amirah. says:
BIMBO ALERTTTT

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahhahahahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
no eh.. i wanna be a fimbo and you can be aimbo

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahhahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
gedditttttttt?

amirah. says:
HAHAHAHHAAA

amirah. says:
OMG SO STUPID

amirah. says:
HAHAHAHA

amirah. says:
i wanna be a himbo

amirah. says:
HOT BIMBO

amirah. says:
notice the redundance of the word hot

amirah. says:
hahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
i noeeeeee

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
u're a double positive so u are negative!

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahahas

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hot and gorgeous soooo don't go together

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
haha

amirah. says:
eh

amirah. says:
pls eh

amirah. says:
hahahaha

okayokay.so it really does not make sense if you're not in the flow. well too bad then if your oh-i-think-i'm-so-smart mind don't understand cute nonsensical nonsense. haha.

oh oh.. and i have living proof that i am good person to de-stress with.. come see..

amirah. says:
omg i so miss talking to you
amirah. says:
so fun and stress free
amirah. says:
AHHHHH
amirah. says:
and funny

i just had to immortalise that moment. haha. so anyone who's looking for a shrink.. i'm available!! haha.. but only apply if you consider yourself too hot for your shirt, too hot for that pants, too hot for that shoes and too hot for me to handle.. muahhaa. oh and if you are wondering, the consultation applies to red-blooded men only.. hahahs

okay. so i am crapping. i think its the not-studying part getting to me.. this is not good. farahin before you crack your own brain in doing nonsense stuff go and blardy well study. ish. haha

so i shall be off now! daaaaa~

Monday, September 25, 2006 / Monday, September 25, 2006

and so ramadhan is here again.. i miss it and i'm lovong every second of it! promos in two days.. i don't know what i'm doing online but i need to. haha..
well so let's see. found out too much stuff then i wanted to know in the past week.
HADY MIRZA is the SINGAPORE IDOL!!
yessah~ he damn deserves it and i'm happy that he won. and as many people have said, jon deserves it too. but because of the certain attraction hady has.. hah. i am biased about the comments.=)

hmm.. practiced maths in school just now with darling sihui and yufei. hahas. i don't know what i would do without them bringing me all the laughter and comfort. =) thanks eh you girls. really appreciate it. and and i can't believe i spent like the WHOLE day doing maths.. it was such a nice experience. but that does not mean i am any good at it. haha. that's why i need to practice that long. shall be studying gp later.. i wanna finish it bu today so at least the day before gp i can concentrate on my malay.

hmm.. on another note. sometimes i feel so alone, when i am supposedly surrounded by many friends. yes, i know that she has other friends. i don't know. sometimes i feel as though i'm not important. haha.maybe i am over-reacting. yes, i think that's it. and if you do not understand this, don't act as if you do. and those who feeling2 this goes out to you, don't eh. don't start getting all puffed up about my comments on my blog, which is just a place for me to vent my frustrations, share my happiness and type as much as i want to.

so there. if you are still thinking about what i said above, you really do wanna believe i am talking about you right. hah. FINE then. i am talking about you, the person who keeps on believing that i am talking about him/her.


i don't know what else to say but i just hope that my promos would be fine and i want to at least pass my maths. i wanna make myself proud! nobody else but my satisfaction is my concern.

haha. enough babbling from a girl who has not yet lived life to the fullest. so i shall bid goodbye and till next time i blog, take care of yourself, whoever you may be.

sila and binx: haha.. biaserlah.. th guys kan 'imaginary' ker 'prasan' nyer kes.. macam tak paham gitu.. hahs.

