break

i just came back from my mid term holiday.

it was a fruitful trip home. i met up with family, close friends and colleagues. i missed their laughter, never ending bursts of energy. that wonderful feeling of home.

while im struggling with the effects of jet lag, im also struggling to rethink about my career objectives and whether or not this is worth my effort.

i dont hate my job. i was exposed to many challenges. i've been doing things i never knew i could. nobody can take such experiences from me. neither do the skills i learned from such experiences. i wouldnt exchange anything for this.

but...the culture here is kind of unfavourable to people like me. i cant say the culture is bad just coz its bad to me. the culture must be good for some other people. ever since i came here, i got the feeling that im working to please certain people rather than focused on doing proper work. certain people who prefers to be pleased and have their balls rubbed rather than seeing actual results of the work done. i dont understand.

but i'll continue to keep an open mind for the next half of this term.

revive

i had totally forgotten about this blog until the husband told me he randomly came here to check for updates!

should i continue? should i not?

2010

this came abit late but juz wanna summarise my 2010...

started 2010 jobless.

went for a fengshui course. found it difficult so decided to go for 八字.

this course changed mi quite abit. its the grandmaster, maybe.

did lots of self-reflection during this period n got to know myself more.

my purpose in life.

got a job in may.

i have a good boss (my direct supervisor). good colleagues. my senior is nice n motherly. teaches mi unconditionally. the 1st person i met who wont hold back her skills n teach mi whatever she has. the only thing about her is being naggy. =x

i work like shit. rushing things, doing OT, slim pay.

but i love my job.

i din noe i will like HR =)

our flat =)

we were very lucky to be given this chance to choose our flat in dawson.

i believe someone up there is blessing us.

i'll follow dat direction when fate comes along.

graduation in aug.

i'm so proud of him.

attended a 3-week course for newbies.

4d3n shanghai trip was the best.

my 1st winter.

thank everyone for everything, everyday.

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"此处不留人，只有留人处。"

Smile, smile & smile

its a long & tiring week, esp today.

while still chionging something @ 7, received a call from boyfriend

to tell mi he juz off work & he ask me out for dinner!!!

feel so energized!!!

and motivated to work

boyfriend is still the one who gives mi strength.

毕业了！