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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hellooo.. today was the first day teaching at a primary school. oh my, the students are just so adorable and they are so open to learning something new. and they would willingly share what they know to me! :)
they had lovely voices i must say.. luckily they knew the tune that we were suppose to sing to, or else i would die of embarrasment in front of the class, if i had tocontinue singing alone.. but they were nice students.. :) the girls were so shy but excited all at the same time..
oh how i adore these kids.. :) and anyways sihui was there teaching chinese too!! :)
and they were so polite i must say,
when they saw me after the class they waved hello and said "Hello Cikgu Farah!" or "Goodbye Cikgu Farah!"
haha.. sooo cute! and at the end of the lesson, there was this girl who came up to me and asked if she could erase the board for me.. :) how adorable can they get! would be meeting them in 2 weeks time! wheeee~
meeting the girls tomorrow for chick flick and lunch and sharing stories moment! :) cant wait, cant wait!!
and i'll be taking my btt tomorrow so all the best to me! :)
so for now, do take care and ciao baby! <3333
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 / Tuesday, January 29, 2008
okay.. so yesterday was my first day as a teacher. haha.. i must say it was an interesting experience..
"cikgu, your name's nice/pretty" (haha.. it was either one.. was too elated by the compliment!)
haha.. no i am not a paedophile.. these things just makes my day. the first lesson was fine by my standards. :)
later another class. another type of students.. all the best to me :)
then what else.. oh yes, went to saba's hse to slack after my class ends. watched she the man.. the guy was soo freakin hot.. the badan damn sexayyy cann..
haha.. smt someone said made me perasan.. haha.. though for a tiny tad moment.. it was all good. haha.. so alright, nothing much to type about now..
oh yes, went for the sentosa orientation last week.. not bad actually.. i just dont know how i will stand the heat anyways.. hhaa.. i swear i would be dark after a few days there. okay make that one day..
some things i shan't forced.. some things i should just let go.. but its hard seeing there's no one to take over..
You're chatting to me like we connect But I don't even know if we're still friends It's so confusing Understanding you is making me not want to do The things that I know I should do But I trip fast and then I lose And I hate looking like a fool
Saturday, January 19, 2008 / Saturday, January 19, 2008
have i told you how embarassing the job interview went? well, to those who have heard the story.. its sumpah nonsense kan.. altough you may be thinking that i actually enjoyed it because of the company.. no eh.. i felt so scared tau. nervous breakdown habis..
and so the story goes.. i shall just have to wait for people to call me next week.. hahs. if i was ever gg to get that joblah.. but oh so unlikely ehh.. whatever lahh.. first interview what..
but then spent the rest of the time laughing my head off with sabarina in the bus back to harbourfront due to sheer stupidity of the going ons in the interview room.. and so i met sila and aqilah after that at vivo for lunch and they had to ask me when 'the date' was gg to happen.. eyh if you all reading this kan.. i think kan i would be an old hag see-ing that no one im interested is interested in me for the time being or maybe in the near future lah deyy.. :P
we went bf shopping.. meaning buying things for bf and not searching for a bf at vivo.. hahs.. the topshop guy was damn kering but was easy on the eyes eh.. i like~ the few reasons why i go shopping.. there's always guys to see punya.. :P
:) i think im a happy bugger.. i hope if i dun get this job, other things would come my way.. pretty pleaseeee!
aand to all those reading, my granddad just got admitted into the hospital yesterday afternoon, so do read a prayer for him to get well soon okay.. he looked so weak in the wheelchair.. i sure do hope that he would be fine.. :(
afiqah is leaving for oman in a few hours.. i hope i get to see her before she leaves for 3 years.. till next time, take care everyone..
if you humans are guessing whats the reason behind me being awake at this unearthly hour is very much due to the fact that i have just finished reading where rainbows end by cecilia ahern.. the story has touched me very much and it has made me teared and made my cheeks wet with tears..
imagine.. loving someone your whole life but never really telling him/her beacause you didnt dare to.. or because you thought he/she did not have the same feelings for you.. it was heart-wrenching to read abt the two best friends ( a girl and a boy ) loving each other so much, they stood by each other through school, birthday parties, first everythings, unplanned births, college, marriage, divorces and family deaths..
the things that happened today or that are gg to happen today ( the admission of my grandfather into hospital, afiqah gg away for 3 yrs and the story of the love of 2 best friends.. ) has made me realise that sometimes things in life are not there forever.. feelings may changed.. but we have to tell those that we care that we love them.. or we risk regretting not telling them 20 years down the road..