Thursday, September 21, 2006 / Thursday, September 21, 2006

howells. the whole week slowly coming to an end.. this week was taxing but i'm thankful that it was not a fast week. too many things happened. i don't want them to be gone so fast.. how sad, happy, tired i feel all in all it was a good week.

so many things happened. monday we had the pe outing. that was fun although tiring at the same time. went back to school taking the air con bus which was just sooo nice. then... i think i had a bad day.. and i think i recorded it.. but then after that the girls were calling each other and giggling non-stop. haha. went to library next to study.. looking for aishah when u nearly bumped into the ever gorgeous him. hah.

then on tuesday.. hmm..malay was okay i guess. actually i can't really remember what we did. haha. bad memory i tell you.. hmm. studied after school in the library.. went home when the library was closing.. went out and saw him.. was ecstatic.. but thinking about it after finding things out.. i don't feel quite for him before i knew he was..

then on wednesday. he said hello.i felt stupid in mr anuar's class and so the four of us went for lunch. saw him and his classmates. okay, but i was too busy doing things to actually look as if i was interested in him. and so sihui had to talk about what he did. tried saying to myself not to think too much, but in the next minute, received an sms about him. i swear i went ballistic. wth! haha. so my darlings tried to console me saying that there are many other guys out there. hah. yes2.. it's working..not. had geog test which was plain horrible. haha. i like geog lectures. his eyes are soo cute! wakakha. then went to the library to finish up our written report. it was a nice time. saw him and him had a funny smile. hahs.

did our written report and then i continued to study in the library. went home when it was time.. saw him still studying. =) mugger, i swear.

then today. saw him in the morning. i was so very turned off. but he was too gorgeous for me to look away. hahs. so yeah. then went for assembly. love today. went into lt5. the first face i saw was his. like wth. so yealah.. even from the back i can see him. yyyy? went for econs. had a bad cough. went break. haha. he was farnie ah just now. hal some more. aiyah.. that girl ah.. haha. funny2 moments. malay was okay. went to see cikgu abt the mag. then went to the library to study and suddenly was asked to print eom and blahblah. hahas.he was there. chilled alone then slept while studying econs. met up with girls for pw meeting. went to sihui's hse. ghost story.. met mr yew.. then tada! we finished WR!

i can't say how happy i am that we've finished it.. no more late nights for me.. yesterday 1 am stint nearly made me faint cann. hahs. as if.

till next time.. <33

/ Thursday, September 21, 2006

Love that Lasts forever

In all the days of all our lives,
There are moments that shine bright.
Special times that mean so much,
With mem'ries we hold tight.

Of all those precious moments
Just a few are priceless treasure.
With radiant light they dazzle,
And have value beyond measure.

But in that tiny list of things
There's one that stands out clear
For it happens only once in life,
That 'first love' does appear.

All at once the world we knew
Has changed forever more
And even we don't seem to be
The way we were before.

Suddenly there's someone who
Has filled our mind and heart.
We want to know them inside out
And it's only just the start.

We rush to spend more time with them.
How we hate to be away,
For each moment separated seems
To somehow waste the day.

Ah yes, how sweet those moments are,
And how dear they'll always be,
Yet sadly, time may bring the curse
Of mediocrity.

Who knows just why it happens when
Those flames of love die down?
And romance wanes to comfort;
Brilliant colours fade to brown.

This change does not come quickly -
It's a subtle, creeping sway.
But then one day we find ourselves
A thousand miles away.

The choice right then is ours to make,
With two options now in sight:
Will we let the slide continue,
Or will we set this love aright?

"It's way too hard and way too late!"
Some cry in their despair
When they see that what they had has gone
And they really don't know where.

Well, yes dear friend, it might be hard,
It may even cause some strain.
But the blessing of first love returned
Is worth a little pain.

We have to take the time to think
About those early days
And do the things we did back then
Whilst in that love-filled haze.

Then that 'first love' will last for life
And no circumstance will sever.
So how much more should we all tend
God's love, which lasts forever!

~ Debbie Porter ~

Monday, September 18, 2006 / Monday, September 18, 2006

okay and so i love the pe thing. it was a fun activity but due to the fact that little ms farahin has not been exercising for like years... she was panting like nobofdy's business. if zai was there, he would say "breathe farahin breathe.. why aren't u breathing?" haha.. and so that was not a guy, he's my so called trainer which is so funny. and so back to the pe thingy.. i guess i like it.. no i think when i don't have assembly and mornings starts with not being in school uniform and in school, i would have a splendid day.. muahaha.

