For the past few days, my thoughts are running wild. Sometimes I feel that I could not cope with them anymore. And then, history will repeat itself. I’m just an ignorant fool.

Suspicions and assumptions are not helping one bit. But I’ve decided to take the chance. To believe and trust again.

I’m learning new things and I’m grateful for that.

I’ve learnt to take a step back to see everything in a clearer view. This is something I would never do because of my pride. But I did it this time round. It’s not so hard after all.

There’s no longer black or white in my world, because with him, I’ve learnt to accept grey. Thanks my dear. You know me the best. Yet I know so little about you. Next time, when it’s really my fault I will apologise. No longer just you trying to find me, catching up with me when I walked off. I’m really glad to see you every time, you never fail me =)

p.s. i felt so great after a jog wahahahhaha =)))))

oh yea finally my blog is up again =)))

anyways my internship has finally come to an end.. to be honest, i had learnt a few important learing points which i cant get to know them in books. im glad to meet very nice pple in sentosa and of cos be frends with them. i stil cant quite believe that time flies past so quickly. it seems like only ytd, i was an intern, being attached to merlion and met those wonderful pple there. everything was jus amazingly new to me.

how i met him and how everything magically fits together. how we get together, quarrel and stuff.

how i was transferred to palawan and afraid of the "all girls environment" but it turns out to be great and superb. how i bid palawan farewell and to join my new home, hub3. how i enjoyed slacking my time there and appreciating the environment ard me. how i met even more people. all sorts of irritating and nice pple.

all the memories i had in sentosa has come to a standstill. i appreciate all those who helped me, consoled me, solving all problems with me, coaching me and having fun with me =))

but then, even so, a pleasant experience in sentosa couldnt clear my doubts.

however, after a chat wif ron, i've really decided to give up on tourism and go for something that i really have passion for. though i have a few choices in mind, i will slowly figure them out. and i believe i will get the answer soon. thanks for the consolation, the inspiring and heartwarming incidents that you've shared wif me.

hmm now i will spend the rest of my time b4 i graduate to find my answer.

anyways dark knight was superb i love it =))

when can i get to eat my jap food??? i suddenly tot of it T__T