I'm tired.

Been finding excuses to reject meeting up with him. Like seriously, I don't know how to face him. I think he kinda sensed it. It's scary how a good man like him would do such a thing.

Just heard some stories regarding tang from sing. Honestly, I'm not sure how I should react. The whole drama just reminds me of YJ. Damn. This is funny.

Talking about feelings? I don't think I have any feeling for mr tang. Ok he's really nice in front of me. But I'm not sure about that now. Everyone has their own opinion about today's drama. I'm not sure what my reaction will be. Maybe I can't be bothered? This whole incident is confusing me.

OMG.

Guys nowadays. They only complain about girls being materialistic. They should slow down their pace and reflect on their own behavior too. They are all no better. In fact, in my humble opinion, they are a lot worse than us girls. By a million time.

just plain and simple. key to happiness.



suffering from headache. think i slept too much today.



break free.



sometimes i just wonder. what am i searching for?

saddens me.

ok b4 lappy die on me i shall do some updates!

tang added me on msn. and he told me to tell him if im online later tonight. this is sooooo freaking funny. just when i tot mayb he’s he not the right one, he did something to stun me yet again. so mayb fatty is right. he might be a little interested in me. but whatevers. =)

rejected midnight kbox yet wif underground. i’m tired like a cow. LOL.

mason was nice enuff to give me 6 free movie vouchers!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!! i can choose any movies i wanna watch!!!! wahhahahahha! provided i visit him at his workplace on sat. ok this is soo cool! i’m broke but yet i can watch movies =))

gg over to the lib later with mayi. he’s gonna study while i read story book. this is sooo funny.

thereafter, meeting sher for dinner.

alrights. im loving life so far =))

today is officially the end of my nightmare! duper happy like wth!!!


met up with my loves immediately! to my surprise tang joined us too! wahahahahhahahah. ok he’s not a bad chap =) hmmm but den he didnt give me the right feeling that im looking for. sigh. but he’s really nice to sms me again on sat and ask me to jia you for my last paper. qns marks. LOL

instead my guy invigilator gave me the right feeling! he’s so nice to approach me and helped me when he saw me looking for my seat number. and smiled at me when im doing my exams and ensure that i shaded my script properly. such a nice guy. he gives me a “i’m such a polite and nice guy” feeling. LOL! wtf so funny.


weeee sat is an outing wif sing and syahril. perhaps tang will join us too =D

wahahahahaha

life’s great without exams. and at the same time empty. i still love studying more than working LOL! so carefree =)

would love to tan over at sentosa ^ ^

well i’m left with one paper to go! and i seriously think my tax paper is a super gone case. i cant imagine having to study tax all over and over again sigh. super demoralized. i dun noe what affected me. my mind just went blank and i wanna cry =((


booo boooo. it’s my first time in my life failing exams.

haix.


but nevertheless i will jia you for F5! hopefully i wont fail this paper too. but my brain just refuse to absorb anything.

on a brighter note. i’ve secured one more tuition kid! yes! more income!




anyways tang smsed me the other day with words of comfort and encouragement. ok i gt a big shock of my life. wahahahhaha. i wonder what sing told him! but it’s so funny. my girls just nv fail to make me laugh out loud. there you go girl. u have the best frends one can ever have =)


perhaps it’s really time to move on =) time don’t wait.



i will do thrice as good as the last time round =D



cant wait to go over to thai disco after exams! and outings wif all my dear frends!




oh did i mention i had a secret admirer? wahahahah! so ridiculous! nv imagine that would come from him! just a joke =/


jia you jia you!



stop crying like a baby! learn from past experience and nv do such silly things again! words of wisdom from him. =)