Dreams

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hmm a few more mins b4 my lunch is over den im gg over to my new company =))


updates**

-gt a full time job
-nice people
-signing up for acca today
-good food wif baby
-baby taking all my non sense... SORRY DEAR!!!!
-watched movies
-going out wif ai si ni tmr!!! YEA SLIM SLIM
-being happily in love
-graduating soon
-enjoying life
-love mr xu's company
-lastly, will be more sensible =))

wat else??


pictures and more more more pictures soon =)) gg to flood my blog wif pics...





i wan i wan i wan................... ** *** *******!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhahahah

Monday, April 06, 2009

im feeling the stress from work now. bcos now tat my mentor has left. everything wil be on my own now. theres alot of things for me to complete on my own... so yea jia you and hope everything will be fine.

anyways ive been so silly. but nvm =)) im a happy happy girl now.

hope all goes well for my job. and den time to look for a new job again


im looking forward to my taiwan trip!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA

Saturday, April 04, 2009

sometimes it's better to not know the truth...


i thought i have a fairytale on hand.... i thought so...


but the truth is.... i ended my own fairytale long ago... i threw it away with my bare hands.... i couldnt find it back anymore.... i can nv get it back... bcos i drew a full stop... and place in the final sentence.. i didnt cherish it.... i didnt know it existed... when i realise it... it was all too late....


now i thought i started a new book.... but i realise.... i nv... nv once wrote it... nv once started it... bcos the book was nv in my hands to start with.... bcos i didnt own the book...


that's why....


im facing reality...


im lost.. when im lost... the person who found me wasnt the one i thought who shared my fairytale with me... but it was another... another one who gave me his book.... yes so now... i only have one book... is either to throw it away... or open it....


and walk another path...

or that, demand the book from the other....


confuse confuse...




if only if only........ i didnt throw it away 5 yrs ago...


i would have owned a million page....