonna join any IG..dont care whether i got frenz or no frenz...i'm gonna get at least 20 CE pts...so dats mean i muz get 15 more pts..i decided to join Film making camp...n if can i would wanna join girls soccer...n one last ting...i hope i dont get de same class wif de boys dat i used to see everydae...i dont noe y i will always see dem one wherever i go...hmmmprrrhhh...bluek...ok...i cant really wait for de chalet tmr...!!yipppee-aiyayaa-yippeee-yippee-ai!!!
My Rants | 9:49 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
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weird isnt it?...i mean i still remember de dae where we are solo n talk wen we r needed...juz smile...den eat differently...but as dae goes on...i really feel like one family...luaghter erupt here n there non-stop...even talking...juz anihow...trust n honesty is wad dey hav even they r damn crazy, how time flies by so quickly...well things move on...i saw de class photos of de different classes n i wonder to myself...r they really sure dat they r united?...i mean they might b taking photos in the start where some r proud dat their class mates r cool, but now dey r not coz theres complaint...n i was a bit bored wif my classmates...den as daes goes by...woah!...i really really love dem...
however, somting really bothers me a lot...i mean yarh sure we are united...but den y dont we took pictures as a class?...n i dont tink theres happiness in almost everyone n i muz agree wif hui hua...its like if i sae my class is united, but somehow i juz dont quite agree...not 100% agree...so todae was de last dae for april n meme...yeah both of dem r going back to their own country...so i hug dem n i know meme is going to cry...but she juz hold de tears back...n april...i hug her n she cried...well i nearly cried...but hold it back...luckily got hui hua who told me to shut up in indirect wae...n it works...haha...love her...
me n meme
me n april
u noe i'm happy dat i'm single coz i can c whos de cutest guy..n i saw him...de cutest of all de cutest guy i ever met...haha...he's angeline's friends...n i tink most of dem noe who i'm talking abt...oh wells...haha...guess i'm into cute guys!!...wakaka...i'm getting crazier...hehe...n speaking of angeline...she wore a nice dress...skirt n a blouse...cool..n she look pretty...i let u c de photos...wakaka...co-incidently me, hui hua n april wore pink blouse!...haha...i didnt realise until it was lunch time...
me n angeline
i am still editing de class video, but aneh managed to ask de class to write abt good things abt class...it was veri amusing...n i'm happy dat dey cant wait for de class movie...but be warned it is 10 mins...wakaka!!...n i'm thinking of making my class frame n post it under de RP weblog...eh?...mayb wif de help of cynthia n yeh ying...?i ask dem later...den dat will b cool!!...wakaka!!...
oh wells todae maths is really fun coz we nvr do aniting...juz a bit...n i was busy wif de video...n i cant even join dem play CS...sad...well mayb nex time...
My Rants | 5:39 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
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3 more modules to go...n i'll b finishing at least 5 modules in a semester...it was a short and hard journey where i had to overcome several challenges...de modules is not really that hard...if we put in a lot of effort...n if our heart and souls is into it...den we will b able to make it...yarh...n if u get a good team...yarh...but so far...all my teammates dat i get are all good...yeah n all my classmates r also good...must admit dat...dey r helpful, clever, creative n intelligent, funny, noisy n nice...
n i'm so touched wen one of my old bestie...really still have trust in me...i really truely m happy n glad dat she still trust me even though we rarely met each other...reading her blog...i was disturbed by it...i want to noe who did it to her...n i felt bad...coz i was not there for her wen she was down...i was soooo guilty...wad kind of a fren am i...however i'm really happy shes got someone who she can really look upon...talk to...i'm really glad to noe dat...n if u read dis...i'm really really am sorie...i'll do aniting to make up all de lost daes...n i hope u enjoy urself...
pple changed...things changed..our environment changed...n it makes me think of my future...will i still b in contact wif my good frenz?...i dont noe...but i sure hope dat it doesnt go dat wae...
