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Monday, February 12, 2007 / Monday, February 12, 2007
meeting the bestfriends on thursday!! aaah! i soo cannot wait for that day to arrive.. you know whyy? it's been such a long time since i bitch abot my life to all of them at the same time.. haha.. but then as amirah put it, i confirm always have story to tell one.. eh, really ah? the life not that interesting but then because i get easily excited over small things, my whole days becomes a totally greand event.. haha.

i am actually thinking of telling y'all about the day, which is on monday, however i'm like lazy to write anything about it... but what i know was that, i was really hype up in the morning. for that, i sooo do not know why. maybe that's the reason why i was feeling depressed during mid-afternoon. the body has to be balanced mahh~ if you too happy, that's why you cry at night.. have to make it balance right.. haha.

going tok mak's house later!! nyeaaah~ uber exciting!! mak's house is the best house to rest and be happy and and it's been a week since i saw my beautiful nenek and hot atuk.


smiles never last, that's why you'll never will..

the start of literature week. beautiful opening, love the effect, the roses the literary.. the whole atmosphere makes me filled with love and gives me the feeling of falling in love.. sihui gave me my late irthday present.. haha, thanks eh.. and the chocolates i bought and ate made me extra moody after that.nyaha... smt wron with my system i swear.. dah that's all for todayyy

daaaa~


Saturday, February 10, 2007 / Saturday, February 10, 2007

friday was okay i guess.. a few surprises throughout the day and i am loving it!! :)

firstly i came super early to get ready for faye's birthday surprise and sihui came early for the first time (i think. haha) and we asked the ladies in school to help us out with teh surprise.. when faye came in she was super surprised!! yayyy!! met our first objective.. the second objective was to make her feel damn malu (read:embarassed) and we did achieved that!! :) haha.. she had to walk around the school with the big doraemon until gp lesson, which was the last lesson of the day.. haha.. how funny.. but it was fun ah.. and nice to see that everyone in the class except one chip in to buy her the gift.. how cute~

then after lessons, went to do pantun with halimah, jannah and cikgu.. i guessit was kinda fruitful.. then hal's peminat came and went.. and they were uper damn annoying.. i guess only 1 guy was.. haha. then went for tarian where i felt tired and all.. but because of the irrtating passion for dance i have, i felt nice dancing becaise i guess it feels more free-ing.. get ready SR for the malay dance.. haha.. and and while we were practicing he came and went..

and he came again with his friend and joked around with the guys and then he watched the whole dance.. how can i dance properly when he is around? tell me tell me??! i know i said that i've forgotten about him already, i guess his mini appearances always revoke that mushy feeling in me.. haha.. everytime i had to look at the direction he was sitting, i covered my vision with the umbrella or look elsewhere..

i wonder why he was there. it's probably just for a break or something like that. typical lah.

saw something about mutual attraction just now and it stated that people are interested in you if you are interested in them.. and and that by becoming genuinely interested in people and by smiling you will probably get them interested. the word is probably. haha

and and i had a ball of time going to geylang si paku geylang with the dancers.. i love them much and you all shall not steal them away from me okayyy.. haha. the clothes for the performance are nice.. i like it, for real.. and somehow i felt hurt yesterday.. haha, or maybe i was being egoistical and still not living in the real world.. nyaahaha..

met up with halimah, jannah and shodikin just now and we prepared for the competition.. please don't ask how it went? you're going to get the smile from me ehhh.. nyeaah. i actually had fun smiling and laughing on stage.. haha.

and what else.. he really does make my life more interesting.. and if he happens to ever see this.. thanks eh. i'll try to say hello next week if i'm not feeling shy, which i usually am.. haha.

february is the month of love they sayyy, and i must agree that i feel extra lovey-dovey this month.. hahs. and and i can't wait for next week!! going ou with te girls for valentine dinner!! :) it's been oh-so-long since i've seen them.. haha..

what shall i give you all, my valentines??


Thursday, February 08, 2007 / Thursday, February 08, 2007
eeeeeee.. okay i am sooo being paranoid.. but you know what? today when i went to school, i was filled with calmness... hockey was okayyy. ran around the track but i was losing my breathe.. ohmy! i should really start doing my exercises i dont even have stamina to run... how cannn?

i shall tone up my flabby muscles first and then go and build it up.. haha.. then i can be as sexy as arnold susah-nak-eja. anywaysss, i had a super bad headache just now. everytime i changed my hair band to the hair clip, my head starts spinning like no businessss.

then yeah.. recieved cookies.. so was happy :) met azzie in the bus.. we were talking sooo LOUD.. haha.. but i don't care, it's been sooo long since i met her.. we talked everything under the sun..

i have a crush him and he does not even know it...
well if he does... he's sure not man enough about it.. ergh!


Wednesday, February 07, 2007 / Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i must sooo write this down just for memory sake..

