One day, just one day ... I will become an emperor of my own empire. Being King/Emperor is not an easy job, the lives of the people depend on your decision. Of course there were many emperors and kings who did nought that and got away with it. The riches that accompanies the dragon throne(or what ever throne it will be)is because 1) Yes, the emperor has more responsibility than any other person in the kingdom. 2)payment for the hardwork. 3) to show and display the riches and powers of the kingdom to other kingdoms.

Needless to say if you have a poor weak kingdom, you must never try to build your palace first with gold and silver. The people will disown your leadership and rebel. You must place the people first, and in turn your people will place you first. This circle/cycle is the rule to leadership in all aspects.

The Emperor has to behave like an emperor with a certain kind of air, and the emperor does not/must not stoop low, because it is not the people who watches when the emperor stoops low, it is the officials and the closest to the emperor that waits for the moment that this happens and usurps power for himself, getting rid of the crowned one. 1)The emperor should not fear his people rebel if he has done his best for his people but, indeed fear those who indulge too much together with the Emperor(officials) in his own house. 2)The emperor must not treat his people like slaves for the very food on his table comes from his people, but he must treat them like loyal subjects and justly. 3)The Emperor must be just and upright but also must be able to bring harsh capital punishment appopriately as lest the people see the emperor as weak and incapable of bringing justice. 4) The emperor must be wary of words spoken to his ear, the only true words are what the emperor must see and hear for himself not the stories of officials.

I after all still preach the circle doctrine.... everything is a cycle. if you believe it works, if you do not it does not work. like in this article, "treat your people well, and they will revere your pressence"

What if God was never existant? The spirit of doubt flutters on my mind. Society is the rule of heaven. If the king is right, Heaven will cease its disasters. Heaven chooses the Kings on earth, these leaders of men. The Kings and heaven itself is ruled by fate, and God alone is both fate and ruled by it.

The King is immortal, the subjects of the king immortal. Only if the King looses the way, does the king loose his immortality. And thus is the history of man. Man will destroy himself because the will of God is so. And fate and God are ruled simultaneously in harmony, depending on each other for its own existance. Set forth its rule to heaven and earth is such the power that heaven alone can decide. All these powers that reign on heaven can be brought down one day to the level on earth, however it will not be possible to be perfect as my ideas are coming from and imperfect mind.

I want alot of things, Let us review the list of things i need for this year.

New robes preferbly of higher rank
More tea cups
More watches
MORE BOOKS(this is high piority)
Need to brush up my japanese and chinese language
Get a robot? Perhaps they are cheaper now
Junni Kokki styled shoes
A few more friends?
Magic Powers
More intelligent
Rule the world.

Well well, thats a pretty short list for this year. Im also writing a book from the 17 year old me to the future me. Its not strange, I think its quite interesting. I am also hoping to discover some truths and clear some doubts. I am also still looking/searching for someone who can communicate with me. People like me are so lonely, I hope someone will finally understand and realise who I am.