All that you can't leave behind

was just watching the news.. and reading.. about the disaster. it's just so bloody sad ain't it. more than a hundred thousand dead.. and counting. the situation looks bleak. really bleak.

it got me thinking about how lucky i am and how blessed my life has been. hah. to think i was irked just now cos there was no food at home except chocolates and i was starving. people out there have no food and are waiting, even fighting for aid and here i am complaining cos i have chocs from marks and spencer. raaargh. i complain too much.

henceforth, i shall be happy and count my blessings. and hopefully do something about my self-centred nature. there's a whole world out there.. so many things happening everyday and i live in my own world, so self-absorbed. my own problems, my own worries, my woes.. which is nothing compared to many others.

i shall remember this moment.

playing: greenwheel - i don't believe

on birds and bees

rather ungratifying sakae buffet topped off with a peculiar tasting green pigmented ball which goes by the beguiling name of "mochi (spelling??) ice cream". brings a whole new meaning to the term 'oddball'.

excessive but mirthful talk-cock (pun unintended) session.

topics covered:

- what's that term for sexless beings?

which led to the following...

- how some animals (slimy ones) can morph and change sex
- how do snakes do it?
- snakes have retractables (exceptionally fascinating and funny thought)
- how do birds do it?
- how do fishes do it?
- how do snails do it? huh? how??
- how to get two dogs to run away stuck together
- how to get mice to willingly kill themselves and die happy.

ok you get my drift. it was like a bio lesson over tea.

for some inexplicable reason i was convinced today was thursday. until xinye insisted today was wednesday did i check the calendar in my phone. i would've gone on thinking that tmr is friday! too much time on your hands makes you lose all sense of time and day. geez.

ok photos...


i'm not acting cute

look how many yucky ice cream thingies i have!

to eat or not to eat?

dead/decapitated seal. (it's actually the skin of the aforementioned yucky ice cream thingies)

xinye's self-proclaimed "so wong kar wai!" picture

i like tea

but i like tea bags better

merry christmas one and all!

had 3 christmas dinners. yumyum. enough christmas food to last me till next christmas.

oh yah. results are damn crappy! but somehow it doesn't really bother me. maybe cos i was expecting not to do well also lah. i wasn't even nervous or anxious about the results being released today. decided that CAP doesn't matter to me cos i'm not doin honours anyways. haha. i hope this doesn't give me reason to slack the next 3 sems away though. but hey! it's christmas man. who gives a damn about results.

have fun y'all! and have a better year ahead! love ya bunches.

my new sheets! nice eh? it's barbie. wahahha.

my cleaned up room. yeah, i know i still looks a tad messy.

close up of barbie! haha

my brother. hahahah

turkey

beef. and bro's beer belly. lol

mom's present fm bro and alecia in a cool cigar box

new layout. hmm.. i don't really know what else to put in. it's not completed yet. haha. oh well. spent alot of time on it already. shall continue another time.

today was family day! we had our christmas dinner today. haha. my bro's back. went TM earlier to check out the Mango sale. didn't find anything though. mom spotted my bro's new tattoo. wahahha. nag nag nag. lol. i'm so amused by it cos the last time he came back he was hiding it fm the folks and i was like 'orrrrhhhhh'. and this time he forgot to hide it! haha.

shall post some pics of my clean room and stuff later! oh yah. moved the com to my room and all. now i have a tv and a dvd player in my room too. whoopeedoo!

Rose Syrup High

downing shots of rose syrup CONCENTRATE (mixed with a little joy juice if lucky) as your friends watch gleefully, thankful that it's not themselves drinking, is ironically a rather fun way to spend an evening. but yuck! only water can assuage the sticky sweetness that goes down your throat in an attempt to give you diabetes. stupid indian poker. it was rather unlucky of me to have lost twice (in a row? i can't remember). bah.

all grossness aside, kester eating alot of pandan cake with alot of chilli sauce and charkwa drinking soup mixed with joy juice amidst exclamations of "eeeeeeewww" by the appalled onlookers, was waaaaay more fun! the amazing thing is that they did it willingly?

alright now. who's up for more sadistic fun?

