oh great today is suppose to be my project day but im here bloggin while doing my proj.. baby's off to work and that means, i have to do my proj alone =(((

anyways i hope i can jus get over and done wif everything... i'm owing like tons of reports for my logbook WTFFFFFFFFFF..

I WAN GO KBOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAN JIAN FEI!!!!!!!!!

I WAN TO SLEEP MORE!!!!!!!!!!

oh man ahhhhhh i'm gg crazy....

=((((

i cant wait for my 3 mths holidays ^ ^

hope the person who stole my shoes fall dwn today.. if not i can go running can!!!!!!!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ever since i saw mr ant i kinda miss my sec sch days.. where i use to play bbal so frequently.. haix...

yea people my blog is back..HAHAHs.. hmm i tink i shall blog on my daily life like wat i use to do.. if not many of u guys wont get to know how i'm doing and stuff.. so wahahahah =DD

so 2day's my offday and i'm staying at home to do my bloody proj it totally sucks to the core.. i hate doing proj.. to add on, it's INDIVIDUAL..

and i attended the VM class for two consecutive days.. so ask me anything, i can jus explain to u guys wif ease..

anyways work in sentosa really made me realise something.. being a manager is not easy.. and being a good one is definitely nerve-wrecking.. shld not elaborate more.. it's confidential wahahahahah

nvm im looking forward to tmr.. cos i'm working wif arfah!!! =)) this time round not aznie..

oh i cant wait to end my attachment.. and i wil have a 3 months break.. hmm wat job shld i go find?

i wan go shopping =DDD ytd was totally crap only bought a shoe while suqin and qinghui happily bought so many things HAHAHAs. and and i saw something i'm in love with... haix... but i nid to save $$$$$!!!!!

pls let me strike toto.. =)

p.s. i hate harry's bar at harbour front.. i dun noe why i jus dun like the atmosphere LOL... i'm going to visit cafe del ma soon =))

anyways baby i missed my hokkaido fair =(

finally... i sort out my thoughts.. this time round i was alone.. it's the 1st time.. usually u were there for me.. but i guess i've really learn to be independent.. to try and solve everything by myself...

i had came to a conclusion... and i will stand by it... i will give it a try.. if i dun try... i will definitely regret in future... so wat if it does fails?

it's heartbreaking to think of such stuff.. i finally understood wat u went thru when u were leaving singapore.. i was totally non-chalant about it.. and i tink at tat point of time... u were totally heartbroken.. but now i understand.. sorry is not the word u were seeking for... understanding is wat u are hoping for.. i finally understood everything. i was dumb and stupid.. it took me years to figure out.. and the day when i finally found the ans u are looking for... u will leave me... and it's time. dun worry for me anymore =)

i thank you for being the 1st person to stand by me when i'm upset or down
i thank you for helping me clear any of my doubts on any matters
i thank you for giving me the greatest advice
i thank you for being my best friend
i thank you for caring for me
i thank you for listening to wat i have to say
i thank you for not giving up on me
i thank you for all ur efforts that you put in
i thank you for thinking and doing things that benefits me the best
i thank you for waking up in the middle of the night to comfort me
i thank you for every every every single thing you did over the years..

i tink i nv thank you b4.. there's so many things u did tat i couldnt tink of any now... i dun tink u nid to come back ever again. cos i found ur ans.

i'm no longer that small kid..

i've grown to bcome a stronger person. where i will not fear of rejections anymore... i've learn to appreciate things around me.. i hope JS will know about this. i took every single thing for granted during that period of time. but now it's different. look i'm appreciating everything.. learning to gif and never expect something in return. this shld be the way =) i believe it's never too late.. i jus hope i will stop losing pple who truly cares.

and yes... i dun nid lavish gifts.. i dun nid nice restaurants, expensive food... i dun nid a tai tai life.. all i nid is jus some1 who will treat me well with all that he can... even he's the poorest man on earth.. i will still walk on beside him wif pride.

that's the sweetest essence of it..

i finally understood..and i hope i found tat person.

with that i wil stop blogging. goodbye my blog. i dun nid a place to blog my thoughts anymore, cos i can handle them well now. i guess im entering a new phrase of my life. i dun nid the bubble ard me to protect me anymore. i could handle everything now.

