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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 / Tuesday, January 30, 2007
days like this.. where the wind blows oh so windyly.. makes me kinda feeling-feeling romantic.. listening to slow songs just makes it more real..
and because of that... i found out that i'm missing my bestfriends muchos!!!
oh where art thou' dear darleeeeeeengs?
i miss nurfazlinaabdulmanaff,amirahfatinabdulghani and sabarinasamsudin.. i know you all are busy people.. much busier than me.. and i know i have not been calling or messaging you all randomly.. but i just wanna tell you now that i miss you.. and i feel sad that i don't know what's happening in your life.. and sadder that i can't bore you all to death with my insignificant news of the people i have fallen down the stairs, escalators and lifts for... ( okay, i just remembered.. how can i fall down the lift? AHA! only farah the great can do it! hahaha)
anyways...
to get you all more happy and upbeat i have a story to share... nyehahaha.. math paper was just now.. quite sadlah actually the state of the paper.. i had a silent nightmare just now during the test due to the following reasons..
it was an exam, therefore no noise could be made.. that's why it's called silent nightmare..
i couldn't do the questions, although i soo know mr anuar went through the questions..
i had a damn bad stomach ache half through the paper...
i was NOT panicking..
okay.. that's all the reasons... how many more you wanttt.. haha. but but.. to make things all better and more fun-NER, went out with shanshan,yufei and sihui for brunch at hougang mall.. haha.. ate nasi lemak for a freaking $3.50.. waste my money only okayyy.. but it's okay.. the company was priceless.. =) then walk-walk around just to fill time and and i bought clips for my beautiful hair..wakhakha.. and head back to school with the company of sihui..
haha.. i sound damn unstraight lah.. later ppl think sihui not straight.. no no.. boys if you want to woo her, she very straight but then she also not looking ( coz she has set her eyes upon a few someones already.. haha.. okayokay.. a someone).. soo too badlahh.. hahahs
okayy.. so i only went back to school, sihui went home and went online and slept.. haha.. okay that was what she tole me she was going to do before we parted ways... walked in and saw him. okay... friend first then him.. ( note to self: you are not suppose to care tau!) went up and saw hasbi studying.. he sooo hardworking tauu.. then started studying then i was joined by geraldine, xingyi and clive( if that's how it's suppose to be spelt).. talked with geraldine about valentine's day and the project we have lined up.. ;)
he passed by and waved. :) sooo made my day! :)
okay back to real life and not the imaginary life that i have been telling you about.. revised econs and talk some more.. went home with geraldine, took 72 and talk some more.. saw qix and haniff.. mann.. missing the old crowd..
anyways... a quote that i sooo love..
'of courselah shy talk with pretty girl..'
haha.. thanks ah geraldine.. anyways.. it's sooo not linking to anything.. was just talking and talking about random stuff and came up with random people and she said that line..
econs and malay test.. here i come.. i need that A or B tau.. don't be soo hard until i have to wrench every tiny bit of brain cells in this little sad brain of mine okayyy.. and cikgu said she's scared for the paper two.. what was that suppose to mean?? i bet i's going to be hard.. and nurfazlina i need cookies to make me happy and dandy.. we make heart shape cookies okayyy? then we can break each one of it and be happy as a lark. okay is that the correct simile? hahs..
Everyday you seem to find a way To make me go crazy I just can't understand But let me tell you one thing You make me wanna say
Could I be falling for you Is this a fantasy come true Is this a dream that I waited for Am i the one that you adore
Oh-oo-oh-oh I think i'm falling for you Oh-oo-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh what am I supposed to do Cause you make me feel like i'm falling in love Am I falling for you
Could it be love tell me boy is it true I get a rush when i think about you Lose control of my body and my soul and when you hold me I don't wanna let go You give me reason every reason just to love you babe Everything that you do is so amazing I can't believe what your body makes me wanna do I'm having visions of me all over you
You must've known though I tried to disguise The way I feel was there fire in my eyes On that night when our bodies intertwined Knew right then and there that you would be mine
Saturday, January 27, 2007 / Saturday, January 27, 2007
singapore got through to finals!!!
yessah!! greatest feeing on EARTH shouting with my cousins when lionel lewis saved malaysia's last penalty kick.. pheww~ a huge relief to us all!! i am sooo going to find means to watch the final match at the stadium! =)
but i'm kinda missing my shahril ishak.. and no faz he sooo does not look like a butch!! ish.. meano tauuu..
seee.. where got looklike butch.. so manly and hott.. hahs.. but to bad.. he's not been playing ' the eleven ' regularly.. no profiles of him this time round.. quite sad.. but its okayyylah..
anyways the pesta pantun taklimat was okayy.. the breakfast was nice.. ate at mcd.. the interaction was okayyylahh.. and and i found out that i cannot think on the spot.. let's just say my pantun skills are badd. haha. so yeah..
let's try eh.. the theme shall be love ah.. that's the only inspiration i have right now..
Berbisik-bisik tanpa jemu Dengan tetamu dari kampungku Jiwa terusik bila bertemu Oh kamu, jejaka idamanku
Friday, January 26, 2007 / Friday, January 26, 2007
yesyes.. smiles all around makes the world go round~~ :)
let's see.. yesterday was an okay day i guess... pe was brief. had briefings ( excuse the 'pun')... math has been a sad time i guess.. although i was okay and all.. somehow i felt the dissapointment.. i guess we all just have to jiayou and do our best ah.. had the economics class test yesterday.. hahs. thanks to adeline for reading to me the answers just in time to remember the notes for the test. haha.
eh come on ehhh.. please don't start judging and saying things like ' wahlao, farah does not know how to study lah.. stupid ryte.. ' i did study okayy..i studied the chapter as a whole, not remembering that ms lee said that the test was going to be on the same question that she had went through with us.. haha.. had malay test yesterday.. i felt happy doing it somehow.. haha.. had enough things to write about.. haha.. zarifah confirm irritating seh yesterday.. play paper aeroplane during test. haha.. dushz!
eyh you be honoured eh you're in my blog.. hard you know to enter into my blogs' entries.. haha as if..
anyways.. today was a nice/sad day..math lecture was funny.. smt went wrong with the ava system.. had to shift to lt5.. i somehow had a feeling that someone was avoiding my gaze.. or maybe i am just thinking too much..
