argh!

was just sorting out my JC fotos and realised that one album is MISSING! the JC1 retreat one! crap! i've searched my rm and the storeroom but i still can't find it!!! ugh!!

where can it be!?! must be somewhere in the house right.. but my house's not even that big wat! why can't find????

i'm highly upset. those fotos were very impt to me.... sigh.

let's see if St. Anthony can help............

woke up at 2.30 today! hehehehhehe!

went for ah moi's bday party at pasir ris chalet. had fun crapping wif the rest. we got her a printer and speakers!! lucky shit. we've decided. next sem we'll all use her printer. haha.. she got cake smashed into her face after some guys tried to dump her into the dustbin. haha. the cream was blue in color. so gross! she had blue streaks in her hair. lol. den she went beserk and took revenge on poor innocent ppl who weren't even involved in sabotaging her. haha..

after that i took the bus on the wrong side of the rd! so stupid! i swear the last time i crossed the rd to take the bus... dono why today i crossed and it was the wrong side! argh...

no plans fer tmr. kok sing asked if i wanted to meet him fer brkfast but i was like, "er... i'll be sleeping". hahaha.. yeap. hopefully i'll be able to slp past noon.. ahhhh...

i'm a peeeg. and loving it.

i miss You.....

back to the good life

i wish i were back in my classroom in CJ now.... having a boring lesson, slowly tuning off.... falling asleep, waiting for the bell to signal the end of the day. oh, what i would give to be there now....

sigh.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you...

AMI

is it just me, or did john stevens sound absolutely astoundingly terribly off tune??? he totally killed the song man. simon seems to be more and more congenial towards him. he was actually NICE. and his choc ice cream and onions comment was hilarious! haha..

speaking of ice cream! had ben and jerry's choc fudge today! YUMMAYE!

candle meeting at mel's hse. was quite fun.. had lotsa laughs. but... i just don't feel like doing any work now.. inertia. hah.. dono why.. but im just so sick of everything.

gimme singapore any day

after today's JB trip with my blk, i've come to appreciate our dear sg more.

ppl in m'sia dun give a damn about pedestrians when they drive! they jus go, go, go, and dun care if they knock you down! roads are terrible cos there are like no proper crossings for pedestrians! and the bloody traffic light dint have a green/red man (either that or it was spoilt)! so when we were crossing the cars were stationary but! they suddenly started moving! and they just came for us! wah lau! had to run! everytime we cross the road i'd scream and run really fast. terrible..... i was like, "i don't wanna die in m'sia!" haha.

also, the area looks like some place from the past.. like 50 yrs ago or sthg. haha... old buildings with cracked floors and bird droppings all over. alot diff fm s'pore...

the stuff at the malls aren't cheap either.. some are even more expensive than here. movies are cheap tho. 6RM. watched starsky and hutch. yes, dumb to go all the way there to watch movie.. i dint want to either. anyway, boring show. don't watch it! it's not funny and the plot aint much to scream about. unless you're a big fan of ben stiller or owen wilson (i don't like em'), i doubt you'd enjoy the show. and the m'sians cut off some parts of the show too! sheesh.

any saving grace for this place called JB? yes!

the food there's cheap and good! haha. mmm... had 4 scoops of ice cream topped with walnuts and choc sauce for only 4.50 RM!! deeeelicious! had the usual seafood fare (two days in a row!!) which was real good. the prawns were huge! and they were considered medium sized.. wonder wat the large would look like. yummaye!

today's the first time i've been to JB without my parents and without a car! haha. yeap.. this is why i've never realised wat pedestrians haf to go thru jus get fm one side of da road to another before. i'm tired.. all the travelling. so troublesome to go without a car cos gettin thru customs is so much more difficult.

i missed my s'pore when i was there.

had seafood dinner with mitch, joel, jeanneate, weng and bernard. yummy! realised that i suck at eating crab. first time eating it without the help of my dad who'd always get the meat out fer me. heh.

after that, we went to weng's place to play majong! haha. i think i finally noe how to play.. kinda. i won twice! yay.. not too bad for a beginner?

