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Saturday, March 31, 2007 / Saturday, March 31, 2007
woohoooooo~ new layout bebeh! and for your information, the layout has no connection to what i am feeling right now.. nobody understands how complicated i make my life out to be.. but it's my life and my choices.. so yes.. today has been the greatest day ever! went for breakfast with my favourite darlings! hal,jaz and maryam!! with the appearance of ilham at the end.. haha.. breakfast was filling and soo nice~




hal and me taking pictures at the end of the breakfast.. haha.. funny 'aunty peggy' event.. haha.. cannot tahan the malu-ness.. cannot cannn.. dah ah, i shall look down the next time i see him and be busy somehow everytime i see him... too embarassed to even look at him lah cannn.. aniwaes.. i feel sooo loved! haha..


then i trudge along to aljunied to do my cip.. i was the only person not wearing sr uniform.. haha.. lazy bacenn.. so yeah.. it was quite interesting actually the place.. and i was alas, the only person not being able to speak chinese in that place.. but its okayyy.. it was a differet experience.. and the place was too organic for my own good. haha.. that happens when you just ate mcdonalds in the morning.. muahha..


was suppose to meet the darls at 4pm.. but i woke up from my tired sleep at 4pm thanks to dhilah.. haha.. and so met the girls at small mac at 5 and on we haeded to pasir ris.. mr naufal was late.. haiyooo~ and we were at the wrong place.. haha.. padehal we mcm 'mad' at him for getting lost.. wakhah..


us.. waiting for mr naufal and just being lazy people sitting in comfy chair and airconditioned place.. haha. i must say the birthday party was nice. haha.. the food was superb! especially the sambal for the nasi ayam and also my favourite kuih: kuih lopez made an appearance... it was dman soft and damn nice! i like~ and so we talked nonsense and had fun for the first time going out with them.. haha.. hilmi came late and the cake was damn nice~ yummieh~


hahas.. took group photos at the side of the pool. and the last photo for the day was..


i must say i'm a great photographer.. haha.. just after i took this photo, the pool lights went off.. haha.. love today oh-so-much!! :)

thanks ah dearies for the great day!!! :D



Wednesday, March 28, 2007 / Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ohmygosh.. i just wrote out the whole entry.. and blogspot decided to be bitchy and now i dunno where the hell the whole long entry went.. bloody hell..

anyways.. wanted to have the horoscope from friendster as keepsakes.. because it's soo nice and so revealing of today.. haha

There is an abundance of goodwill around you now, which is going to give you a wonderful feeling all day long. Time that you spend in a group situation will be full of laughter, humor and (most importantly) honesty. Coating the potentially harsh truth with a joke is a wonderful way to communicate your concerns without pushing anyone's buttons. You have a great skill for sharing who you are without coming off as preachy or judgmental, so go out and be yourself with people who are being themselves.

uhuh... and the group situation is prolly the times i spend with my classmates, my friends and also my dancers.. damn fun! :) let's just say from monday till today, i am a happy child..

Jikalau dikau tahu akan rasa sukaku untukmu..
mungkin dikau akan lari jauh-jauh..
persahabatan yang baru bermula..
ku harap takkan diabaikan hanya kerna rasa suka yang hadir..
Jikalau dikau dapat tahu akan kenyataan ini..
Janganlah dikau berkelakuan macam anak kecil..
Kerna aku tahu rasa suka ini tidak akan ke mana..
Kebahagianku tidak dependent on dikau sorang..

haha.. damn feeling can farah.. and i think i talking nonsense.. just note for myself for when i will read this entry in the future.. monday - studied in SAC overlooking the corridor outside the canteen.. flowers were pretty. :) tuesday - studied and was stumped by mtah question.. nyaha.. :) wednesday - pretty gift from jaz and hellobyesss.. :D

i told i am a happy child these few days.. wheeeeeeeeeee~ :)


/ Wednesday, March 28, 2007
this was the entry that went missing.. and i just want to update it and not add anything except these few liness...

haha.. i quite like the horoscope friendster gave me today! wakhakha.. so i dahll paste it here, so i can remember when i read through my entries later when i am bored or smt like that.. wkahakh..