My Rants | 2:04 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
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counting down de days...6 more daes...to HOLIDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
but sad...coz nex semester will b changing classes..which means new frenz...new class..new facilitators....yarh...lets hope i can find new frenz..but of coz...old frenz cannot b forgotten...
like now...i nvr forget me sec mates...i still am in contact wif my 3 bestie...wakaka...long time no see dem...miss dem...
oh wells...aniwae since we left onli 6 more daes...my classmates dissapear one by one...yesterdae..one table is empty...todae...two tables are empty...n i can tell tmr...3 tables will b empty...wakaka...but of coz...i'm a good girl...i will always come one...good girl...innocent girl...wakaka!!
olrite...i dont noe wad to sae...n wen i make de class video, it was like 7 mins...n i still need to add in more video...
yarh...i'm in dilema...saw him yesterdae...miss looking at him...n i wonder did he always look at me???????????????????????...
My Rants | 8:55 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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Ok...from now onwards, i'm promising myself nvr to change my blogskins ever again until it was next yr or wen i was totally m over wif it...i guess i was not over wif it...cant resist being away from "my" orlando bloom...coz wen u open up de blog website, de first ting u will see will be "my" orlando bloom posing like he thinks his cool...wakaka!!...
olrite enough of all this...actually i dont noe wad to blog...i cant think of wad to blog...my everydae life is still de same...every weekdaes from 8-5...in skool "enjoying" de problem solving and enjoying the nonsense talk wif my darlings classmates...ate wif them...go home wif dem...play games wif dem...everything wif them...
aniwae...now i noe wad to write...i'm excited...psyched coz Liverpool wins to Chelsea over community shield...n i saw good n potential players...like my Mark Gonzalez, Bellamy, Zenden n Aureliu...yeahyeah!!...i was more happier wen i saw de look on Mourinho and chevenko's faces...orh man!!...love it...i really really hate Roben (if dats how de spelling is), Eissen, Chevenko n Mourinho...dey r sooo -----...hate to admit it but Chevenko is actually a gd player...Chelsea knew who to buy...but Liverpool....Welll...n i'm soooo angry wen they sold hammann...damn!!!....
ok...semester is coming to an end...life goes on...n we will b changing class..i hope for de better...think positive...my grades are fine...mostly are Bs..n my UT..mostly are C+..but i dont give a damn...as long as i dont fail n not succeed in working life, den it will b fine...speaking of working life, i wonder how m i gonna take it...will i b able to manage my computer stuff?...wen i was soooo freaking irratated wif programming de VB thingy n yes....i dont do aniting yesterdae...coz i totally give up on dat thing...n de tcher was damn selenger lor...i'm BAD...but i cant take it...if dis is gonna b my future working life, will i b able to manage it...yarh...i've learned how to manage things, the skills on working life...but wad abt my success?...myself?...will i noe how to do it?...hmmm....things changed...
well...let juz look at dis wk...its no use thinking of future, there might b more to come...i cant wait for the two chalets dat i will b attending to n enjoying myself...first chalet is my class last gathering at downtown east for 3 daes...but i guess i will b going for 1 dae...coz i dont tink i m able to n i'm not really comfortable abt it...mayb i'm going on 24...den on 26, i'm going back to my frenz (my sec best fren) chalet to celebrate her birthdae...she also book for 3 daes which are 25,26,27...but i onli go for one dae...refer 2 de previous statement...
wif all these...i'm bankrupt...yarh...almost $25 is finish on my class chalet...$about 30 is finish on my fren chalet (include everyting)...n worst...i used my own money dat i need to eat in poly...lifes...
aniwae...i had enough...my fingers are numb wif typing...n i realise dat i need to finish my very own class movie...took me a long time...n deres someting wrong wif my application....bluek...