i know it seems cliche enough, but these things do happen.. i wonder if i should.. it would ruin a friendship (that fact i am very much sure of) but at least i wouldn't be left guessing or left in doubt.. but the thing is.. i don't think i can.. i don't get enough assurance that i wouldnt risk everything if i ever chose to tell him the truth..
so for now.. these lips are sealed.. until much further notice.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / Wednesday, January 16, 2008
hahs.. due to sheer laziness.. and the fact that i do not want to spend any money on food since i have the whole house to myself, lunch has been a cook-for-yourself affair..
actually the food don't taste that bad.. although the pancakes were not pretty.. hahs. all in all, i did save mullah and i was kept ull up until dinner in which the parents would buy food or cook or go out and eat..
saba dropped by my hse on tuesday! hahas.. we watched cinta pertama but she always was doing 2 or 3 things at the same time.. watching the movie, looking at smses, friendster profiles and listening to stories.. haha.. but all in all we had fun didn't we saba? haha..
met up with masse and afiqah yesterday and i baked afiqah little cupcakes! yay for ready-made mixture! hahas.. i shall try to make it to the airport this sunday okay! :) im sure gg to miss you.. although i dont meet up with you often, you're a great friend to be around.. :)
and and.. i have a job interview tmr.. wish me all the best of luck.. :P
oh yes. have i told you that the family went on a trip to kukup last saturday? fun times.. :) the pictures are being uploaded at the same time as im writing this entry and the desktop is a little slow in the uploading process.. so yeah.. link to the pictures next time aight?
so for now.. ciao baby! :P
Thursday, January 10, 2008 / Thursday, January 10, 2008
okayyy.. i wanted to start off with a happy tone like always.. but something made me rethink about that just a moment ago.. i choose to believe that the person she was talking about was me.. and if its like that i'm sorry for not being that friend you needed. and im sorry my way of cheering someone up is not how u imagined it to be.. maybe i'm just a bad friend. so im sorry i couldnt do anything to make yor day any happier.. and i choose not to ask when the information is not easily being told to me.. so im sorry it seemed as though i didnt care.. anyhooo.. i met aqilah for or trip to nanyang poly for their open house. we talked all the way to nyp and when i was eating my sweets i forgot to ask her.. haha.. sorry ah qix.. sumpah tak teringat to do that.. selfish lah katakann.. anyways... we were breathing heavily when we were walking up and down the overhead bridge.. met sila there and she became our tourguide for the day!
the courses were interesting you see.. and the people there were more interesting. haha :P and the anak makcik who sells the wedges.. damn hot.. haha.. and what else... the courses that qix wanted was applicable to her since she took science as an A level subject.. but you see, this person typing here has no science background whatsoever ehhh.. so yeahlah.. we'll see how..
we saw guy with green slippers, and then guy with green watch and the whoa! ballroom dancer.. the performance were damn entertaining.. it was very good i must say! the energy was high and it was enjoyable.. :)
went to amk banquet for our dinner.. haha.. reminisce upon our memories in secondary school days.. that kept me smiling for half the trip home.. the other half reason i was smiling till my cheek muscles hurt, was because how persistent those two nyonyas were for me to go out on a date... haha. aperdaaaaa..
and they cant stop talking about mr shy guy aka mr 4pm neighbour.. haha.. :) the scenarios we thought of made me cry tears of laughter. haha.. i miss going through life like that..
and i think i want to stay at home tomorrow. i'm feelinh emo right now.. for now goodnight my darlings.. whoever you may be..
haha.. and msg me okay if i get the permission by you to call you baby... haha.. what nonsense can aqilah! but it was funnieh~ klah ciao for now! i need a pick me up soon with the tk girls.. they're the one group of people which makes me smile throughout.. im lucky to have met you girls.. love ya dears.. :)
and saba..
we'll have that movie/popcorn date tmr perhaps? :)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 / Wednesday, January 09, 2008
I CUT MY HAIR! :)
and i went shopping all afternoon! wheeee~ it was sooo fun! therapeutic as they may say.. haha.. but now i have a hole in my pocket.. haiya.. cannot go out anymore.. no more money as for now.. that is why i need a job soon!
and i think my new hairstyle is wayyy cool.. haha.. okay, that's just me trying to convince myself that my hair will grow nicely now... and its really neater than before.. haha..
but but.. i look like a rebel.. :P
dah dah. bye!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 / Tuesday, January 08, 2008
they say that flowers are nothing without torns.. but i bet mine came with extra torns just so i'd have to bleed before being able to enjoy the full happiness..
i think that's a bad idea. ish! i've pricked my fingers a million times already. i think that should be enough.. shouldn't it? nyeahh..
i like you boy. i really do.. but this mouth ain't never gonna tell. never.