oh yah! sunshine's so funny! she kept going for joel's you noe wat! HAHAHHA. joel was like so scared. haha. at least she's straight, unlike owen who's gay! haha. such funny dogs....

ok.. gnite, everybody

i just chopped off like maybe 5 inches of my hair!! ahhaha! and it's still so long! long enuf to cover my boobs! hahahah! ok, u dint need to noe that. ahem. anyway! i'm goin jb wif blk tmr... some of us are gonna cut hair. haha.. so yea.. decided to cut abit myself first... so i won't die of shock when the hairdresser starts snipping tmr. haha.. so fun to cut hair. hee..

i can't think of a title sunday

caught 50 first dates with gerald, sh, and benedict. funny stuff... go watch!

hadn't seen the 3 of em' in eons! and gerald totally cracked me up wif his stories about the stupid things he did! haha. can't rem when was the last time i laughed so hard. oh, and he insulted me by saying i weigh 78kgs! crazy! i dun even noe any girl who is that heavy. benedict tried tellin me some jokes but they weren't funny at all. haha. and sh cut her hair but nobody could tell. hahaha!

learnt from sh that CAC is merging wif SC!? wot da hell.. where did that come from?? CAC is gonna be a department in SC. hmm... wonder wat it's gonna be like. apparently it's not even gonna be called CAC anymore. wat on earth is brother paul doing to our school? i was saying.. soon it wouldn't even be a catholic sch anymore. sigh. bye bye, CAC.

last night, i was thinking about how time flies soooo fast and how things change so much. and this piece of news is a perfect example.. dono why, but i'm always so caught up with the past. should be looking to the future instead right. then again... the future is so uncertain. no point looking forward to it also. bah. just live in the moment i guess... this period in my life which is utterly boring.

i need retail therapy....

bimbo? who? me?

went back to hall last night. thot they had something fun planned... but.. me, xinye, and some 2nd floor guys ended up playing taboo and watchin scary movie3! haha.. we were sup to go max brenners (!!!!) and watch film fest movie but dono wat happened.. so our original plan got scraped. dang. ooh.. taboo was really fun tho! i'm so lousy at it! oh, i couldn't describe william shakespeare!!! eugene had to help me and he was in the other team! like super easy but i was too gan cheong and i was like "uh uh uh...!" and then i went "f@#%!!!!!" and apparently i did some funny hand motion too. of course, i was made fun of for that! haha. stoopid me. and dom had one word where he pointed to me and said, "she is a....?" and everyone, includin myself, replied in unison, "BIMBO"!!! haha.. poor me, ya? the guys were good but they were so dirty minded (as usual). anyways.. had many laughs.. fun!

played till abt 3plus, then watched scary movie3..extremely dumb show! i found myself scared during certain parts of the show tho.. heh.. it's not even sup to be scary! oh well.... this is why i never watch horror films.

and today, i shall be moving outta my room. bye bye hall.. seeya in 3mths time! whoo hooooooo! happy holidays to all!

jennifer hudson is out of AMI! haha.. yay. no more scary woman. but seriously, i think jon stevens should haf gone. he should haf gone a loooong time ago. he dint do manilow's song justice at all.. his voice has no power. oh well...

i think the producers rigged the show a lil..? they purposely put latoya n fantasia into the same group (A) as hudson to make it more exciting.. like they were expected to be the top three but in the end they were bottom three... i really don't think fantasia and latoya would be in the bottom three! so i'm guessin the producers did that just to make the show more interesting. n they got ryan seacrest to join in as well. he asked george to join the group that's safe, but dint say whether it was group A or B (obviously trying to trick him!) and george looked so confused as to which group to join. haha. then latoya was like beckoning him to join their grp. so ego right!? geez.. she expected her group to be the group that's safe but HAH. ok... i guess everyone, myself included, expected group B to be the bottom three.

hello hello!

my exams are over! yay!

ok. that's all i wanna say. bye.

