Welcome to MY blog!
you will not understand half the stuff you read
you will get high or emo reading this blog, depending on my mood
you will get addicted. HAHA.
MENU!
PROFILEBLOGLINKSTAGBOARDMEMORIES
Saturday, May 31, 2008 / Saturday, May 31, 2008
it took me some time to come to terms with it.. but here goes..
I AM GOING TO CAMP NEXT WEEK! I AM GOING TO MEET MY cuteguy NEXT WEEK! i just cant bloody wait!
ooh, and manifestasi was good yesterday! haha, what with the extra commentaries by people.. lalala~
i am thinking on going for camps! i love camps! i always have fun during camps! no makeup, no pretty clothes.. just doing stupid things together and making new friends. that i like. :)
Monday, May 26, 2008 / Monday, May 26, 2008
I AM STILL ALIVE PEOPLE. no worries.
I am still enjoying life as I deem fit, thus my increased laziness in not cleaning my room or doing house chores and instead mope around the house and reading books that I enjoy. Still awaiting for the dreaded letters. Hopefully, it brings much happiness, but howells.
I watched made of honour online and I have come to a conclusion that it is not worth my 6 dollars to watch it in the cinema. Although there is the attraction of a very hot cast member (ie. Patrick Dempsey) , the storyline is expected and they showcased the ultimate perfect guy that makes girls like me dream that there is such a guy out there, somewhere.
OH yes, I have been reading books and most of the drop-dead-gorgeous guys are all Scottish and they have wealth that is so overwhelming that it sounds almost unreal. But because I am a hopeless romantic, all the unbeliveble things that occurs in the books, forever makes me swoon. I'm going to find my other romantic person, one way or another. :P
Gentarasa 2008 was beautiful, what with the myriad of colours and the beautiful choreography. It made me want to perform on that very stage along with the cast. (: wishful thinking, i know. But I really do miss dancing to an audience. I miss the exhilaration before and after each peformance. I miss going for dance trainings and being dolled up for that few minutes dancing on stage.
Hopefully, one day I would be able to perform all over again and enjoy the feeling all over again. :)
Nicole from the recent book I just read said, "I don't hate you. I love you."
That book made me feel a myriad of feelings, from feeling sad, overwhelmed, scared, loved, touched, angry and a whole lot of feelings. I absolutely love the book. Although it was not my normal type of book, I'm starting to enjoy the genre. I shall go to the library tomorrow to borrow more books!
p.s: i just cut my hair. whoopee~
Friday, May 09, 2008 / Friday, May 09, 2008
i have double plans tomorrow. One was damn last minute, which means i was just informed about it an hour ago, the other one i have been planning since a month ago. I have really been excited to meet my tarian-ers since like forever okay! Annoying people just have to think that we would be free every saturday just for them. right.. My girls took leave and all and I as the organiser was supposed to be bloody free tomorrow.
You must be thinking why don't I just ditch the last minute plans? I would love to if it did not have to do with some nonsense reason that they can't make it on another day and because its a voluntary thing and the activity is coming up. What a load of bullshit i swear. Please inform us at least 2 weeks prior to the date next time can or not? People do have lives, I know I know that most of them don't have one due to the fact that they are still schooling, but i'm here! don't i count for at least a reason not to meet last minute? ERGH! i am not a happy child right now and i am speaking in coherent english with unnecessary punctuations for the first time in i have no idea when. I swear this is not good.
i have no idea what to do as of right now. I do not want to ditch my girls and I have been waiting forever to eat ayam penyet with them! This is bloody unfair! Should i change the timing and all? But some of the girls may not be free later in the afternoon.. I may not be free later in the afternoon because of little kids birthday parties.
I keep hearing my handphone ring but in true fact, nothing is ringing. I am just imagining or maybe hallucinating.
how can you tell me how do solve this headache of mine..
Anyways today my students were so sweet okay! A group of them went to the mama shop and came back with earrings for me! It was from the turn-turn machine no less! HAHA. it is such a sweet thought okay! And i have a request from them to wear the earrings next week. oh my! i have to find something which looks nice with the long earrings!
Oh and i was just thinking about it, I think I have 2 imaginary bfs to date.. or wassit only one? haha. the one with the weird name. the kampung name. HAHA. Can i come up with another hot name just for pure joy? Hmm..
okay, my imagination is screwed. the only nice name that i can remember is md zharif. HAHAHAHA. i think i shall stop perasan-ing about people for now. dah BYE.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 / Thursday, May 08, 2008
woohoo.. my blog's birthday is coming up! have you all bought presents for meee? i am very sure you all have. although i have no idea who is reading my blog at all. that is sad isn't it? i think it is. HAHA.
life has been kind to me and all. but the thing is.. i dont think i can make it for dinner tomorrow. i have plans on saturday.. jadi macam.. i must cancel tmr's date with the people.. haiyo.. how to tell them ehh.. hmm..