Monday, January 07, 2008 / Monday, January 07, 2008
talking on the phone with friends has been much fun. :)
/ Monday, January 07, 2008
LAST DANCE by David Weatherford
Have you ever watched kids playing on a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Do you run through each day as if on the fly? When you ask, “how are you”?, do you hear the reply?
When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with a hundred chores running through your head? Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Ever told your child, “ We'll do it tomorrow” and in your haste, not see the sorrow? Ever-lost touch, and let a good friendship die Cause you never had time, to just call and say, "Hi" Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Every time we run so fast to get somewhere we've miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, it is like an unopened gift.... being thrown away. Life is like a race, but we can take it slower, and listen to the music, before the song is over.
Friday, January 04, 2008 / Friday, January 04, 2008
okay.. i bet this page is rarely being visited by living souls.. haha.. faz you are non-living thing okay.. :P
okay so on 4 jan, me and maryam went back to school to take our mulah and we met hilmi in school since he wanted to return cikgu's canang.. nyeah.. so yeah, we talked for a while with cikgu and met the rest of the motley crew in school.. haha.. the motley crew meaning the teachers and the people that i have always met in my mundane everydays in school.. met makcik when we just entered the canteen.. then we met the makcik canteen.. then i saw ms raj :) then met mr yong, ms lee, cikgu pitrah, makcik library and mr anuar.. nyeah~ i miss them.. okay fine.. i do miss school a tad bit because at least then we would get to meet people on an everyday basis and if you missed someone you just called to ask where they were and you would meet them in the school.. wasnt that much fun.. :(
hahs.. so anyways.. ms sabarina came back safely yesterday although i am supposedly merajuking with her.. chet! haha.. and i think i want to merajuk with faz also.. haha.. dahlah.. i want to merajuk with everyone like this.. and if you are reading this and wondering if im working already, i have yet to find a job okay.. so no worries..
later when i find a job i will tell you all okay.. :)
going to shodi's bbq later.. meeting them all before shodi and naufal leaves for ns.. nyeahh.. i miss school life. please let me do well and let me continue studying in the local university okay? hahs.. i guess thats for now. goodbye!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 / Tuesday, January 01, 2008
hello you. happy new year! happy 2008 and may this year bring great joy and much happiness to everyone! InsyaAllah! :)
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hellooo.. today was the first day teaching at a primary school. oh my, the students are just so adorable and they are so open to learning something new. and they would willingly share what they know to me! :)
they had lovely voices i must say.. luckily they knew the tune that we were suppose to sing to, or else i would die of embarrasment in front of the class, if i had tocontinue singing alone.. but they were nice students.. :) the girls were so shy but excited all at the same time..
oh how i adore these kids.. :) and anyways sihui was there teaching chinese too!! :)
and they were so polite i must say,
when they saw me after the class they waved hello and said "Hello Cikgu Farah!" or "Goodbye Cikgu Farah!"
haha.. sooo cute! and at the end of the lesson, there was this girl who came up to me and asked if she could erase the board for me.. :) how adorable can they get! would be meeting them in 2 weeks time! wheeee~
meeting the girls tomorrow for chick flick and lunch and sharing stories moment! :) cant wait, cant wait!!
and i'll be taking my btt tomorrow so all the best to me! :)
so for now, do take care and ciao baby! <3333
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 / Tuesday, January 29, 2008
okay.. so yesterday was my first day as a teacher. haha.. i must say it was an interesting experience..
"cikgu, your name's nice/pretty" (haha.. it was either one.. was too elated by the compliment!)
haha.. no i am not a paedophile.. these things just makes my day. the first lesson was fine by my standards. :)
later another class. another type of students.. all the best to me :)
then what else.. oh yes, went to saba's hse to slack after my class ends. watched she the man.. the guy was soo freakin hot.. the badan damn sexayyy cann..
haha.. smt someone said made me perasan.. haha.. though for a tiny tad moment.. it was all good. haha.. so alright, nothing much to type about now..
oh yes, went for the sentosa orientation last week.. not bad actually.. i just dont know how i will stand the heat anyways.. hhaa.. i swear i would be dark after a few days there. okay make that one day..
some things i shan't forced.. some things i should just let go.. but its hard seeing there's no one to take over..