loved the aircon in the bus. my friends are so cute. i love the orange juice teh auntie makes. i love the lectures. i love bumping into him unexpectedly. i hate his arrogance. i hate things which i hate. i liked gp.got draggy. liked malay. teacher became bitchy. bad moment. then childhood experiene with girlfriends. talk with nice teacher. saw cute 'boy'. took the bus. studied econs. went home.

so yeah. nice day in my books. but i think last monday was better. went home at 7 but still felt so energetic and that particular day was nice. i think i shuold not lose my temper so often. my girlfriends all have to tahan me being 'gatal', emotional, petty, annoying, irritating, bimbotic, quiet and snappy all in one day.. i feel sad for them, so i shall try to repent. but for now, shall just wait for my family to come home and hear my parents scold me for smt they told me to do , but i cannot remember what. that is if i remembered correctly that they actually gave me smt to do.

haha. so there you go. farahin being irriating as hell. to a7-ers.. thank you for being a great class.. although some may not be enthu as most of us, i still appreciate you guys being the class. love you much and take care.

and i have birthday wishes to be given...

MASSELIA RAFIEI..happy birthday and stop mugginglah at least for today!

NUR AMALINA @ chem, bio, physics lab partner happy birthday darlin.. may all your wishes and dreams come true!

okay so for now. i'll goo back to be doing other stuff and till next time.. =)

• the cute song me and afiqah sang at the last day of MI..
• the mega perdana semis, where i recorded the cutest juara songs... at least it allowed me to remiisce on the cute guys that were on stage that day..
• songs that make me go all 'emo'
• and it was a birthday present on my 16th birthday..

but what was its fate? this year,i was so careless and left it in the library.

VERDICT: GONE

1GB smart disk

• early birthday present for my 17th birthday.. for that i thank you my darling parents
• photos of the malay heritage centre outing... with videos that captured the heart and soul of the event. i even had all their faces in it..
• photos and video of akak's racial harmony performance at the community centre
• photos and video taken at the beach run and the sandcastle building.. even had his photo building sandcastles..

but alas, what was its fate? it became spoiled.. the pictures cannot be read..

VERDICT: GONE (exchanged for a new one, and hopefully a better one..)

my RED wallet

• something bought in KL.. my dad bought it for me..
• it was soo pretty and nice..
• had my old ezlink, chloe eleanor designed by nordiana khamdan, my new ezlink card with that spastic primary school picture which i treasured
• 12 fucktard bucks
• receipts of stuff
• neoprints of myy darlings ( i totally regret not keeping them safe in my house)
• my cashcard which i would need for library purposes..

so much money and memories involved.. stupid forgetful me.. droppe dit in the bus and didn't even realise it.. thought it was the person's behind shoe.. FUCKlah.

VERDICT: GONE..

so you see nothing good ever sticks.. i guess you can say that i am feeling sad.. but who in this freaking world wont.. stupid me. sometimes i hate myself.. but sometimes i adore it.. maybe i should go for counseling with dr seuss. i hope his stories will make me smile. haish

on the greater side of things.. i laugh when i think of the moment i saw myself crying at the busstop.. i was crying so badly, i thought i got an asthma attack.. but alhamdulilah.. it wasn't.. it was just my grief acting up..and and the whole of last thursday makes me ready for what may happen to me in the coming week. i hope the aura is that strong... ohwells. i enjoyed making and eating pancakes.. haha. although amirahfatin did most of the cooking. haha.. i was there to bask in eternal glory of learning how to make pancakes.. muahhaa.. it was so round and cute.. and i LOVE the taste when i eat it with pancake syrup and also butter. yummieh~

what not to like when i was watching high school musical and miss annoying-but-oh-so-endearing nur farah'ain was there to be herself. hahas. it was a super nice movie.. firstly coz it was about high school and its a known fact that i fall in love straight away with high school shows.. such as.. the grease series.. (although i prefered grease with jogh travolta and the girl, some australian singer, olivia newton-john!) then there was ali setan ( a malay show on university i think.. mann.. its a classic in my books..) gemerlapan.. ( updated malay stpry about university kids trying to outdo each other when they were instead falling for each other.. yader2.. haha) and so onn.. wheeeee~

after that we baked cookies!! double chocolate chunky cookies.. yummieh~ haha.. baked it and watched gubra together, all four of us.. haha.. ( GO YAYA SISTERHOOD!) haha.. okays.. so i am getting a little ditzy talking about that day.. haha.. while we watched gubra, we also ate ice cream.. (ohmy...i swear i am getting on the piles.. but who cares when i was having fun! hahas) then we had our sharing moments and laughed about nonsensical stuff. went though untouchable books.. books that we don't want people to know we were looking through.. haha. super funny cannn. and then camwhore sessions.. i show u little fazlina.. ( okay.. so fine its her sister..) freaking mak nenek and manja cann.. but oh so adorable~ hehs.