ARGGGGHHHHH

my mudder has been irritating me the whole day!!! i cannot take eeeeeet anymore!! she keeps coming into the room and making noise about this and that and i'm like rrrrrraaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! i will clean the freaking mess and whatnots lah! don't have to tell me the obvious!

SHEESH!

leave me alone. just leave me alone. i have an article to write!!!

Behold!

the rare, once-a-year phenomenon of grumpy ol' nat cleaning her room can be observed today. if lucky you might even catch nat sweeping, mopping, or changing the sheets! you can even have a hands-on experience at cleaning too if you so wish.

details
visiting hours : 3-6pm
entrance fee : a chocolate bar
note:
unclean / dusty air. might induce wheezing. recommended to bring along a mask.
no photography.
no sniggering.

so come on down before the room is clean!

feeling laconic.

well, let's just say bash was fun. more so than last year's.

Listening to : the new amsterdams - losing you

life these days

haven't done xmas shoppin
haven't done clothes shoppin for xmas bash on tues
have nothin to wear
die
intended to go today
lazy bug kinda set in
maybe tmr
scratch that
it HAS to be done tmr
no time

was watching some HK romance movie last nite
so sweet
so sappy
i think such shows make you more cynical about real life
reel life is always better
ain't it?
i don't think i'm capable of such love
heartless, selfish creature
that i am
muahhahahaha

i say Bah

i say chey! and bah! i say bah.

and i'm blogging too much.

and the f***kin blogger navbar is getting in the way of my entries! getting on me nerves. argh!

all i want for christmas...

sometimes i don't understand certain people. friends.
sometimes i don't understand why certain things happen.
so, i shall live in my own world. just me and my imagination.
escapism? i don't think so.
more likely the lack of choice.

all i want for christmas is my wisdom teeth gone, my wisdom teeth gone. preferably all four of em. painlessly. thankew very much. and a whole load of other stuff as well. not material stuff. but .. just stuff to happen. or to not happen. yep. that's all i want for christmas... i want it all.

I'm going mad

everytime i stay at my godparents place i go mad. must be the boredom. i keep singing christmas carols. even on the frikkin bus. aarrhhhhh. the stupid song..
"jingle bells, batman smells, robin laid an egg...."
much to my godma's amusement. she said she thought only kids sing stuff like that. wahahhaha. and i keep makin funny noises. godma says sometimes i sound like a dog sometimes like an elephant. hurhur. i'm looooosing it. or maybe i never had it in the first place. sanity, that is. i'm a monkeyyy!! my second childhood. and i'm only twenty. by the time i'm fifty i'd be like at my fourth childhood or somethin. hah. i think i currently have the brains and mentality of a 12 year old. hohoho. merry christmas!

i don't wanna be wise!

my wisdom teeth are comin out! arrrrgh! i think must pluck! just reading some website and it says that it can cause infection of gums and even swelling of cheeks! wwwwwwwaaaaaaa! i dun wanna look like a freakin melon! and the infection can spread too! *freaks out* and it can harm the other teeth!

despite all this, i dun wanna pluck my teeth! it is one of the scariest experiences ever. pain too. bad bad baaaaad memories.

owwww.

what have i been doing the past 3 days besides watching alot of tv?

nothing.

"yes?"

stuffed toy?

puppy dog eyes

my bro's dog! so cute right?

Funness!

Francis gathering today! alot of ppl didn't come but it was still fun. Vic's new house is HUMONGOUS! wah lao! when i was walking there i was like...

"dun tell me that one is his house.. haha."

upon walking nearer....

