Truth be told..

I was fucking disappointed with my results -.-

Gee. Even my prelim aggregate was better. And i scored F9s during prelims lah.
VERY SURPRISINGLY, i got B3 for my chem! B4 for Emaths and physics.
I was suppose to fail those, not pass!
Yet i screwed up my English and Bio. B3 and C6.
And my Comb. Humanities MURDERED whatever future i have.
Oh, really.
When i was talking to my online buddies yesterday, i told them:
"Cambridge fucked me upside down -.-"

I wasn't really that sore about not being able to get into a JC. The thought of going to one didn't even strike me in the past 2 years.

I was more worried about not being to be a psychologist, be it the poly route or JC route ._.
Kinda on a nervous breakdown yesterday even though i look calm. (i pretend to be fine)
Worse still, i'm worried about my parent's reaction to my hideous results.

Eventually, i told them.
They were like, oh... not so bad lah! Later we talk about it and discuss your options,k?

SOBS! T_T
I LOVE THEM! MUACKS!
Love them for being so supportive of me!

Until my dad pointed out to me on the Form A,

I WAS ELIGIBLE TO APPLY FOR NP'S PCS COURSE !!

Better still, i don't need to include my Comb. Humans results in the L1R4. I just need to have take the paper!

Even if i don't get in, i'm gonna sppeal! Appeal till the directors get tired of me and shoo me in!
I'm not joking. I'm dying to work as a psychologist!

Though i'm not looking forward to Chinese New Year.. Sian diao. Everybody will ask,"eh, kao dao zhe me yang?"

Maybe i should show them a pinky then they get my drift ~.~
Don't wanna talk about results. LALALA~

Happy birthday to my mummeh!
I don't know what to get for her. (why do my parents have to be such practical people?)
So i got her flowers!
Lovely pink carnations. <3
She must have love it loads. Rofl.

As long as i'm alive, i still have a path ahead of me :)

CHARMAINE CHEONG.

I’m a somebody and a nobody. I’m rational and emotional. I’m critical but I’m non-judgemental.

I like my things categorized by types and chronologically. I like taking photos to preserve the moments of my life. I like dystopian literature. I like reading Wikipedia articles at random. I like travelling to foreign lands and seeing the world. I like long conversations over good food. I like pop and classical music. I like guitars. I like cats. I like writing random, mushy letters and notes to the people important to me. I have a whole long list of things that I like, but you’ve got to get to know me better to know them all.