  1. i did the most bravest thing i have ever done just now.. haha. okay not so but still.. it took all the courage i had to send it.. haha.
  2. and that captain M is soo cute lah just now.. oh and that was the first. hah. haha.. and he is very the lameeee
  3. i have to say i'm sorry to the girls for not being able to be part of their conversation.. sorry eh.. i really overslept..
  4. tarian was the bomb todayyy!! i love the girls and yes the guys too.. haha.. they are totaly rawking my socks!!
  5. ooh.. i got an S for Math, in which i could have gotten a D.. ohwells.. i got an E for GP.. haha.. funny2..

okays.. i am so sucky in writing pantun. i should smack myself or something like that. malay girl but don't know how to create pantun instantaneously.. aperdaaa.. okay then.. toodles~



Tuesday, February 06, 2007 / Tuesday, February 06, 2007
hahas.. so that is what bored girls do when they are in the bus and munching away on gummy bears.. take picture of them for keepsake purposes. haha.. anyways lucky guess for those lucky fans out there whose was the other hand, and don't try to trick yourself in saying "Oooohh!~ that's a guy's hand!!" haha.. FYI: it is not ehhh.. haha it's Geraldine Ng Kai Xin's hand.. haha.

anyways. today has been an okay day... firstly, i could wake up wayy later then usual and i was not the first in the family to bath today.. i was the fourth.. this means i am the last, because my odler sister did not have to attend any school or anything like that. i happy2 wake up late, iron my clothes, re-arrange my messy set of papers from the start of the year and started compiling them into piles. had my breakfast, took the bus and slept in the bus. Instead of stopping at the school busstop, i stopped at kovan busstop to top-up my card and took the bus in time to see 3 lions chatting with the hosts. ( S. Subramani, Aide Iskandar and Noh Alam Shah). At least i was able to see them kann..

yeap.. math lecture was okayy... and the rest of the day was fine. except the library incident which made me a little disorganized.. so yeah..

i guess i misjudged you, you're just like every other guy.. you choose to ignore me..
yeap2.. so long lah ehhh..


Sunday, February 04, 2007 / Sunday, February 04, 2007
farahin went to the zoo today.

farahin saw a lot of your friends.

farahin is very happy.

singapore won today.

farahin is very very happy for them.

farahin thinks shahril ishak looks good today, when he smiled. :)

farahin have school later.

farahin have pe.

farahin damn tired.

farahin want to watch soccer match later.

but farahin have not asked for permission.

farahin shall say goodbye now.


Saturday, February 03, 2007 / Saturday, February 03, 2007

and so yesterday was the last paper for me and somehow i feel relieved.. the only paper that i felt that i would not be able to pass was math.. but i hope i do pass all my subjects.. i soo do not want my parents to be called to school to talkwith my teachers.. it's just a deadly combination and it will always be a deadly conversation for me..

because i was feeling way too free i decided to upload the photos from my phone which were taken during the week of studying last week.. haha.. at last real pictures to grace this blog of mine.. have been lazy to bring my camera since the start of the year.. i wonder why...

farahin is so camwhoring instead of studying for whatever subject i was studying for.. haha

study in school with geraldine the day before econs test.. you can see the correcting negatives graph in the picture.. hahs.. it was a damn huge distraction that day since i saw some person from my current past. haha.. macam paham ajerrr..

last minute cramming ah.. not cramping.. haha.. malu lah sia.. but its okayy.. you understand i understand everyone happy.. haha. i was teh last person in the bus so was a bit daringlah to take picture of thyself alone in the bus.. hahs

me and indah having a KODAK moment before continuing back with what we have been doing.. typing and writing book nonsense.. and and.. this was WAY before that bitch a teacher came in to have her bitchhhyy classs.. ergh!

this was taken this morning while waiting for the prize presentation for the road race.. haha.. quite okay lah today.. nice memories for me to keep.. firstly ayah send both me and hal to macritchie reservoir and he send us all the way into the ceremony itself. hahs. the teachers were lookinga nd we felt super paiseh.. but because i have quite thick skin we just walked off to sit in a corner at one of the benches.. then catch up with people and talk and yeah.. nampak dia.. tak tahu apa yang diriku ini rasai pada masa itu.. tapi dah buat janji dengan diri.. jadi apa-apa sahajalah..

then we (read:me and hal) went to see the competitive guys race.. but but.. before we could get to the place, the guys started their run already.. so we walked slowly through the zigzag bridge and enjoy the beautiful scenery.. sat beside the bridge and just zoned out.. pusing dan kulihatnya.. mata bertentangan tetapi kedua-duanya tidak ingin bersua sapa.. sungguh malang.. then we waited to see who were the winners for teh guys competitive.. before walking all teh way to teh front of the starters line.. before the race started a sea of yellow birds came and hindered my view.. haha..