There is an abundance of goodwill around you now, which is going to give you a wonderful feeling all day long. Time that you spend in a group situation will be full of laughter, humor and (most importantly) honesty. Coating the potentially harsh truth with a joke is a wonderful way to communicate your concerns without pushing anyone's buttons. You have a great skill for sharing who you are without coming off as preachy or judgmental, so go out and be yourself with people who are being themselves.

haha.. if you were talking about my classes and also the people i hang out with or even with the dancers.. hell, i had a great time, laughing and making jokes and of course irritating everyone around me.. :)

anyways.. the last time i updated was sat.. hmm.. let's see what happened.. on monday.. lessons were fine and we had dance after school. and also i stayed back to study for the econs inflation test which i knew i failed already.. haha... did the retest on tuesday which was yesterday.. then went to watch the soccer guys train coz hal was there and yeahlah.. then after she left, i went to the SAC and studied there with shahirah and huda... yeap.. saw BB.. :) or maybe i was imagining him around.. haha

anyways.. tuesday, we had pe in the morning.. not bad ah the pe lesson, it rained again and i am a happy child.. however we had to run on steps and nonsense things like that and therefore my legs are still in pain.. had the re-test.. so many ppl were passing buy to go for the lecture.. and and i was not wearing my specs.. so yeah was blind to the surroundings.. except that i saw BB.. then sat with fatin, siti and their classmate and we studied till i went for math remedial.. math remedial was okayy.. me and sihui was being nonsense.. okaylah.. me only lahhh.. then i went for consultation with mr anuar.. then did my math and malay and did my math back.. BB datang and went and datang balik.. lepas tu disebabkan kepintaran farah yang teramat sgt.. farah tak boleh mendapat jawapan bagi soalan math.. dan pergilah menanyakan kawan yang satu nie..

then i stayed a while longer and waited for geraldine and then went home with shahirah and geraldine... haha.. so yeap.. let's see.. today geog lecture was okayyy.. then math tutorial was tiring for the brain because i swear i cannot understand.. haiya~ then had lunch and and spent it in the library.. then had math lecture.. :) was the second student in lt5.. haha.. :) then gp was okayy.. malay was fun i guess.. disturbed zarifah's peace.. and i like~

was shocked cum excited at receiving jaz nyer gift ehh.. wakhkha..then went kfc to eat and came back and went to change.. then ilham's cca was doing training.. so yeah.. nampak dier lah tu.. then went for dance and went to change after that..


Saturday, March 24, 2007 / Saturday, March 24, 2007
heloo.. okayy.. so i have events to update on.. but because i am in a rush for time and because i think i should go and start doing my work soon enough or you will see me crying next year.. i sooo do not want that happening to me..

so yes, i don't think i'll be updating much after this.. coz everytime i update or go online on weekdays, i sleep after that due to sheer tiredness or laziness.. and and my saturday was totally burnt yesterday.. spend the whole afternoon sleeping and yeah.. i keep thinking my body is tired, when i figured that i always sleep long hours during weekends.. and adding up to that, i keep no doing my homework.. if i flunk my common tests the teachers would have an easy answer to tell the principal and my parents...

' oh farahin didn't do well because she did not put in the effort and did not practice as hard as she should'

oh and i think i missed a few events.. but yeah.. i guess that would be all.. and to those darlings of mine who performed during PENTAS, great job ah! seriously.. :)

anyways.. i guess that's all for now.. and and i have to go and rewrite my SGC.. bloody hell..


Thursday, March 22, 2007 / Thursday, March 22, 2007
my 358th post!!! wakhakhaka... such a BEAUTIFUL number.. anyways.. i shall bore you with what happened to me today.. actually if you are reading this entry, that means you really have nothing better to do right.. nyaah~oh.. have i told you? i did not bring my hp to school today and i was sooo not contactable.. quite empty without that phone of mine..

anyways.. math was okayy.. haha.. i was damn moody because not feeling quite well.. anywys mr anuar is funny cann in his ways.. :) yeap.. then had break where it was sorta awkward.. but yeahh.. all is well.. then we went for econs lecture.. it was okaylah.. just need to re-read the notes back.. and and that neighbour of mine kan.. damn kpo cannn.. then when i said he was kpo he asked me to keep quiet. DUSHZ! saw a glimpse of him.. nyeaah! and throughout the lecture i had terrible cramps.. i was slowly cursing under my breathe because the pain was damn unbearable.. ishh.. then after that had 2hrs lunch where me,hal,maryam and shodikin went to eat at mcdonalds.. haha.. i am traumatised.. and and my left ear is not a virgin anymore.. damn sad ahh.. haha.. anyways, spending time with them is always fun! it's always nonsense that we are talking about. wakhakha.. love their company cann!

