ohhh im still alive... it's a miracle.. i have the sudden urge to give up everything and jus ask all the bloody lecturers to fail me... WTH... all my brain cells are dying... MY POOR BRAINY~~~~ and my POOR EYE BAG~~~~ POOR ME~~~ but it's ok i'm a happy GIRL!!!! HAPPY!!! YIPPPEEEE

i've gt my lollies!!!!!!!!!! i've gt the sunshine i long wanted~~~!!!!!!!! my muscles are aching now... =DDD but i'm soo duper high~~~~ i've gt sushi too!!!~~~ SUPER ALOT!!!! WAHAHAHAH...

finally... i saw some light and hope in my pathetic life... i love everything now =)

guess it's gt to do wif the sunshine... i'm loving every moment the other day... ^ ^

the things u longed for... the goals i'm aiming for... everything is wrong wrong wrong... i'm sorry... it wont turn out good....

OH I LOVE BABY'S SWEET THOUGHTS~~~ surprisingly, it's still so nice afterall... thanks idiot blungie chuckie LOL

cant wait for bro bro to come home tmr~~~~ these few days i'm soooo lonely wifout bro bro de accompany =D but he will be home tmr to help me wif all my reports, irritate me and entertain me!!! and most importantly, be my maid to get me water and food and everything while i'm do proj!!!!!! WALALALALALALALALALALALAL

OFF TO WATCH TV.. and after watching tv, it's gonna be another endless night for me... i guess i nid more sunshine to keep me energetic and high... YES!!! I CAN DO IT AND DROP DEATH AFTER WEEK 12...

WEEEEE~~~~~ this time round, i hope im really done wif the hotel security report ^ ^ i'm proud of myself =D... baby's proud of me too wahahahhaha

anyways i stil hae to do my ttp speech b4 i retire for the night...

my eyebags are getting real real real real bad... i nv had them in that condition b4... i'm sooo sad....

i nid the doc.... my bruises!!!! SIGHS....

there's something wrong wif me...

I WANT MY LOLLIPOP~~~~~~ I WANT A BREAK~~~~~ I WANT TO SMILE~~~~~ I WANT TO SLEEP~~~~

i'm entering a new phrase of my life... i'm gonna face it wif courage...

p.s. i kana that ghost thingy again the other day... and after that, i had a series of nightmares... I HATE IT!!!

RANDOM: i love maths gems... it's fun... throw me in a maze and i will definitely find my way out... HOW COOL~~~

wee~~~~ i sooo high now... i finally finised the WHOLE HOTEL SECURITY REPORT WAHAHAHAH!!!!! one dwn and alot more to go =)) endless nite for me... T__T

thanks baby for accompanying me ^ ^ heh i wan lollipop!!!!! send me send me =DD

p.s. i'm a sad girl... sighs....

LALALALALALALALALALA...

yea.... surprise~~~~ HAHAs i'm here to update my blog...

guess i will be a good girl and update it regularly... ok the reason y i'm so hardworking is because... i do proj till very sian mus relax a while... so i shall blog some non-sense and get back to work heh...

anyways bro is home~~~ =)) and scolding me as usual when he saw me sitting in front of the comp HAHAH

watevers~~~~

i guess i shall have to stay up for the night today, tommorrow and the day after... wahahahahha i nid chicken essense LOL!!!!

i die oso mus go for a vacation after the bloody exams... if not i will be letting myself down =))

aiming for taiwan!!!! tat's wat i did for my ttp and i guess i wont opt for a tour, cos it's seriously not fun... who wanna join me??? HEH i tink rac will be coming along... agnes *notsure*.. and my mami is coming along too.. which means... everything she pay lalalalala...

to my dear frends out there who kept asking me what proj i have, i shall list everything down for u all.. so buy more lollipops for me ^ ^

week8 --> Travel and Tourism Practices report [done]
week8 --> Service Quality report [done]
week9 --> Service Quailty presentation [done]
week10 --> Travel and Tourism Practices presentation
week10 --> Hotel Security report
week10 --> Hotel Security Workshop
week11 --> Gobal Business Environment presentation
week12 --> Gobal Business Environment report
week12 --> Uunderstanding Cross Cultural Differences report
week12 --> Uunderstanding Cross Cultural Differences presentation
week12 --> Gaming Operations and Management report
week12 --> Service Quality report
week12 --> Service Quality Roleplay

so basically i have too many deadlines that i cant rmb some of them
Travel and Tourism Practices [Walk Tour report]
Travel and Tourism Practices [Walk Tour]
Gaming Operations and Management [Presentation]

hmm had i missed anything out?? i hope not... all the deadlines are scaring the hell out of me.. i solemnly declare that i haven touch any of the proj except hotel security.. WEEEEE i'm flying~~~~~

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA anybody who is damn bored can volunteer to help me... i will be more than willing to give u some work to do LOL!!!!