so yeah.. updated with photos this time, like finally!

haha.. how can you not like a girl like that.. hahas

omg... how mentel can she get with that act cute face of hers.. haha.. she with sexy girl..hahs.

she in between he supposedly not sexy girls.. SMACK her face and i'll be sued by the ever-lovfing sister.. haha.. don't they look damn alike.. haha.. and faz says her sister is irritating.. the pot calling the kettle black kerrr.. hahas

no pictures of pancakes were taken.. but this was what we did! bake cookies and watch the super nice gubra!! i love a guy named jason... haha.. acterlie there is one.. but i'm no paedophile eh fazzz.. hahaha


cookies.. dark not burned.. and it was nice! haha

amirahs's hands were used to pruduce this advertisement for the above unnamed ice cream.. haha.. super sexy.. lala~

haha.. picture taken by ain of the two loves of my life! wheee~ sempat berposing ehhh..

the three of us.. yesyes. i know i'm the hottest, you don't need to comment. muahahas.

so there. that was my fun day and afternoon with the girls i love.

just a sneak preview of my hot grandfather.. lemme show youuuuu~

wheee~ ain't my grandfather hot stuff. he really is. went through old photos of him and my grandmother.. he looks so neat and handsome and of course young.. haha.. and from the photos kan.. i was born into a good looking family. my uncle was wayy hot when he was my age and my mom was so pretty and the rest of my family was so pretty although old fashioned. haha

i' m loving my family okayyy. wheeeee~

amirah. says:
BIMBO ALERTTTT

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahhahahahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
no eh.. i wanna be a fimbo and you can be aimbo

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahhahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
gedditttttttt?

amirah. says:
HAHAHAHHAAA

amirah. says:
OMG SO STUPID

amirah. says:
HAHAHAHA

amirah. says:
i wanna be a himbo

amirah. says:
HOT BIMBO

amirah. says:
notice the redundance of the word hot

amirah. says:
hahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahaha

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
i noeeeeee

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
u're a double positive so u are negative!

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hahahas

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
hot and gorgeous soooo don't go together

i need to study. i swear. farahin please study! says:
haha

amirah. says:
eh

amirah. says:
pls eh

amirah. says:
hahahaha

okayokay.so it really does not make sense if you're not in the flow. well too bad then if your oh-i-think-i'm-so-smart mind don't understand cute nonsensical nonsense. haha.

oh oh.. and i have living proof that i am good person to de-stress with.. come see..

amirah. says:
omg i so miss talking to you
amirah. says:
so fun and stress free
amirah. says:
AHHHHH
amirah. says:
and funny

i just had to immortalise that moment. haha. so anyone who's looking for a shrink.. i'm available!! haha.. but only apply if you consider yourself too hot for your shirt, too hot for that pants, too hot for that shoes and too hot for me to handle.. muahhaa. oh and if you are wondering, the consultation applies to red-blooded men only.. hahahs

okay. so i am crapping. i think its the not-studying part getting to me.. this is not good. farahin before you crack your own brain in doing nonsense stuff go and blardy well study. ish. haha

so i shall be off now! daaaaa~

Monday, September 25, 2006 / Monday, September 25, 2006

and so ramadhan is here again.. i miss it and i'm lovong every second of it! promos in two days.. i don't know what i'm doing online but i need to. haha..
well so let's see. found out too much stuff then i wanted to know in the past week.
HADY MIRZA is the SINGAPORE IDOL!!
yessah~ he damn deserves it and i'm happy that he won. and as many people have said, jon deserves it too. but because of the certain attraction hady has.. hah. i am biased about the comments.=)

hmm.. practiced maths in school just now with darling sihui and yufei. hahas. i don't know what i would do without them bringing me all the laughter and comfort. =) thanks eh you girls. really appreciate it. and and i can't believe i spent like the WHOLE day doing maths.. it was such a nice experience. but that does not mean i am any good at it. haha. that's why i need to practice that long. shall be studying gp later.. i wanna finish it bu today so at least the day before gp i can concentrate on my malay.