math tutorial was okayy.. i was feeling not that great and i guess it showed on my face.. i was really not feeling well then.. i was hungry and i felt tired at the same time.. tutorial was okay..i felt stupid all over.. i have no idea why.. gp was another terrible subject.. after that.. went to the library for the supposed meeting, which alas mounted to nothing.. presence of the wind.. went to the gym.. my favourite-st pe teacher was there doing his run.. haha.. he's given me a renewed motivation to go and lose weight and get healthy... woohoo~ went to study at the library where my brain went dead for awhile or maybe for a long while.. haha.. 'coach carter' was the catch word in school today.. but i do agree that they look that teeny bit smart.. if they had dressed up nicely unlike some people lahh..
went to 'the cafe' which was a nice break.. it was raining heavily.. after studying for awhile there, went to the second floor toilet in which we passed by people..wavewave!! ;) haha.. mr yong lah.. confirm you all thinking nonsense right.. well.. tet. it'd not what you thinking darls! haha..
watched the first half of sr's match with the mat sallehs.. haha. the feeling was damn great.. it's been such a long time since i watched a real soccer match.. thanks ah eh boys for the nice show.. but i swore to you the first goal they scored was a damn stupid goal lahhh.. anyways..
gg for the pesta pantun event tomorrow.. can't wait to learn how to write proper pantuns.. nyahhaa.. see you people tomorrow oryteee..
Still remember when I first saw her(his) face it was just your average day it was May or maybe June I think I remember, ran home and told my mom I was in love (infatuation) she said Corey your just too young to even understand the word and I don't think your in it at all
It was first time in my life that I had ever felt this way inside and I knew that it was real it was the first time the first time just like the snow fall coming down in June impossible but it could be true and I knew that it was real it was the first time
I turned and watched her(him) walk away all of my sunshine turned to rain I don't wanna feel that way again
fikiranku bercelaru.. wajahmu muncul di akal fikiranku.. betapaku ingin melupa dirimu.. hanya kau ku ingati selalu.. haruskah aku berterus terang.. namun keberanian tiada 'sayang'.. kau hanya ilusi dunia.. memenuhi ruangan kosong yang ku pinta.. jangan dikau menyepi diri.. membuat hati semakin sepi.. senyum selalu periang hatiku.. kerna ia pengubat rindu..
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 / Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i feel like being belo (read: stupid and dumb) and writing a stupid entry today. i have to detoxify myself from the things that have made my mind go haywire.. wahlao~ no need waste my time looking for things that do not want to be found.. correct or not? so yeah..that shall be my smart-ass comment today for you to ponder on.. and bacen ppl like zarifah.. if read my blog.. why in the world never taggg? i soo saddd.. haha.. ryte..
anyways, before i start doing my homework on the computer which makes me more excited then practicing math or smt like that.. i shall recount some things inmy head, while you all people out there re-think about yours.. well, there were happy moments, sewel moments and the lonely moments.. haha.. what can i say.. emo mahhh.. what to do right?
i shall dislike flowers from now.. okay okay.. i know sh is rolling her eyes.. please eh.. shall try from now onwards.. or easily make myself damn occuppied to even like flowers or even look at them.. yessah~ my new year resolution..
and and.. common test next week. econs test tmr.. i need to go through the concepts again.. i expect to get at least a B.. nothing lower than that.. it was my strongest subject next to Malay.. ohwells. dance was fun.. we had like 14 people just now.. played scarbble with mcs peeps. it was okaylah.. what else eh..
oh yes.. i shall fall in love with Ikram and Mr V(i/e)ctor for the time being.. haha.. yesyes.. i shall make myslef proud.. no one else matters.. hah. okaylah.. just to end off.. and make your time reading more fruitful.. i shall share with you something i shall make up right this moment..
don't wait for that moment, for that moment will never arrive..
go ahead when people say it's gonna fail, for nothing ventured nothing gain..
if you like someone don't wait, for that someone may have the same feelings deep down for you..
never trust farah's words, for she does not do what she preach..
Saturday, January 20, 2007 / Saturday, January 20, 2007
'because a little girl once told me, loving means letting go..'
finally watched the movie 'cinta' yesterday afternoon. such a beautiful movie describing all the different types of love and showing how each love ends.. it was really a touching movie which made me cry.. really, really sweet and how funny that everyone can relate to it.. how we should never forsake our love for anyone or let hatred come into the picture.. Even when someone dissapears from your life, or become a totally different person, it does not mean that he/she is not there for you.. they're just loving you in a different kind of way..
the orange words was a line from the movie.. and how romantic that guy was.. such a hopeless romantic..imagine drawing the person you love and passing messages through that medium.. *swoons* (alamak! what if he cannot draw oh that well?? haha.. he draw for me stick drawings ah.. happy enuff.. wakhakha.. wahlau farahin very the imaginative eh.. no 'him' also imagine as if have already... dushz!)
well.. my parents busy with people's weddings.. loving every minute of new things happening to my family.. yay!! and and guess what?? farahin must have misplaced her ezlink card. f***tard lah.. i just made a new one freaking last year.. i either misplaced it or someone saw my pretty photos and kept it for himself/herself.. hahs. but that's just plain meann kannn?
anyways.. i am myself broke (read: not even 10cents in my wallet) .. so please don't ask me go out shopping, hang out or yader2.. until i get next month's money.. nyaha.
anyways.. girlfriends went out yesterday for jamNhop.. lost my ezlink card.. can't enter premises.. so yeah. orientation yesterday was funnnn!! haha.. especially the ice breaker.. break the ice like hell.. haha.. okay so i ended getting drenched.. bacen ah halimah... then we had the dk performance.. which was fabuloso.. had the bahasa game... funny2!! and we had the budaya game which was kinda whacked.. but in all it was a great time, i must sayy.. =) was in the bus, then i notice i lost my freaking ezlink card.. dammit seh. luckily ain was there.. she paid my fare for me.. =)
yeah.. but that sooo did not dampen my mood... i was talking about my favourite subject in the whole wide world.. haha.. confirm you all know what is it right.. haha.. shan't tell you, give you more suspense.. haha
a quote from somewhere..
'everywhere you are, he keeps appearing..'
and when i heard that quote, i thought to myself.. what if it's the other way round? wherever he is, that somebody was the one who keeps appearing.. hmm.. food for your thoughts lahh.. since everytime you all read my blog, you eating lah or never think one.. say some more my blog bimbo blog.. now got pictures for you to see, got quotes for you to ponder upon.. become thinking blog already cannn.. i feel so accomplished.. =)
oh yeah.. forgot to ask.. how's my new layout?? does it look to mellow or too not me? but, but i like the words on the front page.. very nice words.. soo not written by me.. gp test on tuesday.. farahin has to soooo go and study now... but i feel hungry right this minute.. and i don't think my parents cooked before going on their business.. alamak!!
