Katyusha Katyusha

Расцветали яблони и груши,
Поплыли туманы над рекой;
Выходила на берег Катюша,
На высокий берег, на крутой.

Выходила, песню заводила
Про степного, сизого орла,
Про того, которого любила,
Про того, чьи письма берегла.

Ой, ты песня, песенка девичья,
Ты лети за ясным солнцем вслед,
И бойцу на дальнем пограничье
От Катюши передай привет.

Пусть он вспомнит девушку простую,
Пусть услышит, как она поёт,
Пусть он землю бережёт родную,
А любовь Катюша сбережёт.

Расцветали яблони и груши,
Поплыли туманы над рекой;
Выходила на берег Катюша,
На высокий берег, на крутой.

Listening to the problems of others

I do I do I do, I do like to listen to the problems of others and what others have to say. Especially old friends whom I just got to know on a closer basis.

Someone however did step on my tails several times today, and yesterday which I was rather annoyed because, it was so clear as to why I do this. Yes, at the moment I could not speak properly because of the ulcers festering in my mouth, at the base of my tongue and the roof of my mouth. This makes me to be unable to pronounce words with R, L, and Ts. However, my friend Yee Khoon found this extermely funny enough to make fun of my sentences, critised the way I eat(once) and spoke(thrice). Now this is extermely irritating, because when he had asthma attack I did not say that "you got no stamina... blah blah" It was sheer irritance to my ears, of course my mouth and tongue hurt because of the sores and stuff, thats why I couldnt speak properly!!!

So then I did a little revenge by also trying to make him perform my instructions at a faster pace... which I have to say his actions(daily) were rather slow anyway, so its a good thing. I guess he was rather fustrated too... thats a lesson he got to learn because one must always mind what is said and what to do. I hope by next week this thing is over to prevent him from mindlessly attacking and spurting words out of his mouth against me which will incur much fustration. I refuse to tell him whats wrong, the problem must be verified by the person who first started it, its sort of a learning process.

Well then something made my day tonight, talking to a certain friend on the net, learning more about people's desires and stuff. It is always very fun to know more about people you care about.

Final note, Baron Shaobarvisn finally bought the tea cup I wanted, since the rest broke long ago and I couldnt have my tea!

Sick and Diarrhea

Currently I am suffering from serious diarrhea from monday, which I attribute to a some food poisoning? But strangely, I say to myself, It could be as I didnt feel like vomiting or feverish. And tomorrow morning, the first time I will do is to visit the Doctors to get my self checked.

Thats the 2nd in 30 days that I got myself into soemthing which could had been avoided if I had more knowledge about myself. I do hope my health improves, with the current state im in, I think I could not last longer.

Pain is one thing, going to toilet 4 times in 1 hour is another thing. And wanting to pass gas out every minute of your life, is just plain irritating.

Power of words.

Looking back at my earlier years, I only remembered that how facinated I was with the power of words and language. The truth is, I never really understood mathematics and science which prevented me from asking why why why why why. But, for language, there isnt a need for me to ask why, maybe that is why I am quite good at that.

Something strange in the air as my evil friend has just passed onto me an infection. I will see that this infidel shall pay for his reckless handling of his own infections. I am weak enough in this body and I fear that I will grow weaker and weaker before my time allocated for a 100 years and more is up.

I never really understood why I was so enticed into religion, but, finally I realise that its high time I broke away from that. It just doesn't seem to make sense for me right now, things do not add up, its quite like empty promises. But confucianism is still featured heavily in my persona as it is the best system avaliable as compared to other traditions or religions(if one has to put it down as a religion..). The afterlife is something that cannot be proven and seen, I believe, when we die we just black out and go back to earth. I never needed to be reassured that there is
a heaven above(or a hell below for that matter), it does not really matter to me... I just do not like certain religion(s) that seperates those who are "in" and those who are "out"(who end up in a bad place likened to somewhat a hell of sorts)... looking at it from a moral view, that is equivalent to discrimination ... but how come they are still allowed to practice it?

What is best is not to discriminate but to accept everyone as a potential to do his/her best in learning things. Its time we should reflect on our human history, check our past paths and get on a new path to a better world ahead.

The Master said, "By extensively studying all learning, and keeping himself under the restraint of the rules of propriety, one may thus likewise not err from what is right."
The Master also said, "If you would like to see the future, you should study the past. If you could study the past and see the future, you could become a Master."

Just had some food and drink...

Well today is my mother's birthday so as usual we went out to have dinner. The location is near singapore indoor stadium, I was rather amazed that the place has been rather spruced up since my last visit(like 8 years or somewhere like 10 years ago).

Well the river area is certainly beautiful at night, with the colours of lights and the bridge reflected on the surface. We initially wanted to eat at Jumbo(a seafood restaurant) but we were drawn to oasis to have a taiwanese porridge. Jumbo obviously did not call us(if they had seats) and that was rather rude too. Anyway thank goodness we walked rather far to the taiwanese porridge restaurant to have our dinner or we would had been hungry for the whole night, no dinner and such.

Well the food I had, some raw cockles(Food Poisoning warning!) and some other stuff I guess. Then all 4 of us proceeded to the Beacon bar at the riverside to have our cocktails. Mother had a Singapore Sling, Father had a Heinaken(spelling?), Sister had a Margaritta and I had a Long Island Tea. I wanted a Rob Roy but they didnt have that.... strange.

Oh well that pretty much concludes my day today, I have piano lessons tomorrow again I guess. And so much for studying, I havent started looking at my books yet. I love this semester, I have a feeling things are starting to look up really!

Hyokkori hyoutan-jima?!

Nami wo CHAPPU CHAPU CHAPPU CHAPPU Kakiwakete(CHAPPU CHAPPU CHAPPU)! Ok... the song is driving me crazy.

I believe firmly that mathematics is the cause of my headaches. One, the first mathematics lesson of the semester, I had a very very drilling headache that occured 1 hour into the lesson trying to understand what the entire contents on the board was about. Then I had my breakfast at the food court and boy was I happy that the vegetarian food stall open! I asked for less rice due to my indigiestion problems and yesterday's transfat day I believe had a very very adverse effect on my current health.

Then came cell bio which was, interestingly without headaches ... after this class I was trying to figure out who phoned my phone(that did not sound right...). Im always bad with numbers, I just couldnt remember certain numbers like my own handphone numberas an example.

Now then came another headache just a simple 10 minutes into the mathematics tutorial I was greeted with another headache, It hurts so bad I wanted to just vomit. Then after the lesson I tried my best to rush home in which the sunlight and heat was just unbearable. I boarded the bus 14 in an effort to reach home quicker ... again I nearly puked on the bus this time, It was terrible the headache and everything.

I reached home at 4, fell asleep on my bed dead. Woke up at 8, feeling bad and nauseas (spelling error), didnt want to eat, drank some sake instead.... feeling worse, drank more sake, felt better. Then now as im still trying to digest my dinner at 8.20? My goodness ... when will I recover all my bodily functions again?!

Im closer and closer to my inevitable body transfer AGAIN. stop reincarnating me!