then went back to school and went to sit in the library where he was with his friends. :) haha.. okayyy.. yeap. said hello and yeah.. but the thing was or maybe i was imagining, when i was walking back, his friends were looking at me one kind.. wth.. then we went for econs lecture again.. and he was right in front of me when we were walking.. so yeah.. then the lecture was damn boring.. i actually had to keep myself awake by listening intently or busy myself with something more interesting.. then we had ct period and it was at the lt5 coz ms lee is plain nice and know that we don't like going up and down.. muahaha.. then the whole cohort came back to lt5 to hear a talk by the school people.. okayy.. agaknya i suke perasan and syiiok sendiri.. tetapi bila saya melihat ke arahnya saya melihat dia melihat ke arah saya.. tetapi ia mungkin kebetulan.. tiada apa-apa akan terjadi..

then we had pe.. it was okayy.. ran and did what mr yong told us to do.. but i was not able to hang on that bar for 20s.. wasted sia.. anyways.. pe was fun but tiring.. and we were complaining and whining to mr yong.. haha.. damn funny..

then we went home and that was it about today.. ooh~ my dad cooked mee bandung today! i usually don't eat mee bandung outside because it just doesn't look very appetizing, but my dad's mee bandung was damn nice ah.. plus plus i requested for no vegetables in my dinner.. :)

hahas.. shall go and bath now.. oh and when i was looking through profiles just now.. i saw something superbly interesting.. :) and i decided to incorporate it into a picture of myself and make all of you reading this gag.. muahaha..


haha.. are you all gagging alreadyy.. okay, the picture is nonsense.. but then.. its been a long time since i uploaded a photo tauuu.. nyeahahh.. BYE for now! :)



Wednesday, March 21, 2007 / Wednesday, March 21, 2007
nyeaahh.. so bloody early in the morning and i am online.. and i have a bloody headache that is really making me feel woozy~ anyways.. i quite like yesterday with the few embarassing moments but at least i was able to chill and have fun when dancing with the girls yesterday.. :) absolute LOVE tauu..

geog lecture was okayy i guess.. nothing really happened. went for break and then went for math.. math was as per normal.. i don't quite understand statistics.. save me okay someone.. anyways.. had lunch and went to the library to read on my math lecture notes... i was damn lost cannn.. haiya~ math lecture was okayyy... saw BB from my seat.. huge distraction cannn. and math lecture was kinda draggy.. saw a lot of people dozing off.. whatlahhh.. then we had gp.. i absolutely love the game that ms raj was playing with us during tutorial.. damn interesting! :) and haha.. nizar was bloody nonsense during gp.. then we had malay which is of course my favourite-st subject and lesson to attend. :) fun people okay my malay class. had the presentation in front and i think my malay has totally deteriorated.. so cacat can i speak melayu.. ish..

then everyone was busy making their booths pretty so as to recruit the new J1s.. haha.. it was kinda sad and free-ing when i didn't actually need to do it... saddening because it just is.. and i feel kinda depress everytime i think about it.. so yeah, never am i going to do that right now. went to get ready for dance at the hall at 4PM and yeah.. just practiced our moves for awhile and then went in search of food to eat.. saw BB and his friend and he was smiling so widely lah cannn.. something inside me feels so happy whenever i see him, but another part of me knows that i should stop doing it because its not going to amount to anything eventually.. crushes are just suppose to remain as crushes.. in this case. i better start doing so, BIG TIME. while auntie cook for us our burger, we went back to practice once more with the girls and then went to collect and eat our food. while buying BB passed by,drank and left.. super whatever boleh takkkk.. ate our food and went back to the hall and finding out that the stage has been raided. thanks ah eh bitch. anyways.. had our practice at lt5.. and i sumpah my face was damn bingit then.. and i just cannot smile.. wahlaoo~ abg ram wanted to focus on the guys steps so the girls practiced outside and practiced our coordination.. nyahaha.. quite nice ah i must say the dance and great improvement girls. :) practiced group by group and got our feedbacks.. then just before the next group performend, BB and his friend came to have a drink.. i was excited for the girls to dance and he was walking like nothing was happening cannn.. then asked him to jalan cepat-cepat with the hand movements sekali but then when he turned he thought i was waving at him, eh please eh.. then when i told him to move faster, he walked slow-er.. bacennn.. but haha.. cute lah cann.. i absolute love the other group's dance movements.. i really do. never saw it before and when i saw it.. wow! damn nice ahh.. YAY! then had shodikin to comment on the dance.. not bad ahh the comments. he said our coordination has improved greatly. YAY girls! :D

then had combined practice with the boys at the concourse.. not bad ah actually... hahs.. anyways.. i guess that's all lah for what happened yesterday.. :)

goodbye for now.. and my new current favourite song!