hmm.. on another note. sometimes i feel so alone, when i am supposedly surrounded by many friends. yes, i know that she has other friends. i don't know. sometimes i feel as though i'm not important. haha.maybe i am over-reacting. yes, i think that's it. and if you do not understand this, don't act as if you do. and those who feeling2 this goes out to you, don't eh. don't start getting all puffed up about my comments on my blog, which is just a place for me to vent my frustrations, share my happiness and type as much as i want to.

so there. if you are still thinking about what i said above, you really do wanna believe i am talking about you right. hah. FINE then. i am talking about you, the person who keeps on believing that i am talking about him/her.


i don't know what else to say but i just hope that my promos would be fine and i want to at least pass my maths. i wanna make myself proud! nobody else but my satisfaction is my concern.

haha. enough babbling from a girl who has not yet lived life to the fullest. so i shall bid goodbye and till next time i blog, take care of yourself, whoever you may be.

sila and binx: haha.. biaserlah.. th guys kan 'imaginary' ker 'prasan' nyer kes.. macam tak paham gitu.. hahs.

Thursday, September 21, 2006 / Thursday, September 21, 2006

howells. the whole week slowly coming to an end.. this week was taxing but i'm thankful that it was not a fast week. too many things happened. i don't want them to be gone so fast.. how sad, happy, tired i feel all in all it was a good week.

so many things happened. monday we had the pe outing. that was fun although tiring at the same time. went back to school taking the air con bus which was just sooo nice. then... i think i had a bad day.. and i think i recorded it.. but then after that the girls were calling each other and giggling non-stop. haha. went to library next to study.. looking for aishah when u nearly bumped into the ever gorgeous him. hah.

then on tuesday.. hmm..malay was okay i guess. actually i can't really remember what we did. haha. bad memory i tell you.. hmm. studied after school in the library.. went home when the library was closing.. went out and saw him.. was ecstatic.. but thinking about it after finding things out.. i don't feel quite for him before i knew he was..

then on wednesday. he said hello.i felt stupid in mr anuar's class and so the four of us went for lunch. saw him and his classmates. okay, but i was too busy doing things to actually look as if i was interested in him. and so sihui had to talk about what he did. tried saying to myself not to think too much, but in the next minute, received an sms about him. i swear i went ballistic. wth! haha. so my darlings tried to console me saying that there are many other guys out there. hah. yes2.. it's working..not. had geog test which was plain horrible. haha. i like geog lectures. his eyes are soo cute! wakakha. then went to the library to finish up our written report. it was a nice time. saw him and him had a funny smile. hahs.

did our written report and then i continued to study in the library. went home when it was time.. saw him still studying. =) mugger, i swear.

then today. saw him in the morning. i was so very turned off. but he was too gorgeous for me to look away. hahs. so yeah. then went for assembly. love today. went into lt5. the first face i saw was his. like wth. so yealah.. even from the back i can see him. yyyy? went for econs. had a bad cough. went break. haha. he was farnie ah just now. hal some more. aiyah.. that girl ah.. haha. funny2 moments. malay was okay. went to see cikgu abt the mag. then went to the library to study and suddenly was asked to print eom and blahblah. hahas.he was there. chilled alone then slept while studying econs. met up with girls for pw meeting. went to sihui's hse. ghost story.. met mr yew.. then tada! we finished WR!

i can't say how happy i am that we've finished it.. no more late nights for me.. yesterday 1 am stint nearly made me faint cann. hahs. as if.

till next time.. <33

/ Thursday, September 21, 2006

Love that Lasts forever

In all the days of all our lives,
There are moments that shine bright.
Special times that mean so much,
With mem'ries we hold tight.