You're chatting to me like we connect But I don't even know if we're still friends It's so confusing Understanding you is making me not want to do The things that I know I should do But I trip fast and then I lose And I hate looking like a fool
Saturday, January 19, 2008 / Saturday, January 19, 2008
have i told you how embarassing the job interview went? well, to those who have heard the story.. its sumpah nonsense kan.. altough you may be thinking that i actually enjoyed it because of the company.. no eh.. i felt so scared tau. nervous breakdown habis..
and so the story goes.. i shall just have to wait for people to call me next week.. hahs. if i was ever gg to get that joblah.. but oh so unlikely ehh.. whatever lahh.. first interview what..
but then spent the rest of the time laughing my head off with sabarina in the bus back to harbourfront due to sheer stupidity of the going ons in the interview room.. and so i met sila and aqilah after that at vivo for lunch and they had to ask me when 'the date' was gg to happen.. eyh if you all reading this kan.. i think kan i would be an old hag see-ing that no one im interested is interested in me for the time being or maybe in the near future lah deyy.. :P
we went bf shopping.. meaning buying things for bf and not searching for a bf at vivo.. hahs.. the topshop guy was damn kering but was easy on the eyes eh.. i like~ the few reasons why i go shopping.. there's always guys to see punya.. :P
:) i think im a happy bugger.. i hope if i dun get this job, other things would come my way.. pretty pleaseeee!
aand to all those reading, my granddad just got admitted into the hospital yesterday afternoon, so do read a prayer for him to get well soon okay.. he looked so weak in the wheelchair.. i sure do hope that he would be fine.. :(
afiqah is leaving for oman in a few hours.. i hope i get to see her before she leaves for 3 years.. till next time, take care everyone..
if you humans are guessing whats the reason behind me being awake at this unearthly hour is very much due to the fact that i have just finished reading where rainbows end by cecilia ahern.. the story has touched me very much and it has made me teared and made my cheeks wet with tears..
imagine.. loving someone your whole life but never really telling him/her beacause you didnt dare to.. or because you thought he/she did not have the same feelings for you.. it was heart-wrenching to read abt the two best friends ( a girl and a boy ) loving each other so much, they stood by each other through school, birthday parties, first everythings, unplanned births, college, marriage, divorces and family deaths..
the things that happened today or that are gg to happen today ( the admission of my grandfather into hospital, afiqah gg away for 3 yrs and the story of the love of 2 best friends.. ) has made me realise that sometimes things in life are not there forever.. feelings may changed.. but we have to tell those that we care that we love them.. or we risk regretting not telling them 20 years down the road..
i know it seems cliche enough, but these things do happen.. i wonder if i should.. it would ruin a friendship (that fact i am very much sure of) but at least i wouldn't be left guessing or left in doubt.. but the thing is.. i don't think i can.. i don't get enough assurance that i wouldnt risk everything if i ever chose to tell him the truth..
so for now.. these lips are sealed.. until much further notice.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / Wednesday, January 16, 2008
hahs.. due to sheer laziness.. and the fact that i do not want to spend any money on food since i have the whole house to myself, lunch has been a cook-for-yourself affair..
actually the food don't taste that bad.. although the pancakes were not pretty.. hahs. all in all, i did save mullah and i was kept ull up until dinner in which the parents would buy food or cook or go out and eat..
saba dropped by my hse on tuesday! hahas.. we watched cinta pertama but she always was doing 2 or 3 things at the same time.. watching the movie, looking at smses, friendster profiles and listening to stories.. haha.. but all in all we had fun didn't we saba? haha..
met up with masse and afiqah yesterday and i baked afiqah little cupcakes! yay for ready-made mixture! hahas.. i shall try to make it to the airport this sunday okay! :) im sure gg to miss you.. although i dont meet up with you often, you're a great friend to be around.. :)
and and.. i have a job interview tmr.. wish me all the best of luck.. :P
oh yes. have i told you that the family went on a trip to kukup last saturday? fun times.. :) the pictures are being uploaded at the same time as im writing this entry and the desktop is a little slow in the uploading process.. so yeah.. link to the pictures next time aight?
so for now.. ciao baby! :P
Thursday, January 10, 2008 / Thursday, January 10, 2008
okayyy.. i wanted to start off with a happy tone like always.. but something made me rethink about that just a moment ago.. i choose to believe that the person she was talking about was me.. and if its like that i'm sorry for not being that friend you needed. and im sorry my way of cheering someone up is not how u imagined it to be.. maybe i'm just a bad friend. so im sorry i couldnt do anything to make yor day any happier.. and i choose not to ask when the information is not easily being told to me.. so im sorry it seemed as though i didnt care.. anyhooo.. i met aqilah for or trip to nanyang poly for their open house. we talked all the way to nyp and when i was eating my sweets i forgot to ask her.. haha.. sorry ah qix.. sumpah tak teringat to do that.. selfish lah katakann.. anyways... we were breathing heavily when we were walking up and down the overhead bridge.. met sila there and she became our tourguide for the day!