MUMMY!!where art thou is my food?? nevermind.. there is always maggi mee to the rescue!! but i am rindu-ing my chicken cheese thosai from my favourite stall back in tkgs.. if any current tkgians reading this kan.. go and buy for me and send it to me okayyy.. it's been 1 yr ++ since i tasted it.. haha. now i sound like a pregnant woman asking for food.. haha..
anyways.. before i bore you to death to read about my fascination with food, i shall end this entry here first.. dada!~
Friday, January 19, 2007 / Friday, January 19, 2007
DANCE. enuff said. it's the first thing that i fell in love with and it'll always be..
Like what the girl from Take the Lead said:
' Do you like dancing? If you do, then you're meant to dance..'
okay, so that may not be the real words she said, but that's the essence of it. =)
the day was okay.. felt awake at home but was damn tired when i reached school. slept for 10 minutes and then resumed to supposedly touching my math notes to store inlast minute information, which soo did not work due to the brain being too slow to upload.. hahs. the paper i must say was a simple paper, if i had my concepts right. but since the person typing here, has got her concepts all wrong.. it was a tough paper for her to handle.
anyways.. math tutorial was not that good.. mr anuar was.. well i guess, he was dissapointed with the class... somehow maybe i had smt to do with it.. but what's done is done.. right?? anyways..
had break, then had h1 tutorial. it's confirmed. i am going to fail that geog paper. damn sad lah.. i did not even stuyd.. dman it.. thequestions were simple enough.. but NOOO.. farahin had to not study her work coz she thinks she will be able to do it.. dushz!!
GP lessons on fridays are good to me somehow... i really have to get a grip on myself. seelah, what's soo many days see-ing him has ruined me.. haha.. then went to the gym for like 15 minutes to run on the treadmill... damn it lah.. so tired.. ishh.. no stamina alredie daaa.. then went to waste time at the toilet. chilled at the canteen. ate lunch and just talked.. haha.. see many people, but i guess saw what i wanted. haha. sombong person.
yeahyeah.. but ohhh so cute.. tarian was damn niceeee~ had a meeting with cca leaders for a bit then went for tarian.. =) it's all good. we chatted for awhile then went to run around the B block and the Science block.. haha.. quite a nice feeling.. then cme back all tired.. but he appeared out of nowhere.. okay so maybe from somewhere and made my dayy, okay not really.. i am a happy child during normal days.. so yeah.. nahh.. notthing that special.
did admin work and then took the radio and see beautiful flower around.. i think the school should have more of it. =) and so we started our practice.. was busy-ing my mind to follow the steps when i felt a figure looking, and so i turned.. to see nothing that spectacular lah.. was just the flower that keeps distracting me.. the flower looked as if it was smiling or grinnig or either lah.. but still damn pretty. =)
and and.. thinking about it.. maybe i shouldn't feel anything.. maybe the red flower wanted to distract other poeple except me.. nyeahh.. enuff enuff. people must be thinkig i'm mad to be distracted by a mere flower. haha. you can't imagine what a fool i feel like. haha
anywayss. learned new steps which were soo cute.. i LOVE them.. so yeah.. finished the dance for the upcoming concert.. yay!! can't wait to show off the choreography.. haha. and teh girls and boys were damn funn today! haha. i had the best tme dancing and making mistakes.. nyaha..
'if i were dancing hiphop, would you have been there?'
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.. Makes the world go round..
orientation tomorrow.. hope everything turns out well... Insyallah. =) haha..
Thursday, January 18, 2007 / Thursday, January 18, 2007
Artist : Gianni Muratore
Name : Kiss on a vespa Palermo
come what may.. i am going to blog today.. i guess the urge is just there. or maybe it's because nur farahin is lazy to go and do her homework and revise for her testS tomorrow. right.. okay i know i am a lazy bum no need to remind me.. i want to achieve so much, but i'm not putting in the efforts required...
well, today was okay i guess. PE was hell. ran 2.4km.. imagine doing that when you're having your period and when you don't really feel like doing it, because when period comes, you become all emotional and want to smack the teacher for asking you to run.. but i must say Mr Yong's a damn nice teacher.. with all our ramblings, he can still make us run and do the things he needs us to do.. yeahlah2.. i know what you thinking.. wahlau thisfarahin, very the good lick people's boots one.. eyh, don't be nonsense eh. he don't even know my blog, so don't go and bullshit. haha.
yader2.. had break where i saw him yet again. and and hal says maybe he knows about me finding him 'cute,hot,handsome etc..' haha.. yeah right. face like stone i want to call all that. no ehh. he's just charming. plain charming.
anyways.. math was okayy.. i love sitting in between sh and yf.. i have no idea why.. maybe because i don't wanna sit at the end.. that must be the sole reason. haha.. econs tutorial damn fun lahh.. sat beside shanshan.. we have differing viewpoints but it's just fun to have a short loving bicker with her. haha. as ms lee says, the farah and shanshan economy.. wakhakha.. nonsense cannn..
lecture was okayyy.. listened and stoned at the same time. it was nicer without that person sitting beside me.. you know why? then i can stretch my hands and legs as far as i want, without needing to care it would hit him.. haha. anywayyyss.. after that had lunch with hal and maryam. malay was funny.. and and i feel that the novel has such a touching love story in it. sayaaaaaaaaang very the much!! like feeling2 in class.. haha
after malay went to outside library, wanted to do my homework and stuff.. met up with yt and sat down for awhile where i saw him just finish praying. yesyes... lala~ i feel like a stalker now.. but it's not that i stalk him what.. coincidence mahhh..
okay.. so what ELSE happened today.. ade said i look pretty after the hols!! woohooo~ i feel so high from that comment. nyahhaa.. thanks ah ehh.. and was re-thinking, maybe there was somenone else behind me.. or or i was just plain imagining.
and some guys kan are just anti-social freakazoids. yeah its just courtesy right, when people say good morning to you, you reply and say morning or hi?? but noooo.. you cannot do that.. bleurgh! eh eh such a nuisance. dahlah, if you don't want to say hello kan.. FINE. be a sad soul and go ahead and think that all malay girls who come up to you and say hi wants to get flirty.. ISH. if i had wanted to flirt kan.. i had other choices tau. what a blow to my happiness in the morning. KENTAL BACEN. urgh.
something happy.. today i looked my neatest!! yeahhh for me~! dance tomorrow.. new dance steps puhleaseeeeeee~ okay... no wait after i master the previous steps okayyy.. =) yeapyeap.