Of all those precious moments
Just a few are priceless treasure.
With radiant light they dazzle,
And have value beyond measure.

But in that tiny list of things
There's one that stands out clear
For it happens only once in life,
That 'first love' does appear.

All at once the world we knew
Has changed forever more
And even we don't seem to be
The way we were before.

Suddenly there's someone who
Has filled our mind and heart.
We want to know them inside out
And it's only just the start.

We rush to spend more time with them.
How we hate to be away,
For each moment separated seems
To somehow waste the day.

Ah yes, how sweet those moments are,
And how dear they'll always be,
Yet sadly, time may bring the curse
Of mediocrity.

Who knows just why it happens when
Those flames of love die down?
And romance wanes to comfort;
Brilliant colours fade to brown.

This change does not come quickly -
It's a subtle, creeping sway.
But then one day we find ourselves
A thousand miles away.

The choice right then is ours to make,
With two options now in sight:
Will we let the slide continue,
Or will we set this love aright?

"It's way too hard and way too late!"
Some cry in their despair
When they see that what they had has gone
And they really don't know where.

Well, yes dear friend, it might be hard,
It may even cause some strain.
But the blessing of first love returned
Is worth a little pain.

We have to take the time to think
About those early days
And do the things we did back then
Whilst in that love-filled haze.

Then that 'first love' will last for life
And no circumstance will sever.
So how much more should we all tend
God's love, which lasts forever!

~ Debbie Porter ~

Monday, September 18, 2006 / Monday, September 18, 2006

okay and so i love the pe thing. it was a fun activity but due to the fact that little ms farahin has not been exercising for like years... she was panting like nobofdy's business. if zai was there, he would say "breathe farahin breathe.. why aren't u breathing?" haha.. and so that was not a guy, he's my so called trainer which is so funny. and so back to the pe thingy.. i guess i like it.. no i think when i don't have assembly and mornings starts with not being in school uniform and in school, i would have a splendid day.. muahaha.

loved the aircon in the bus. my friends are so cute. i love the orange juice teh auntie makes. i love the lectures. i love bumping into him unexpectedly. i hate his arrogance. i hate things which i hate. i liked gp.got draggy. liked malay. teacher became bitchy. bad moment. then childhood experiene with girlfriends. talk with nice teacher. saw cute 'boy'. took the bus. studied econs. went home.

so yeah. nice day in my books. but i think last monday was better. went home at 7 but still felt so energetic and that particular day was nice. i think i shuold not lose my temper so often. my girlfriends all have to tahan me being 'gatal', emotional, petty, annoying, irritating, bimbotic, quiet and snappy all in one day.. i feel sad for them, so i shall try to repent. but for now, shall just wait for my family to come home and hear my parents scold me for smt they told me to do , but i cannot remember what. that is if i remembered correctly that they actually gave me smt to do.

haha. so there you go. farahin being irriating as hell. to a7-ers.. thank you for being a great class.. although some may not be enthu as most of us, i still appreciate you guys being the class. love you much and take care.

and i have birthday wishes to be given...

MASSELIA RAFIEI..happy birthday and stop mugginglah at least for today!

NUR AMALINA @ chem, bio, physics lab partner happy birthday darlin.. may all your wishes and dreams come true!

okay so for now. i'll goo back to be doing other stuff and till next time.. =)

• the cute song me and afiqah sang at the last day of MI..
• the mega perdana semis, where i recorded the cutest juara songs... at least it allowed me to remiisce on the cute guys that were on stage that day..
• songs that make me go all 'emo'
• and it was a birthday present on my 16th birthday..

but what was its fate? this year,i was so careless and left it in the library.

VERDICT: GONE

1GB smart disk

• early birthday present for my 17th birthday.. for that i thank you my darling parents
• photos of the malay heritage centre outing... with videos that captured the heart and soul of the event. i even had all their faces in it..
• photos and video of akak's racial harmony performance at the community centre
• photos and video taken at the beach run and the sandcastle building.. even had his photo building sandcastles..

but alas, what was its fate? it became spoiled.. the pictures cannot be read..

