lost and almost broken

so this is really what happens when one feels torn apart.

you stop. you think for a moment what has just seemingly jabbed you in the face. you look around, desperate to seek respite but find absolutely none and then you sit there - lost and certain not quite sure what to do.

you've no idea how much i miss you, how i wish you were here and how i'd hope that things would be different.

for now it seems like everything has kinda lost its meaning. there seems to be no dream to chase, no luxuries to want and no love to give.