OMG i feel so smart all of the sudden cos i decipher everything u guys said over the years in one single night wahahahhahahahah =DD at the same time, it's stupid of me to take years to understand something so simple... contradicting?? watever the case, im glad ^ ^

yea... i'm like 1/4 done wif my bloody proj =)) with baby's help i tink we will be able to finish quickly ba heh heh..

hmm went over to timbre for dinner ytd nite to sort of celebrate uncle chris's birthday.. LOL... it was a nice place and thanks for bringing me there and thanks for the bottle my dear...i've decided to be a more tolerant girl. perhaps a little more patient towards u...

anyways recently, i'm such a happy girl... and i'm very contented wif life LOL!!!! i hope things will jus stay this way ^ ^

omg i'm back to palawan on sat and sun!!!! i tink sun will be a good day.. cos wifout meiling and mui yeun ard and gt qin mei to pei me wahahahhahahahahahha i love life @ beach =))

i'm like suppose to do the mintues but i'm here blogging my thoughts away HAHAHAHs

hmm i was really glad that he told me everything he's trying to do.. i was really glad and appreciate that he actually would try to do those things.. but he only say it... whether he really do it is another thing.. so baby pls dun let me dwn.. i rmb every single thing u said jus now... HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA stress u stress u LOL =))

i will look 4ward to the dumplings LOL!!!!!!!!! and my diamond ok.

anyways pple i'm back to palawan wahahahaha my niang jia!!! TGT WIF YEOH SU QIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tink we gonna turn the shop upside dwn if we two do opening tgt LOL.. and we confirm everyday eat and eat and eat when meiling's not ard heh... oh im so looking 4ward to go back to palawan...poor anne she's stil stuck at hub3 facing the bikinis alone =((

i tink i gg to see lots of baby's face and song song dao jurong de face HEH HEH. oh ya and the usual xia lan uncle chris.

i wonder when will my attachment end???????!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nid my precious sleep... i hate my eye bags they suck!!!!!

this is total crap. i'm suppose to do something impt but yet i'm here blogging cos i'm tooo lazy to do it...

anyways i slept like dun noe how many bloody hours today.. super shiok!!!!

to all who have been missing out in my life.

i'm no longer in merlion (a pity).. went dwn to palawan (not bad enjoying the sun, sea and breeze) and now i'm at siloso (saw a few of u guys!!!!) HAHAHAHAs

so everything is fine for my internship.. no probs or anything i suppose.. i stil love days wifout sch... i dun wanna go back to sch...

i tink everything is fine now.. i guess it's jus yea... talking to suqin woke me up... i realise i shldn't compare... i was surprised i told her not to.. but i did.. haix.. anyways i hope i didnt hurt him in anyway.. tat was something i dun ever wan to do to him..

anyways some idiot came to tok to me today and say he missed my stupid lousy noodles... ok at least gt pple appreciate my noodles HAHAHAHAHHA... learning thai cos it sounds wen rou OH YOUR FREAKING ASSHOLE!!!!

sawadee ka
dai mai dai ma dai mai pen rai
phom ruk koon
sabaidee mai
koon na-ruk mak
คนโง่เง่า
เขลา
ฉันไว้ใจคุณได้ใช่มั้ย - อาหวุน

what the hell -_____- can any kind soul tel me wat does all this means?? i wan vomit blood already.. gt program somemore.. he win already... dig my da bian out and let u eat lor..


ps. i finally gt something i wanted for long.. thanks my dear =) was kinda surprised u really went to get it ^ ^

i'm sooo depress... haix... sick and tired of every thing.

life isnt smooth sailing...

i hope i could get over it. i'm struggling

why.. why...

i jus dun understand..

went drinking wif weising and ivy.. been a long time since i last drank... they are such great company =))

seriously i love palawan... but too bad i'm going over to siloso tmr.. hopefully i wil be back to palawan..

life at beach is superb!!!!!!!!! i love it..

i wonder...will things ever be the same again...

my heart aches...