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Tuesday, November 08, 2011 / Tuesday, November 08, 2011
HAHAHA. it has been eons since I last touched this space of mine. I have started work. It has been awesome. Its the holidays already and its still just as awesome. I realise the past few posts has either been very melodramatic or about a certain person from the past. HAHA. its 9 November and I can truthfully say that I don't miss him like I did back in August. I mean, I still do check his profile but the conflicting feelings has lessened. I guess, and I hope the reason for it is because I have learnt to accept that certain things are just not meant to be.
Anyways an update on life. I tend to update this blog only when I am in my down days or when Aunt RED is visiting. So yeah, for the past two months I have been tracking my expenses and making sure that a certain amount at least is being saved for rainy weather. HAH. but it seems that I spend far too much for my liking. Its alright, its a habit that needs getting used to. :)There are a lot of things on my mind the past few days. Places that I wanna go before anything untoward happens to me, things I want to achieve before certain matters tie me down and the list goes on. It basically evolves around the fact that I want to make my life as meaningful as can be. But it seems that over the years, I have accumulated a varied number of interests and a varied number of things that I want to do for myself.
So to start of things, I am going to list down the things that I still want to still be a part of my life as long as I live.
Things I Treasure 1. the bond I have with my sisters and mum. 2. a couple of my friends who have seen me through life's hardest battles although some of them may not know it. this makes part of my support system. I am a needy person and I need constant loving and affection from the people I care about. 3. dance. i want dance to still be a part of my life. somehow or another. I cannot see myself not being immersed, not being romanced by dance. Even if I wasn't dancing, I want to be a part of it one way or another. 4. love for the arts. be it dance, theatre, music etc. Although I am more of a dance and theatre person because I'm a more visual person, music plays a part in orchestrating the good and bad moments in my life. And I never want to be away from it. 5. Travel. There is a need for me to travel. Somehow or another it fulfills my deepest needs and it helps me recuperate from the humdrum of daily life. I want to see the beautiful cultures, I want to experience life's greatest architecture, arts etc. I yearn to travel and this is something I want to be kept in my future 6. Learning and Sharing experiences with people. I am a people person. I thrive in situations which there is a need for me to interact with others; although there is a loner soul within me, i believe that I enjoy life better with the presence of others. 7. Memories from the past. I am a very sentimental person, although these things I would never touch everyday but knowing that I was a part of something in the past somehow gives me encouragement for the future. :)
So there.7 things I would want to be a part of me until the day I depart from this world. InsyaAllah. I cannot forget and will make sure I will not forget.
Tuesday, November 08, 2011 / Tuesday, November 08, 2011
HAHAHA. it has been eons since I last touched this space of mine. I have started work. It has been awesome. Its the holidays already and its still just as awesome. I realise the past few posts has either been very melodramatic or about a certain person from the past. HAHA. its 9 November and I can truthfully say that I don't miss him like I did back in August. I mean, I still do check his profile but the conflicting feelings has lessened. I guess, and I hope the reason for it is because I have learnt to accept that certain things are just not meant to be.
Anyways an update on life. I tend to update this blog only when I am in my down days or when Aunt RED is visiting. So yeah, for the past two months I have been tracking my expenses and making sure that a certain amount at least is being saved for rainy weather. HAH. but it seems that I spend far too much for my liking. Its alright, its a habit that needs getting used to. :)There are a lot of things on my mind the past few days. Places that I wanna go before anything untoward happens to me, things I want to achieve before certain matters tie me down and the list goes on. It basically evolves around the fact that I want to make my life as meaningful as can be. But it seems that over the years, I have accumulated a varied number of interests and a varied number of things that I want to do for myself.
So to start of things, I am going to list down the things that I still want to still be a part of my life as long as I live.
Things I Treasure 1. the bond I have with my sisters and mum. 2. a couple of my friends who have seen me through life's hardest battles although some of them may not know it. this makes part of my support system. I am a needy person and I need constant loving and affection from the people I care about. 3. dance. i want dance to still be a part of my life. somehow or another. I cannot see myself not being immersed, not being romanced by dance. Even if I wasn't dancing, I want to be a part of it one way or another. 4. love for the arts. be it dance, theatre, music etc. Although I am more of a dance and theatre person because I'm a more visual person, music plays a part in orchestrating the good and bad moments in my life. And I never want to be away from it. 5. Travel. There is a need for me to travel. Somehow or another it fulfills my deepest needs and it helps me recuperate from the humdrum of daily life. I want to see the beautiful cultures, I want to experience life's greatest architecture, arts etc. I yearn to travel and this is something I want to be kept in my future 6. Learning and Sharing experiences with people. I am a people person. I thrive in situations which there is a need for me to interact with others; although there is a loner soul within me, i believe that I enjoy life better with the presence of others. 7. Memories from the past. I am a very sentimental person, although these things I would never touch everyday but knowing that I was a part of something in the past somehow gives me encouragement for the future. :)
So there.7 things I would want to be a part of me until the day I depart from this world. InsyaAllah. I cannot forget and will make sure I will not forget.
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Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
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What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
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shopping when i have the money
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WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