"it IS his house!?"

i went early to play with lana! hehe. she's so damn cute! yea she's a dog by the way. golden retrievers are my favourite-est dogs! i miss tiny. anyways, got slobbered like mad. all over. feet, hands, face. she's one crazy, hyper, jump-all-over-you dog! cute as hell!

derrick, bro jo, and joyce came next (i was the first!), so we played this tennis game on vic's x-box. hahaha. super funny lah! 4 ppl playing is damn fun! learnt that bro jo gets violent and hits his teammate (me) while playing. damn pain can! and learnt that derrick is not very good at these video games. wahhaha. later everyone played taboo! oooh i like! it's highly amusin to see everyone get so worked up and saying stupid things. word of the day would have to go to:

booby-trap!

and word that i should not have screwed up:

Pierce Brosnan!

ahahah. i love this game. and i love Pierce Brosnan.

drank some baileys with bern n bro jo. wah lao. drinkin it alone is abit much i think. with coffee nicer lah. bern got red in the face after that. haha.

oh. i also attempted to learn mahjong. for like the millionth time. and i still don't really geddit! argh. lucky melch also dunno how to play. so i wasn't alone. haha. i didn't win at all! if we were playing with real money (which bern and bro jo tried to goad me into. tsk!) , i'd be broke now! needless to say, both of them took turns winning. not only did i not learn how to play properly, someone accused me of not being able to read chinese. at one point it went something like this...

"she can't read chinese lah"

"you can't read chinese?!"

"huh!? you can't read chinese??"

"nooo! i can read chinese lah!!!"

ladeedum. what a day. i even managed to get the last bus home. yay!

now i'm popping hello pandas non-stop. just can't stop!! these freaking things are so addictive. and don't think that just cos they're small they are not evil. four of those little things are 190 calories. yes, just FOUR. dunno how many thousand calories i just consumed. hahahah. yummaye!

boredom blog

bloggin cos i'm bored. lalala.

went out with mom and bro today. had dim sum lunch at this teochew restaurant in centrepoint! good! i ate so much cos my bro was still hungry, so he ordered more, so i had to eat despite being bloddy full. hah.

so after lunch we walked.... and walked... and walked... till it was time to go home.

oh gosh this is such a boring entry.

my phone's ready for collection. they are super efficient! less than a day! whoa.

ok i'm sorry if you've fallen asleep reading this. go do something more fun/ productive with your time. i shall too.. bye.

tired and bored

nobody online to talk to. lalala.

been out everyday. good exercise. hahaha. damn tired sia!

finally went to service my phone. argh. hope it's done soon.

just blogging cos i'm bored.

gonna watch tv.

bye.

incredible day!

the incredibles is superb!! i love it love it love it! superhero cartoons are the best! their powers are damn cool! i think i actually wouldn't mind watching it again even! oh and i love the fantastic four too! was crazy over that cartoon last time. heh.

after that we went shoppin. like, majorly. (ooh why did that sound so bimbotic?) lets see what i bought...

1) denim skirt (damn cheap!)
2) pinkish OP capris (i'm still wondering if i shd've gotten this)
3) boardshorts (damn cheap!)
4) flowery skirt (damn cheap!)
5) funky purple ripcurl pants (i love this!)

5 bottoms only. not alot lah. not alot. and we didn't even walk the whole of orchard! only covered from PS to Heeren. who knows what else we might've found had we covered the whole area. i need some tops!

i'm tired.

My day... which day?? or was it night?

our vocation is to love. that we can do everyday. our vocation is not to become priests, religious or to get married. these just help us in our vocation to love.
- something from today's homily that struck me

Fr Bruno has a damn nice french accent. ahahha. it has a very calming effect. he's sucha nice priest. i find him very inspiring. oh during mass i was standing beside this guy who smelt like one of my fave desserts - almond jelly with logans. hahaha. weird lah. wonder what cologne he was using man. If he was using any. hmm.

went for sunshine's 21st bday partaaaaye yesterday. went early to help blow like a million balloons. haha. then had a sleepover at weng's place although it shouldn't be called a sleepover since we didn't sleep!! madness! watched a few movies, and had ben and jerry's and other junk!! then it was already past 5am. so guess wat we did? we went for a prata breakfast! hahaha. i've never eaten breakfast so early before! so basically it was another lazy day, eating non stop. geeeez. after breakfast we watched another show but i fell asleep at the second half. hah.. so went home to sleep proper after that.