temporary bliss

yay! jus had geog exam.. was ok. forgot to write alot of stuff.. but nvm. think i lost whatever (little) skill i had in writing essays! i couldn't finish and had to rush during the last 15 mins! which was why i forgot to write so many impt points. sigh. wat happened?? used to be able to write essays faster. urgh. unversity has made me stupider. i even use words not even in the dictionary. haha..

am happy for the moment cos can finally slack abit! take a break! had exams 3 days IN A ROW!! no time to rest at all! can DIE! last nite i almost died i think.. was cramming everythin into my brain till like 2 plus.. non stop studying. den went to bed but couldn't fall asleep! past few days have been an absolute nightmare.. i'm just glad it's over.

gonna die for lit.. but expecting a C anyway... so ... whatever.

ok.. shall go back to studying.. so much for my so called break. hah.. like a one hour break. sheesh. sigh...

just shoot me

kill me! kill me now! another paper gone by and i'm super demoralised now. elang was AWFUL. but i shant go into details... tmr is another killer paper. screwed. totally.

"i expect my room clean by tomorrow..i will be back middle of the night!!!!! go start cleaning now!" says my evil brother... heh

JS was terrible.. elang tmr.. think it's gonna be another lousy paper for me. bah...

heh i was supposedly studying for jap studies (there's friggin' alot to study!) when i came across this site
... it's so funny! go take a look if u're free. here's an excerpt:

The Anime Freak is probably the most common, and one of the most annoying. You can usually spot a few warning signs to let you identify them before it's too late: they wear the same exact Evangelion shirt every day, they have more than one anime key chain on their person, they wear glasses, they say phrases in Japanese that they obviously don't understand (such as "Yes! I will never forgive you!"), they refer to you as "-chan", make obscure Japanese culture references during class, and usually fail class. You have to be extremely careful not to let them smell pity or fear on you, because if they do they will immeadiately latch onto you and suck up both your time and patience, leaving only a lifeless husk. Desperate for human companionship, they will invite you to club meetings, anime showings, conventions, and all other sorts of various things you don't care about.

i really regret takin JS! ppl say south east asia studies is really easy.. and here i am trying to remember jap names/terms/words that are impossible to remember! why, oh why...!? ok, back to solahfsldhfglkshfgdohwkejhrwkghalsighawf (this is wat jap words look like to me). sighhh...

my missing brother is coming back this weekend.. asked him to bring lotsa food back! heh. yay!

had philo exam today.. more difficult than the past year qns. one qn really stumped me and i'm still irked cos i dono the answer! argh.. hope they put up the answer scheme!

i've learnt that i can't survive a weekend in hall. the lack of food and company can kill. sigh...

i noe why i like the blk cleanin aunty so much!! she reminds me of my grandma! she's so sweet lah. just now asked me if i ate already! she sounded like my grandma.. like her voice n all. yay i'm so glad they changed aunty.. dint reli like the previous one.

just back from watching the passion.. dono how to describe wat i'm feelin now. got so many questions... dun feel like blogging abt this.. dun wanna think abt it either.. dun think i'd ever wanna watch that again. it's too gruesome.

shall go do something.. studying wud be good.

holy thursday. dint go for mass and church visiting this year.... sigh. now that i'm in nus, holy week falls right smack in the middle of the exam period. but that is of course, no excuse for my lack of spending time with God. i'm so terrible.......

my blk has a new cleaning auntie.. she's so cute! i like her... but she looks quite old. so poor thing right. so old still hafta work so hard. rather sad... sigh. and yet she's still so err.... conscientious in her cleaning, always smiling and saying hi. amazing...

chelsea monaco .. who would've thought? sigh. real is out due to away goals rule! dammit.... chelsea's second goal was nice tho. heh...

the world of science

went to sci canteen for lunch and the pasta was AWFUL! if u think the pasta at arts is gross, wait till to try the one at sci. i only managed to eat like a few pieces of the macaroni, which was icky and hard. and the sauce was worse... yuck. to top it off, that bowl of crap cost me $2.80. got ice jelly (with an exiguous amount of jelly) for dessert. it was bad as well. first time i ate ice jelly wif the jelly on top of the ice. nuff' said. on sat i had the jap food there, which is prolly sci canteen's only saving grace? however, the woman who took our orders was a scary bitch. so there. no good experiences in science canteen thus far. hah..

