Feel like changing the skin to this blog. Live has to go on and things have to change. I seem to have lost the zest to do photo editing to come up with a unique blog skin. This would have to do for now.

gastroentritis. I seem to fall sick every month. Is this a sign of me ageing? Or is my immune system really down? I have a feeling my physical health is highly linked to my emotional state of mind. I basically am not liking what I am doing. There seems to be no reason to do what I do everyday. Other than the selected few whom I am thankful to have crossed path with, the rest are all facades of what I thought as good friends at first. I need a change. Ya Allah, give me some light .. Show me the Way..

Liz shared with me that she feels that I am being shortchanged at work. Should I fight for that extra few and risk being laughed at or should I let it remain status quo and be the person I am expected to be. The norm or dramatically abnormal?

revelations

He showed me the way that day and led me to decipher what does a friend mean to me. A friend is an important fraction of my life. I realised that sometimes the relationship only goes one way. Someone important to me, but i may be just a tiny "hi-bye-laugh" in that someone's life. It hurts to know the truth. But the truth answered lots of things for me. most importantly, friendship requires one to be truthful to the other. And sincerity really shows beyond the facade that was forced on.

Truth hurts.

let me blow off the dust of this blog.

nothing has happened that is worth blogging about. I attended an IT workshop and from there, I learnt that blogging is actually a form of news in this century. Well, nothing has happened to me that is news worthy.

people's live move on. I remain static here. still at this stage. sigh.

back to school tomorrow.
Cheer up, purplesal! Its the exams ...