sleeping at weird hours is confusing... blurs the line between night and day and sat from sun. for example, if i brush my teeth at 5am, then have bkfast after that, then sleep at 9am... do i still have to brush my teeth when i wake up at 3pm? since it's already considered the morning brush. or should i consider that a before sleep night brush? something stupid to think about... ah it's post-exams anyways... am entitled to be stupid.

oh yah! i forgot to mention this. if u can't wake a person up, just sing that stupid mars song.. which goes..

in the land of mars
where the women dun wear bras
and the men dun care
cos they dun wear underwear.

haha karen was singing tt on repeat mode, much to the dismay of dary who was trying hard to get some 40 winks. hohoho.

lalalallalalala! gnite everybodeee!

*burp*

back fm mom's bday dinner. yummm. i had so much dessert! peeeeg out baby.

speakin of pig. mel, weng, and i stayed over at dary's spanking new place last nite and we're such pigs (except for mel)! house is damn big! coolness. his room is huge too. shioker! all that's missing is a dog! soon soon.. heh. so 4 of us squeezed on his bed, sleeping horizontally with our legs sticking off the bed. i have this unwarranted fear of letting my feet stick out of beds. but got ppl around ok lah. if i'm alone.. sure cannot! must cover feet under blanket too. don't want no imaginary monster chomping my feet off now would i! and i hate sleeping beside a wall or in between people. i have such weird sleeping habits. haha.

anyways the sleepover was funn! we totally PIGGED the whole day. woke up fer lunch (had hagen daaz too!), took a tour round the house, then er.. kinda lazed around in bed doing absolutely nothing except irritating the heck outta dary for abt 3 hours in order to keep him from slpg again so he could entertain us. haha! this is THE life man! we were lazing around the whole day till 530 when we had no choice but to leave. ahahha. my perfect choice of how to spend the holidays if you ask me.

oh and dary asked if i was wearing a pushup bra last nite. in other words, my boobies have grown? whoohoo! wahhahaha. but too bad lah, they went back to their normal size this morning (cos i changed bra). hurhur. and no i wasn't wearin a pushup or aquabra. just a good one. haha. why dary notices such things in the first place, i have no idea.

chinablack was ok. was some jc party. KIDS. we left the minute they started playing weird shit... trance of sthg. dono lah. s'all techno to me. i dun reli like clubbin. it's boring leh. i'd rather haf spent the time slacking in dary's room. haha! oh ya! and i was supposed to meet xinye and yiting yesterday afternoon but was too LAZY to go to town, go home, then go back at nite again. haha! *oink oink oink oink snorts*

wat a piggy day! i like!

back to the good life! whooohoo!

the air is fresher. my step's lighter. a smile's on my face. i'm happy and i'm gay! hell, i'd even donate to those pesky flag-sellers if i come across them! wahhaha. wheeeeeeee! in a good mood baby! till the results come out that is. haha. lalalala.

paper today was ok, except that i didn't do any qn on Joyce at all! and i spent the most time studying that. disgusting. i hate Joyce!! oh well, just glad it's all over.

i've realised that i actually enjoy studying for lit. so now i know... that's why i'm majoring in it. yeah.. i think it kinda dawned on me when i was studying for IT (ewwww!). it was easier to study cos it's like just reading all the stuff and remembering them. quite brainless actually. haha.. but maybe that's cos i didn't understand half of the stuff and neither did i bother to go figure out. but with lit it's different. you have a genuine interest in what the text is trying to say. so that's why i'm not anywhere else but in arts. to think i almost did science in JC! madness.

yay i'm so happy. hahahah. i'm rambling. now i can slack and not feel guilty about it! and can watch tv without pretending to study at the same time!

it's a beautiful day.