My Rants | 10:15 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
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my W14D dearieS...
hahaha!!!...i'm sooo happy, blessed n excited!!!...dis is my first time i ever gone out wif my poly frenz to juz watch fireworks yesterdae!!!...even though it was disorganized and not actually a class gathering...but it was damn fun n i'm flushed wif excitement...it is always keep playing in my mind!!!!...haha!!...
after skool, everyone is getting excited...most of us went home early as we thought of meeting each other at city hall at 8...but somehow it doesnt work...so, me, april, meme n shu rin decided to go together earlier n eat there...me n april meet at cck mrt station n we will b meeting shu rin n meme at city hall...n i tell u there r soo many of dem...n it was still 6.30...de fireworks start 9...but dere r many pple...n seriously i scared of getting lost coz i dont noe how to go to esplanade!!!..hahaha!!..we were late to meet shu rin n meme...abt 15 mins late...whoops!...
we found dem waiting for us on the top...we went walking toward esplanade...n guess wad it is a shame coz singaporeans doesnt noe de wae n had to rely on foreigner...me n shu rin doesnt even noe de wae...worst of all meme...who came from myanmar are de one who leads us to restaurant which r cheap n halal...it was a great walking distance...n wen we arrived at de place, de queue was damn long n we decided not to eat there...n go to marina square n find fast food restaurant..n in marina, dere r soo many pple...even all de fast food outlets are full of pple queing up, but since we had no other choice, we had to queue at burger king...at least not many people compared to other outlets...
we queue for abt 15 mins...by de time, it was dark...i onli ate small fries n large coke..as my appetite suddenly off...dere were many orders...n it was damn confusing...we met april's friends...dey are olrite...but i feel veri paiseh...coz deres too much confusion...even wen trying to meet up wif de rest of them...thus, we sat at marina square since i thought esplanade muz have a lot of pple...n there were lots of calling here n there...n i'm de one do de talking...finally after long, we met dem...dey were looking for us...n i screamed one of their name...n i guess it was loud enough...it was onli a few...roy, kenny, yehying, arrifin n pasti..dats all...de rest donnoe..poor little teddy bear haira cant go..but i understand her situation...so de video dat my darling pasti took will b made specially for my little poor teddy bear haira...ahakz..
den while talking n taking photos, met my old frens...nizam, amrul, sidek n shafiq...i'm bloody hell happy to see them!!!...i'm soooo xcited to see dem..its veri exciting!!...haha!!...den de show start...
pasti n me had to rush to take the video of fireworks...it was nice n later i join yehying, april, shu rin n meme...who was screaming like mad gurls!!!...but we all r veri excited to be here watching de beaustiful fireworks...n wen its over...pasti came to me...n told me sheepishly she thinks she lost one of the cover...n guess wad...well i was terrified!!...i will get hang from my father...n my dear nice fren took a dangerous route n went to de bush to search for it...n i was so lucky dat she found it...i can kiss her...den everyting was over, we hang back waiting for hui hua, ken n cynthia...
we hang around for an hr...den we took mrt...me n shu rin went home, de rest went to eat at newton circus...yeah..it was exciting, but it was really tired...
My Rants | 5:17 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
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ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!...WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright...happy, xcited, sad, confused...mixed feelings...ever since i came to RP...de world of poly...de world of adult...my life feeld like dis...don noe y...sometimes i asked myself, do i actually accept changes???...i guess not...i dont accept dem...even though pple told me for a billionth time, but i still cant accept it...i need to adopt to be used for at least a yr...den i'm fine wif it or pple around me make me forget all dose things...make me feel like i'm me...yarh...let juz state de fact...i dont tink everyone can accept changes...it will takes time...like taking time for the heart to heal...i remember my days wif my frenz...in sec 3...a terrible yr...where i quarrell wif my parents n not in good terms wif my frenz coz they've changed...n i guess i accused dem blindly without even seeing my veri own self...i changed too...from nerd to not too nerdy... my attitude changed...used to b a goody2 two shoes...but ever since dat yr...it totally changed...