the courses were interesting you see.. and the people there were more interesting. haha :P and the anak makcik who sells the wedges.. damn hot.. haha.. and what else... the courses that qix wanted was applicable to her since she took science as an A level subject.. but you see, this person typing here has no science background whatsoever ehhh.. so yeahlah.. we'll see how..
we saw guy with green slippers, and then guy with green watch and the whoa! ballroom dancer.. the performance were damn entertaining.. it was very good i must say! the energy was high and it was enjoyable.. :)
went to amk banquet for our dinner.. haha.. reminisce upon our memories in secondary school days.. that kept me smiling for half the trip home.. the other half reason i was smiling till my cheek muscles hurt, was because how persistent those two nyonyas were for me to go out on a date... haha. aperdaaaaa..
and they cant stop talking about mr shy guy aka mr 4pm neighbour.. haha.. :) the scenarios we thought of made me cry tears of laughter. haha.. i miss going through life like that..
and i think i want to stay at home tomorrow. i'm feelinh emo right now.. for now goodnight my darlings.. whoever you may be..
haha.. and msg me okay if i get the permission by you to call you baby... haha.. what nonsense can aqilah! but it was funnieh~ klah ciao for now! i need a pick me up soon with the tk girls.. they're the one group of people which makes me smile throughout.. im lucky to have met you girls.. love ya dears.. :)
and saba..
we'll have that movie/popcorn date tmr perhaps? :)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 / Wednesday, January 09, 2008
I CUT MY HAIR! :)
and i went shopping all afternoon! wheeee~ it was sooo fun! therapeutic as they may say.. haha.. but now i have a hole in my pocket.. haiya.. cannot go out anymore.. no more money as for now.. that is why i need a job soon!
and i think my new hairstyle is wayyy cool.. haha.. okay, that's just me trying to convince myself that my hair will grow nicely now... and its really neater than before.. haha..
but but.. i look like a rebel.. :P
dah dah. bye!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 / Tuesday, January 08, 2008
they say that flowers are nothing without torns.. but i bet mine came with extra torns just so i'd have to bleed before being able to enjoy the full happiness..
i think that's a bad idea. ish! i've pricked my fingers a million times already. i think that should be enough.. shouldn't it? nyeahh..
i like you boy. i really do.. but this mouth ain't never gonna tell. never.
Monday, January 07, 2008 / Monday, January 07, 2008
talking on the phone with friends has been much fun. :)
/ Monday, January 07, 2008
LAST DANCE by David Weatherford
Have you ever watched kids playing on a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Do you run through each day as if on the fly? When you ask, “how are you”?, do you hear the reply?
When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with a hundred chores running through your head? Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Ever told your child, “ We'll do it tomorrow” and in your haste, not see the sorrow? Ever-lost touch, and let a good friendship die Cause you never had time, to just call and say, "Hi" Perhaps you'd better slow down and not dance so fast. Because time is short and the music won't last.
Every time we run so fast to get somewhere we've miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, it is like an unopened gift.... being thrown away. Life is like a race, but we can take it slower, and listen to the music, before the song is over.
Friday, January 04, 2008 / Friday, January 04, 2008
okay.. i bet this page is rarely being visited by living souls.. haha.. faz you are non-living thing okay.. :P
okay so on 4 jan, me and maryam went back to school to take our mulah and we met hilmi in school since he wanted to return cikgu's canang.. nyeah.. so yeah, we talked for a while with cikgu and met the rest of the motley crew in school.. haha.. the motley crew meaning the teachers and the people that i have always met in my mundane everydays in school.. met makcik when we just entered the canteen.. then we met the makcik canteen.. then i saw ms raj :) then met mr yong, ms lee, cikgu pitrah, makcik library and mr anuar.. nyeah~ i miss them.. okay fine.. i do miss school a tad bit because at least then we would get to meet people on an everyday basis and if you missed someone you just called to ask where they were and you would meet them in the school.. wasnt that much fun.. :(
hahs.. so anyways.. ms sabarina came back safely yesterday although i am supposedly merajuking with her.. chet! haha.. and i think i want to merajuk with faz also.. haha.. dahlah.. i want to merajuk with everyone like this.. and if you are reading this and wondering if im working already, i have yet to find a job okay.. so no worries..
later when i find a job i will tell you all okay.. :)
going to shodi's bbq later.. meeting them all before shodi and naufal leaves for ns.. nyeahh.. i miss school life. please let me do well and let me continue studying in the local university okay? hahs.. i guess thats for now. goodbye!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 / Tuesday, January 01, 2008
hello you. happy new year! happy 2008 and may this year bring great joy and much happiness to everyone! InsyaAllah! :)
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