"Smile at someone and find something worth laughing about.As the laughter permeates your life, the spirit of celebration will take root in your heart." ~Emilie Barnes
Have faith in your dreams and someday your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out share, SMILE, hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself." ~ Og Mandino
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 / Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!! i just needed to scare people awayyy.. haha.. when i know there is only so many of you who would bother to check this space here to see if i have updated..
maryam.. seee i am blogging.. its a rare sight to see me blog nowadays.. you want to know why?
i am damn lazy to let the page load.. everytime it does not appear, i lose all patience and shut down the computer. haha
what can i say.. busy womann.. muahha
i need to do all my homework which are damn overduee... not gd not gd..
okay.. so that's the most important 3 reasons why i never update thus far.. haha. this whole year has been full of ups.. Syukur alhamdulilah.. =) gotten a bursary, family memebers doing well in their own field.. damn proud i must say.. =) and i guess the dearies in school are always there to either ignore or join in my nonsense. loveitloveit. dance has been damnnnn good. you wanna know why?? i damn miss dancing lah.. structured dancing i mean... the nonsensical dance moves i dance to is.. enuff said, nonsensical.
my juniors are soo cute. okay.. i was sooo not talking about the guys eh.. please eh. haha. and and at the start of this year, i wanted to start everything anew... not all, but those which affects me lahhh.. and you know what? i think i fall tergolek-golek on the floor rolling-rolling until my head kena the wall and break into many many pieces already. haiyos.. not good okay..
and and.. i think smiling and saying hello to mere hot strangers is a good thing. it makes me happy and high all day loooooooonggggg!! okay.. if not mere strangers, maybe people you know but you don't know whether they know you that type... and prior to popular belief... no eh, i am shy so not many people in this world know about me.. so yeah.. haha.
what else.. he made my day. another idea given to me by my dear sis is that, maybe it's just that he's there when i am, so it a=makes it a huge coincidence.. nyahah. nope, i saw what i needed to.. so i'm fine with it.. =) just makes my brain go haywire..
haha.. MATH qas funny and fun just now.. it was teh first time i felt sleepy during Math class... sorry Mr Anuar.. haha, but he's lessons are always damn fun to be in if you did your homework that is.. haha. windows are pretty when there's a nice view.. especially when the view keep coming back and doing an encore.. wkakhaka.
i know everyone don't understand this entry of mine. if you don't understand, just act as if you do okayy.. haha. maybe only 3 people will understand.. yf and sh and myself!! and and thanks eh you guys for bringing me straight down to earth with you rbeautiful suggestions.. haha
i guess in the class, they are the best bunch of ppl to hang out with.. hahas. and of course hal and actually the rest of the class. without the rest, class will never be the same.. =)
dance.dance.dance.dance.dance.
A levels coming pretty soon. common test in a week.. many tests coming up... have to pass all subjects then i can be on par with some people. yes2.. my sole motivation.. haha. yeah right.
well then, till next time.
If love didnt make us insane, who among us would have the courage to step outside the walls we build to protect ourselves against life? --- Barbara Hambly
Monday, January 08, 2007 / Monday, January 08, 2007
haha.. i know.. it's been a wayyy long time since i updated this silly thing.. well... first things first..
2006 is gone and 2007 has been with me for teh past 8 days.. for now, everything has been fine.. loving every minute i share with friends and family... rekindled old friendships and of course i became a j2.. wakhakha.. stand up everyone and give me a deserving applause.. haha.. yeah ryte..
i'm not that old really. still the youngest in my WHOLE class.. so if you don't know me.. and you see me doing nonsense stuff, talking nonsense, acting childish... i have a VALID reason.. i am the youngest.. wakahkha.. anyways..
something striked me a few days ago.. my sister said somethinga bout me being 'boycrazy'. haha.. i guess that i am...or maybe i just see the cuteness of almost any guy that pass me.. haha i have special glasses you see.. anyways.. i need to get over some people lah.. must focus on my MR A. you know what.. he is so special tau.. he makes sure i get somewhere after this year eneds. i sure hope so.. or else i break up with him then he know.. haha.. okay.. so i am talking nonsense again.
and and... if you though MR A was a real guy.. you really need to check your brain tau.. since when lah i got boyfriend.. imaginary boyfriends that one i have many many.. the real one still lost somewhere in the clouds.. or maybe kan.. he die in the Iraq war tak.. nyahah. okay2.. spouting nonsense already.
second week of school today... a whole day of lessons. only once did i see him. yeap. lessons was enjoyable... the econs lecturer was sooo cute! and my math teacher is so funny lah.. he actually had to cool down his nonsense before he became serious back while teaching. haha.. funny2 moments. and and guess what? i have not slept snice i woke up at 12 noon sunday. okay besides the 1hr sleep i had frmo 4.30 to 5.30 in the morning just now..
but you know another thing? today i was suuuppppeeeeeerrrrrrr duuuuuuuuuppppppppppppeeeeerrrrr hype up, i have no idea why.. maybe its time to release the crazy hormones for this year. bid them farewell before MR A haunts me time and time again.
had tarian just now. hahas. i love the girls. they are soo funny! and if i scold2 angry2 don't take heart okay.. i always liek that one.. like to be mean.. but i don't mean it okayyy. =)
had a chat with the parents just now. talk about where my future lies. laying out concrete plans for after i break up with MR A. maybe enter the teaching career.. i love interacting with people.. i love the joy of having a challenge.. i had soo many teachers who inspired me along my way that i wanted to giveback to society what the past has taught me.. for me, it's the most fulfilling job a person could ever have. i dare say the teachers that have taught me, created a spark in me to be as motivated as them to teach a couple of youngsters who don't know what's in store in years to come...
i know i will make it if i believe. whatever comes in between it shall be just pleasant surprises. hahas. i hope it would be pleasant.
am i good enough to be a teacher? i hope i'll be more than just an educator.. but an inspirationalist..