even yiting, who is from engin, commented that the sci ppl look weird. lol. the food is enuf to tell me that.. the ppl just confirms it. hahah. on sat i went along wif a few of em to hand in some project at SoC and i felt so outta place. the long, quiet, enclosed corridors reminded me of a hospital. and there was a certain smell too. the doors also had little sliding windows like those we see in mental hospitals in the movies. haha. the whole place was like so.. erm.. sterilized. haha wat a word to use. but it is. the real shocker came when we stepped into the lift. EVERYONE in the lift looked the SAME. clones! they were all specky and weird lookin! scaryyyy. if i put u in a lift wif those ppl, and dint tell u which part of nus u were in, i think you'd still be able to guess. haha.. and i think i had a certain look on my face cos yiting asked me why i look so frightened! hahaha..

ok.. i noe i'm being damn mean here. but even sunshine doesn't like being in sciency land! just now she couldn't wait to get out of there. and she's from science! haha.. but she said that we must understand... that those ppl spend like 12 hours a day in labs (!!!??) i sure hope she was exaggerating. but if that's really the case, then it's no wonder that they are so different from us arts (slackers) ppl.

in any case, i'm glad i'm not one of em suffering students in science. heh. hmm... hope i'm not offending anyone from sci.. dun think anyone from sci reads my blog anyway.. i dun have anything against sci ppl. the few ppl that i noe from sci seem pretty normal to me. heh. lalalala!

i've started!

finally, finally got down to studyin! haha. watched one webcast and did one reading. ok, so it's not so much studying than catching up on stuff that should have been done a long time ago. heh. but still. it's good enuf for me. yes, it is.

anyway.. my neighbor who lives across me is gonna move up to 5th floor next sem. damn... she's from mauritius. so she speaks english. she listens to english songs. rock, to be precise. i just hope the new girl won't be some cheena person. and i hope she would be slack like the rest of us in this wing. she must definitely love to sleep, and not be the super irritating enthu kind. will definitely assimilate better... heh. whoever moves in here will be quite poor thing tho.. cos she'll be the only year one in this wing.

think i'm really lucky to have been put in this wing. seriously. my wing is the most 'ang moh' of all the girls wings. i'd just die if i were in any other wing. and yiting's moving down here next sem. yay. one more person wif the same music taste here.

oh just now yiting said that i sound very funny when i speak in chinese. haha.. apparently i sound like a kid. guess my level of chinese is about there too? haha. and she's not the only who's been laughing at my chinese. past few days ppl have been asking me if i can speak chinese. haha! and my lousy chinese has rubbed off on xinye! haha. just now she pronounced some words totally wrong. heh! yay i shall influence everyone to speak my kinda cheena! mwahhahah.

oh yah. i have a new nickname. nai3 da4 li4. like chinese translation of natalie. haha. i'm told it means boobs big. haha. nai3 is boobs?? but i thot that nai3 means milk?? as in nui nai? not meh? but they say nai has two meanings and told me not to argue wif em cos my cheena is not up to standard. they bluff me also i dono man... but anyway.. wat a contradictory name. cos i'm so flat. haha.. ah well. call me whatever u want. so amusing.. heh

bullied

was watching AMI in the lounge wif tiff then when we tried to leave to go toilet, the door couldn't open!! we were stuck! wah lau. lucky franklin had the key to open the other door so we were let out. den later we used that as an april fool's joke. haha. we called ppl to come 'save' us and so many of them fell for it! haha. but some were so evil! they laughed at us! and later they locked me in the room wif two kids from hell!! the kids were damn bad lah! they pulled me and wouldn't let me get out! and then franklin pushed me and i fell and then he locked the door!! i was really trapped in the room with those two horrors! wah lau! i was screamin and screamin! now my throat is sore. ahem... those ppl are so evil right! hmph....

i knew it wouldn't last.... sigh.