Beyonce - Listen

Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but cant complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you wont listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have known

Now I'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh Im screaming out and my dream to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or burned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have know

Oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i've gotta find my own

(bridge)
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, If you won't

Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I started
But I will complete

Now i'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
My ooown


Tuesday, March 20, 2007 / Tuesday, March 20, 2007
haha.. yesyes.. third time in a row farahin is actually updating her blog.. and i bet you missed all the entries i ahve written.. hah.. anyways.. i think its actually fun to be typing about your day on this thing called a blog.. haha... and maryam commented just now that in my blog i never write the person's name, it always a 'he'.. haha.. its for anonymity and also coz its no fun having people knowing too much about you.. then i cannot become mystery girl already.. haha..

you know what? i had a total of 5 hours of break just now.. whoa~ that was damn long.. but alas, the only productive thing i did was my math questions... nyeah~ anyways.. geography lessons are exciting when i hand in my work on time. :) just like today, i felt so nice strolling in for lessons.. and oh in the morning, my morning boy changed his sitting place.. haha. now he's facing my direction and wayy nearer. hahs. :) okay then we had the looooooong break.. many tbigs happened.. but all is wayy fine now.. :) econs was okayy.. nizar somehow kept smiling2.. like want to smack his smug face cannn.. wakhakha.. dah eh, no offence tauu.. and then.. malay was okayy.. hahs. saw a glimpse of him. (haha.. yes.. 'him' very the anonymous tau my blog.. wakhakha) then had a bloody looooooooong break of 3 and a half hours.. had lunch at the prata shop coz i couldn't wait long enough to find a suitable seat which was not cram and not noisy.. so yeah.. practically ran to the stall coz i was damn hungry lah cannn.. then went back to school and talked nonsense with maryam.. i think she's crazy.. and i sooo love squabbling with her.. make my day ah! hahah.. then math remedial.. it was okaylah.. but somehow i had this feeling to behave throughout the whole lecture.. like damn weird ah.. but it was for the best i guess..

then after that stayed back to finish up math.. then went home with jaz and aishah and nandini.. haha.. sumpah jaz is very the fun to be talking with! wakhakha. :) see i got puji you tau... cepat be honoured.. haha

okay then.. ate my favourite dish for the year : beef kway teow from that stall in Tampines.. haha. i seriously cannot remember what the name of the stall is.. nyeaahh~

and now, i shall go bath because somehow MSN is being bitchy and not allowing me to go online and chat with people.. haha.. dah byeeeeeeee~


Monday, March 19, 2007 / Monday, March 19, 2007
haha.. i love it when there re sooo much nice things describing people born in december that i just have to show off this information to you all who are maybe reading this, maybe not.. haha.. i am a sexy beast! haha.. soo reminded of NK! sexy beast eh youuu..

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most
good-
looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and
hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated
to know. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and
always wants the best Abstract
thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing
personality. Attractive. sexiest out of
everyone.A real speed demon. Has more
than one best friend. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and
loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily
but does not show it. Dislikes
unnecessary things. Loves making
friends but rarely shows it. Horny.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.

and he is supposedly a hottie.. haha.. faz you too.. i am soo like whatever okayyy.. i am the beauty!! wakahkha.. :)


Sunday, March 18, 2007 / Sunday, March 18, 2007
WOOHOOOO!! new layout and i am soo loving it due to the bright colours and yader2~ haha.. and are you sure adeline this is your first time to my blog? i thought you went here last year? hahas.. nevermind then.. i think the new layout is rubbing itself on me right now.. i feel so energetic.. so happy.. haha.. :)

anyways.. what can i say.. the whole holidays thing is a farce.. okay not really.. i actually did sleep late and was able to wake up at noon or somewhere there the next day.. and on monday, tuesday and wednesday i went to a forum, attended lessons, ate breakfast, lunch and dinner with friends, swoon whenever a certain someone passes by and went for dance practices.. :) much love to the tarian girls! haha.. i know i am bitchy and all with the kind of things i say but yeah.. i don't really mean them okayy.. :)

and and the dance is finally finished.. it just needs sandpaper to give it a more finished look.. and now i am remembered of dnt class and the nonsense we use to come up ith during thsoe three periods and of course our favourite 'cacing' song.. wakhakha.. :D sorry dearie if you are reading this.. it just came to my mind.. haha..