VERDICT: GONE (exchanged for a new one, and hopefully a better one..)

my RED wallet

• something bought in KL.. my dad bought it for me..
• it was soo pretty and nice..
• had my old ezlink, chloe eleanor designed by nordiana khamdan, my new ezlink card with that spastic primary school picture which i treasured
• 12 fucktard bucks
• receipts of stuff
• neoprints of myy darlings ( i totally regret not keeping them safe in my house)
• my cashcard which i would need for library purposes..

so much money and memories involved.. stupid forgetful me.. droppe dit in the bus and didn't even realise it.. thought it was the person's behind shoe.. FUCKlah.

VERDICT: GONE..

so you see nothing good ever sticks.. i guess you can say that i am feeling sad.. but who in this freaking world wont.. stupid me. sometimes i hate myself.. but sometimes i adore it.. maybe i should go for counseling with dr seuss. i hope his stories will make me smile. haish

on the greater side of things.. i laugh when i think of the moment i saw myself crying at the busstop.. i was crying so badly, i thought i got an asthma attack.. but alhamdulilah.. it wasn't.. it was just my grief acting up..and and the whole of last thursday makes me ready for what may happen to me in the coming week. i hope the aura is that strong... ohwells. i enjoyed making and eating pancakes.. haha. although amirahfatin did most of the cooking. haha.. i was there to bask in eternal glory of learning how to make pancakes.. muahhaa.. it was so round and cute.. and i LOVE the taste when i eat it with pancake syrup and also butter. yummieh~

what not to like when i was watching high school musical and miss annoying-but-oh-so-endearing nur farah'ain was there to be herself. hahas. it was a super nice movie.. firstly coz it was about high school and its a known fact that i fall in love straight away with high school shows.. such as.. the grease series.. (although i prefered grease with jogh travolta and the girl, some australian singer, olivia newton-john!) then there was ali setan ( a malay show on university i think.. mann.. its a classic in my books..) gemerlapan.. ( updated malay stpry about university kids trying to outdo each other when they were instead falling for each other.. yader2.. haha) and so onn.. wheeeee~

after that we baked cookies!! double chocolate chunky cookies.. yummieh~ haha.. baked it and watched gubra together, all four of us.. haha.. ( GO YAYA SISTERHOOD!) haha.. okays.. so i am getting a little ditzy talking about that day.. haha.. while we watched gubra, we also ate ice cream.. (ohmy...i swear i am getting on the piles.. but who cares when i was having fun! hahas) then we had our sharing moments and laughed about nonsensical stuff. went though untouchable books.. books that we don't want people to know we were looking through.. haha. super funny cannn. and then camwhore sessions.. i show u little fazlina.. ( okay.. so fine its her sister..) freaking mak nenek and manja cann.. but oh so adorable~ hehs.

so yeah.. updated with photos this time, like finally!

haha.. how can you not like a girl like that.. hahas

omg... how mentel can she get with that act cute face of hers.. haha.. she with sexy girl..hahs.

she in between he supposedly not sexy girls.. SMACK her face and i'll be sued by the ever-lovfing sister.. haha.. don't they look damn alike.. haha.. and faz says her sister is irritating.. the pot calling the kettle black kerrr.. hahas

no pictures of pancakes were taken.. but this was what we did! bake cookies and watch the super nice gubra!! i love a guy named jason... haha.. acterlie there is one.. but i'm no paedophile eh fazzz.. hahaha


cookies.. dark not burned.. and it was nice! haha

amirahs's hands were used to pruduce this advertisement for the above unnamed ice cream.. haha.. super sexy.. lala~

haha.. picture taken by ain of the two loves of my life! wheee~ sempat berposing ehhh..

the three of us.. yesyes. i know i'm the hottest, you don't need to comment. muahahas.

so there. that was my fun day and afternoon with the girls i love.

just a sneak preview of my hot grandfather.. lemme show youuuuu~

wheee~ ain't my grandfather hot stuff. he really is. went through old photos of him and my grandmother.. he looks so neat and handsome and of course young.. haha.. and from the photos kan.. i was born into a good looking family. my uncle was wayy hot when he was my age and my mom was so pretty and the rest of my family was so pretty although old fashioned. haha

i' m loving my family okayyy. wheeeee~