teh race was funny.. we ran for like 30seconds and then stopped and walked.. haha.. ran when people told us that if a teacher cauht us not running, we would have to do 40 pushups.. so what did we do?? run as if theer was no tomorrow.. haha.. actually we ran until we cannot see any sign of the teachers.. haha.. walked and run yet again, due to a scare by the people.. and passed dia. was walking in slippery area and fell on my buttlah.. haha. funny moment but because di a ada dekat sana.. paiseh.. but we didn't care and just walked on forth.. haha.. we were singing and enjoying the forest and the music.. haha.. saw mr yong and he expected us to run faster.. what only tauuu..

so we walked beside the road and became irritating people to themselves.. haha.. did not sweat so that was good.. then at the 50m mark, some people just had to start to sprintlahh.. but but.. guess what? both of us were in the top 100 girls.. nyaha.. and we walked and cared less about what happened to other people.. haha

aquila won overall.. nyeaaah~ went to eat at kfc at amk.. then walked through teh shopping mall... huge ah.. equivalent to TM and CS combined with much nicer shops ahh.. then went home and slept in the train.. damn tired..

afternoon went for wedding with the family.. bitches reign in the big family.. haha.. cannot take it.. so scary until too funny..you deal with youir life.. i deal with mine okayy.. then now i am tired and i want to go to sleep alrady or maybe watch down with love.. hahas..

toodles!


Friday, February 02, 2007 / Friday, February 02, 2007

Whoa! My love, my darling,
I hunger for your touch,
Along, lonely time.
Time goes by, so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God, speed your love to me.

Whoa! My love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch,
Along, Lonely time.
Ohh time goes by, so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.

My love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch,
Along, Lonely time.
Ohh time goes by, so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.

My love, my darling, Whoa!
My love, my darling, Whoa!..


this was the song i tried to remember during dance just now.. haha..

yeap.. it's early saturday morning and i just woke up from an okay sleep.. shall just write an entry before i prepare for the run later.. hahs..

friday started off okayy i guess.. i felt a little sicklahh.. the paper was exciting actually.. i was not that prepared but the questions were expected kinda.. so was able to do it..

then i had breakfast at mcdonalds with hal, shodikin and hilmi, where i ate damn slowly and clumsily.. firstly, stained my blouse.. luckily i had an extra shirt in the bag.. then i was the last one to finish everything.. and hal kept picking on me on my chilli sauce eating habit.. nyaha.. after that went to school to help cikgu out.. i felt like a librarian.. i like~ type here and type there.. how can that be not funnn..

anyways.. my happy moments stop when an irritating asshole-ic teacher was damn irritating and made me hate her to bits once she spoke.. yeah okay i know its your lesson, but i am soo not disturbing the rest of the class.. so do you have to pick on me for every little thing. bitch pte ltd.. ruined that part of my day.. then was not able to finish up because i wanted to get out of that bitch's face.. ishhh.. damn annoying i must sayyy..

went to cool down and stayed outside the library to write nonsensical poetry which is totally off tangent and nonsense.. wanted to type it here.. but it's not that great.. so yeahh. after 2 hours of cooling down myself, met the girls and waited for dance practice to start.. dancing makes me happy. that's for sure.. i do not mind prancing around looking like a fool if what i am doing is dancingg..

and dancing makes me smile.. and it brings away all the nasty memories away..

have i told you that i love the girls in my life? i must say that every single one of them makes a difference in my life.. and i shall thank you all for that.. :)

can i have one slow dance with you my loveeee?

selepas jantungku berhenti berdegup, barulah aku akan melepaskanmu..
(quote from a A Love To Kill said by Rain's character translated in Malay)


running later.. i don't think i am.. btut still i am supposed to run..hahs.. oh and i did not go to the gym just now.. no one was free to go with me and gym rule states that i need a friend to be there before i can enter the gym..

lala~ i don't know what else to say. so good morning and goodbye...
saying goodbye is the one brave thing that a person in love is able to do..
there's no more love for you tonight..


Thursday, February 01, 2007 / Thursday, February 01, 2007
today's the start of my second favourite month next to december! hehs. its february! somehow this month always makes me soo happy! :)

anyways.. geography paper was okayy today.. imagine me smiling when i turned the paper to look at the question.. i swear the teachers must have though i was a lunatic or something like that.. not as if i will do well, but at least i have a question which i would be able to answer.. it feels sooo good. but then.. i have a feeling it's the wrong facts.. lazy to chcek it out..

did the unthinkable just now.. don't ask me why.. but i did do it.. now i feel like a fool. HUGE fool. ish.

studied in school for awhile..then went for lunch with geraldine! haha.. funny seh.. we went in and out and in and out 3 times before we finally was able to go and eat at the kfc at tampines! had bandito and it was a nice change to my zinger days... haha. talked about stuff and stuff..

then went home and paraded with my old uniforms.. tried on my primary school uniform.. the blouse can fit but the skirt cannot even get pass my HUGE thighs.. anyways.. i still have to study for malay paper 2 tomorrow..

so yeah.. till then...daaaa~