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 / Tuesday, January 30, 2007
days like this.. where the wind blows oh so windyly.. makes me kinda feeling-feeling romantic.. listening to slow songs just makes it more real..
and because of that... i found out that i'm missing my bestfriends muchos!!!
oh where art thou' dear darleeeeeeengs?
i miss nurfazlinaabdulmanaff,amirahfatinabdulghani and sabarinasamsudin.. i know you all are busy people.. much busier than me.. and i know i have not been calling or messaging you all randomly.. but i just wanna tell you now that i miss you.. and i feel sad that i don't know what's happening in your life.. and sadder that i can't bore you all to death with my insignificant news of the people i have fallen down the stairs, escalators and lifts for... ( okay, i just remembered.. how can i fall down the lift? AHA! only farah the great can do it! hahaha)
anyways...
to get you all more happy and upbeat i have a story to share... nyehahaha.. math paper was just now.. quite sadlah actually the state of the paper.. i had a silent nightmare just now during the test due to the following reasons..
it was an exam, therefore no noise could be made.. that's why it's called silent nightmare..
i couldn't do the questions, although i soo know mr anuar went through the questions..
i had a damn bad stomach ache half through the paper...
i was NOT panicking..
okay.. that's all the reasons... how many more you wanttt.. haha. but but.. to make things all better and more fun-NER, went out with shanshan,yufei and sihui for brunch at hougang mall.. haha.. ate nasi lemak for a freaking $3.50.. waste my money only okayyy.. but it's okay.. the company was priceless.. =) then walk-walk around just to fill time and and i bought clips for my beautiful hair..wakhakha.. and head back to school with the company of sihui..
haha.. i sound damn unstraight lah.. later ppl think sihui not straight.. no no.. boys if you want to woo her, she very straight but then she also not looking ( coz she has set her eyes upon a few someones already.. haha.. okayokay.. a someone).. soo too badlahh.. hahahs
okayy.. so i only went back to school, sihui went home and went online and slept.. haha.. okay that was what she tole me she was going to do before we parted ways... walked in and saw him. okay... friend first then him.. ( note to self: you are not suppose to care tau!) went up and saw hasbi studying.. he sooo hardworking tauu.. then started studying then i was joined by geraldine, xingyi and clive( if that's how it's suppose to be spelt).. talked with geraldine about valentine's day and the project we have lined up.. ;)
he passed by and waved. :) sooo made my day! :)
okay back to real life and not the imaginary life that i have been telling you about.. revised econs and talk some more.. went home with geraldine, took 72 and talk some more.. saw qix and haniff.. mann.. missing the old crowd..
anyways... a quote that i sooo love..
'of courselah shy talk with pretty girl..'
haha.. thanks ah geraldine.. anyways.. it's sooo not linking to anything.. was just talking and talking about random stuff and came up with random people and she said that line..
econs and malay test.. here i come.. i need that A or B tau.. don't be soo hard until i have to wrench every tiny bit of brain cells in this little sad brain of mine okayyy.. and cikgu said she's scared for the paper two.. what was that suppose to mean?? i bet i's going to be hard.. and nurfazlina i need cookies to make me happy and dandy.. we make heart shape cookies okayyy? then we can break each one of it and be happy as a lark. okay is that the correct simile? hahs..
Everyday you seem to find a way To make me go crazy I just can't understand But let me tell you one thing You make me wanna say
Could I be falling for you Is this a fantasy come true Is this a dream that I waited for Am i the one that you adore
Oh-oo-oh-oh I think i'm falling for you Oh-oo-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh what am I supposed to do Cause you make me feel like i'm falling in love Am I falling for you
Could it be love tell me boy is it true I get a rush when i think about you Lose control of my body and my soul and when you hold me I don't wanna let go You give me reason every reason just to love you babe Everything that you do is so amazing I can't believe what your body makes me wanna do I'm having visions of me all over you
You must've known though I tried to disguise The way I feel was there fire in my eyes On that night when our bodies intertwined Knew right then and there that you would be mine
Saturday, January 27, 2007 / Saturday, January 27, 2007
singapore got through to finals!!!
yessah!! greatest feeing on EARTH shouting with my cousins when lionel lewis saved malaysia's last penalty kick.. pheww~ a huge relief to us all!! i am sooo going to find means to watch the final match at the stadium! =)
but i'm kinda missing my shahril ishak.. and no faz he sooo does not look like a butch!! ish.. meano tauuu..
seee.. where got looklike butch.. so manly and hott.. hahs.. but to bad.. he's not been playing ' the eleven ' regularly.. no profiles of him this time round.. quite sad.. but its okayyylah..
anyways the pesta pantun taklimat was okayy.. the breakfast was nice.. ate at mcd.. the interaction was okayyylahh.. and and i found out that i cannot think on the spot.. let's just say my pantun skills are badd. haha. so yeah..
let's try eh.. the theme shall be love ah.. that's the only inspiration i have right now..
Berbisik-bisik tanpa jemu Dengan tetamu dari kampungku Jiwa terusik bila bertemu Oh kamu, jejaka idamanku
Friday, January 26, 2007 / Friday, January 26, 2007
yesyes.. smiles all around makes the world go round~~ :)
let's see.. yesterday was an okay day i guess... pe was brief. had briefings ( excuse the 'pun')... math has been a sad time i guess.. although i was okay and all.. somehow i felt the dissapointment.. i guess we all just have to jiayou and do our best ah.. had the economics class test yesterday.. hahs. thanks to adeline for reading to me the answers just in time to remember the notes for the test. haha.
eh come on ehhh.. please don't start judging and saying things like ' wahlao, farah does not know how to study lah.. stupid ryte.. ' i did study okayy..i studied the chapter as a whole, not remembering that ms lee said that the test was going to be on the same question that she had went through with us.. haha.. had malay test yesterday.. i felt happy doing it somehow.. haha.. had enough things to write about.. haha.. zarifah confirm irritating seh yesterday.. play paper aeroplane during test. haha.. dushz!
eyh you be honoured eh you're in my blog.. hard you know to enter into my blogs' entries.. haha as if..
anyways.. today was a nice/sad day..math lecture was funny.. smt went wrong with the ava system.. had to shift to lt5.. i somehow had a feeling that someone was avoiding my gaze.. or maybe i am just thinking too much..