and i guess most homework are done.. :) except my geography TNC essay and my malay.. haiyoos~ haha.. oh yes! forgot to mention.. we have chosen our dance costume already! i think its quite pretty.. but i'm not sure whether it'll look nice on me.. but i shall have the opsitive outlook that since i am pretty, everything will look just fine on me! hahaha..
disclaimer: the writer is spouting nonsense right now, if you feel like throwing up, please do not refrain from doing so as we won't pay for your medical bill nor for your emotional distraught:)

okayy.. so back to my storyy.. after being bored stiff because of not going out the whole of thursday, woke up at 10+ in the morning on friday just to fnd out that i was invited to go to saba's hse for breakfast at 9+.. whaaaaaaaa~ damn saddening cann.. called them up and found out that they were there already.. and because of my pure laziness, told them that i would hang up on them and continue sleeping.. ish.. wasted cann.. oh! and on thursday, went to giant and met iqa! haha.. farnie lah she! and and my parents bought me new shoes to wear on non-PE days.. days where i can wear pretty shoes and it will not dieee..

oh yes.. pentas next friday!! cannot wait tauuu.. and some more i know more people who are performing.. haha.. :) yay!! cannot wait..

and and..i finally found the lyrics to the song that i soooo like~

Hari Ini Dan Semalam

Hari ini kau datang riang
Tersenyum buatku senang
Kau hias dirimu
Membuat hati bertambah sayang

Tapi wajahmu semalam muram
Mengapa dewi mengapa
Mungkinkah aku bersalah
Cubalah dewi katakan

( korus )
Jangan dewi jangan begitu
Senyum-senyumlah selalu
Manis riang
Wajah bertambah jelita

( ulang dari mula hingga akhir )

and the song if you have never heard it before.. here's the link!

nyeaaah~ such a cute song cann.. :) dah that's all for now.. byee! :D


Thursday, March 08, 2007 / Thursday, March 08, 2007
okay so in the morning while i was stoning in the car because i felt damn tired, awie's song was playing in the radio.. and somehow one of the lines in the song haunted me until i reached school and made me come up with this absolutely nonsense 'poem', if you can call it that lahh..

kau masih ku cintai..
kau dewi hatiku..
Kau permaisuri yang berjaya bertakhta di hati ini..
kaulah gadis idamanku..
buat kini dan selamanya..
sampai hidupku tidak bertali lagi..
aku cinta padamu sayang..

farahin080307:)


so yeah... had our last game module just now for pe.. quite sad actually.. was beginning to enjoy playing touch rugby although there are like sooo many rules.. haha.. but i loved my team.. and i love the people in the module.. funny people.. :)
and i must say i enjoyed the whole sports module.. it was damn fun! learned new skills and all.. i feel so enriched.. wakhakha..

anywayss.. loveee this lyrics..

Aku tak sanggup dikecewa
Cintaku satu untuk selamanya
Aku pencinta yang setia
Mustahil ada yang kedua
and this..


Ku lihat kau berlegar-legar di kaki lima
Inginku tegurmu tapi terasa curiga
Mungkin ekspresimu nanti tak sepertiku harapkan
Adakah kau merinduku sepertiku merindumu

and and.. dance tomorrow is earlier.. so we have a chance of going home earlier!! yayness~ and i think its not healthy for people like me to have crushes.. later i talk world cannn.. and and.. i must say, malay lessons are the best lessons to look forward to. :)



Tuesday, March 06, 2007 / Tuesday, March 06, 2007
hahs.. today was okay i guess... was a part of 2S23 in the morning.. not bad ah.. arts student in science class.. dah maju seh.. anyways, spent the morning finishing up my super overdued geography assignment.. haha.. :) this is the first time i hand in work sooo damn late. usually it's just a week overdued.. but nooo, i took three weeks before being able to finish it.. i have to check my time management skills properly.. was in the library in the morning and i looked as if i was a hardworking girl with library books strewn all over the table.. haha. as if..

then had a ntu talk which was kinda interesting and i especially liekd the way the communications lecturer started his talk.. damn interesting.. faye said that the business talk at the hall was interesting too... shuold have just stayed since if i enetered ntu, i may want to join the business schoolor maybe just stick to economincs.. okay, so i have a dream that i'll be taking a double degree in malay and economics.. but just too bad, there is no such thing right now.. and owing to the fact that my malay and economics are doing horribly, i should try to stay awake longer rather than daydream.. hahs.. math lecture was okayyy.. it's always interesting during math lecture but somehow i zoned out a little just now.. gaaah!!

stayed back after school to photocopy past year papers and yeah.. terserempak ngan dia.. wakhakha.. boleh cair tauuu...

haha.. funny moments during lunch just now.. memorable i swear.. and i so adore my friends.. and i sooo know that these people i'm talking about know that i'm kidding when i'm joking okayyy.. haha.. damn funny lah just now.. anyways.. nothing to be angry now.. he waved! :) (note: different person, totally different person)

and and.. somehow when i see him ( read: the other him) i don't feel that excitement anymore.. maybe coz he's so close and i cannot give anything away.. haha.. as if farah.. i guess people would know when they see my face..