i am currently still teaching, although i do miss the naughty boys.. :) they ruin and make my day, all in a span of 2 hours.. how can that not be memorable! you tell me ehh.. anyhoo.. someone just called me a full fledged minah just now. i don't care what he meant by it, but i choose to think its a positive comment. :) and i think he is damn irritating.
watched 'what happens in vegas' just now. first time this year i came just on time for a movie, although i did miss the blockbuster part. HAH. so the next time you people want to invite me to watch movie, make sure i get to watch the blockbuster part kayy.. then we ate at kfc then off to mjc i went to watch my little sister in action. faz came all the way to mjc to while the time away and she went along to watch the drama! haha.. I SWEAR I HAVE EXTRA SISTERS OKAYYY..
haha.. so yeah.. :) thats soo cool kan, having soo many sisters! haha.. they live away from me so i feel more attached to them??
anyways, i think ashri is gg for field camp tmr. he called to say when he was gg to be free and all.. so yeah.. haha.. he is always exercising when he calls me tau. like so mcm nak i go exercise lah tu. but then once he hangs up, i totally forget about my excitement to go and exercise. i am sooo suppose to go swimming tmr.. but my butt is feeling extra lazy.. maybe i shall just go run. hmm.. i think i will. :) i have to somehow losee the many kgs i have kan kan..
meeting the tarian girls this sat for ayam penyet! woohoo~ no idea what to do after that though.. shld we go playground? HAHA. imagine 8 girls playing at the playground! hahaha.. I REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN WE DID THAT. someone fell down. haha.. kk, not funny ehh.. :P
i shld say life has been treating me fine. i am enjoying life as it is you see.. although i still think i should be back in school so that i can see all my happy people everyday. and i can still drag saba to have strawberry sundaes on our depressed days.. my my.. i miss all of that.
oooh.. does my voice sound like a little child? well some bacen thinks so. whatever eh!
my list of things to do tmr:
finish reading the book that i am reading
mop the floor
run around the neighbourhood
go to school
daydream about any hot guy. woohoo!
HAHA.. my list is sooo done! and i sooo sound like a freaking bimbo. which i am not. unless you want to say that i am pretty. haha. that compliment i can accept. right on.. next on the agenda is the fact that i sound too bimbotic in my posts.. shall i change the tone of this blog? hmm.. i shall think about it.. how about i write the next batch of entries in malay? i think i can do that.. hmm..
i need to take more pictures! ooh i have some pictures to share! lookie lookie!
I AM GOING TO CAMP NEXT WEEK! I AM GOING TO MEET MY cuteguy NEXT WEEK! i just cant bloody wait!
ooh, and manifestasi was good yesterday! haha, what with the extra commentaries by people.. lalala~
i am thinking on going for camps! i love camps! i always have fun during camps! no makeup, no pretty clothes.. just doing stupid things together and making new friends. that i like. :)
Monday, May 26, 2008 / Monday, May 26, 2008
I AM STILL ALIVE PEOPLE. no worries.
I am still enjoying life as I deem fit, thus my increased laziness in not cleaning my room or doing house chores and instead mope around the house and reading books that I enjoy. Still awaiting for the dreaded letters. Hopefully, it brings much happiness, but howells.
I watched made of honour online and I have come to a conclusion that it is not worth my 6 dollars to watch it in the cinema. Although there is the attraction of a very hot cast member (ie. Patrick Dempsey) , the storyline is expected and they showcased the ultimate perfect guy that makes girls like me dream that there is such a guy out there, somewhere.
OH yes, I have been reading books and most of the drop-dead-gorgeous guys are all Scottish and they have wealth that is so overwhelming that it sounds almost unreal. But because I am a hopeless romantic, all the unbeliveble things that occurs in the books, forever makes me swoon. I'm going to find my other romantic person, one way or another. :P
Gentarasa 2008 was beautiful, what with the myriad of colours and the beautiful choreography. It made me want to perform on that very stage along with the cast. (: wishful thinking, i know. But I really do miss dancing to an audience. I miss the exhilaration before and after each peformance. I miss going for dance trainings and being dolled up for that few minutes dancing on stage.
Hopefully, one day I would be able to perform all over again and enjoy the feeling all over again. :)
Nicole from the recent book I just read said, "I don't hate you. I love you."
That book made me feel a myriad of feelings, from feeling sad, overwhelmed, scared, loved, touched, angry and a whole lot of feelings. I absolutely love the book. Although it was not my normal type of book, I'm starting to enjoy the genre. I shall go to the library tomorrow to borrow more books!
p.s: i just cut my hair. whoopee~
Friday, May 09, 2008 / Friday, May 09, 2008
i have double plans tomorrow. One was damn last minute, which means i was just informed about it an hour ago, the other one i have been planning since a month ago. I have really been excited to meet my tarian-ers since like forever okay! Annoying people just have to think that we would be free every saturday just for them. right.. My girls took leave and all and I as the organiser was supposed to be bloody free tomorrow.