math tutorial was okayy.. i was feeling not that great and i guess it showed on my face.. i was really not feeling well then.. i was hungry and i felt tired at the same time.. tutorial was okay..i felt stupid all over.. i have no idea why.. gp was another terrible subject.. after that.. went to the library for the supposed meeting, which alas mounted to nothing.. presence of the wind.. went to the gym.. my favourite-st pe teacher was there doing his run.. haha.. he's given me a renewed motivation to go and lose weight and get healthy... woohoo~ went to study at the library where my brain went dead for awhile or maybe for a long while.. haha.. 'coach carter' was the catch word in school today.. but i do agree that they look that teeny bit smart.. if they had dressed up nicely unlike some people lahh..
went to 'the cafe' which was a nice break.. it was raining heavily.. after studying for awhile there, went to the second floor toilet in which we passed by people..wavewave!! ;) haha.. mr yong lah.. confirm you all thinking nonsense right.. well.. tet. it'd not what you thinking darls! haha..
watched the first half of sr's match with the mat sallehs.. haha. the feeling was damn great.. it's been such a long time since i watched a real soccer match.. thanks ah eh boys for the nice show.. but i swore to you the first goal they scored was a damn stupid goal lahhh.. anyways..
gg for the pesta pantun event tomorrow.. can't wait to learn how to write proper pantuns.. nyahhaa.. see you people tomorrow oryteee..
Still remember when I first saw her(his) face it was just your average day it was May or maybe June I think I remember, ran home and told my mom I was in love (infatuation) she said Corey your just too young to even understand the word and I don't think your in it at all
It was first time in my life that I had ever felt this way inside and I knew that it was real it was the first time the first time just like the snow fall coming down in June impossible but it could be true and I knew that it was real it was the first time
I turned and watched her(him) walk away all of my sunshine turned to rain I don't wanna feel that way again
fikiranku bercelaru.. wajahmu muncul di akal fikiranku.. betapaku ingin melupa dirimu.. hanya kau ku ingati selalu.. haruskah aku berterus terang.. namun keberanian tiada 'sayang'.. kau hanya ilusi dunia.. memenuhi ruangan kosong yang ku pinta.. jangan dikau menyepi diri.. membuat hati semakin sepi.. senyum selalu periang hatiku.. kerna ia pengubat rindu..
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 / Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i feel like being belo (read: stupid and dumb) and writing a stupid entry today. i have to detoxify myself from the things that have made my mind go haywire.. wahlao~ no need waste my time looking for things that do not want to be found.. correct or not? so yeah..that shall be my smart-ass comment today for you to ponder on.. and bacen ppl like zarifah.. if read my blog.. why in the world never taggg? i soo saddd.. haha.. ryte..
anyways, before i start doing my homework on the computer which makes me more excited then practicing math or smt like that.. i shall recount some things inmy head, while you all people out there re-think about yours.. well, there were happy moments, sewel moments and the lonely moments.. haha.. what can i say.. emo mahhh.. what to do right?
i shall dislike flowers from now.. okay okay.. i know sh is rolling her eyes.. please eh.. shall try from now onwards.. or easily make myself damn occuppied to even like flowers or even look at them.. yessah~ my new year resolution..
and and.. common test next week. econs test tmr.. i need to go through the concepts again.. i expect to get at least a B.. nothing lower than that.. it was my strongest subject next to Malay.. ohwells. dance was fun.. we had like 14 people just now.. played scarbble with mcs peeps. it was okaylah.. what else eh..
oh yes.. i shall fall in love with Ikram and Mr V(i/e)ctor for the time being.. haha.. yesyes.. i shall make myslef proud.. no one else matters.. hah. okaylah.. just to end off.. and make your time reading more fruitful.. i shall share with you something i shall make up right this moment..
don't wait for that moment, for that moment will never arrive..
go ahead when people say it's gonna fail, for nothing ventured nothing gain..
if you like someone don't wait, for that someone may have the same feelings deep down for you..
never trust farah's words, for she does not do what she preach..
Saturday, January 20, 2007 / Saturday, January 20, 2007
'because a little girl once told me, loving means letting go..'
finally watched the movie 'cinta' yesterday afternoon. such a beautiful movie describing all the different types of love and showing how each love ends.. it was really a touching movie which made me cry.. really, really sweet and how funny that everyone can relate to it.. how we should never forsake our love for anyone or let hatred come into the picture.. Even when someone dissapears from your life, or become a totally different person, it does not mean that he/she is not there for you.. they're just loving you in a different kind of way..
the orange words was a line from the movie.. and how romantic that guy was.. such a hopeless romantic..imagine drawing the person you love and passing messages through that medium.. *swoons* (alamak! what if he cannot draw oh that well?? haha.. he draw for me stick drawings ah.. happy enuff.. wakhakha.. wahlau farahin very the imaginative eh.. no 'him' also imagine as if have already... dushz!)
well.. my parents busy with people's weddings.. loving every minute of new things happening to my family.. yay!! and and guess what?? farahin must have misplaced her ezlink card. f***tard lah.. i just made a new one freaking last year.. i either misplaced it or someone saw my pretty photos and kept it for himself/herself.. hahs. but that's just plain meann kannn?
anyways.. i am myself broke (read: not even 10cents in my wallet) .. so please don't ask me go out shopping, hang out or yader2.. until i get next month's money.. nyaha.
anyways.. girlfriends went out yesterday for jamNhop.. lost my ezlink card.. can't enter premises.. so yeah. orientation yesterday was funnnn!! haha.. especially the ice breaker.. break the ice like hell.. haha.. okay so i ended getting drenched.. bacen ah halimah... then we had the dk performance.. which was fabuloso.. had the bahasa game... funny2!! and we had the budaya game which was kinda whacked.. but in all it was a great time, i must sayy.. =) was in the bus, then i notice i lost my freaking ezlink card.. dammit seh. luckily ain was there.. she paid my fare for me.. =)
yeah.. but that sooo did not dampen my mood... i was talking about my favourite subject in the whole wide world.. haha.. confirm you all know what is it right.. haha.. shan't tell you, give you more suspense.. haha
a quote from somewhere..
'everywhere you are, he keeps appearing..'
and when i heard that quote, i thought to myself.. what if it's the other way round? wherever he is, that somebody was the one who keeps appearing.. hmm.. food for your thoughts lahh.. since everytime you all read my blog, you eating lah or never think one.. say some more my blog bimbo blog.. now got pictures for you to see, got quotes for you to ponder upon.. become thinking blog already cannn.. i feel so accomplished.. =)
oh yeah.. forgot to ask.. how's my new layout?? does it look to mellow or too not me? but, but i like the words on the front page.. very nice words.. soo not written by me.. gp test on tuesday.. farahin has to soooo go and study now... but i feel hungry right this minute.. and i don't think my parents cooked before going on their business.. alamak!!
