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「 Saturday, April 28, 2012」
「 8:00 PM 」

Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to ignore and deny some things from people, you just can't deny the truth to yourself that you are so affected by it. Its actually some sort of defense mechanism, you don't want to be seen by others as a weak, dramatic and oversensitive girl, so you try so hard to act like nothing's wrong. 

You say you're okay though your not, you say you moved on when you haven't even let go, you smile though your heart is breaking, you pretend not to care when you hear his name and say you're glad to let him go when you're actually regretting it. It really hurts to hide those emotions. It hurts to be left out, lied to and cheated so you wear a mask to hide what you're actually feeling. And after all the things he did to you, you still care about him. 

Though you know what to do, you just cant take the first step in moving on coz something is holding you back, and that is the love you have for him.

I'm strong, I know my worth and what I deserve. Its okay to cry and feel the pain & the hurt for some time to lessen the burden. It will surely take time, but one day I'll be able to move on.



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「 Wednesday, March 21, 2012」
「 11:13 AM 」

Ever since the year started every thing has been going in the wrong direction.. Im just wondering why.. So many questions in my head.. What mistake did i do to deserve this? Like seriously what did i do to be treated like this?

Maybe its a blessing in disguise but it wouldn't hurt to get some reasons or answers to my questions..

Note to self: i just need to break free from all this and show the world that im perfectly happy the way i am n i dun need any particular ppl in my life to be happy.



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「 Wednesday, February 1, 2012」
「 8:04 AM 」

It's when you both love each other and yet you couldn't patch things up.
Where's the pain?

It's when one decided to end it up ...
And the other has no choice but to give up.
Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don’t even know what I’m waiting for anymore.
 



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「 Saturday, January 14, 2012」
「 8:50 AM 」

Sometimes I dun even know why i fuckin care so much. Like seriously.



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「 Friday, December 9, 2011」
「 10:25 PM 」

Dear Bloggie,

I know i haven't been so loyal lately, but its just that things have been abit complicated. Sometimes love shouldn't have so many conditions. It has to be free and not be bound by so many terms and conditions. 

Why do I feel that there is a distance between us? Especially lately.



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「 Sunday, October 23, 2011」
「 10:44 PM 」

Follow ur heart and see where the hell it takes u to.



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「 Thursday, July 7, 2011」
「 11:55 PM 」

Its amazing how ppl can be judged based on their education level, their family background and all other things but without actually meeting them...

Its amazing how an impression of a person can nvr be change even after much convincing...

I hope there is a meaning for me to put up this fight if not i will nvr be able to take it...and the only words that will ring in my ears forever is " I told U so"..

I hope that u will nvr give up on me and that i wun be able to take..And I will nvr give up on u...Ever...

Although I can foresee bigger problems later on...I have a feeling that this is right.....Oh man I hope so...

Love Naz. <3




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