You must be thinking why don't I just ditch the last minute plans? I would love to if it did not have to do with some nonsense reason that they can't make it on another day and because its a voluntary thing and the activity is coming up. What a load of bullshit i swear. Please inform us at least 2 weeks prior to the date next time can or not? People do have lives, I know I know that most of them don't have one due to the fact that they are still schooling, but i'm here! don't i count for at least a reason not to meet last minute? ERGH! i am not a happy child right now and i am speaking in coherent english with unnecessary punctuations for the first time in i have no idea when. I swear this is not good.
i have no idea what to do as of right now. I do not want to ditch my girls and I have been waiting forever to eat ayam penyet with them! This is bloody unfair! Should i change the timing and all? But some of the girls may not be free later in the afternoon.. I may not be free later in the afternoon because of little kids birthday parties.
I keep hearing my handphone ring but in true fact, nothing is ringing. I am just imagining or maybe hallucinating.
how can you tell me how do solve this headache of mine..
Anyways today my students were so sweet okay! A group of them went to the mama shop and came back with earrings for me! It was from the turn-turn machine no less! HAHA. it is such a sweet thought okay! And i have a request from them to wear the earrings next week. oh my! i have to find something which looks nice with the long earrings!
Oh and i was just thinking about it, I think I have 2 imaginary bfs to date.. or wassit only one? haha. the one with the weird name. the kampung name. HAHA. Can i come up with another hot name just for pure joy? Hmm..
okay, my imagination is screwed. the only nice name that i can remember is md zharif. HAHAHAHA. i think i shall stop perasan-ing about people for now. dah BYE.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 / Thursday, May 08, 2008
woohoo.. my blog's birthday is coming up! have you all bought presents for meee? i am very sure you all have. although i have no idea who is reading my blog at all. that is sad isn't it? i think it is. HAHA.
life has been kind to me and all. but the thing is.. i dont think i can make it for dinner tomorrow. i have plans on saturday.. jadi macam.. i must cancel tmr's date with the people.. haiyo.. how to tell them ehh.. hmm..
i am currently still teaching, although i do miss the naughty boys.. :) they ruin and make my day, all in a span of 2 hours.. how can that not be memorable! you tell me ehh.. anyhoo.. someone just called me a full fledged minah just now. i don't care what he meant by it, but i choose to think its a positive comment. :) and i think he is damn irritating.
watched 'what happens in vegas' just now. first time this year i came just on time for a movie, although i did miss the blockbuster part. HAH. so the next time you people want to invite me to watch movie, make sure i get to watch the blockbuster part kayy.. then we ate at kfc then off to mjc i went to watch my little sister in action. faz came all the way to mjc to while the time away and she went along to watch the drama! haha.. I SWEAR I HAVE EXTRA SISTERS OKAYYY..
haha.. so yeah.. :) thats soo cool kan, having soo many sisters! haha.. they live away from me so i feel more attached to them??
anyways, i think ashri is gg for field camp tmr. he called to say when he was gg to be free and all.. so yeah.. haha.. he is always exercising when he calls me tau. like so mcm nak i go exercise lah tu. but then once he hangs up, i totally forget about my excitement to go and exercise. i am sooo suppose to go swimming tmr.. but my butt is feeling extra lazy.. maybe i shall just go run. hmm.. i think i will. :) i have to somehow losee the many kgs i have kan kan..
meeting the tarian girls this sat for ayam penyet! woohoo~ no idea what to do after that though.. shld we go playground? HAHA. imagine 8 girls playing at the playground! hahaha.. I REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN WE DID THAT. someone fell down. haha.. kk, not funny ehh.. :P
i shld say life has been treating me fine. i am enjoying life as it is you see.. although i still think i should be back in school so that i can see all my happy people everyday. and i can still drag saba to have strawberry sundaes on our depressed days.. my my.. i miss all of that.
oooh.. does my voice sound like a little child? well some bacen thinks so. whatever eh!
my list of things to do tmr:
finish reading the book that i am reading
mop the floor
run around the neighbourhood
go to school
daydream about any hot guy. woohoo!
HAHA.. my list is sooo done! and i sooo sound like a freaking bimbo. which i am not. unless you want to say that i am pretty. haha. that compliment i can accept. right on.. next on the agenda is the fact that i sound too bimbotic in my posts.. shall i change the tone of this blog? hmm.. i shall think about it.. how about i write the next batch of entries in malay? i think i can do that.. hmm..
i need to take more pictures! ooh i have some pictures to share! lookie lookie!
yesyes.. i am a tad lazy to put the pictures in my blog. so feel free to view the photos! :)
much love, <3 farahin
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)