yay.. feeling abit happier.. went for dance yesterday.. glad tt i went=) heee.. because i was still contemplating whether to go or not, then came a msg from kel.. so i went.. it was not bad afterall.. din exercise for so long!! i was damn tired yesterday=( boo.. lousy me.. anyways got a realli nice reddish bruise from the floorwork.. hehehe.. i have a fetish for bruises!! so happy=) ok.. i'm a weirdo... anyways.. nuah at macs after dance for a while.. nuahing has become one of my fav hobbies after exams.. haha.. and then rushed home to watch dancefloor.. i think its so cool to dance like them.. i always like to watch dancing.. esp ballroom dance.. i think its juz so beautiful=) it makes me wanna dance!!! but i feel veri 力不从心 when i dance。。。heee.. its ok.. as long as i have fun=)

okays okays... gg off le.. shall blog again real soon..

my moody had been heavy since last nite.. juz an unexplained feeling.. ah pek was saying he felt kinda lost.. he'll always get this feeling after exams.. well our exams ain't exactly over yet.. but i see it as over alr=P anyways.. felt the same way too.. i felt so sian.. at least last yr, i found something exciting to do.. tt was piercing!~ but i got rid of it alr, coz the little skin left was diminishing-_- maybe because last yr i wasn't deprived for such a long time, so i had the urge to go and play and all tt immediately after exams.. this time round, i dun feel anything.. no excitement.. maybe juz felt relief that all the shit is over.. ok.. one more shit ctw i got to deal with on wed..

hm.. juz wanna say something.. in life, each of us have our own troubles, our own low times.. but we got to be strong and believe we can solve our problems, if not accept and live with it.. think of what u can do to change things for the better.. believe tt u can change things.. but need to give urself time for the change.. of coz sometimes things are not perfect, so u need to take things easy along the way.. stay positive.. i noe its easier said than done.. u probably tried but failed many times.. u can be sad abt it but after tt, rmb to pick urself up and move on.. failing many times doesn't mean u'll not succeed.. perhaps when u think tt ur life sucks, think again.. does it realli suck?? do u realise how fortunate u are? even if u are feeling like shit, i can tell u, someone else is probably feeling even shittier than u now.. its our own perception tt will determine the way we live, our attitudes in life.. u have the power to choose the way u want to live!

do i sound silly saying all these?? juz felt like saying all tt ya??

OHS OHS.. finally.. time to blog again...


hm... dunnos wat to say also.. coz i juz typed a huge chunk at another blog=P so well well.. juz hurray here!! left with last paper only!!

aiyo.. i should be studying very hard now.. because later i got tuition.. haha.. anywayz.. last 2 papers le!! feeling kinda slack=P CANNOT!!! i must panick.. i must have the sense of urgency.. phys is like so difficult can!! u cannot slack!!

this is how i have been psycho-ing myself to study.. apparently it doesn't work.. (if it works.. i wouldn't be typing here) heee.. tried lotsa methods to make myself study.. paste alot of post-its.. put stickies on my macbook screen saying dun slack and stuff (its on my msn pic)... i even wrote JIAYOU! WRITE! on my ss paper coz my right hand was on strike when i reach the 2nd question.. HAHA.. then juz now jinfeng send me this pic with 自律 on it.. HAHA.. so farnie.. okok!! i must have self-discipline!!~~ STUDY!! i hope i realli do...

things i do to get myself to study.. but it doesn't work... -_-

AR!!! i shud be studying now!! but juz cannot concentrate lehz.. haha.. cannot stay at home tml..

i was reading thru all my previous entries.. haha.. i shud be STUDYING... i wrote tt i want to be a mugger this sem coz last sem too slack le... but in the end.. i studied much lesser than last sem!!! DIE DIE DIED DEAD.. sob sob... haha.. ok.. i want to be a mugger next sem!! (i think i'll say this every sem..all the way to yr 4.. HAHAHA..)

anyway.. read the papers abt the campus shootings in US.. so scary!! those studying in US must be veri careful k...

kk.. i TRY to study abit..

hey peeps.. saw this on matt's nick.. pls visit this http://houseofjoel.blogspot.com/ and spread it ard.. my friend's looking for eye witness for hit and run accident.. hope he'll get well soon..

thanks!

mugging times are the times to meet up with old friends!!!

fri met up with emm and sy!! haha.. to mug of coz.. but hehehe.. ended up chatting quite alot!~ so long nv meet up with u girls.. so nice to sleepover and talk abt stuff=) and of coz bibi(issit spelt like this?) is so so so so cute!!!


very happy to meet up with yiiean and xiuli today at woodlands lib.. met janicia and lydia and zhiyong too.. ate alot alot alot today!!! xl and ye.. i feel fat and bloated now.. i totally regretted eating so much.. at first i ate "hor fun" at lerkthai.. coz the food veri little and pathetic.. feeling unsatisfied, we set off to look for more food!! we went swensen and ordered fish in cheese.. the serving size is so so tiny also!! we felt tt everyone is cheating our money today!! then we order white choc blondie.. eeeee.. so fattening!! can't believe i ate so much.. shit.. tml eat lesser.. and hopefully can wake up in time for a run=( i doubt tt will ever happen.. hahahaha..

juz now talk a while on skype with bs.. she's coming back on 8 MaY!!! i'm so so excited.. coz veri veri long nv see her le!! and veri long nv chat with her on skype oso.. heeee=)

i miss all my friends!!! after exams, i must must must must meet up with everyone k.. like 78.. i like veri long nv go out with u all le.. and ny gang.. lib gang.. sp gang!! and many many others=) raggers, dhoppers.. and scarela and whoever!! hahaha.. must play like mad after exams..

anyway.. everyone jiayou for exams!!

this song is stuck in my head!~~ uh huh...

hey hey hey~~~ holiday tml!! so i shall take abit of time to blog=)

have been too busy and lazy to blog recently.. sianz sianz.. but when sch holidays come, i'll blog alot!!!

anywayz.. last week was cactus performance.. it was a wonderful experience, to dance on stage!~~~ it juz made me love dancing and dhoppers even more!! though we are not veri pro.. heee.. but we tried veri hard and i think we looked good on stage!!! hahaha.. but i think we danced better on the first nite.. at least for me la.. second nite i danced wrongly.. boohoo.. hahaha.. anywayz.. i got too many photos le.. i'll juz post some!! haha..



dhoppers rox!


backstage!!


me and parnter (who stole the limelight away from all of us on both nites!)


sexy girls


poor yubo!! look at his face!!


girls with zee=)


me and 旧爱


trying to act like pop singers=)


hot babes!!!


me and my new darling!! ain't we cool?



not to forget dear raggers for coming down to support=)

sorry to others who came down too.. i dun have the photos in this com at the moment.. so nv post ur pics!! but thanks for coming!! jie jie cookie monster and taf ekans junwei sok david gera airen xiannu est zzy ziyan sh who paid but nv come

love all of u=)