de fact dat i dont accept de change is that i'm afraid to lose all my loves ones...yarh...i guess i'm too emotionally attached wif de one i love and de one dat is dear to me...i scared of losing my frenz..my bestie, dats y i'm not in de speaking term wif her wen i was sec 3, n seeing her wif another fren make me feel more jealous...sometimes i wonder i always thought myself as not a jealous person, but from de wae i see it...yarh...i m...i dont show it, but i keep it...i dont really like pple to noe my heart pain...but i want dem to noe n remember my smiles...even though sometimes its not sincere...aniwae since we r matured enough, we talk things through...i feel a lot better...yarh...but we are seperated from my other best frenz...but i figured out dat i'm more comfortable wif my another bestie...coz we always go and walk home together...den ever since den, i was having a fantastic time...i can talk abt my problems wif dem...n i remember dat deir first time saw my crying was wen my favourite n close n gentle n caring n lovin n soft grandmother passed away...dat mth was a tearful mth for me...but i'm lucky dat i have my 2 bestie n my cousins...we talk abt her...n laugh coz we remember of her good deeds to us...we recite verse from de quran...n i hope in my heart...she's happily looking down at us in heaven...*smiles*...den me n my parents were in terms after dey knock some sense to me...
den sec 4..we went to our seperate ways...n again i was sad n afraid to lose my frens...i lose one...n i cried wen we are going to b seperated...i cant help myself...i hate it...i'm a crybaby...but i dont show it coz its ugly...i love to plaster my favourite smiles wherever i went...i juz love it...
den sec 5...we were den seperate for ever...it feels veri hollow inside...but den i nvr cried...but we hug each other like we are being glued together...it may b de last time we had dat hug...haiz...yarh...now u noe where i'm going...even though its not graduation, but being seperated wif my darlings...i donnoe...even though dere r some happiness n good, but i am already going to adopt my self to de madness of my classs..it is always happening...n i feel like part of de class...haha...gonna miss dem much...
so now i noe who m i...i am a soft-hearted gurl...i rarely scold or get angry at pple...i love smiling n making frens...i love to be loved...i love praises...i dont really show my angerness...nope...nvr coz if i'm angry...dreadful words will come out, tears will come out n i get headaech...dats y...i want to b away from dat....but i'm impatient girl...naive...
oh wells...i am waiting for my cousins to call me...we want to hav de trip where we go jalan2 n see de fireworks at esplanade...n it was soo wonderful n bloodyhell fun!!!...but now i dont noe...kinah is not going...shes going wif her frenz...farah, me, my bro, man n furqan are coming...n mayb nisa...but we dont noe angah n along...yarh...left de two of dem...but i dont tink dey can make it...coz de nex dae along hav attachment...which i also have lesson n worst test...damn them!!...angah is tired...ok...i understand...its long time we talk to each other...n dat dae wen we met, none of us r talking...mayb we felt like not talking...so its a quiet one...but i've expereinced dat b4...well mayb if dey r not going, mayb i ask my frenz...but on de 2nd thought dey will b going wif deir guys...yarh dats one thing...or mayb dey will b going wif their new frens..
see...i tell u i m a jealous gurl...high rated...veri bad one...so dont judge me!...
wow...long entry...ehy..but i'm happy coz i saw him...de guy who i like who is de fren of whom i used to love back in my secondary school daes...his kinda cute...n i caught him glancing my wae....haha!!!!or is it my imagination???....ermmm mayb u shld continue tmr...
shiooo...now i need to study for my stupid maths test...which its probabilty...MR YUSMAN HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Rants | 9:44 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
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Haiz...last month of togetherness wif my darlings classmates...n now i'm busy trying to make class movie...yeah...first time making it n took me like a month to do it...somemore i'm trying to learnt how to do it and explore new things...if u noe how to do it...tell me..i'll b happy n give u kish...wakaka
Aniwae i'm gonna miss my darlings...thnkz to these people, not only i mix wif malays dat i used to, but eveyone...dey r one wonderful class dat i ever had...aside from the classmates dat i have in secondary school...
HAiz...i dont like it...dont like seperating from my frenz...its like they are trying to seperate my life...n i realise even though, i always sae dat i'm bored, but actually its wad life is...we have ups n downs...but frens will alwaes b there to cheer us up...yarh...dats y i called them my darlings...
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wells aniwae its enterprise dae...quite oklar...i noe wads going on n able to search it myself...love de feelings of noeing wad to do n be useful...
My Rants | 1:46 PM