MUMMY!!where art thou is my food?? nevermind.. there is always maggi mee to the rescue!! but i am rindu-ing my chicken cheese thosai from my favourite stall back in tkgs.. if any current tkgians reading this kan.. go and buy for me and send it to me okayyy.. it's been 1 yr ++ since i tasted it.. haha. now i sound like a pregnant woman asking for food.. haha..
anyways.. before i bore you to death to read about my fascination with food, i shall end this entry here first.. dada!~
Friday, January 19, 2007 / Friday, January 19, 2007
DANCE. enuff said. it's the first thing that i fell in love with and it'll always be..
Like what the girl from Take the Lead said:
' Do you like dancing? If you do, then you're meant to dance..'
okay, so that may not be the real words she said, but that's the essence of it. =)
the day was okay.. felt awake at home but was damn tired when i reached school. slept for 10 minutes and then resumed to supposedly touching my math notes to store inlast minute information, which soo did not work due to the brain being too slow to upload.. hahs. the paper i must say was a simple paper, if i had my concepts right. but since the person typing here, has got her concepts all wrong.. it was a tough paper for her to handle.
anyways.. math tutorial was not that good.. mr anuar was.. well i guess, he was dissapointed with the class... somehow maybe i had smt to do with it.. but what's done is done.. right?? anyways..
had break, then had h1 tutorial. it's confirmed. i am going to fail that geog paper. damn sad lah.. i did not even stuyd.. dman it.. thequestions were simple enough.. but NOOO.. farahin had to not study her work coz she thinks she will be able to do it.. dushz!!
GP lessons on fridays are good to me somehow... i really have to get a grip on myself. seelah, what's soo many days see-ing him has ruined me.. haha.. then went to the gym for like 15 minutes to run on the treadmill... damn it lah.. so tired.. ishh.. no stamina alredie daaa.. then went to waste time at the toilet. chilled at the canteen. ate lunch and just talked.. haha.. see many people, but i guess saw what i wanted. haha. sombong person.
yeahyeah.. but ohhh so cute.. tarian was damn niceeee~ had a meeting with cca leaders for a bit then went for tarian.. =) it's all good. we chatted for awhile then went to run around the B block and the Science block.. haha.. quite a nice feeling.. then cme back all tired.. but he appeared out of nowhere.. okay so maybe from somewhere and made my dayy, okay not really.. i am a happy child during normal days.. so yeah.. nahh.. notthing that special.
did admin work and then took the radio and see beautiful flower around.. i think the school should have more of it. =) and so we started our practice.. was busy-ing my mind to follow the steps when i felt a figure looking, and so i turned.. to see nothing that spectacular lah.. was just the flower that keeps distracting me.. the flower looked as if it was smiling or grinnig or either lah.. but still damn pretty. =)
and and.. thinking about it.. maybe i shouldn't feel anything.. maybe the red flower wanted to distract other poeple except me.. nyeahh.. enuff enuff. people must be thinkig i'm mad to be distracted by a mere flower. haha. you can't imagine what a fool i feel like. haha
anywayss. learned new steps which were soo cute.. i LOVE them.. so yeah.. finished the dance for the upcoming concert.. yay!! can't wait to show off the choreography.. haha. and teh girls and boys were damn funn today! haha. i had the best tme dancing and making mistakes.. nyaha..
'if i were dancing hiphop, would you have been there?'
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.. Makes the world go round..
orientation tomorrow.. hope everything turns out well... Insyallah. =) haha..
Thursday, January 18, 2007 / Thursday, January 18, 2007
Artist : Gianni Muratore
Name : Kiss on a vespa Palermo
come what may.. i am going to blog today.. i guess the urge is just there. or maybe it's because nur farahin is lazy to go and do her homework and revise for her testS tomorrow. right.. okay i know i am a lazy bum no need to remind me.. i want to achieve so much, but i'm not putting in the efforts required...
well, today was okay i guess. PE was hell. ran 2.4km.. imagine doing that when you're having your period and when you don't really feel like doing it, because when period comes, you become all emotional and want to smack the teacher for asking you to run.. but i must say Mr Yong's a damn nice teacher.. with all our ramblings, he can still make us run and do the things he needs us to do.. yeahlah2.. i know what you thinking.. wahlau thisfarahin, very the good lick people's boots one.. eyh, don't be nonsense eh. he don't even know my blog, so don't go and bullshit. haha.
yader2.. had break where i saw him yet again. and and hal says maybe he knows about me finding him 'cute,hot,handsome etc..' haha.. yeah right. face like stone i want to call all that. no ehh. he's just charming. plain charming.
anyways.. math was okayy.. i love sitting in between sh and yf.. i have no idea why.. maybe because i don't wanna sit at the end.. that must be the sole reason. haha.. econs tutorial damn fun lahh.. sat beside shanshan.. we have differing viewpoints but it's just fun to have a short loving bicker with her. haha. as ms lee says, the farah and shanshan economy.. wakhakha.. nonsense cannn..
lecture was okayyy.. listened and stoned at the same time. it was nicer without that person sitting beside me.. you know why? then i can stretch my hands and legs as far as i want, without needing to care it would hit him.. haha. anywayyyss.. after that had lunch with hal and maryam. malay was funny.. and and i feel that the novel has such a touching love story in it. sayaaaaaaaaang very the much!! like feeling2 in class.. haha
after malay went to outside library, wanted to do my homework and stuff.. met up with yt and sat down for awhile where i saw him just finish praying. yesyes... lala~ i feel like a stalker now.. but it's not that i stalk him what.. coincidence mahhh..
okay.. so what ELSE happened today.. ade said i look pretty after the hols!! woohooo~ i feel so high from that comment. nyahhaa.. thanks ah ehh.. and was re-thinking, maybe there was somenone else behind me.. or or i was just plain imagining.
and some guys kan are just anti-social freakazoids. yeah its just courtesy right, when people say good morning to you, you reply and say morning or hi?? but noooo.. you cannot do that.. bleurgh! eh eh such a nuisance. dahlah, if you don't want to say hello kan.. FINE. be a sad soul and go ahead and think that all malay girls who come up to you and say hi wants to get flirty.. ISH. if i had wanted to flirt kan.. i had other choices tau. what a blow to my happiness in the morning. KENTAL BACEN. urgh.
something happy.. today i looked my neatest!! yeahhh for me~! dance tomorrow.. new dance steps puhleaseeeeeee~ okay... no wait after i master the previous steps okayyy.. =) yeapyeap.
