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Tuesday, May 10, 2011 / Tuesday, May 10, 2011
have i informed one and all that exams are finally over? and that means a close of my nus chapter? insyaAllah.. Ya Allah, please give me at least a C+ for tamil. :S
Anyways, celebrations since last friday have been awesome. :) Went out for lunch at megabytes and then we met up the rest to celebrate the end of exams by playing stupid games at mind cafe! HAHAHA. :)
polling day. dance. birthday party. babi days. dance. being lifted off the ground. :))
But the reason im writing a post this time around is because I just saw the gf of my longest lasting crush? (HAH. scratch that bullshit.)yeahyeah, i think we're all getting further apart. but howells, that's life ain't it. :)
Anyways although there aren't that many reasons for me to write words to explain this pang of jealousy? HAHAHAH. what pang of jealousy farahin. u had crushes on sooo many boys after that.
Not in a mood to be philosophical and all. Just wanted to remind myself of the day I saw their couple picture together. I should be happy for him since he found his happiness no? I truly am, but maybe that sincere feeling is being hidden by ladens of jealousy fat.
there's been this scary thought that has been swimming in my head since i watched the japanese drama series YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE. scary scary thoughts which have to be banished. don't make my heart go through all the pain again in hopes to make myself more independet etc. it never works. it never will.
and the boy which i have never truly met, i hate you for making me affected everytime i listen to songs that you used to put on your wall and which always made me perasan that it was for me. what a joke please.
so i plead to you Allah, make me stronger. :)
Tuesday, May 10, 2011 / Tuesday, May 10, 2011
have i informed one and all that exams are finally over? and that means a close of my nus chapter? insyaAllah.. Ya Allah, please give me at least a C+ for tamil. :S
Anyways, celebrations since last friday have been awesome. :) Went out for lunch at megabytes and then we met up the rest to celebrate the end of exams by playing stupid games at mind cafe! HAHAHA. :)
polling day. dance. birthday party. babi days. dance. being lifted off the ground. :))
But the reason im writing a post this time around is because I just saw the gf of my longest lasting crush? (HAH. scratch that bullshit.)yeahyeah, i think we're all getting further apart. but howells, that's life ain't it. :)
Anyways although there aren't that many reasons for me to write words to explain this pang of jealousy? HAHAHAH. what pang of jealousy farahin. u had crushes on sooo many boys after that.
Not in a mood to be philosophical and all. Just wanted to remind myself of the day I saw their couple picture together. I should be happy for him since he found his happiness no? I truly am, but maybe that sincere feeling is being hidden by ladens of jealousy fat.
there's been this scary thought that has been swimming in my head since i watched the japanese drama series YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE. scary scary thoughts which have to be banished. don't make my heart go through all the pain again in hopes to make myself more independet etc. it never works. it never will.
and the boy which i have never truly met, i hate you for making me affected everytime i listen to songs that you used to put on your wall and which always made me perasan that it was for me. what a joke please.
so i plead to you Allah, make me stronger. :)
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
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shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