TATA HI BYE

haix i give up.. its sooo hard.... i'm having a hard time...

i tink i'm gonna die soon...

pls god hurry let bro finish his exams... den i shall beg him to help me...

my head is spinning... i cant take it liao LOL...

i'm a sad girl now

a very very very sad girl...

i'm craving for ice-cream~~~~~ and some lollipops

cheer me up with lollipops PLS~~~

P.S. i wan to be a sleeping beauty.... how great... i can get all the time in the world to slp... guess i'm gonna feel damn sian if i go and slp now haix... i din manage to finish my stuff.. all my members are sleeping... none online T__T and i had to wake up early tmr too.... gif me a break...

sp is killing me... i have no life at all... im doing proj every single day... sitting in front of the comp, munching tibits and getting fatter as time goes by... bro says he feels like using a needle to poke me so tat i will be deflated and bcome thin and slim.. oh well, if only that will really happen...

i haven had a proper slp for the past few days... and i've been very short tempered... i din get to eat and slp properly and wif all the bloody shit around... i really feel like giving up and gets irritated super easily... WTF

i should jus slow dwn and tink carefully b4 i do anything...

but anyways, everybody is in the same situation as i am... i will definitely change my course when i go over to uni... study until like dog, in the end oso cannot earn big money... i might as well go banking and finance, study like dog and after that earn big bucks... that would be a better motivation for me WAHAHAHAHAHA

i jus cant stop thinking abt everything... my world is spinning and there's no end to it... baby gif me some consolation...

be strong as life goes by... jus endure a few more months and everything will come to an end... i shall go for attachment and mayb life will be easier...

everything in poly is like shit... i love sec life.. no nid to study oso can... cos it's o lvls that matters... some of my frends cant imagine that i'm actually studying a few days before every single tests and exams... oh well get on wif life and stop being that sarcastic wif me... im NERD ok... LOL

cant imagine uni life... even bro is studying like weeks b4 his bloody exams?? so for me, i will nid to like study a month b4 my exams?? wat kinda rubbish is tat LOL!!!!!

i shall go for some spa treatment, mayb it will help HEH HEH

Hahaha I’m here to update my dying blog!!!!!!! Ok it’s like suchhhhh a long time since I last updated =DDD

It seems like nobody is reading it so I dun get the motivation to update…

But since Joshua LOKE &%)#^%#)&% me, I shall in the honor of him, update my dusty blog LOL!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJUN!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAH hope you enjoy urself 2day ^ ^

Yup we as in rac, kailin, xinhui, Joshua and weida, went out to celebrate and had dinner at pasta mania, and wat lao, I really hate the food there… dun noe is I sway or wat… everytime I eat the pasta there, it tastes like #$@*$^)@&%*@ I’m not gg to eat there ever again!!!! following on, we went k after tat =))) it’s been such a long time since I k-ed and yea we all enjoyed ourselves. JOSHUA WAS SOOO COMICAL while trying to imitate the mi lu bin pple de voice… LOL!!!!!! And he and rac wat lao created a big big mess at party world… they were throwing tissue papers all ard the place and littering the place like no body’s business… and yea the place ma jiam look like toilet de floor… LOL…

Ytd, went to Jack’s place for lunch and again #%&)^#&%^)_ sooooooooo many green peas in my lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCH A TURN OFF when I saw my lunch… but heng desert at NYDC was great =)))) I love the mudpie~~~~~

Haix after elearning week I guess I will busy till I drop dead… soooo many bloody projects like shit like tat… Nvm since I could already survived the last sem, I guess it will be no prob too for this sem ^ ^

Anyways I’m such a smart girl =DDD I’m finally done wif e learning!!! GOOD JOB!!!!!

pics pics~~~~



the birthday girl =)



me with meijun



candid shot LOL



look at the amount of tissue they play wif



HAHAHs they look retard!!!!!!!


Me and Joshua LOKE (HELLO NEW HAIR)







i look damn spastic





my cutie face LOL







at manhattan fish market (GOODBYE HAIR)