Dilated pupils: If someone is looking at something or someone they like, their pupils dilate (or get bigger), according to University of Chicago studies. It's a completely involuntary response, one that, says Dr. Eckhard Hess of the university, has nothing to do with the amount of light in a room or even the same part of the nervous system that normally controls this.

haha.. next time you're around me and he passes by check out my eyes okayyy.. and and if you mr BB see me doing the following, make sure you pick up the signs okayyy.. hahhaa
  1. Smile (just like men)
  2. Make eye contact for an extended period of time (same as men)
  3. Lean toward you
  4. Expose her neck, hands or palms
  5. Flip or twirl her hair (with her hands or by twisting her head)
  6. Cross and uncross her legs

haha.. okayyy if i am looking at the guy i like i just stare from afar until he feels the stare and turn around, and i will act as if i have been doing other thnigs all this while.. muahaha.. okay tet. enough nonsense knowledge for today.. toodles deariess~



Saturday, March 03, 2007 / Saturday, March 03, 2007
had an interesting morning today.. went to watch soccer in the wee hours of the morning. though we lost by a goal... i didn't exactly find the playing of the opposite team extremely interesting.. i think because the standard of the soccer boys have been great! hahs. :) had a blast being annoyed at the opponent's fans and also eating and drinking during the match.. the number of supporters were damn pathetic.. but at least someone acknowledged our presence there. hah.

anywayss.. went home and terus slept like a log after being emo and liestening to dinodi's singing.. it was like a lullaby putting me into sleep.. haha.. and i somehow have a dream that i want to come true.. and i will put all the effort in the world to achieve it.. insyallah..

and and... i think i should start studying or finishing my homework now... but i see an interesting story book at my sister's desk which is calling out for meee!! haha.. a book won't mean much, would it? and i found out something horrible today.. some annoying girl from the past is out with a person i don't know but sorta know and i read about her stupid request.. which is bloody stupid. haha.. but it's all in a day of hopping into other people's pages and lives.. nyahahs.. makcik kpo seh me...

and i feel like going out with sila or smt like that.. rinduuu cannn, and when was teh last time i saw her? hari raya ehhh.. ish ish.. dahsyatt.. and jaja, how have you beeen? aperdaaa.. i swear i miss 4e8 and the people sitting around me.. their nonsense and all.. hehs. :) oh and i saw nadine in the bus today.. i think she lost weight.. wahlao~ when am i going to start doing that? ho ho ho..

Mr Lala: ' what are you girls doing here?'
Me and Hal: 'watching soccer match'
Mr Lala: 'must be your boyfriends playing one..'

haha.. what nonsense is Mr Lala talking about.. let's just say i have a huge crush with the game itself.. it's a chance for me to be angry at people i don't even know.. haha.. and it helps if the team i'm supporting is damn good. :) happy dayss...


Friday, March 02, 2007 / Friday, March 02, 2007
i guessed many things happened since i last blogged. but i'm not gonna recap on everything else.. life has been treating me well. dance has been fun, fun and just more fun.performances have been great. friends have been fine.. 11.50am.. feeling kinda down now.. i think its the PMS working one me emotions.. dammitlah.. he is soo damn annoying.ugh.. but anyways..

received the much awaited malay results today.. such a relief.. and i guess i did okayyy. i was happy hanging out with hal and all.. i must say i ha a good week with masselia and sabarina ocming down to my school to watch matches and also today nicely ended with a chilling session with saba at my house and also at tpjc.. i miss her now.. and i miss faz and amy too.. i just wanna sit and watch the sky or starts move slowly and be by their side..

for seniors, friends who got their results today.. i hope you're happy with the results and i shall wait for my turn next year.. i am scared.. and i guess liking someone you come into contact with often, makes your heart hurt more than liking a stranger. mr stranger, stay a stranger and you won't hurt this heart of mine.. i swear i am being emotional now.. dammitlahhh..