"Smile at someone and find something worth laughing about.As the laughter permeates your life, the spirit of celebration will take root in your heart." ~Emilie Barnes
Have faith in your dreams and someday your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out share, SMILE, hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself." ~ Og Mandino
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 / Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!! i just needed to scare people awayyy.. haha.. when i know there is only so many of you who would bother to check this space here to see if i have updated..
maryam.. seee i am blogging.. its a rare sight to see me blog nowadays.. you want to know why?
i am damn lazy to let the page load.. everytime it does not appear, i lose all patience and shut down the computer. haha
what can i say.. busy womann.. muahha
i need to do all my homework which are damn overduee... not gd not gd..
okay.. so that's the most important 3 reasons why i never update thus far.. haha. this whole year has been full of ups.. Syukur alhamdulilah.. =) gotten a bursary, family memebers doing well in their own field.. damn proud i must say.. =) and i guess the dearies in school are always there to either ignore or join in my nonsense. loveitloveit. dance has been damnnnn good. you wanna know why?? i damn miss dancing lah.. structured dancing i mean... the nonsensical dance moves i dance to is.. enuff said, nonsensical.
my juniors are soo cute. okay.. i was sooo not talking about the guys eh.. please eh. haha. and and at the start of this year, i wanted to start everything anew... not all, but those which affects me lahhh.. and you know what? i think i fall tergolek-golek on the floor rolling-rolling until my head kena the wall and break into many many pieces already. haiyos.. not good okay..
and and.. i think smiling and saying hello to mere hot strangers is a good thing. it makes me happy and high all day loooooooonggggg!! okay.. if not mere strangers, maybe people you know but you don't know whether they know you that type... and prior to popular belief... no eh, i am shy so not many people in this world know about me.. so yeah.. haha.
what else.. he made my day. another idea given to me by my dear sis is that, maybe it's just that he's there when i am, so it a=makes it a huge coincidence.. nyahah. nope, i saw what i needed to.. so i'm fine with it.. =) just makes my brain go haywire..
haha.. MATH qas funny and fun just now.. it was teh first time i felt sleepy during Math class... sorry Mr Anuar.. haha, but he's lessons are always damn fun to be in if you did your homework that is.. haha. windows are pretty when there's a nice view.. especially when the view keep coming back and doing an encore.. wkakhaka.
i know everyone don't understand this entry of mine. if you don't understand, just act as if you do okayy.. haha. maybe only 3 people will understand.. yf and sh and myself!! and and thanks eh you guys for bringing me straight down to earth with you rbeautiful suggestions.. haha
i guess in the class, they are the best bunch of ppl to hang out with.. hahas. and of course hal and actually the rest of the class. without the rest, class will never be the same.. =)
dance.dance.dance.dance.dance.
A levels coming pretty soon. common test in a week.. many tests coming up... have to pass all subjects then i can be on par with some people. yes2.. my sole motivation.. haha. yeah right.
well then, till next time.
If love didnt make us insane, who among us would have the courage to step outside the walls we build to protect ourselves against life? --- Barbara Hambly
Monday, January 08, 2007 / Monday, January 08, 2007
haha.. i know.. it's been a wayyy long time since i updated this silly thing.. well... first things first..
2006 is gone and 2007 has been with me for teh past 8 days.. for now, everything has been fine.. loving every minute i share with friends and family... rekindled old friendships and of course i became a j2.. wakhakha.. stand up everyone and give me a deserving applause.. haha.. yeah ryte..
i'm not that old really. still the youngest in my WHOLE class.. so if you don't know me.. and you see me doing nonsense stuff, talking nonsense, acting childish... i have a VALID reason.. i am the youngest.. wakahkha.. anyways..
something striked me a few days ago.. my sister said somethinga bout me being 'boycrazy'. haha.. i guess that i am...or maybe i just see the cuteness of almost any guy that pass me.. haha i have special glasses you see.. anyways.. i need to get over some people lah.. must focus on my MR A. you know what.. he is so special tau.. he makes sure i get somewhere after this year eneds. i sure hope so.. or else i break up with him then he know.. haha.. okay.. so i am talking nonsense again.
and and... if you though MR A was a real guy.. you really need to check your brain tau.. since when lah i got boyfriend.. imaginary boyfriends that one i have many many.. the real one still lost somewhere in the clouds.. or maybe kan.. he die in the Iraq war tak.. nyahah. okay2.. spouting nonsense already.
second week of school today... a whole day of lessons. only once did i see him. yeap. lessons was enjoyable... the econs lecturer was sooo cute! and my math teacher is so funny lah.. he actually had to cool down his nonsense before he became serious back while teaching. haha.. funny2 moments. and and guess what? i have not slept snice i woke up at 12 noon sunday. okay besides the 1hr sleep i had frmo 4.30 to 5.30 in the morning just now..
but you know another thing? today i was suuuppppeeeeeerrrrrrr duuuuuuuuuppppppppppppeeeeerrrrr hype up, i have no idea why.. maybe its time to release the crazy hormones for this year. bid them farewell before MR A haunts me time and time again.
had tarian just now. hahas. i love the girls. they are soo funny! and if i scold2 angry2 don't take heart okay.. i always liek that one.. like to be mean.. but i don't mean it okayyy. =)
had a chat with the parents just now. talk about where my future lies. laying out concrete plans for after i break up with MR A. maybe enter the teaching career.. i love interacting with people.. i love the joy of having a challenge.. i had soo many teachers who inspired me along my way that i wanted to giveback to society what the past has taught me.. for me, it's the most fulfilling job a person could ever have. i dare say the teachers that have taught me, created a spark in me to be as motivated as them to teach a couple of youngsters who don't know what's in store in years to come...
i know i will make it if i believe. whatever comes in between it shall be just pleasant surprises. hahas. i hope it would be pleasant.
am i good enough to be a teacher? i hope i'll be more than just an educator.. but an inspirationalist..
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!! go on a trip with my friends! digital camera :))) dresses.dresses.dresses. go for CAMP! any kind will do! :) hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING! strawberry sundaeee pleasee! HEELS! :)
