Its that time of the year again, the time of that year to change my age up one level. Yes thats right, Im turning 18 soon. I do not really want to grow up that fast, though I know fully well my thinking is rather mature. I do not want to grow up physically, I want to be young forever, maybe 15 or 14... in the days of my youth, watching the world go by day by day, night after night, war after war. I want to be eternal and immortal, the forever young ... something like a vampire?
No, I want to be human, to have emotions, to have feelings for people and things. However, I am none of that, neither do I have feelings for humans or things(thats why no relationships till now). Humans to me are just humans, I feel, Im not even one of them!(you?) Even I use human technology, resemble a human, I really really feel that inside of my heart, the cavern of the soul, the place of thinking, I do not belong to this race of humans.
Such are the modern humans who lost their sense of perception, their ability to forsee the future, to ability to prepare themselves for it, and the ability to stop assuming things and finding out what really is. This age, now and here, gossips are rife among everything, a murderous act which I must say destroys a person emotionally! Humans who know full well the cost of war, just wage the war for pride. Humans also who lost their sense of reality, kill other humans to make a point. What a world we live in.
In the words of me, the only Shaun Ngang Wei Yang to ever live, once and forever once again, I will say this.
Humans, though being of one of them, I feel ashamed to be part of this whole chunk of rotting cheese, with maggots festering inside it, morphing into diesease carrying flies, ready to infest other places and eventually swallow up the whole system. We are not the showcase and pride of nature, we are the bane of our mother, the great mother nature which created us.
Everyone plays a part in this world, lets make a difference, let us not gossip, let us not hate, let us love and live in peace. Alas, the world will never come to that ... the system is not perfect. I will create a place, called paradise, for this world I owe my existance to. I will contain it with a mechanism, to allow peace only, violence will be exterminated and restrained at all cost. This system which I call the Eden system, where technology will be used to save, not kill each other, where technology and science are both the guardians of humanity. Where life, goes on, and on and on, and eternally, through the end of days. Nature alas, falls into my hands...
Amazing isn't it my friends?
